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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Arena
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers pov) "Why are you wasting your time? You could just erase her memories with force." Chasity absentmindedly asked me as she twirled around in a chair. After the meeting we went straight to Zaviers room. I haven't been able to open my eyes. The anger in me was brewing. I have been nothing but patient and now it seems like she won't be coming around. "I want the memories of what will happen if she tries to fight my love, so when something happens I don't have to force her memories to be taken away. With her agreeing they will be gone permanently also. And doing a forbidden spell twice is too risky. So the next time I'll show her what happens if she doesn't accept fate. It will make my life easier." I said as I rubbed my head. "She's never going to give in. Sasha and Victos did forbidden spells and it didn't work. Everything she said was with honestly so I don't see it working in your favor." Aries stated causing me to groan. All th
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Arena part 2
(Alexander God of Absolute dark Powers pov) I definitely did not think it would take over a week to find the arena. When the buff Guy told me to run I think he meant teleport because it was nowhere near the small town. If we could even call it that, It was basically one street with I'm guessing fighters and than everything around it was grass.. Without Azeki helping locate the arena, it was nearly impossible but that was to be expected because by arena they basically meant underground fighting ring. I was still getting use to Mazayas magic so locating something I never saw was not as easy as it would've been for her or Azeki. Soon I would master it all. If it wasn't for all of the obvious contenders we probably would've never found it. "We really are going to fight? When we just had to go through a cave to a underground fighting ring? This has to be illegal." Tod said making me question bringing him. He was a team player when we were in the comfort of our realm.
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Arena part 3
(Alexander The God of Absolute dark Power pov) "Rewind time now." I gritted out. "I can't. It won't work." Meridith cried out. My rage had boiled over. "It won't work" I yelled. The power in me was humming and I could feel myself losing my cool. "You have to fight Alex. The day resets after the last fighter wins or dies. You have to go now. The only way to bring Aries back is to beat the champion the day he died. Go now." Zavier said as he pushed me forward. Without much thought I ran to the sign up. "If you are here to sign up you are in luck. We were just about to close down. Name and hand please." The registration lady said causing my anger to grow even more. Aries just cost me so much if I lose that's it. "Name and hand sir." The lady said again. "Alexander The God of absolute dark power." Zavier said as he walked up next to me. "Um sorry sir but you are too late to register. This young man will be the last one." The lady said. "No. Sorry miss that's
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Champion
(Alexander The God of absolute dark powers pov) As the announcer came forward and I smiled. "I plan on fighting the champion." I declared causing the announcer to wince. "The champion isn't ready right now." The announcer said as he wince. "The champion isn't ready right now? I don't care if it's not ready it either fights or it forfeits and I win." I demanded not caring about anything right now. I will fight him and I will bring back Aries so I can kill him myself for being such an idiot. "We can't sir. You have to fight him to win." The man cried out. "Well bring him down because my friend died today and I would hate to see what would happen when I went on a ramage for an eternity because I couldn't bring my friend back from the dead because you guys decided to cheat me." I yelled the threat with so much force that the guy actually peed him pants. Before I could finish our friendly chat multiple people came at me. I took every single one of their power
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Fake Royal
My mind was in dispair right now. I was hysterical and I didn't know what to do. Alex had been gone for almost a month. I wanted to walk around the garden and spend time with snowy. I wanted my freedom and if forgetting everything was what would make it happen. I would do it. Alex wasn't letting me leave no matter what so I had to compromise. I cold find a solution afterwards. I prayed he would come back but it's been a month and he hasn't been back once. I need him. I need to be free. I'm losing my mind. I can hardly sleep and I'm lonely. And whenever I feel dispair it eats away at me. I'm completely alone. What if he never comes back and just leaves me here? I need him and want to hold him. I had been crying non stop for weeks, every time any bad emotion showed up. Happiness and any other good emotion made this situation worse because as soon as the emotions were gone, reality would hit me. Whoever used magic on me has helped Alex out more than they've helped me out and
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) New Mazaya
(Alexander The God of Absolute dark power pov) I watched as my naive wife realized alittle to late that I had full control over her magic. If I would've never went to any of the forbidden realms I would've never known that I actually became two Gods in one. I basically became the God of Wisdom and creation the moment my naive butterfly gave herself up to me. It was too late for her to walk away now. She would be mines forever.. I had my magic flowing and the spell was going through her. I watched as she tried to fight it even though it would be futile. She already accepted it and that's all that was needed. I decided to let her know what I knew since she wouldn't remember this and nobody would be able to speak of it. As I sat next to her I rubbed her hair out her face. Her hair was always wild and it was hard to tame down without using magic. I conjured her up some new clothes and made her clean remembering that she had been in bed for some months now. Zavier walk
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Plates
I felt like I had been sleep for days. My head hurt and I couldn't think for anything. What was going on? I grabbed the pillow next to me and froze. I opened up my eyes but the brightness caused my head ache to get 100 times worse. Forcing me to close them instantly. What happened to have me in this state? As I finally opened up my eyes my confusion grew. I looked around and my confusion turnt to annoyance. After taking a shower and grabbing my clothes my annoyance heightened. He promised me he wouldn't spell me anymore. He thought just because I lost my magic I wouldn't know when I was forced to sleep longer. He could've woke me up before he headed out but he never did. I at least expected a, see you later note but like always Alex just left me to an empty bed. You know what fine two could play that game. After an hour of getting ready and making sure I was perfect, I decided to face the music that would be coming out of Alex's lying mouth. It was always I'm sorry and it w
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Eat
"Of course I want to be with you baby, I got in an argument with my father to keep the engagement going." Alex vowed as he kissed my head. "Don't lie on me to make yourself look better boy. I am happy to have you as a daughter-in-law sweetheart. Now how about we get some more food in here." Alex's father said causing me to turn red in embarrassment. I just threw almost everyone's food. "It's fine." Alex whispered in my ear as he teleported us back to our spots. I went to go to my chair but before I could even take a step forward, Alex was pulling me down to sit on him. "We need more food and make sure my wife has her own plate." Alex ordered the server. "Hey she didn't throw my plate. Why did you take it?" Zavier complained as Alex cleared the table. "We are starting breakfast on a better note. Now tell me who was talking about you." Alex ordered causing me to bury my face more into his chest. "Everybody's laughing at me" I whined. "They aren't." Alex lied. "Sp
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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Change his memories
Somewhere hidden "Mazaya is dead." Christopher yelled at Klaus as soon as he teleported into their base. Klaus slowly looked up at him with anger. "I know." He spit out as he turned back to the God of broken realities and memories. "You have to do it now before his power is to much for even you." Klaus ordered the God. The God of broken realities and memories gave a slight nod of his head before he was pushing his power out with the help of Klaus. "What are you doing? I said Mazaya is dead and you are ignoring me." Christopher stated angrily. Nobody seemed to care that Mazaya was dead and it made no sense. "Relax, I am making sure Alexander's memories are distorted so that he wont realize what he's missing until it's too late." Klaus said to Christopher. "So you are erasing his memories?" Christopher asked slowly. "Clouding them, he's too powerful so we can only cloud and alter them. All he will know is that Mazayas soul is missing. Nothing will add up to what r
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Ruler of the universe
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov (3 year later royal time. 2 day temple time) "I have summoned everyone here to announce the death of my beautiful wife Mazaya. The Goddess of wisdom and creation." I said as I looked over to Zavier who was now holding her lifeless body for all to see. Multiple murmurs and hushed whispers went around the hall as all the counsil members took her in. "This is a trick." Someone in the back yelled out causing a rippled effect. Within a instance I had them by the throat. "Alexan how nice of you to join us." I wryly chuckled as I slowly squeezed his neck until the air stopped flowing. His face went purple and the hands that were clawing at my hand was slowly losing its strength. Right as the life was close to leaving him a hand on my shoulder had me looking over and narrowing my eyes. "Let him go. You still can't kill him and now that Mazaya is dead he is irrelevant." His words had me gritting my teeth and pushing Alexan away. "Ge
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful part 3
"There's nothing in here." Tod mumbled as everyone walked into the circle sized room. My chest tightened and my soul was now extremely active and desperately trying go get closer to Alexander. I tried to move away so it did not somehow make him aware but his hold was tight. I jumped a little from Alexander leaning into me and whispering. "What's wrong my love." "Nothing." I choked out not meaning too. "I was not talking to you but since you answered can you tell me what's wrong with your soul." He whispered softly. I stiffened a little and willed myself to be strong. The black dagger was right in front of me in its glass case. All I had to do was put my hand through the magical barrier and all would be back to normal. I slowly looked over into Alexander's eyes and all my fear dissipated. Not one ounce of love was in them. The gray was darker and it looked like he was daring me to betray him. Daring me to make him have to punish me and lock me away because his fathe
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful Part 2
"What are we exactly looking for?" Alexander asked me as we walked down a set of stairs. "I don't know." I lied as I willed my chest to relax. My soul was quiet and it made me wonder did it know what was about to happen. "She's lying." Tod exclaimed loudly. I ignored him and the few mumbled from some of the other Gods following me. "I believe you." He lied. We both knew that he didn't. No matter what he said he would never trust me again and he had good reason. "This way." Zavier said once we descended the stairs completely. I went stiff causing Alexander to look at me. "Is everything okay?" He asked. I gave a small fake smile and shook my hand. He lifted my face up and leaned down and gave me a soft kiss. My lips moved on there own and before I knew it I was against a wall. Alarms were going off in my mind reminding me of my goal but I was helpless. Alexander pulled back and smirked as he licked his lips. I looked into his gray eyes that were smothering. "We
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful
"Are you ready yet?" Zavier asked as he knocked on the door softly. I stayed silent as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I wiped my face to rid myself of the tears that wouldn't stop. "We don't have much time before Alex comes looking." He continued when I said nothing. I sniffled alittle and took a deep breath. My eyes were a little red and my cheeks were a light pink. Anyone could tell that I was crying but it wouldn't matter because I could feel the hate coming from Alexander every time he looked at me. "Mazaya." Zavier snapped when I still said nothing. "I'm coming." I finally was able to say without my voice sounding scratchy. I blinked a few times as I readied myself. "I'm sorry for what I have to do." I whispered softly to my soul. I turned towards the door and took one more deep breath before I was opening it. Zavier was looking at me with narrowed eyes as he took in my appearance. "Sorry." I apologized as I walked forward and put my hand out. Zavier l
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dead father
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov "How is she?" Blake asked as soon as he walked into the room. I payed him no mind and instead slowly rubbed her hair in a comforting way. "I said how is she." He angrily yelled at me when I ignored him for to long. I slowly looked up at him with narrowed eyes that he ignored. Instead he walked forward and sat down in the bed neck to his mother. As I opened my mouth to blink she slowly moved a little bit. I looked down at bright green eyes staring at me. A small smile formed. "I thought I lost you." I whispered softly. She blinked a few times as her eyes zoned in on her surroundings. "You are alive." She whispered happily. The small smile I had dropped. Her words were a reminder that my father had died. Blake was quick to make himself noticed as he cleared his throat. Mazaya looked over at her smile grew wide. "Blake." She whispered softly. He was quick to grab her and bring her close to him. "Don't ever do that agai
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Give up on her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov I stared at the tumbler as I slowly swirled the dark bane that I had become accustomed to. The pain I felt never truly went away but atleast the edge was gone. "Are you really going to drink your life away?" Angel asked softly. I slowly looked up at her with a scowl. "Didn't I divorce you?" I asked lowly. She rolled her eyes and reached for a glass. "I am here for your fathers ceremony. It's very mundane of you and honorable." She said with a chuckle. "You know It's not to late to add another Goddess to mourn." I dead panned. Her soft smile dropped and she was quick to look away. "I think maybe." I paused and looked at the Gods that had barged into my office. Anger filled me before I was stiffening. Zavier walked forward with Mazaya in his hands. I narrowed my eyes after I got over the initial shock. "Why is she here when I said I was done with her lies and betrayal?" I asked angrily. I was done fighting fate when it clea
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) All black
(Magical realm 5 years later. (5 days royal realm) Mazaya's Pov) "Eat your food." I softly said to Alax who was playing with his broccoli. He looked up at me with a frown that had my chest hurting. His eyes were greyer today only help to remind me of Alexander. "Not until my dad comes back?" He exclaimed as he pushed his plate away and banged his head on the table. I reached forward and grabbed his head and gently lifted it up. "You hurt yourself." I whispered as I looked at the small cut that was on his forhead. He pushed his hand away and ran his hand through his blond hair the same way his father did. "Let me see." Mia demanded in her soft and babyish voice. Alax looked at her angrily as he pushed his chair back. "I am not a baby." He snapped as he walked away. I closed my eyes and willed the tears to not come out. I had been so strong even though Alex had been gone for years. It was getting harder each day though. Every day that Alexander did not come ho
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Nothing without her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov As soon as I stepped into the palace I was slammed into a wall. The impact had me wincing reminding me that I had never stopped myself from being able to bleed or feel pain. "It's nice of you to join us." Klaus wryly said in a menacing way. I slowly looked up at him with hooded eyes and a smirk that was anything but welcoming. As he opened his mouth to say something I raised my hand and conjured up a knife. He looked over and chuckled mockingly. "The pleasure is all mine." I said as I threw the knife at the Goddess of magical restrictions torso. A scream sounded which had everyone look over. Klaus seemed to pale instantly. His hold on me loosened as he stared at the mess I created. "Maybe you should have thought before you touched me." I whispered as I pushed him away from me. I knew I could do nothing to him but that didn't mean I couldn't kill every single one of his Allies. His eyes glowed as he teleported to her
