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Author: MinJee
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-24 21:45:38
The morning sun slipped through the narrow gaps between the blinds, casting soft, golden streaks of light across the room. The warmth touched my skin delicately, like a gentle hand coaxing me from the depths of sleep.

I stirred slowly, feeling the rays creep further along my face, their persistence impossible to ignore. It was a quiet, almost tender awakening, as if the sun itself was trying to comfort me after the chaos of the night before.

I blinked awake, my eyes adjusting to the soft glow now filling the room. I couldn't quite piece together how I got home, but the familiar weight of Jason's presence reassured me. There was always a sense of safety when he was near, even if that comfort felt complicated now.

The low hum of the air conditioning filled the silence, its steady white noise something I often found soothing. It was tempting to drift back into sleep, but the bright morning light wouldn't let me. It felt like the world was nudging me to wake up, to face what had been left
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