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Chapter 33 : Should I Leave?
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Eleonore’s POVMy professors were all kind and understanding. It was rather easy for me to get approval to continue my classes online. I couldn’t go to any lectures and had to do a lot of self-research and homework to make up for it all, but it was something.I wouldn’t be flunking out of my classes or ruining my GPA. It also gave me something to do, along with an excuse to stay in my room. For two weeks I had been in the care of the Sined pack and things had settled down.That didn’t mean my position or situation changed though. Lillian very grudgingly guarded me and hated my guts, I had yet to see Alpha Sined since that first breakfast, and my mates were all busy with their own schoolwork, so we were only able to meet up during meals or in very public areas.The rest of the pack wasn’t very fond of me either. No fault to them, I wasn’t exactly the most welcoming sight at the moment, not with the things coming after me. They at least had the decency to keep their distance and
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Missael’s POVWe watched as Eleonore had to hurry to catch up to Lillian so she could be led back to her room while we had to go meet with our father. It felt like an attack that he chose NOW of all times for us to meet.It had been so long since we’d been able to spend time with Eleonore so none of us appreciated having that messed with.Gael had actually put a lot of work into setting up that dinner and Lillian just casually helped ruin it. Worse, I don’t think she felt guilty about it.I don’t know if Gael was acting oblivious or not, but Lillian had been burning a torch for him for him for years. I wasn’t sure when it started, they’d been just friends before fooling around and causing trouble.While Gael kept to mischief though, Lillian sort of sobered up to it, but seemed to come to like Gael more than just a friend. It was probably for a number of reasons but one of the main reasons was that he respected Lillian.Lillian was rather young when she became part of the Al
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Eleonore’s POV“My—my mother? You met my mother?” I was so shocked I could barely speak. I knew that Selene had made a deal with my father but why—why did she know my mother? Just how long had she been planning this? “Don’t look so surprised. I’ve lived long enough to meet a lot of people. Your mother though—when I realized she was going to have you, oh, I was so excited. I finally found another soul with multiple mates. Someone who was going to have so MUCH vitality for me to take.”I felt sick to my stomach, listening to her talk, but I couldn’t speak as Selene continued, recounting everything.“The first time I’d been overconfident, far too young and those mutts trying to protect their mate got the better of me and she ended up dying. So I decided I’d be smarter the next time around. I’d bide my time and when I found another I wasn’t going to let them slip through my fingers, your mother certainly tried though.”Her words and the thick curling streaks of smoke choked me,
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Missael’s POVThere are very few stories that do justice to just how long a quest takes. Whether it’s a retrieval mission, some baller plan for infiltration or takeover, or even our little rescue.People often forget how long American roadways are and how they SUCK!We’d left the manor as fast as possible, Gabriel jumping into the front seat, Gael in the shotgun, and me in the back as I gave him directions. Our older brother broke every rule of driving known to man as we did something near to 200 mph on dark roads and hoped we didn’t accidentally start a car chase with a bunch of cops.That was hours ago, and we’d have at least an hour more. Honestly, we were lucky the state police hadn’t started to come after us, but law enforcement was the last thing on our minds.One thing that books got right was the amount of tension high-stakes situations put on someone, which was part of the reason I had the window rolled down despite the wind pressure and was expelling my guts across
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The Four Sides of Desire Chapter 44 : Home
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The Four Sides of Desire Chapter 42 : Black and Breathless
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