Destructed
Erille's POV
"Oh, Louen tamang-tama nakauwi kana, papasok na ako, ok na ang paa ko kaya makakasayaw na ako ulit, doon na ako kakain sa club ng hapunan pero may nakaluto na dyan sa kusina kumain ka nalang ok" sambit ko habang inaayos ang aking falls eyelashes.
Tiningnan kong pagod na umupo si Louen sa sofa at binitawan ang kanyang bag, halos magiisang linggo na siyang hindi pumapasok sa club dahil iyon ang sabi ni Ma'am Cherille at nong customer niyang ubod ng yaman. Kaya nagfocus siya sa training niya para sa nationals.
Laging umuuwi ng pagod at gutom, kay apinagluluto ko na
FEARLouen's POV"Hindi ka papasok mamaya?" tanong ko kay Erille habang naglalakad kaming dalawa sa hallway ng college building namin, dahil bigla na lang siyang nagsabi na hindi siya papasok sa club mamayang gabi."Oo, papahinga muna ako" sambit niya at tila wala siya sa kanyang sarili, kagabi pa siya ganyan pero ayaw kong magtanong dahil alam kong hindi rin siya komportableng sabihin iyon sa akin."I already bought new washing machine" sambit ko dahil na sira ito nong nakaraan, tinignan niya ako at sinabi, "Diba sinabi ko say
MOMMY"Congratulations Miss. Del Mundo you are 2 weeks pregnant" my heart just stopped beating as the doctor said that, fear around my body prevailed.I started trembling inside and out, I just can't make any reaction right now. I don't know what to do. This wasn't even in the picture I was looking for; I just shook my head and watch my hands shake while the doctor kept on explaining things to Erille.When she notices that my hands were shaking, she holds my hands and grip on it so tight, I slowly lift my head to gaze at her but she continues listening to the things the doctor said, while I just started hearing the loudest silence in my head.
BABY"Ako na dyan Louen, wag ka nang magbuhat hintayin mo na lang kami ni Erille doon sa sasakyan" nag-aalalang sambit ni Six habang sinusubukan ko silang tulungan mag lagay ng gamit sa sasakyan.This is the day we are moving out, I still can't imagine that I'm leaving Manila, and the whole night Leusam's voice in my mind keeps on bothering me. It's like he's living inside of it for free.But as I leave this place I will try my best to forget about him, and leave a pieceful life away from anyone who knows me, "Plastik mo may paganyan-ganyan ka pa kay Louen pero sa akin mo lang din ipapabuhat!!!" narinig kong singhal ni Erille habang nagaayos ng gamit sa
TABI"Louen?"His wearing a doctor's lab gown and he's gaze are all mine.Don't tell me he's working here..."Lynus?" I utter as I face him, and he instantly looks at my dress where my baby bump is really visible. He looked back at my face with frowned brows before he walks close to my place."You're pregnant?" he asked, I don't know what to say, I suddenly felt that I was out of words in front of him, how the hell he's working here, I thought his in Cebu."Why didn't Ash tell me about this? Where ar
TOO YOUNGIt's already a month passed by since that wonderful day happened to me, and now I'm carrying the result of that wonderful day, they said that every new born child begins a new world and this little thing over here truly defines the new world that was blessed in us.Everytime I wake up she was the hope and smile that blooms inside of me, everytime I gaze at her I could see her father's face in her but that just makes her so special, I realize that forgetting him wasn't the right escape because he is the reason why I have Tabi with me.Leusam just gives me hope in life with his flesh, I will never forget him. "Good morning little Tabi, good morn
SIX3 years later"Mommy wakey up, Mommy wakey up!" my whole body was shaking as Tabi started pushing and shaking my arms, trying to wake me up. I continue acting like I was still sleeping and watch what she will do next."Mommmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyy" I bite my lower lip when she lay her whole body above me and call me for so long, "Mommy itch my birthdayyyyyy" she said and keep moving above me like a lazy kid."Mommy wakey wakeyyyyyyy!!!" Her weight is no joke, she keeps on rolling her back above me, until she move down and lay beside me, "Mom
MARKS"TABITHA!!!" I instantly ran when I saw her sitting outside together with Erille and Six instantly carried her, she had blood on her knees. "What happened?" I ask and check her knees."Nadapa siya habang kinukuha ang eraser niya, nakita ko na lang siyang nakaupo at may dugo sa tuhod kaya agd akong sumigaw" Rie said while scratching her arms, and avoid making eye contact with Six."Hindi ka dapat basta-basta sumisigaw ng ganon Erille, alam mo namang hindi biro ang ganon pagdating kay Tabitha!" biglang singhal ni Six kay Erille kaya natigilan kaming dalawa."Nagalala lang ak----" hindi natapos ni E
Owned HeartsIt's been a month since I started working as a sales lady, kontento naman ako sa ganitong trabaho dahil alam kong mahirap nang maghanap ng trabaho, at hindi ako pwedeng mawalan ng trabaho at manatili sa bahay, maghintay ng tawag dahil may anak ako."Good morning Ma'am, lipstick for you Ma'am I suggest this shade, it's the new relea----" I was cut off when she face me and say, "Alam ko ang bibilhin ko" sambit ng customer kaya lumayo ako ng konti at ngumiti."Ok ma'am" I utter and let her choose by herself, she keeps on trying some tester lipstick, every shade and type but she still didn't choose, so I try to speak to help her, "Ma'am want me
PARENTSCybelle's POV"Kids are already asleep" I said, as I stepped inside our room, after dealing with Louen and Ashton. They never stop playing inside their rooms.Milo put his laptop on the side of the bed, looking at me while taking off those glasses. "You look pale, are you ok?" he gently asks, as he instantly reaches my head and guides me to lay beside him.I let out a deep breath before I answered, "Maybe, the kids are growing up, their energy is boosting up even more, I can't cope up anymore." Milo chuckled at my answer and he started rubbing my head.
THE GREATEST STRIPPER EPILOGUE3 years later,I step out of the door, slowly walk towards the pole and the music starts playing."I've seen the world, done it all, had my cake now, diamonds, brilliant, and Bel Air now, hot summer nights, mid-July when you and I were forever wild, the crazy days, city lights, the way you'd play with me like a child" I grip tight on the pole as I let out some gravity off my body and slowly lift up my body.I move so slowly and follow the wave tone of the music, a maxime trick above the pole. Those dark eyes were locked into my body movements. The way I sway my body around the pole my hair keeps following."Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautif
FINALSabrille's POV"You never trust me Dad!!!" I yelled at his face and in a few seconds, a hard slap hit my face. "You reckless child! You never listen to me!!! You're just like your mom, piece of shit" he was about to slap me once again, in front of all his guests when Timothy stood in front of me and received his slap instead.Everyone gasped when they saw Timothy get slapped by my dad. My lips parted as tears spread all over my eyes. "T-Timothy" I uttered and he gently held my hands and looked at me. "Let's go" he whispers and in just a glimpse we run away from that place where all of judgement are on me.
TABI"LEUSAM PLASE LET GO OF ME, MY DAUGHTER NEEDS ME" I weakly said and broke down, fell on the floor and cried.He slowly let go of my hands and asked, "What did you say?" I was a whisper of confusion."My Tabi needs me" nanghihina kong sambit, awang-awa na ako sa anak ko, she doesn't deserve this, she never deserves any of this. My poor Tabi, this is all my fault."K-kailangan a-ako ng a-anak ko" halos hindi ko na mabigkas ng maayos ang sasabihin ko dahil sa sobrang pagiyak ko, pagmay nangyaring hindi maganda sa kanya hindi ko mapapatawad ang aking sarili.
PAIN"L-Lynus""What happened?""Get those fucking hand off my women" Leusam darkly said behind us, but I'm crying so hard and didn't look at him."Jimenez?" Lynus utter."Let go of my women right now, Herrera!" Leusam darkly said and I felt his grip on my waist pulling me away from Lynus, but Lynus didn't let go of me."Your women?" Lynus intensely asks and gently tightens his grip on my wrist trying to pull me closer while Leusam is reigning on me, he is wrapping his arms on mine."Yes, my women!" Leusam said in a powerful tone and in just a snap I was already in
REGRETSErille's POV"Kanina ka pa ba nandito?" agad kong tanong kay Jackson pagkaupo ko sa kanyang harapan, nagtext siya kaninang umaga na magkita daw kami ngayon gabi kaya iniwan ko muna si Tabitha kay Six."No, I just arrived also, so, what do you wanna eat?" he gently said as he smiles at me, pinanood niya ang bawat galaw ko habang inaayos ko ang buhok ko at ang bag ko sa aking kandungan."Kahit ano" sagot ko sa tanong niya kaya tumawa siya, "I know you would say that" sambit niya at tila natutuwa siya sa sitwasyon naming dalawa, kunot noo ko lang siyang tiningnan bago siya tumawag ng waiter at umorder ng pagkain."We would like to ha
PREMISES"Mommy" My lips parted and my eyes narrowed as my daughter called me, in front of him. I was stiff the whole time, it was like a slow-motion scene when Leusam faced me and met my gaze.This is the end of my sacrifices, halos hindi umiikot ang mundo ko ng mag tama ang aming mga mata, he looks at me with unlighted gaze before he slowly stood up and hold Tabi's little hand.My whole body was wobbling inside and out because of this intense situation, Wala na akong takas ngayon. Nagsimulang mangilid ang aking mga luha ng pagmasdan silang dalawa na magkasama.Tabitha really has her father's genes, "
FEARR18"Ahmmm Leusam" I softly whisper, my lips touching the shell of Leusam's ear. Wrapped my arms on his neck and breathed heavily."Fuck" I could feel his warm breath against my chest as he looks down and pushed deeper. He touched my waist, caressed it while guiding it at the same time. Guiding it well to meet his thrust.He reached for my right hand with his, and put it into his face. He wanted me to touch his face while thrusting and pounding me
YOUNG NIGHTAs I enter the club and head straight to the staff room, agad kong hinanap si Erille pero wala siya dito, kahit ang gamit niya wala kaya mabilis akong tumayo at tumuloy sa office ni Ma'am Cherille."Oh, El bakit hindi ka pa nag aayos?" bungad niyang tanong sa akin pagpasok ko sa loob, "Tatanong ko lang po sana kung nasaan si Rie?" I ask."Ah si Justine nagpaalam siya kani-kanina lang may pupuntahan daw siya kaya hindi siya makakapasok" Kumunot ang noo ko dahil doon, bakit hindi niya ako sinabihan. "Ah ganon po ba, thank you po" I utter and step outside her office and instantly grab my phone to call Rie.