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Chapter VI: ELIANA
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2021-09-12 17:04:13How would I tell Miguel that I am conceiving to our child? I asked. I bought this pregnancy test which turned out to be positive. I was so supposed to tell him that day he confessed me that he was not single where in fact he was a married person. How could he ever keep such lies to me and even to the people he was dealing with. No one knew about this except my sister Aileen whom she was surprised but I was happy that she could be trusted.
It’s Sunday and for sure Miguel would be having his preaching today. Wait, I smelled something.
“Eliana!” my Mudra had called me, “the rice you cook on the pot smelled burning!”
Without responding to my mother, I hu
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It had been three months ago since I was turned over by my mother to her elder sister who told her to grab the opportunity to work abroad in Middle East. Every night, the moon witnessed my tears falling behind the window of my room and I asked back in silence when I would see my mother again. I badly missed my mother—her smile, her voice that made me experience the safety of her presence. I also recalled my playmates in Malaysia and I remembered what my friend told me to look up the sky where the moon brightly shone to manifest that we saw the same moon despite the long distance we had. I hoped my friend would not forget to take a glimpse to the moon. “Are you okay?” asked Jessy, my first cousin, eldest daughter of my aunt Aileen and I was just two years older than her. I quickly wiped my eyes with my right arm and long deep sigh was the only response my cousin heard.
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The night filled the symphony of the crickets along with the cooling air of the rain. The curtains waved back and forth which led my tears suddenly to fall down in the longing of my mother’s presence. I just missed her. It had been a while since she left for abroad. I had not received any news from her. I hope she was doing fine. If only mother would be here for me and hug me in times, I wanted solace from the warmth of her voice. I stepped out from the room and checked if everyone was already asleep including Jessy, my cousin. I felt that my throat had dried up so I decided to go the kitchen and have some glass of water. The refreshing gulp glided into the mouth. I really loved this feeling, though. In the silence of the room, I heard a littlest sound reverberating against the wall. I moved closer near the wall and glued my
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I coughed as I had smoked in my last cigarette stick and threw it inside the flowerpot.“Sweety, I have to go and I will see you around and I love you.” I whispered. As I stood, I deleted immediately her registered number in the history calls.The acridity of the cigarette was still evident around the Balcony. I checked my watch. 10:23 P.M. Time for me to go down.As I was about to go inside our room, I had noticed that Aileen my wife was talking inside the room of Amina.I came closer and stayed near the door without being unnoticed.It seemed that they were very serious. I did not know what was going on.I was taken aback when Aileen stood before me.“Oh, Mon. I thought you’re already in our room now but it seems you are still outside. Busy calling someone at your phone?”Did Amina know and tell Aileen about someone whom I called on the phone a while ago? My mind was now bothered.“N
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Until now I could not imagine how Uncle Mon did it to me. I was also afraid to tell anyone about what happened.“Do not tell anyone otherwise you wanted to get buried alive,” Uncle Mon whispered in my right ear, trembling in fear. My voice was in silence knowing I would be dead anytime if I would tell this to anyone. Drops of tears fell off down my checks, I did not know what to do and I could not trust anyone.A knock from the door, “Amina? Are you done there?” Jessy was waiting outside the bathroom.I wiped off my eyes and flushed the hatred behind as if nothing happened. “In a while, I will be out.” I replied.“Hurry up,” Jessy commanded.I hastily fixed and went out. I apologized.I got inside my room and buried myself in the pillow. I wanted to leave this house and forget what everything happened. I felt so dirty. I hoped mother would be already here. I badly needed her at my worst. If no one would do this to me, then I would do something for me. He must pay what he did to me o
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It had been a month since Yana had taken her life away. She did not deserve to kick the bucket for she would still be heard. Perhaps it was really a tremendous shame that devoured her. However, it was not the real reason to do that after jumping off the building. I had to do something but I did not know exactly how to do it. The bell rang and everyone started to get up and went to their respective classes. I checked my phone and I realized I still had my class this 2:30 P.M. It was still early. It was still 1 P.M. Maybe I just needed to go to the coffee shop and made my assignment. A notification popped out of my phone. A throwback memory I had with Yana. My heart still ached in the absence of my best friend. Until now, speculations rumored that she was depressed or broken that was their thoughts of her death. I was not true. I was thinking that it was due to the shame she got from the viral scandal spread by the disgruntled pelican. Instead of going to the coffee shop, I decided
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Amina “Mom, we plan out to go overnight at Gianna’s dorm as we will have project making to be passed on Friday.” I informed her, ironing my college uniform. The door was open wide. My mom appeared. “Amina, what if I have told you that I would not allow you to go? She was wiping her hands with the apron. “Mom,” I came closer to her, “I am already a college girl, your 17-year-old daughter, who knows her limitations. Do not worry about me because I would not make myself get impregnated by any boys out there. I still have my plans and dreams to fulfill and you are part of those things I want to pursue and give you the life you deserve.” I hugged my mother Elianna. “I am just worried because I did not want you to be like me who was not able to finish my degree.” “Mom, just because you have not finished your college does not mean make you less of a mother to me. I am here and I want to fulfill your dream by seeing me pursuing this education.” She smi
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I coughed as I had smoked in my last cigarette stick and threw it inside the flowerpot.“Sweety, I have to go and I will see you around and I love you.” I whispered. As I stood, I deleted immediately her registered number in the history calls.The acridity of the cigarette was still evident around the Balcony. I checked my watch. 10:23 P.M. Time for me to go down.As I was about to go inside our room, I had noticed that Aileen my wife was talking inside the room of Amina.I came closer and stayed near the door without being unnoticed.It seemed that they were very serious. I did not know what was going on.I was taken aback when Aileen stood before me.“Oh, Mon. I thought you’re already in our room now but it seems you are still outside. Busy calling someone at your phone?”Did Amina know and tell Aileen about someone whom I called on the phone a while ago? My mind was now bothered.“N
