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Mixed Feelings
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2024-10-29 19:42:56" What an irony in place.
I want to love you like a man has never loved a women till date.
Yet everytime I see you. Your betrayals kill me. Making me hate you yet love you.
Beyond rationality, leaving me on verge of going insane"
- Mateo King
.....
She was laying on her stomach. Her back bandaged up. Face pressed on the mattress. And her body flaring with fever.
Her body shivered occasionally. With her body adjusting to temperature on it's own.
Sweat covering her entire body. Her bandages wet with it.
She was in half conscious state. The bad memories making surface in her vulnerable mind. The voices echoing. Playing with her rational self.
" This bitc*h? Isn't she the Traitor's daughter?"
" She looks beautiful though. Why don't we use her before we kill her?"
" S-t..op please...."
" Come on...we won't hurt you swee
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