Chapter Six

Rafael------

I turned Veronica to me, waiting for her answer. For her to say yes, to make me ease her from all this, I know she want me, I could feel it. Her body heat, her eyes, they burn with desires and knowing they burn for me too, makes me damn hard for Veronica.

I need her badly, more than badly. If only she could see how much I need her.

I almost went crazy, seeing her with Mr Myers earlier, especially when she entered with that dress, if only she knew the story behind that dress.

She thinks I brought the dress because I want to make things work between Vickie and me but she is so wrong.

I never wanted Vickie and I still won't. If it isn't Veronica that will warm my bed, then no other woman will.

I might not love her like I used to, but I want her, am crazy for her.

She seems to be lost in thought, so I get on my knees and stared up at her. I raised my finger to her thighs and traced it up to her clit, she gasped immediately and looked down at me.

"Rafael" She called while I rub her sweet nub, God she is so wet for me.

I inserted a finger in her p**sy and her breath went hitches, as she bit her beautiful plump lips.

"Rafael" She called my name again, so sexily.

"Tell me to stop Veronica, if not I won't stop until I make you come and you scream out my name"

She looked at me, hesitating for a sec but nothing came and I smirked. She wants this, and I will make sure she enjoys it.

I spread her legs wide trailed a kiss up to her nub and planted a kiss there, I looked at her for her reaction and noticed her eyes closed.

She looked so fvcking beautiful with her eyes closed, but I was anticipating for her to look at her while I used my tongue to fvck her. I sniffed in her sweet smell, and God I was so getting off by it.

I darted my out to her sl*t and licked it.

The taste of her on my tongue makes me thrill for more, I have never wanted someone as I do with Veronica.

She is driving me insane, without knowing. I raised one of her legs and lift it on my shoulder, giving me better access to her p*ssy. My actions seems to catch her attention as she opened her eyes.

She looked down and watches me as l sucked on her clit, pleasing her with my tongue.

I twirled my tongue on her p**sy, fvcking her fast and hard with my tongue, desperately to make her come.

She let a strangled cry on her lips as her head fell back, and her hand slid inside her dress, as she play with her tits.

I was tempted to stop pleasing her and go for her tits, those big full tits. I have missed them, I missed having them in my mouth, sucking her pink n*pples, pinching them with my teeth till they are hard for me.

Fvck, she looks so sexy as she plays with her boobs, my c*ck twitched inside my suit pants. I want to fvck the hell out of her, but not here.

'Not now' I thought as I took in her soft flesh and she bit hard on her lips, I used my left hand to support her legs on my shoulder, and I inserted a finger inside her, sucking on her meat.

"Rafael" Veronica moaned, her body trembling with pleasure, I could tell she was close to releasing.

She closes her eyes again, and I stopped sucking her but didn't stop fvcking her with my finger.

"Look at me" I ordered and she opened her eyes. "Watch as I make you come," I said, and inserted another finger inside her sweet Molly.

She moaned loudly, looking so sexily. "Rafael" Fvck, I love the sound of my name on her lips.

"You were jealous about this dress, if only you knew why I brought it for your sister," I said as I thrust my fingers into her fast.

"God" She screamed as her whole body shakes. She is close to release, so I increased my pace.

"I brought this dress while thinking of you, how sexily and hot you will look in it. The moment I sighted the dress, my thoughts were on you. You on my bed, with this sinful dress on you, I brought some many dresses thinking about how you look on them, so Veronica I wasn't trying to work things out with your sister. I was thinking of fvcking you" I said in a harsh tone and she came on my fingers.

"Rafael" She called as she released, panting heavily, her feet become when I let go of it and I rise to my feet and stared into her beautiful eyes.

"Nothing pleases me more than seeing you c*m" I uttered and wanted to kiss her but she pushed me away.

That horrific look back on her face.

"God" Veronica gasped when she realized what we have just done.

"Veronica" I called, seeing the disgust in her eyes. "We did nothing bad, this was bound to happen. I...."

"No, no, Rafael. This was wrong, this shouldn't have happened. I can't believe this"

She picked and her underwear and then left the restroom.

"Fvck" My fist collided with the wall, one thing I know is that I couldn't let Veronica go after all this.

Veronica----

I can't believe I allowed all this to happen, I let Rafael touch me, and pleasure me, aware that he is engaged to my sister.

God, am such a horrible person. Dad will be disappointed, if he is aware, mom will cry, Vickie will be heartbroken and Victor will look at me with hatred.

I should have stopped it, I should never allow this but I didn't because the moment I saw Rafael in the restroom, all shameful thoughts in my head vanish away, and only shameless and disgraceful thought remains.

I can't do this, I need to go home. I didn't bother going back to my date, the last thing I need is to pretend that I wanted this date.

I just want to go home, sleep and forget what happens tonight even if it is impossible.

I hailed a cab and as I was about to enter, a strong hand pulled me back and closed the cab door.

"What are you doing, Rafael?" I questioned, terrified that I might do something unheard of, again.

"Listen to me, Veronica" He demanded as he cupped my cheeks. "We did nothing wrong, so please just calm down"

"No" I pushed him away. "We did something wrong, everything we did in that restroom wasn't supposed to happen"

"Why? Because am engaged to your sister who I have zero feeling for"

"Yes, yes and it is insane that I forget that when you touched me. It is wrong that it feels so good when you kissed me, and I swear I wanted nothing more but it is wrong Rafael. Vickie will be so hurt if she knows"

Rafael scoffed and clenched his fist "Vickie every time, what about me? Don't I matter? I never forget you for a whole five years, everyone tried to move on with their life without you but I couldn't. I tried so hard, but I didn't, because I loved you. Can't you see that Vickie isn't the one hurt but I" He mentioned, and my heart went stiffened with his words.

"I am the one who needs you, not Vickie"

I was stunned by his words, I haven't seen Rafael like this even in his darkest hour. So needy, so vulnerable, and it is all because of me.

Because he needs him, but too bad. Am going to have to hurt him again, because there is no way Rafael and I can be something again.

"Well, I don't. I don't want you, I don't need you, Rafael. All, I want right to get out of your sight"

He looked so taken back by my words "Veronica, stop. Don't say something you can't take back, you don't mean it. Just go home, we talk later"

I could see I was hurting him, it breaks me but I have to.

"I mean it. Five years ago when I left without saying anything, it was because I pity you, I didn't want to hurt that broken boy, you were so pitiful then. But now I don't care anymore, I no longer feel anything for you, Rafael. I didn't leave because of Vickie, but I left because I was tired of you. Of your presence, your stupid breakdowns every time your uncle is mentioned, I was tired of taking care of you, of you needing me. I loathe it, but I couldn't tell you because I pitied you...."

"Stop" He yelled and everyone stared at us but went on their way. "Let's talk somewhere private" He tried holding my hand, but I pushed him back.

"Am serious Rafael, I hate you. I never for once loved you, maybe I was with you because you were broken because I have things of messed up guys. Or because I just wanted to know how it feels to be in a sexual relationship, but it is over now. I got what I wanted, so please just let me go and move with your life"

"Veronica" He shut his eyes closed then opened them. "You are lying, you want me too. Maybe you faked it when we were together then, but in the restroom nothing in there was planned, so please stop"

I stared at him, pain etched on his face, I was hurting him, hurting me but I can't stop. I have to end things here.

"Oh that is sh*t, pleasure can be faked. What happened in the restroom was nothing. So let us end things here, everything we had back then was nothing"

"Let it all end here, that is all I want," I said as tears slipped down my face.

Rafael twitched his lips and nodded, he doesn't look hurt again but angry. "Sure, if that is what you want. You were right, what we had was nothing. Countless women will appreciate me fvcking them, even your so-called sister" He insulted and I raised my hand to slap him but he caught it halfway.

"Why? Are you jealous now?" He bring out his phone and dialled someone's number.

"Hello Vickie," He said while my eyes widened, he put the phone on speaker so I could hear everything they are saying.

"Hi Rafael, it is so unusual for you to call me first"

"I want you to come over to my house, and wear something pretty. I plan on fvcking you tonight" Rafael said as he looked at me, with a devilishly smirk.

"No" I shook my head for him to stop.

"Sure, of course. I will be there soon" She said excited and Rafael hung up.

"You bastard" I gritted my teeth while he laughs.

He bring his head closer to my head and whispered "Don't worry, I won't hurt her. I will make sure she enjoyed it, and not fake it as you do. I want you to go home, crying knowing I am in my house fvcking your sister on my bed. Giving her the pleasure you deny" He said and released my hand.

"Goodbye, Veronica," He said and walked away, I bend out and cried my eyes out when he was out of sight.

I hurt him and he hurt me back using my sister, and I feel more sorry for Vickie because I know how excited she will be to be in Rafael's bed, not knowing he doesn't feel anything for her.

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My mood wasn't any better when I got home, I opened the door inside and was surprised when I saw my parents waiting for me in the sitting room, they stand up when they saw me and my dad charged at me and gave me a hard slap surprising my mom and me.

"How dare you?" He said and my heart almost went frozen, did they see me with Rafael or aware of what happened between us in the restroom.

I looked at my mom for an answer, but her look tells me it wasn't what I was thinking.

"I heard you abandon your date and left? Why make me set up the date when you weren't interested. You troublesome girl, nothing good ever happens when you are involved" He said and I glanced at him hatefully.

"Adam" My mom called and walked to her.

"Stay out of this, Karen. You spoilt her so much that she doesn't even know her place, after everything I have done for her, but as always she repays me by ruining things for me because you let her. She went away for five years, doing useless thing because you allowed her, she should be grateful if any men want her. I regret ever having you. Why can't you be just like your sister or your brother?"

He regrets having me, I know my dad hates me but never have I thought he will say he regrets having me.

"You want me to be like my siblings when you have no idea what I sacrifice for you and your family. Did you think I left because I want to? I gave up on my dream, my life to please you and make Vickie happy. If you had any idea what I had to lose, because of your greedy decision five years ago. I...."

"It doesn't matter anyway, because you won't understand. Am sorry for being your daughter" I said and went up to my room.

I slumped on my bed and soaked my pillow with tears. I don't know why I am crying, why everything my dad said to me hurts so much.

Because Rafael is fvcking Vickie, because my father regrets having me or because I have up my dream college.

I had to lay low for five years because I know Rafael won't stop until he found me.

Because Rafael never stopped looking for me, for all those five years. He doesn't know that I know he hired people to find me, I know because one found me.

Rafael will search the world to find me because he isn't the only one who needs me.

But I also do, I needed him.

My broken beast.