LOGINShare
Came to realize
Last Updated:
2024-10-29 19:42:56Related chapters
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Oaths
"Can I finish before you get all hostile?" The God of future wryly asked. Alex closed his eyes and waved his hand. This was the first time since I've been here that I seen him lose his composure. He has a power in him that actually intimidated me. "Like I was saying you are to stay in the realm until the things that Alexander The God of absolute power needs from you are fulfilled. Don't worry you'll be free to do as you please as long as you don't break the law and you don't leave the realm." The God of the Future said. "Who gave you authority?" Alex gritted out at the game time I said. "okay." Alex looked at me with so many mixed emotions, I couldn't grasp one. "Okay?" He asked after a moment. It seems like he was on my side. I didn't mind helping him. He was nothing like Luther. "I broke the law and I don't mind helping you out." I stated. I needed an excuse so when I went back to Luther he wouldn't completely freak out. I needed time to find a way to bring up my
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Luther's rath
(one year later magical realm time. 1 day in royal realm=1 year magical realm) Luther was sitting at his office desk angry. A year had went by and still no sign of his wife. The timing was just right and he knew it had something to do with the mole. After the maid came to get him and he left, All he could do was think about what was waiting in his bed. The meeting lasted too long and it wasn't even an emergency. Someone had attacked a few of the high table members and His father, The God of darkness and Exodus, The God of Gods forced a meeting. For hours he thought about going back to his bed where his wife was waiting. He finally had everything he wanted but once the meeting was over he couldn't find Mazaya anywhere. He remember walking in the room. He felt the anger seep inside, consuming him. He called Lucas and Christopher instantly. For days they searched and nothing. The anger was uncontrollable. Everyplace they ruled was under dictatorship. Curfews were set to a ri
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Go home
After hours of searching for snowy I felt defeated. I lost him and even worse I hated it here. The Royal realm was nothing like the magical realm. I didn't belong here. I got distracted to easily and most of the time I got lost in my head while searching for him. I wanted to go home hours after making the stupid oath. I was dumb enough to agree to it. I could beat Luther what was I thinking? I should've just left. I cant be trialed no matter the offense. For the last hour I've been trying to teleport back home but I can't. The bond is unbreakable I've tried. I can't focus when I'm anywhere but sitting on the floor. It's like this whole building was made to be a distraction. Maybe this is why my dad hid me from the royals. I'm weak with too many flaws. I can't even tap into dark magic to break through anything otherwise I'll lose control. I shouldn't be so overdramatic but it's to dangerous to be here. I should've realized that after I had sex with Alex. I don't belong here u
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Snowy
It felt like I finally was at peace. I felt free and more like myself the longer I was by myself. As time passed by though I started to get bored. I sat up from where I was laying down and looked around. It was quiet too quiet. I sprinkled alittle magic allowing flowers to bloom everywhere. Colorful flowers grew everywhere. It still wasn't enough. I wondered if I could mimic the Goddess of Exotic Mystical animals magic. It shouldn't be dark magic. The main reason I didn't try to tap into royal magic was because it was border line dark and light. One wrong flick of my wrist and I could accident tap into dark magic without knowing. I think I should be okay though. I know how to do all magic, it's just I can't distinguish the difference between dark and light for royals. The magical realm is different. Light and dark Gods are obvious and neutral Gods are neither. So I've never tapped into royal magic. Let's hope I'm right about her powers I know she's both dark and light
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Disaster
(Alexander The God of absolute powers Pov) It took me an hour just to get into that Goddesss room just for her to teleport out. Noone can find her and my anger is tangible. I swear when I make her my wife she will be the most obedient Goddess I have ever met. Obviously The God of dark powers didn't know what he was doing because someone as powerful as Mazaya needs to be tamed. "We can't locate her anywhere sir." One of my subordinate workers said to me for the 100th time. I've used all my magic and I still can't find her. I am the most powerful God and it should not be that hard to find her. She tapped into the magic that belongs to me. Her father knew what she was when she was born, that's why he forced her to keep her magic hidden. He blatantly broke the law and just because she couldn't be trial we couldn't force her to the Royal realm. Now she is an emotional mess and she doesn't know how to handle herself. She's emotionally unstable and needs more attention than sh
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Rule together
1, 2, 3, 4, 5. spin. 1, 2, 3 ,4, 5 spin. "Mazaya." Someone yelled my name causing me to spin around. "Alexander how lovely of you to join us." I said as I laid eyes on The God of absolute power. He looked around like he was going to see someone else. Obviously I was talking about my dagger. Within a split second I was throwing it at his head. "Fuck Mazaya you need to calm down now. That is an order." Alexander said. "Simple, simple God. I don't take orders, I give them. I'm the true ruler of all realms." I said as I twirled around and threw another dagger. It missed, such a shame. I looked down at the ground and lifted my leg. Skip, skip, skip, hop, hop, hop. I looked back up at the beautiful God in front of me and smiled. "I was made to rule. I am the most powerful Goddess and the only thing keeping me from ruling is... You." I said as I threw another dagger at him. He caught it, sadly. "We can rule together. Gods won't bow down to you if you kill me." Alexan
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Soul bond
As Alex grabbed at his throat I watched him for a second before my emotions hit me. First it was shock and than as I watched the blood start to gush out of his throat and mouth the reality of the situation hit me full force. I just stabbed him with a knife meant to kill permanently. "Omg No no no." I cried as I grabbed him. What have I done. "Alex. Please. You can't die. I'm sorry." Tears were falling as I watched him lose the life in his face. He spat blood out of his mouth as he took his last breath. What have I done? I instantly rewinded time to the moment before I cut him but he was still the same. I used a forbidden knife. "What have I done." I cried out as I laid him down on the bed. I tried healing him but nothing worked. I couldn't reset time otherwise he would be lost forever. This was unfixable. I, I. My emotions. My heart, why am I breaking? Why does it feel like I lost something? I laid on him and could feel the pain consuming me. Why did it feel like I cou
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) God of the Future
(Alexander the God of absolute powers Pov) Finally after hours of pain I felt better. When I first was laid down I could only make out noises but couldn't make out who was talking or what anyone was saying. I would've opened my eyes or talked but I was in too much pain. Dying was no joke because I felt like death had hit me with every ounce of power he had. Fuck I'm going to punish that Goddess. "Why hasn't he woke up yet? It's been hours" "Chasity can you shut the hell up. You've been crying since we laid him down" "Will you guys just get married already. You've been bickering for hours. Obviously he is alive he's breathing. So Chasity and Todd shut up already." I needed to get up so I could see who was talking. My head was still pounding and I needed to get some energy back. I think I could talk now I'm not sure. "You guys cant even get along while I'm dying." I coughing with a scratchy voice.. I sounded like death had dragged me to hell himself. As I opened my ey
Latest chapter
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Change his memories
Somewhere hidden "Mazaya is dead." Christopher yelled at Klaus as soon as he teleported into their base. Klaus slowly looked up at him with anger. "I know." He spit out as he turned back to the God of broken realities and memories. "You have to do it now before his power is to much for even you." Klaus ordered the God. The God of broken realities and memories gave a slight nod of his head before he was pushing his power out with the help of Klaus. "What are you doing? I said Mazaya is dead and you are ignoring me." Christopher stated angrily. Nobody seemed to care that Mazaya was dead and it made no sense. "Relax, I am making sure Alexander's memories are distorted so that he wont realize what he's missing until it's too late." Klaus said to Christopher. "So you are erasing his memories?" Christopher asked slowly. "Clouding them, he's too powerful so we can only cloud and alter them. All he will know is that Mazayas soul is missing. Nothing will add up to what r
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Ruler of the universe
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov (3 year later royal time. 2 day temple time) "I have summoned everyone here to announce the death of my beautiful wife Mazaya. The Goddess of wisdom and creation." I said as I looked over to Zavier who was now holding her lifeless body for all to see. Multiple murmurs and hushed whispers went around the hall as all the counsil members took her in. "This is a trick." Someone in the back yelled out causing a rippled effect. Within a instance I had them by the throat. "Alexan how nice of you to join us." I wryly chuckled as I slowly squeezed his neck until the air stopped flowing. His face went purple and the hands that were clawing at my hand was slowly losing its strength. Right as the life was close to leaving him a hand on my shoulder had me looking over and narrowing my eyes. "Let him go. You still can't kill him and now that Mazaya is dead he is irrelevant." His words had me gritting my teeth and pushing Alexan away. "Ge
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful part 3
"There's nothing in here." Tod mumbled as everyone walked into the circle sized room. My chest tightened and my soul was now extremely active and desperately trying go get closer to Alexander. I tried to move away so it did not somehow make him aware but his hold was tight. I jumped a little from Alexander leaning into me and whispering. "What's wrong my love." "Nothing." I choked out not meaning too. "I was not talking to you but since you answered can you tell me what's wrong with your soul." He whispered softly. I stiffened a little and willed myself to be strong. The black dagger was right in front of me in its glass case. All I had to do was put my hand through the magical barrier and all would be back to normal. I slowly looked over into Alexander's eyes and all my fear dissipated. Not one ounce of love was in them. The gray was darker and it looked like he was daring me to betray him. Daring me to make him have to punish me and lock me away because his fathe
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful Part 2
"What are we exactly looking for?" Alexander asked me as we walked down a set of stairs. "I don't know." I lied as I willed my chest to relax. My soul was quiet and it made me wonder did it know what was about to happen. "She's lying." Tod exclaimed loudly. I ignored him and the few mumbled from some of the other Gods following me. "I believe you." He lied. We both knew that he didn't. No matter what he said he would never trust me again and he had good reason. "This way." Zavier said once we descended the stairs completely. I went stiff causing Alexander to look at me. "Is everything okay?" He asked. I gave a small fake smile and shook my hand. He lifted my face up and leaned down and gave me a soft kiss. My lips moved on there own and before I knew it I was against a wall. Alarms were going off in my mind reminding me of my goal but I was helpless. Alexander pulled back and smirked as he licked his lips. I looked into his gray eyes that were smothering. "We
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Not so powerful
"Are you ready yet?" Zavier asked as he knocked on the door softly. I stayed silent as I looked at myself in the mirror. Slowly I wiped my face to rid myself of the tears that wouldn't stop. "We don't have much time before Alex comes looking." He continued when I said nothing. I sniffled alittle and took a deep breath. My eyes were a little red and my cheeks were a light pink. Anyone could tell that I was crying but it wouldn't matter because I could feel the hate coming from Alexander every time he looked at me. "Mazaya." Zavier snapped when I still said nothing. "I'm coming." I finally was able to say without my voice sounding scratchy. I blinked a few times as I readied myself. "I'm sorry for what I have to do." I whispered softly to my soul. I turned towards the door and took one more deep breath before I was opening it. Zavier was looking at me with narrowed eyes as he took in my appearance. "Sorry." I apologized as I walked forward and put my hand out. Zavier l
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Dead father
Alexander The God of absolute dark powers Pov "How is she?" Blake asked as soon as he walked into the room. I payed him no mind and instead slowly rubbed her hair in a comforting way. "I said how is she." He angrily yelled at me when I ignored him for to long. I slowly looked up at him with narrowed eyes that he ignored. Instead he walked forward and sat down in the bed neck to his mother. As I opened my mouth to blink she slowly moved a little bit. I looked down at bright green eyes staring at me. A small smile formed. "I thought I lost you." I whispered softly. She blinked a few times as her eyes zoned in on her surroundings. "You are alive." She whispered happily. The small smile I had dropped. Her words were a reminder that my father had died. Blake was quick to make himself noticed as he cleared his throat. Mazaya looked over at her smile grew wide. "Blake." She whispered softly. He was quick to grab her and bring her close to him. "Don't ever do that agai
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Give up on her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov I stared at the tumbler as I slowly swirled the dark bane that I had become accustomed to. The pain I felt never truly went away but atleast the edge was gone. "Are you really going to drink your life away?" Angel asked softly. I slowly looked up at her with a scowl. "Didn't I divorce you?" I asked lowly. She rolled her eyes and reached for a glass. "I am here for your fathers ceremony. It's very mundane of you and honorable." She said with a chuckle. "You know It's not to late to add another Goddess to mourn." I dead panned. Her soft smile dropped and she was quick to look away. "I think maybe." I paused and looked at the Gods that had barged into my office. Anger filled me before I was stiffening. Zavier walked forward with Mazaya in his hands. I narrowed my eyes after I got over the initial shock. "Why is she here when I said I was done with her lies and betrayal?" I asked angrily. I was done fighting fate when it clea
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) All black
(Magical realm 5 years later. (5 days royal realm) Mazaya's Pov) "Eat your food." I softly said to Alax who was playing with his broccoli. He looked up at me with a frown that had my chest hurting. His eyes were greyer today only help to remind me of Alexander. "Not until my dad comes back?" He exclaimed as he pushed his plate away and banged his head on the table. I reached forward and grabbed his head and gently lifted it up. "You hurt yourself." I whispered as I looked at the small cut that was on his forhead. He pushed his hand away and ran his hand through his blond hair the same way his father did. "Let me see." Mia demanded in her soft and babyish voice. Alax looked at her angrily as he pushed his chair back. "I am not a baby." He snapped as he walked away. I closed my eyes and willed the tears to not come out. I had been so strong even though Alex had been gone for years. It was getting harder each day though. Every day that Alexander did not come ho
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Nothing without her
Alexander The God of absolute dark Powers Pov As soon as I stepped into the palace I was slammed into a wall. The impact had me wincing reminding me that I had never stopped myself from being able to bleed or feel pain. "It's nice of you to join us." Klaus wryly said in a menacing way. I slowly looked up at him with hooded eyes and a smirk that was anything but welcoming. As he opened his mouth to say something I raised my hand and conjured up a knife. He looked over and chuckled mockingly. "The pleasure is all mine." I said as I threw the knife at the Goddess of magical restrictions torso. A scream sounded which had everyone look over. Klaus seemed to pale instantly. His hold on me loosened as he stared at the mess I created. "Maybe you should have thought before you touched me." I whispered as I pushed him away from me. I knew I could do nothing to him but that didn't mean I couldn't kill every single one of his Allies. His eyes glowed as he teleported to her
