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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Sit down
"What. What did you do?" I softly asked. Time was going slow and it was making me sluggish. I expected to hear a smart remark from Alex. Not a baby gurgling and whining. Blake's baby talk was tugging at my heart. This was suppose to be a simple in and out job. "Shhhh it's okay. Mommys here now." Alex cooed out to our son. I couldn't wrap my head around what was happening. All the blood was making me jittery because the longer these Gods stayed dead the worse off all realms would be. I looked at Meridith and knew time was limited. She was the dark part of time and I was just the light. "Alex. I need to rewind time. You. Umm. You have to help me so I don't go back to the wrong time." I stuttered out. I was thrown off balance from this. "Come sit down." Alex whispered. I couldn't see much of him because of his chair blocking him. A constant babbling came from behind the chair. Blake was really active. "Mazaya sit." Alex said alittle more forceful. I looked around at
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Void
I closed my eyes and time flashed before me. Usually it was instant but it was actually rewinding everything like a video. I peaked and watched everything move at lighting speed backwards. This was bad. Meridith was critical to time. This was why I was suppose to become one with my dark magic. I made a huge mistake. After feeling and hearing time rewind for a handful of minutes, it finally stopped. I rocked back and forth from dizziness but other than that I felt normal. When I peaked my eye open my heart dropped. A sob got stuck in my throat and my gut churned. Everything was falling off. It looked like the inside of a fun house had fallen apart. The void was taking over and it was dull now. The animals that were once alive were now taking their last breaths. "Klaus." I yelled as I realized he was no where. "Klaus please. Kye. I know we agreed not to use your name but please Kye. Where are you." I cried out as I rushed to look for him. I kept having to go around missing
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dark magic now
"As long as you're with me that's all that matters. You are everything to me beautiful." Alexander whispered. He didn't understand that the meek Mazaya was gone. I was only doing this to save the universe and because him being married made this the smartest option. "Okay can you fix this? I don't like sitting in the dark." I whispered. I needed him to fix this before it started to cause permanent damage. "I need you to promise first." He said as he brought me closer. "Promise what?" I asked trying to hide the dread that I was feeling. "Promise that as long as I look you in the eyes and am genuinely sorry, you will give me another chance." He said. That wasn't to bad. He wasn't asking for much. "Okay." I rushed out. "Okay." He repeated as he kissed me as few times. I had to hold in the frustration from him kissing me because this was not how things were suppose to end today. He grabbed my hand and kissed it. Even in the void I could smell spice and cinnamon.
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Every meeting
After Alex lost interest in me, everyone else seemed to also. For the rest of the day I listened to reports on things I would rather not have to be bothered with. Who would've known that these meetings could go on and on? After listening to pointless arguments for hours on how to get the rebels to back down I decided I had enough "Enough." I snapped out as I banged my head on the table gaining everyone's attention. I closed my eyes and prayed to the God makers to guide me because I was about to die of boredom. "Is something wrong?" Alex softly asked. I blew out some air before I was looking up at him. "If you are bored you can head out." He suggested. I smiled alittle before closing my eyes again. "I bet you would like that. Unfortunately for you though, I will be joining every meeting because I don't trust you." I dryly stated. That seemed to receive a reaction. "You aren't required at all meetings. We have." Alexan started to speak but I stopped that qu
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) So much power
(Alexander The God of absolute dark power pov) I had never known what I was missing until this moment. The power that I felt traveling through my body was intoxicating. I watched as more and more power flowed through me. After my wife showed me how to take the dark power out, it was like I knew how to do it all my life. "When the last ounce of power flows through you, we will have to release it together and combine it." She said as she leant over my shoulder alittle to get a better look. I had to contain my smirk because If she eventually allowed me full control over her magic we would not have to take the extra step. I would bide my time but eventually I would wear her down with love. I felt more and more power flow into me and it felt right. "Okay you are almost done. Release it forward like I did and I'll do the same. But do it slow." She ordered right as the last drop of power was absorbed into me. I took a second to allow the magic to flow through me. I felt like a
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) War
I was in complete dispair as I watched Alex's eyes turn black. "We had an agreement. Peace for my daughters hand in marriage." Silas snapped out. "I think I'll just break that agreement now. Tod." Alex declared. I watched as Tod broke the bond within seconds. I looked down at Alexs wrist to confirm. His wrist started burning inscriptions confirming the broken bond. I looked forward and watched as Alexans eyes turnt purple. They weren't really going to fight over a marriage. "Alex let's not start a war." I softly pleaded as I grabbed his hand. He looked at me before kissing my hand. Butterflies fluttered in my heart just from his lips lingering. The stubble tickled my hand causing Warmth spread everywhere. I pulled my hand back as I realized our bond was fixed and he just broke his marriage with Angel. A scream pulled my attention from Alex. I looked over to Angel who was holding her chest. "Daddy." Angel screamed in agony as tears ruined her perfect face. B
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) For you
I looked at Alex and felt the power projecting off of him. He had absorbed the essence of some of the most powerful Gods in existence. I looked at all the Dead Gods on the floor or slouched over their chairs and realized I had to leave before he bound me to him forever. My soul may weep from being away from him but atleast I could protect the universe from afar. I tried to teleport out but it was completely blocked off. I looked over to Meridith who was talking to Alex. I had to thread lightly otherwise he would know I was trying to leave. "Hey beautiful." He smiled as I walked up to them. I had to walk over multiple dead bodies so I definitely was not able to fake a smile. So before I could even talk he was grabbing my face and making me look at him. He seemed to contemplate something before he gave me a small kiss. "You're upset. I know this seems extreme but I did this for you baby. I knew how jealous you were about having to share me and he refused the divorce s
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) My son
"We had an agreement. Peace for my daughters hand in marriage." Silas snapped out. It took a second for me to come to my senses. That was a vision. Blake. All the deaths of the magic court guards. "Agreement now. Tod." Alex ordered to Tod again. Without much though I was freezing everyone in the room besides Alex. I got a second chance. "Wheres Blake?" I rushed out as I looked around. Alexs black eyes turnt back to grey faster then before. That was good. "Is everything okay sweetheart." He asked me. He grabbed my hand and my heart jumped. I looked down at our connected hands and felt the connection our souls had. That was impossible. Blake's fussing had me looking over. "You asked for Blake my lady." The subordinate stated as he handed me Blake. I gained the biggest smile as I looked at him. "Oh mommy's baby." I cooed as I cheesed from ear to ear. This was the best outcome. Blake had the biggest teethless smile which made me even more happy. "Baby is ever
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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Change his memories
Somewhere hidden "Mazaya is dead." Christopher yelled at Klaus as soon as he teleported into their base. Klaus slowly looked up at him with anger. "I know." He spit out as he turned back to the God of broken realities and memories. "You have to do it now before his power is to much for even you." Klaus ordered the God. The God of broken realities and memories gave a slight nod of his head before he was pushing his power out with the help of Klaus. "What are you doing? I said Mazaya is dead and you are ignoring me." Christopher stated angrily. Nobody seemed to care that Mazaya was dead and it made no sense. "Relax, I am making sure Alexander's memories are distorted so that he wont realize what he's missing until it's too late." Klaus said to Christopher. "So you are erasing his memories?" Christopher asked slowly. "Clouding them, he's too powerful so we can only cloud and alter them. All he will know is that Mazayas soul is missing. Nothing will add up to what r
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Ruler of the universe
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov (3 year later royal time. 2 day temple time) "I have summoned everyone here to announce the death of my beautiful wife Mazaya. The Goddess of wisdom and creation." I said as I looked over to Zavier who was now holding her lifeless body for all to see. Multiple murmurs and hushed whispers went around the hall as all the counsil members took her in. "This is a trick." Someone in the back yelled out causing a rippled effect. Within a instance I had them by the throat. "Alexan how nice of you to join us." I wryly chuckled as I slowly squeezed his neck until the air stopped flowing. His face went purple and the hands that were clawing at my hand was slowly losing its strength. Right as the life was close to leaving him a hand on my shoulder had me looking over and narrowing my eyes. "Let him go. You still can't kill him and now that Mazaya is dead he is irrelevant." His words had me gritting my teeth and pushing Alexan away. "Ge
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful part 3
"There's nothing in here." Tod mumbled as everyone walked into the circle sized room. My chest tightened and my soul was now extremely active and desperately trying go get closer to Alexander. I tried to move away so it did not somehow make him aware but his hold was tight. I jumped a little from Alexander leaning into me and whispering. "What's wrong my love." "Nothing." I choked out not meaning too. "I was not talking to you but since you answered can you tell me what's wrong with your soul." He whispered softly. I stiffened a little and willed myself to be strong. The black dagger was right in front of me in its glass case. All I had to do was put my hand through the magical barrier and all would be back to normal. I slowly looked over into Alexander's eyes and all my fear dissipated. Not one ounce of love was in them. The gray was darker and it looked like he was daring me to betray him. Daring me to make him have to punish me and lock me away because his fathe
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful Part 2
"What are we exactly looking for?" Alexander asked me as we walked down a set of stairs. "I don't know." I lied as I willed my chest to relax. My soul was quiet and it made me wonder did it know what was about to happen. "She's lying." Tod exclaimed loudly. I ignored him and the few mumbled from some of the other Gods following me. "I believe you." He lied. We both knew that he didn't. No matter what he said he would never trust me again and he had good reason. "This way." Zavier said once we descended the stairs completely. I went stiff causing Alexander to look at me. "Is everything okay?" He asked. I gave a small fake smile and shook my hand. He lifted my face up and leaned down and gave me a soft kiss. My lips moved on there own and before I knew it I was against a wall. Alarms were going off in my mind reminding me of my goal but I was helpless. Alexander pulled back and smirked as he licked his lips. I looked into his gray eyes that were smothering. "We
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful
"Are you ready yet?" Zavier asked as he knocked on the door softly. I stayed silent as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I wiped my face to rid myself of the tears that wouldn't stop. "We don't have much time before Alex comes looking." He continued when I said nothing. I sniffled alittle and took a deep breath. My eyes were a little red and my cheeks were a light pink. Anyone could tell that I was crying but it wouldn't matter because I could feel the hate coming from Alexander every time he looked at me. "Mazaya." Zavier snapped when I still said nothing. "I'm coming." I finally was able to say without my voice sounding scratchy. I blinked a few times as I readied myself. "I'm sorry for what I have to do." I whispered softly to my soul. I turned towards the door and took one more deep breath before I was opening it. Zavier was looking at me with narrowed eyes as he took in my appearance. "Sorry." I apologized as I walked forward and put my hand out. Zavier l
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dead father
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov "How is she?" Blake asked as soon as he walked into the room. I payed him no mind and instead slowly rubbed her hair in a comforting way. "I said how is she." He angrily yelled at me when I ignored him for to long. I slowly looked up at him with narrowed eyes that he ignored. Instead he walked forward and sat down in the bed neck to his mother. As I opened my mouth to blink she slowly moved a little bit. I looked down at bright green eyes staring at me. A small smile formed. "I thought I lost you." I whispered softly. She blinked a few times as her eyes zoned in on her surroundings. "You are alive." She whispered happily. The small smile I had dropped. Her words were a reminder that my father had died. Blake was quick to make himself noticed as he cleared his throat. Mazaya looked over at her smile grew wide. "Blake." She whispered softly. He was quick to grab her and bring her close to him. "Don't ever do that agai
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Give up on her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov I stared at the tumbler as I slowly swirled the dark bane that I had become accustomed to. The pain I felt never truly went away but atleast the edge was gone. "Are you really going to drink your life away?" Angel asked softly. I slowly looked up at her with a scowl. "Didn't I divorce you?" I asked lowly. She rolled her eyes and reached for a glass. "I am here for your fathers ceremony. It's very mundane of you and honorable." She said with a chuckle. "You know It's not to late to add another Goddess to mourn." I dead panned. Her soft smile dropped and she was quick to look away. "I think maybe." I paused and looked at the Gods that had barged into my office. Anger filled me before I was stiffening. Zavier walked forward with Mazaya in his hands. I narrowed my eyes after I got over the initial shock. "Why is she here when I said I was done with her lies and betrayal?" I asked angrily. I was done fighting fate when it clea
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) All black
(Magical realm 5 years later. (5 days royal realm) Mazaya's Pov) "Eat your food." I softly said to Alax who was playing with his broccoli. He looked up at me with a frown that had my chest hurting. His eyes were greyer today only help to remind me of Alexander. "Not until my dad comes back?" He exclaimed as he pushed his plate away and banged his head on the table. I reached forward and grabbed his head and gently lifted it up. "You hurt yourself." I whispered as I looked at the small cut that was on his forhead. He pushed his hand away and ran his hand through his blond hair the same way his father did. "Let me see." Mia demanded in her soft and babyish voice. Alax looked at her angrily as he pushed his chair back. "I am not a baby." He snapped as he walked away. I closed my eyes and willed the tears to not come out. I had been so strong even though Alex had been gone for years. It was getting harder each day though. Every day that Alexander did not come ho
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Nothing without her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov As soon as I stepped into the palace I was slammed into a wall. The impact had me wincing reminding me that I had never stopped myself from being able to bleed or feel pain. "It's nice of you to join us." Klaus wryly said in a menacing way. I slowly looked up at him with hooded eyes and a smirk that was anything but welcoming. As he opened his mouth to say something I raised my hand and conjured up a knife. He looked over and chuckled mockingly. "The pleasure is all mine." I said as I threw the knife at the Goddess of magical restrictions torso. A scream sounded which had everyone look over. Klaus seemed to pale instantly. His hold on me loosened as he stared at the mess I created. "Maybe you should have thought before you touched me." I whispered as I pushed him away from me. I knew I could do nothing to him but that didn't mean I couldn't kill every single one of his Allies. His eyes glowed as he teleported to her
