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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Maids
I woke up annoyed. Alex always did this to me. He would make love to me all night and than he would put me to sleep. Now I was running around like I was crazy because I was woken up with so much to do and little time to do it. "What am I suppose to do with this?" I yelled as I threw the second pair of pants out of the suit case the help packed for me. This is why I liked to do everything myself. If Alex would've packed my clothes he would've packed all tight clothes and the help didn't know what they were doing at all. After realizing none of the clothes were right I decided to just say forget it. I picked up the suitcase and dumped it all on the floor. I knew I didn't have much time and if Alex made this a reason he would leave me here I would lose it. I started to just throw all the clothes I liked into the suitcase. I had a limited amount of clothes I was allowed to wear that was not picked professionally anyways. Alex wanted me to wear certain things that would keep his image
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Baby
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers.) I came barging in to the board meeting I just left from like the king I was. Everyone paused and looked at me. I never usually used the door but I had looked everywhere for the maid she mentioned and I couldn't find her anywhere. So I paced the hall for a few minutes. "We have a problem." I said as I walked to the table and set my hands down. I had to think. Someone was already trying to mess up what I worked for before we even went to the magical realm. "We've been infiltrated." I gritted out because that was all I could say. No maids were in the building right now. I checked. We were suppose to be gone over 30 minutes ago but I told everyone to wait because Mazaya was crying. We were to leave instantly but I stayed comforting her for over 10 minutes because she was just crying and upset. She still lost control but not the way she use to. "Alex." My father yelled. I was too angry right now to even pay attention. I lo
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) In my head
"He left me." I whispered as I realized he was punishing me for not being ready. He really chose business over me again. It had been almost an hour if not more and throughout the whole time I waited I tried to think positively but now my hope was gone. It seemed like the maid had got into my head. I had waited as long as I could, walking back and forth. Now I just felt helpless. I went to the door and tired opening it hoping I could catch someone before every one left me but the door was locked. He left me without a way to get out. I would be alone until at least tomorrow. I banged on the door hard but nobody came. Where was the help? A sob escaped my lips on its own Accord. He really left me. I grabbed the stupid suit case and threw it. It hit the floor with a thump none cinematically. "ugh." I screeched as I went to it and opened it up before I threw all the stupid clothes out. He lied. Why would he get my hopes up? Just to break them back down. I wasn't important. I kick e
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Scared
I went to argue with him but was stopped short as I looked around at our surroundings. I started to walk forward as I looked at all the ash and half burnt down buildings. There was blood everywhere. "Where are we at?" I whispered as I tried to pull my hand away from Alexs hold but it was to tight of a hold. "The magical realm." He absentmindedly said. "The magical realm?" I asked as I looked around at all the rubble. It smelt really bad the more we walked forward, I had to hold in my gag a few times from the mold and smell of death. There was words written on anything that wasn't destroyed. What was this place? "Yes this is the magical realm. The ruler of this realm has been building up his army to go against us and this is how most of the realm looks." Alex said as he looked around to. Before I could ask questions we were teleporting out. Thank the God creaters. My thanks was short lived as we ended up somewhere far worse than the first place. There was blood e
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not the same
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers pov) I smiled because the once most powerful and feared Goddess tried to use me as a shield. I worked to make her into the perfect wife. Most would say that she was perfect before she lost her power but I loved how she acted like I was her protector. I worked for this day and it was finally here. I had her magic and now I had her completely. "Mazaya what are you doing?" Luther asked obviously wanting to get her back. That portal closed along time ago and would never be opening back up for him again. She was mine now. "Who is he?" Mazayas soft voice whispered from behind me. "Don't talk to my wife. She's only here to spectate." I gritted out. I always hated Luther because he acted like he was more superior than everyone else but he was nothing compared to a royal. If it wasn't for Mazaya giving him more power he wouldn't even be half of me. "She's not your wife. She should be my wife." Luther yelled. All I could do is
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Didn't listen
(Warning, readers advised) "Omg." I sobbed as I lost the ability to hold myself up and fell to my knees. Blood was coming out of Alex's mouth and dripping onto the floor and he seemed to be fighting losing consciousness. I watched as he gritted his teeth and went to grab the knife. Zavier was trying to get him to stop and lay down but he was refusing even though he was weak. I hurried up and crawled by him and tried to help pull out the knife. "Don't." Zavier gritted out angrily. I let go instantly. Zavier seemed furious. "He won't die right?" I asked as I looked around for any Healing Goddess or God. Where was the help? Why was no one coming to his rescue? "If he would've listened to me when I told him to pay attention and put up a protection spell he would be perfectly fine." Zavier gritted out. I froze and paled. My heart felt like it was eating itself as it squeezed alittle Tighter. What had I done. I killed him. I killed my husband. I scooted away to give every
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) My magic
Right as I was about to walk through a voice stopped me. "Mazaya you can't give that to Alex all worlds will perish if you do." A strange God said. I turnt around to a white haired, purple eyed God. "Who are you?" I asked confused on how he knew what this book was if I didn't show him. Was he one of the Gods my mom told me about. Was that why he seemed so familiar even though I know I've never seen him before. "I'm the God who promised you I would help you protect everything and you are the Goddess who promised me you would do everything in your power to not allow the world to perish." The strange man said. When did I promise that? I felt bad because he looked sad for a second. "I know you don't re." I didn't get to hear the rest of what he was saying because Zavier was pushing me through the portal. I totally forgot he was there. "Why did you do that?" I screeched. I was obviously talking. Zavier looked murderous. "Alex is awake. I just got word and he started to
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Spelled you
"Zavier is wrong. I don't want your books. Our engagement is over. Today proved that you aren't for me and I can't keep losing myself to the love I have for you." Alex said as he looked around at the meadow that had miles of grass. "You don't mean that and I can do better. It's just that losing my magic changed me. I promise I'll be better. And now with my magic we can rule together." I rushed out with determination. "My father forced me to marry you Mazaya. I lied I didn't want to marry you once you lost your magic because even before than you were spoiled and selfish." Alex gritted out breaking my heart alittle more. "You don't mean that." I whispered softly. I had to force myself to stay strong and not cry. He couldn't mean that he was so nice to me. "I do. Your selfishness almost got me killed today and I can't do this anymore. We don't work" Alex dryly stated. It was like he was waiting for this moment. "Now take me back because I need to deal with the magical r
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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Change his memories
Somewhere hidden "Mazaya is dead." Christopher yelled at Klaus as soon as he teleported into their base. Klaus slowly looked up at him with anger. "I know." He spit out as he turned back to the God of broken realities and memories. "You have to do it now before his power is to much for even you." Klaus ordered the God. The God of broken realities and memories gave a slight nod of his head before he was pushing his power out with the help of Klaus. "What are you doing? I said Mazaya is dead and you are ignoring me." Christopher stated angrily. Nobody seemed to care that Mazaya was dead and it made no sense. "Relax, I am making sure Alexander's memories are distorted so that he wont realize what he's missing until it's too late." Klaus said to Christopher. "So you are erasing his memories?" Christopher asked slowly. "Clouding them, he's too powerful so we can only cloud and alter them. All he will know is that Mazayas soul is missing. Nothing will add up to what r
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Ruler of the universe
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov (3 year later royal time. 2 day temple time) "I have summoned everyone here to announce the death of my beautiful wife Mazaya. The Goddess of wisdom and creation." I said as I looked over to Zavier who was now holding her lifeless body for all to see. Multiple murmurs and hushed whispers went around the hall as all the counsil members took her in. "This is a trick." Someone in the back yelled out causing a rippled effect. Within a instance I had them by the throat. "Alexan how nice of you to join us." I wryly chuckled as I slowly squeezed his neck until the air stopped flowing. His face went purple and the hands that were clawing at my hand was slowly losing its strength. Right as the life was close to leaving him a hand on my shoulder had me looking over and narrowing my eyes. "Let him go. You still can't kill him and now that Mazaya is dead he is irrelevant." His words had me gritting my teeth and pushing Alexan away. "Ge
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful part 3
"There's nothing in here." Tod mumbled as everyone walked into the circle sized room. My chest tightened and my soul was now extremely active and desperately trying go get closer to Alexander. I tried to move away so it did not somehow make him aware but his hold was tight. I jumped a little from Alexander leaning into me and whispering. "What's wrong my love." "Nothing." I choked out not meaning too. "I was not talking to you but since you answered can you tell me what's wrong with your soul." He whispered softly. I stiffened a little and willed myself to be strong. The black dagger was right in front of me in its glass case. All I had to do was put my hand through the magical barrier and all would be back to normal. I slowly looked over into Alexander's eyes and all my fear dissipated. Not one ounce of love was in them. The gray was darker and it looked like he was daring me to betray him. Daring me to make him have to punish me and lock me away because his fathe
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful Part 2
"What are we exactly looking for?" Alexander asked me as we walked down a set of stairs. "I don't know." I lied as I willed my chest to relax. My soul was quiet and it made me wonder did it know what was about to happen. "She's lying." Tod exclaimed loudly. I ignored him and the few mumbled from some of the other Gods following me. "I believe you." He lied. We both knew that he didn't. No matter what he said he would never trust me again and he had good reason. "This way." Zavier said once we descended the stairs completely. I went stiff causing Alexander to look at me. "Is everything okay?" He asked. I gave a small fake smile and shook my hand. He lifted my face up and leaned down and gave me a soft kiss. My lips moved on there own and before I knew it I was against a wall. Alarms were going off in my mind reminding me of my goal but I was helpless. Alexander pulled back and smirked as he licked his lips. I looked into his gray eyes that were smothering. "We
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful
"Are you ready yet?" Zavier asked as he knocked on the door softly. I stayed silent as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I wiped my face to rid myself of the tears that wouldn't stop. "We don't have much time before Alex comes looking." He continued when I said nothing. I sniffled alittle and took a deep breath. My eyes were a little red and my cheeks were a light pink. Anyone could tell that I was crying but it wouldn't matter because I could feel the hate coming from Alexander every time he looked at me. "Mazaya." Zavier snapped when I still said nothing. "I'm coming." I finally was able to say without my voice sounding scratchy. I blinked a few times as I readied myself. "I'm sorry for what I have to do." I whispered softly to my soul. I turned towards the door and took one more deep breath before I was opening it. Zavier was looking at me with narrowed eyes as he took in my appearance. "Sorry." I apologized as I walked forward and put my hand out. Zavier l
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dead father
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov "How is she?" Blake asked as soon as he walked into the room. I payed him no mind and instead slowly rubbed her hair in a comforting way. "I said how is she." He angrily yelled at me when I ignored him for to long. I slowly looked up at him with narrowed eyes that he ignored. Instead he walked forward and sat down in the bed neck to his mother. As I opened my mouth to blink she slowly moved a little bit. I looked down at bright green eyes staring at me. A small smile formed. "I thought I lost you." I whispered softly. She blinked a few times as her eyes zoned in on her surroundings. "You are alive." She whispered happily. The small smile I had dropped. Her words were a reminder that my father had died. Blake was quick to make himself noticed as he cleared his throat. Mazaya looked over at her smile grew wide. "Blake." She whispered softly. He was quick to grab her and bring her close to him. "Don't ever do that agai
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Give up on her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov I stared at the tumbler as I slowly swirled the dark bane that I had become accustomed to. The pain I felt never truly went away but atleast the edge was gone. "Are you really going to drink your life away?" Angel asked softly. I slowly looked up at her with a scowl. "Didn't I divorce you?" I asked lowly. She rolled her eyes and reached for a glass. "I am here for your fathers ceremony. It's very mundane of you and honorable." She said with a chuckle. "You know It's not to late to add another Goddess to mourn." I dead panned. Her soft smile dropped and she was quick to look away. "I think maybe." I paused and looked at the Gods that had barged into my office. Anger filled me before I was stiffening. Zavier walked forward with Mazaya in his hands. I narrowed my eyes after I got over the initial shock. "Why is she here when I said I was done with her lies and betrayal?" I asked angrily. I was done fighting fate when it clea
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) All black
(Magical realm 5 years later. (5 days royal realm) Mazaya's Pov) "Eat your food." I softly said to Alax who was playing with his broccoli. He looked up at me with a frown that had my chest hurting. His eyes were greyer today only help to remind me of Alexander. "Not until my dad comes back?" He exclaimed as he pushed his plate away and banged his head on the table. I reached forward and grabbed his head and gently lifted it up. "You hurt yourself." I whispered as I looked at the small cut that was on his forhead. He pushed his hand away and ran his hand through his blond hair the same way his father did. "Let me see." Mia demanded in her soft and babyish voice. Alax looked at her angrily as he pushed his chair back. "I am not a baby." He snapped as he walked away. I closed my eyes and willed the tears to not come out. I had been so strong even though Alex had been gone for years. It was getting harder each day though. Every day that Alexander did not come ho
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Nothing without her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov As soon as I stepped into the palace I was slammed into a wall. The impact had me wincing reminding me that I had never stopped myself from being able to bleed or feel pain. "It's nice of you to join us." Klaus wryly said in a menacing way. I slowly looked up at him with hooded eyes and a smirk that was anything but welcoming. As he opened his mouth to say something I raised my hand and conjured up a knife. He looked over and chuckled mockingly. "The pleasure is all mine." I said as I threw the knife at the Goddess of magical restrictions torso. A scream sounded which had everyone look over. Klaus seemed to pale instantly. His hold on me loosened as he stared at the mess I created. "Maybe you should have thought before you touched me." I whispered as I pushed him away from me. I knew I could do nothing to him but that didn't mean I couldn't kill every single one of his Allies. His eyes glowed as he teleported to her
