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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not sleep
"You are getting fat." I groaned as I finally entered the dinning hall. I didn't expect him to be so fat. It's like as soon as I picked him up he became dead weight. "We are putting you on a diet." I groaned as I walked to the table. Alex turnt to me and smiled. "Hey beautiful." He smirked. That smirk was short lived as he looked at my hands. "Where's Blake?" He gritted out. I ignored him as I sat down in the only chair available. Why we had to have so many Guests baffled me. I preferred solitude and snowy. The servers came and took my order right as I sat down, which was convenient. I ordered a salad and chicken stuffed with mash potatoes and sausage for Snowy. This was going to be a nice dinner. "Let me ask that again. Where is my son at?" Alexs voice boomed throughout the dining hall. I looked at him and lost the little happiness I had. I looked down at snowy who was sleep comfortably on my lap and back up to Alex. "He fell asleep so I put him to bed
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Everyone I loved
"It seems like I'll never be able to be close with anyone again." I laughed. Every single God I got close to on my own Accord betrayed me. I chuckled at myself while I stabbed at my chicken. "Blake hasn't betrayed you." Zavier stated. I looked up and cringed at how nasty his shoulder and arm looked. I definitely didn't think that through. The wounds were already rotting out and he was actually sweating from the effects of the knife. "Here." I gritted out as I conjured up a healing Agent that could heal even a unhealable stab. I definitely had to keep quiet about this because then the only way to kill Gods would be to take their essence. Atleast I kept most of my important secrets hidden. They only knew about the temple and my Virginity because I was trying to give it away at the time. Zavier just stared at the glass bottle like It was poison. "It will heal it." I sighed exasperatingly. That still didn't get him to move. "Did you do something to it?" Alex asked as h
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Have to try
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers pov) This was definitely not suppose to have happened. I never meant to break my wife. I wanted her to love me while I ruled everything. Now I had to watch her walk away with the only enemy that I could not take out. How did a snow leopard become my greatest enemy. "So you are a magical courts God now." I stated as soon as my wife left the room. If I would've known Kye was a magical courts God I would've been smarter about it. Having someone she doesn't know show loyalty to me over her is different than her closet Ally. "Yes. She gave me the powers Klaus has so she could have me replace him." Kye stated. She could make magical court Gods this whole time. I looked over at Christopher and smiled. "So I'm guessing that's what you are. I always assumed you were a royal but it seems that I was wrong." I smirked. He just shrugged his shoulder which was fine with me. I definitely didn't need any bad fortune. It seemed like I ha
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Why tell me why
Pain in my heart told me my plan worked. It felt like I was being stabbed by a million knifes. It took everything in me to even be able to stand up. When my wrist started burning I knew it was time. Alex didn't even notice me putting something over his wrist. By the time he felt the burn on his wrist it would be to late. Tears were falling down my face but they were the least of my worries. My soul would mend eventually. It took everything in me to stand up. Klaus had unblocked teleporting earlier so I would be fine. I looked down at Snowy and considered taking him. He would be dead weight though. I couldn't say goodbye to Blake because he would only make me want to stay. I would be lying if I said my defenses weren't wearing down with him. I held my chest as I teleported out. I lost all my allies and I was completely alone now. As I entered the forbidden forest dread hit me. I just lost everyone I loved in my life and I had to leave snowy behind. It was like I was cur
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Where
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov) For hours I had released up some of my build up stress on Angel. It seemed like her screams did wonders to lift the weight in my chest that felt like it was holding me down. "I have to go." I whispered to her after I had cleaned myself up. She sleepily looked up at me as I kissed her on the neck. She looked groggy and warn out. Her strawberry blonde hair was falling over her face and she sluggishly moved her body to get comfortable. It seemed like I did my job. I teleported to the board room first because my wife was being difficult and I didn't have time to deal with her defiance right now. I had to come up with a plan to get access to my dark magic before I just went to her blind. "Finally." Zavier snapped as he looked over to me. I had definitely spent a little to much time with Angel but she was intoxicating and I couldn't help myself. "So have we come up with a plan yet?" I asked everyone around the
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Little happiness
"I told you I wasn't lying. I still love you." Klaus whispered as he kissed me on my neck. For hours he had made love to me and it helped ease the pain of Alex's betrayal. It may not have seemed like a Betrayal but he had a choice. I even took off the magic so it would be his choice. "I can feel my dark magic." I smiled as I looked him in his purple eyes. He gave me a kiss before rolling me on my back. "I told you to trust me. I had to be smart so that Alexan wouldn't have gotten wind of my plan." He said as he kissed my neck. Nomatter the events that happened two things were proven today. Klaus loved me because if he didn't I would've never gained control of my dark magic again. He helped put a dent in the bond. Forcing the flow to come to me and not be stuck. It was a complicated matter. The second thing is I had one Ally atleast. "Thank you." I whispered as a tear fell from my eye. "I love you. Now we have to come up with a plan." Klaus said as he rolled o
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Idiot
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers pov) "She's not in the palace sir." One of my subordinates confirmed what everyone in this room already knew. "You can go." I gritted out. I couldn't go on a killing spree right now because I needed all the God power I could get. But I needed to coat my hands with blood to ease my rage. "She couldn't have left blake." Angels voice squeaked. I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth for a second before I looked over at my son who had been whining and whimpering since I brought him in here. He looked at me with sad eyes adding to the anger I was feeling. "It looks like she did. It seems like she found a way pass the oath she took." I gritted out. I had to force myself to look away from my son. She really left him. "She didn't find a way around it. Mazaya doesn't share and you obviously broke it." Chasity spoke up which was suprising. I looked at her because I would see Zavier speaking up over Chasity. She had a relaxed demean
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Betrayal at its finest
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers pov). Tods playful demeanor was no where in sight which had me leaning my hands on the table. I looked at him and he just stared back at me. "Well who is it?" I gritted out as hung my head down. "I think it would be safer if I didn't tell you." Tod said with a voice rougher than normal. "Tod you have to the count of three." I gritted out. I swear If I found out she married Luther I would lose my mind. I did not do all this work for her to go back to him. Tod groaned before huffing his breath. It seemed like he thought I was joking. "One." I gritted out in a menacing voice. Tod cursed under his breath before he puffed out his breath. "It's Klaus. She married Klaus." Tod rushed out which had me chuckling. It seemed like the forbidden spell didn't work. She played me again. "Find me Kye and everyone stop calling him Klaus." I gritted out to both my subordinates and everyone in the room. Tod seemed to pale even more. He
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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Change his memories
Somewhere hidden "Mazaya is dead." Christopher yelled at Klaus as soon as he teleported into their base. Klaus slowly looked up at him with anger. "I know." He spit out as he turned back to the God of broken realities and memories. "You have to do it now before his power is to much for even you." Klaus ordered the God. The God of broken realities and memories gave a slight nod of his head before he was pushing his power out with the help of Klaus. "What are you doing? I said Mazaya is dead and you are ignoring me." Christopher stated angrily. Nobody seemed to care that Mazaya was dead and it made no sense. "Relax, I am making sure Alexander's memories are distorted so that he wont realize what he's missing until it's too late." Klaus said to Christopher. "So you are erasing his memories?" Christopher asked slowly. "Clouding them, he's too powerful so we can only cloud and alter them. All he will know is that Mazayas soul is missing. Nothing will add up to what r
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Ruler of the universe
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov (3 year later royal time. 2 day temple time) "I have summoned everyone here to announce the death of my beautiful wife Mazaya. The Goddess of wisdom and creation." I said as I looked over to Zavier who was now holding her lifeless body for all to see. Multiple murmurs and hushed whispers went around the hall as all the counsil members took her in. "This is a trick." Someone in the back yelled out causing a rippled effect. Within a instance I had them by the throat. "Alexan how nice of you to join us." I wryly chuckled as I slowly squeezed his neck until the air stopped flowing. His face went purple and the hands that were clawing at my hand was slowly losing its strength. Right as the life was close to leaving him a hand on my shoulder had me looking over and narrowing my eyes. "Let him go. You still can't kill him and now that Mazaya is dead he is irrelevant." His words had me gritting my teeth and pushing Alexan away. "Ge
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful part 3
"There's nothing in here." Tod mumbled as everyone walked into the circle sized room. My chest tightened and my soul was now extremely active and desperately trying go get closer to Alexander. I tried to move away so it did not somehow make him aware but his hold was tight. I jumped a little from Alexander leaning into me and whispering. "What's wrong my love." "Nothing." I choked out not meaning too. "I was not talking to you but since you answered can you tell me what's wrong with your soul." He whispered softly. I stiffened a little and willed myself to be strong. The black dagger was right in front of me in its glass case. All I had to do was put my hand through the magical barrier and all would be back to normal. I slowly looked over into Alexander's eyes and all my fear dissipated. Not one ounce of love was in them. The gray was darker and it looked like he was daring me to betray him. Daring me to make him have to punish me and lock me away because his fathe
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful Part 2
"What are we exactly looking for?" Alexander asked me as we walked down a set of stairs. "I don't know." I lied as I willed my chest to relax. My soul was quiet and it made me wonder did it know what was about to happen. "She's lying." Tod exclaimed loudly. I ignored him and the few mumbled from some of the other Gods following me. "I believe you." He lied. We both knew that he didn't. No matter what he said he would never trust me again and he had good reason. "This way." Zavier said once we descended the stairs completely. I went stiff causing Alexander to look at me. "Is everything okay?" He asked. I gave a small fake smile and shook my hand. He lifted my face up and leaned down and gave me a soft kiss. My lips moved on there own and before I knew it I was against a wall. Alarms were going off in my mind reminding me of my goal but I was helpless. Alexander pulled back and smirked as he licked his lips. I looked into his gray eyes that were smothering. "We
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful
"Are you ready yet?" Zavier asked as he knocked on the door softly. I stayed silent as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I wiped my face to rid myself of the tears that wouldn't stop. "We don't have much time before Alex comes looking." He continued when I said nothing. I sniffled alittle and took a deep breath. My eyes were a little red and my cheeks were a light pink. Anyone could tell that I was crying but it wouldn't matter because I could feel the hate coming from Alexander every time he looked at me. "Mazaya." Zavier snapped when I still said nothing. "I'm coming." I finally was able to say without my voice sounding scratchy. I blinked a few times as I readied myself. "I'm sorry for what I have to do." I whispered softly to my soul. I turned towards the door and took one more deep breath before I was opening it. Zavier was looking at me with narrowed eyes as he took in my appearance. "Sorry." I apologized as I walked forward and put my hand out. Zavier l
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dead father
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov "How is she?" Blake asked as soon as he walked into the room. I payed him no mind and instead slowly rubbed her hair in a comforting way. "I said how is she." He angrily yelled at me when I ignored him for to long. I slowly looked up at him with narrowed eyes that he ignored. Instead he walked forward and sat down in the bed neck to his mother. As I opened my mouth to blink she slowly moved a little bit. I looked down at bright green eyes staring at me. A small smile formed. "I thought I lost you." I whispered softly. She blinked a few times as her eyes zoned in on her surroundings. "You are alive." She whispered happily. The small smile I had dropped. Her words were a reminder that my father had died. Blake was quick to make himself noticed as he cleared his throat. Mazaya looked over at her smile grew wide. "Blake." She whispered softly. He was quick to grab her and bring her close to him. "Don't ever do that agai
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Give up on her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov I stared at the tumbler as I slowly swirled the dark bane that I had become accustomed to. The pain I felt never truly went away but atleast the edge was gone. "Are you really going to drink your life away?" Angel asked softly. I slowly looked up at her with a scowl. "Didn't I divorce you?" I asked lowly. She rolled her eyes and reached for a glass. "I am here for your fathers ceremony. It's very mundane of you and honorable." She said with a chuckle. "You know It's not to late to add another Goddess to mourn." I dead panned. Her soft smile dropped and she was quick to look away. "I think maybe." I paused and looked at the Gods that had barged into my office. Anger filled me before I was stiffening. Zavier walked forward with Mazaya in his hands. I narrowed my eyes after I got over the initial shock. "Why is she here when I said I was done with her lies and betrayal?" I asked angrily. I was done fighting fate when it clea
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) All black
(Magical realm 5 years later. (5 days royal realm) Mazaya's Pov) "Eat your food." I softly said to Alax who was playing with his broccoli. He looked up at me with a frown that had my chest hurting. His eyes were greyer today only help to remind me of Alexander. "Not until my dad comes back?" He exclaimed as he pushed his plate away and banged his head on the table. I reached forward and grabbed his head and gently lifted it up. "You hurt yourself." I whispered as I looked at the small cut that was on his forhead. He pushed his hand away and ran his hand through his blond hair the same way his father did. "Let me see." Mia demanded in her soft and babyish voice. Alax looked at her angrily as he pushed his chair back. "I am not a baby." He snapped as he walked away. I closed my eyes and willed the tears to not come out. I had been so strong even though Alex had been gone for years. It was getting harder each day though. Every day that Alexander did not come ho
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Nothing without her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov As soon as I stepped into the palace I was slammed into a wall. The impact had me wincing reminding me that I had never stopped myself from being able to bleed or feel pain. "It's nice of you to join us." Klaus wryly said in a menacing way. I slowly looked up at him with hooded eyes and a smirk that was anything but welcoming. As he opened his mouth to say something I raised my hand and conjured up a knife. He looked over and chuckled mockingly. "The pleasure is all mine." I said as I threw the knife at the Goddess of magical restrictions torso. A scream sounded which had everyone look over. Klaus seemed to pale instantly. His hold on me loosened as he stared at the mess I created. "Maybe you should have thought before you touched me." I whispered as I pushed him away from me. I knew I could do nothing to him but that didn't mean I couldn't kill every single one of his Allies. His eyes glowed as he teleported to her
