Mia POV.(TRIGGER WARNING, ATTEMPTED SEXUAL VIOLENCE READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION!)We have been moving constantly now for the past three months since we left that day. However, each time we move, Cal gets more and more agitated. Sometimes he looks at me with disgust and resentment. But why?The journey is silent. The only sound you can hear is the tyres on the road, the hum of the engine is loud, with every new town we go to he changes cars. Cal’s knuckles are white as he grips the steering wheel.“Errm, Cal. Where are we going?” I fidget with my fingers nervously. How did my life turn out like this? A fugitive on the run from a madman who is trying to kill me because he killed my mom and I witnessed it. Or so says Cal. Things aren’t making sense anymore.“Calvin?” I place my hand on his arm and he jumps, swerving the car. I scream as it spins out of control. Bracing myself for impact when the car comes to a skidding halt.“FUCK!” He roars and I jump, moving closer to the door.“You st
Fenrir POV.It’s been three months. Three fucking months, but I feel we are close. Our beasts are becoming more restless the longer Mia is away from us. I always promised her I would chase her to the ends of the earth to get her back, and that is exactly what we are doing.Theo is sat next to me in the passenger seat of the SUV. There are four SUV’s behind us following us in the pursuit of Calvin and Mia. Theo has the window open as we begin our drive down the mountain road. A snarl leaves him as I glance at him, thinking Atticus is losing control again. If he does, then the SUV will flip and no doubt the vehicles behind will crash into us.“Atticus, calm down. We will get her back.” I whine as we are always a few steps behind them, always missing them by a day. A day we don’t have.“Pull over.” Theo growls out and I pull the SUV over. He opens the door before the vehicle completely stops. He crouches to the ground, holding his head in his hands. I climb out and approach him as the ot
Theo POV.I watch in horror as Fen’s beast goes to forcibly mark her. I couldn’t move. I was in shock, but that quickly changed when I see Mia shift into her wolf, Chaos.She is stunning, black, white and grey with beautiful ice-blue eyes. Chaos stands snarling at Fen. That’s when I see it. She is feral. Shit!I move to stop this before it happens. She will fight him and in the state she is in right now, his beast will want to punish her for her defiance. Chaos lunges at him. Her teeth tear into his flesh, I watch in horror as it’s like time has slowed down.When Fen shifts and bites her, flinging her off him. She lands with a thud. She snarls loudly as she gets back up and attacks him again. Atticus forces the shift and we join the fray. I need to get her under control before Fen does any permanent damage.Atticus lunges at Fen, pushing him back as Chaos attacks him again as her claws rake into me.“CALM DOWN FEN, YOU WILL KILL HER!” I scream through the link when he whimpers. Chaos
Mia POV.Watching through the eyes of my wolf. Yes, my wolf, I am still shocked that this has happened. He hurt me; he took me from my home. Those are the only memories that I have unlocked and frankly I don’t want to unlock anymore if they are like them.Chaos whines and whimpers as she manoeuvred around trees and leaping over fallen debris. She begins to slow as I hear gentle flowing water. Moving through the trees, we edge closer to the glistening stream as she looks around vigilantly to sense any danger. Once she is happy, she moves closer to drink her fill. She is exhausted.“Chaos, are you ok?” I ask my wolf, my wolf. I can’t get over it. I’m a fucking werewolf. I suppose it makes sense why I was always fascinated by the subject of werewolves and other creatures of myth. I would ask my mom if she knew or if she was one, but I can’t, Calvin killed her. Even though she a was shitty mom, she was still my mom. She may have never loved me but still, I loved her regardless of what she
Fenrir POV.Hearing the rejection that Mia spoke, I looked at her in disbelief. She would reject me, but she doesn’t know I can’t be rejected. But if that is what she wants, I will grant her that wish. I will keep my distance from her.“Like hell you will. She is our mate. We go to her. She has been through so much trauma and you’re going to give up just like that?” My beast roars at me as I watch as Chaos runs away.I sit up as my throat heals. The joys of being immortal. I can’t die. So Xena fussing over me is pointless. I push her away from me as I stand up, watching Chaos run further away. The bond screaming to follow her but I don’t I turn and walk back the way we came. Theo stops in front of me.“What are you doing?” he glares into my eyes and I sigh, looking away from him as I try to walk around him, but he steps in my path.“Giving her what she wants. She doesn’t want me, Theo. So I will grant her that wish.” I move away as he just stands. There is shock written on his face at
Mia POV.Chaos is whining in my head. She wants them both, but me I don’t. Those early memories are enough to convince me that they are both bad people. Especially after what I have just been through with that piece of shit Calvin.Looking away, I remove Fenrir’s hands from me as I slide down off the hood of the car and make my way back to the driver’s side.“Mia, wait.” I stop at the door and turn to look at the witch. She steps closer to me and I tighten my grip on the door.“You need to regain your memories, and the only way you will do that is if you stay close to your mates.” I scoff as I laugh at her method. Shaking my head, I climb into the car, closing the door.“I’ve seen enough of what he did. Why would I want to learn more? Why would I want to go anywhere with them? You did this to me. But I should thank you. If it wasn’t for you, then the shit he did wouldn’t have been brought to light. I don’t want to regain my memories, not after what I have seen and certainly not after
Mia POV.Turning to face him, the tears leave my eyes as I take a gasp of breath. I choke on my sob. How can I leave now? He promised he would always find me, that he would chase me to the ends of the earth, and he did.“Fen?” I throw myself into his arms as I cry. Some of my memories have returned, and I was so sure I would leave, but right now I’m not so sure. Being in his arms feels like home. A home I will always crave.“I’ve got you.” He kisses my head as he tightens his hold on me. He just holds me as I cry out my sadness and relief. We tried to kill him. I go stiff when I remember what I did. I move out of his hold and wipe my eyes. I can’t stay with him. I need to find my own path. I need answers.“Mia? What’s wrong?” he turns to look at me when the car dips as Theo enters the back seat.I turn to look at him; he has tears in his eyes. Theo reaches for me and I reach for him. He holds my hand as the tingles travel up my arm, causing Chaos to purr in my head at the contact.“We
Mia POV.Looking at the man who is my dad, no, scratch that sperm donor. I sneer at him as he looks at me wide eyed, his jaw on the floor.“Mia, are you ok?” Both Fen and Theo place her hands on me to ground me as Chaos growls in my mind at Jared. She is matching my mood after what I was shown of him telling my mom to get rid of me.“I’m fine, let’s go.” I turn, intending to walk into the motel. A hand grabs my wrist as I turn before grabbing him around the throat. He whimpers as I let Chaos forward.“Don’t you dare touch us. Remove your hand before you lose it!” She snarls out, he lets my wrist go holding his hands up showing he isn’t a threat. Removing my grip on him I look him up and down with disdain.“I did not know.” I growl loudly, feeling my fangs erupt at his lie. Taking a menacing step forward as he takes a step back. Fen and Theo were both right behind me.“Calm down, my love. Let him explain.” Fen says through the link and I jump slightly, not used to him in my head.“No,
Gaia POV.“Wake up, bitch face. It’s time. Come on. I want out.” I groan as I roll over Kodiak. My wolf is prancing around in my head. Today is mine and Nicohlas’s 18th birthday. He becomes the Alpha of The Dark moon Pack and I become the Goddess of Hell and the new Harbinger of Death. But this hangover needs to fuck off first. I knew it wasn’t a great idea to sneak into my dad’s bar last night to get hammered, but here we are.We moved to the Dark Moon Pack when we were ten years old after mom and dad’s rebuilt it to it’s former glory. No matter which pack you go to, they are all the same. All cowering to hide our existence. Well, that will change today. I have plans to being us all into the light. Those plans start today when I take my place.My bedroom door bursts open as Nicholas and Sofia enter. Sofia climbs in bed beside me and cuddles me. We do this every morning and we have done since she started walking. I will miss her, Nicholas, not so much. He is annoying, and he hopes his
Asteria POV.Sitting on my rock overlooking the land, I look back at how I became this way. Human’s are vile, disgusting creatures. Everything they touch turns to shit. They destroy everything, the land, the air, and my waters. They release their filth and destroy eco systems all in a pursuit of power and more.I was never like this. No, but my life was destroyed over five thousand years ago. When I watched as my home was burned to the ground and everyone slaughtered by pirates.FLASHBACK!I am twelve years old, in my human village. Yes, I was human once. I was born under the blood moon. With jet black hair and violet eyes. I was told growing up I was cursed, a witch, but I was so much more than that.The oracle told my parents that I was destined for war and so I was shunned by the village, but not my parent’s or brother. They loved me and I loved them. Until the night of the full blood moon on my birthday. Pirates invaded our village.I ran away as I watched the women in my village b
Fenrir POV.It has now been three months since the birth of Sofia and boy, is she such a good baby. She doesn’t fuss or cry for too long. She is always smiling and cooing. Sofia is definitely the light in our lives, no more or less than Gaia and Nicholas.Mia stopped breast feeding a few days ago, and we have begun weaning her. She is move advanced than the average pup as she is Alpha blooded and so they tend to grow and develop their senses a lot quicker. It won’t be long before she is crawling and getting into all kinds of trouble. The twins are obsessed with her. They help with everything, from feeding her and helping with bath times and putting her to bed.Since Sofia came along, I have noticed the changes in Gaia. She isn’t as hostile as she once was. They both are extremely protective of their little sister and it’s cute to see. They seem to know what she needs before we do. I laugh as I watch them both sitting on the floor, showing Sofia how to roll and crawl.“Ok, you two. She
Mia POV.A scream rips from my lips as I’m hit with another contraction. The pain is that intense that I feel like I’m being ripped apart from the inside out. Burning pain sears through my lower belly.“Breathe, my love, breathe.” Fen is really trying to help and so is Theo, but all I do is growl at them both. I know they are only helping, but it isn’t helping. I can spit fire with how much pain I’m in right now. A whimper leaves my lips as the contraction dies down.“I can’t do this.” I say breathless like I’ve just ran a marathon. Sweat is dripping down my back and I want to get up and walk around, but I have a monitor strapped to my belly, monitoring the contractions and the heartbeat of Sofia.Fen and Theo got me to the pack hospital and I don’t want to be here. I want to be under the full moon as I bring our daughter into the world. But I’m high risk and need to be here.“Have a rest, Mia. You are doing beautifully. It won’t be long now until she is here.” I glare at the midwife,
Mia POV.Walking around the maternity section of the store with Destinee, I needed to get some last-minute bits, like nursing bras and nursing pads. No-one wants wet milky patches on their tops.“Are you ok Mia?” I look at her and smile.“Yeah, I’m just a little tired. Sofia had a huge growth spurt and I know I only have a week to go, so apart from that I’m ok. Are you?” I ask as I look at the nursing bras and pick the size I will need before putting them in the trolley.“Yeah, Titus wants another pup.” I stop as I look at her, and she sighs before picking up the pads I need.“Is that a bad thing?” I ask as I gauge her reaction when she shakes her head.“No, it’s not. But it’s so damn tiring running around after three pups and then to add another one. I love my pups and mate, but seriously, if he knew and understood how it felt, I’m sure he wouldn’t want anymore.” I smirk as I remember what Chaos said about human women using a machine on their partners to simulate the contractions. Th
Theo POV.Today is the big day and to say I’m nervous is definitely not correct. What if she runs? What if something happens to her on the way here? No, I can’t think like this. Everything will be fine.“Ok, Theo, can you stop freaking out? You are making me nervous.” Atticus is pacing in my head, matching my anxiety. When I stop and look in the mirror, taking a few breaths to calm myself down when Fen steps into the room. He comes up behind me and pulls me to his chest. His hand holding my hips.“Calm down. She will be there.” His hand moves lower as he grabs my cock over my pants and I lean back into him as he kisses my neck and I shiver.“Don’t play with fire, Fen, otherwise you will be on your knees and we will be late.” I tell him as I turn in his hold and kiss him, grinding my hips against him as he groans.“Tonight then. I will bend you over and take that ass of yours.” He whispers in my ear, and I shudder at the underlying promise. Mia has been insatiable, and so her hormones
Fenrir POV.I’m nervous as hell today. It’s a check up of our pup. I am pacing the waiting room when Mia sighs as she looks at me. Theo chuckles as he knows how I’m feeling because he was like this the first time around.“Fen, can you sit down? You’re making me anxious and you’re wearing a hole in the floor.” Mia says as I look at her before sitting next to her. Why am I so nervous? I start to bounce my foot when Mia places a hand on my knee, stopping me.“Sorry, my love. This is still new to me. What if something is wrong with the pup?” Mia sighs as she looks at me softly and smiles at me.“Fen, nothing is wrong with our pup. Everything will be fine. I would know if there was something wrong. Just breathe, ok.” I nod to stop myself from freaking out. When Mia’s name is called and I’m up on alert as I take her hand and walk her towards the room. Over the last week, Mia’s bump has appeared and so my beast and I are more protective than normal, if that is even possible. I have already b
Mia POV.I blink at what the warrior has just told me. What? Destinee takes my hand in hers as I look at her.“You deserve this, Mia. You have been through so much in your life. Go and be the Queen you were born to be.” I wipe my tears away as she gently pulls me into a hug. The thought of everything I have been through has come crashing back into me. This has been a great day, but my hormones are all over the place. I turn and look at the high end boutique in front of me as the front door opens and out steps four beautiful she-wolves with gentle smiles on their faces.“Go and I’ll see you tomorrow. Whatever my brother is up to, enjoy it. Now go on, Momma, and have fun.” She kisses my cheek and I kiss her back as she enters the SUV, giving me a wave. I turn and look at the women in front of me. I am overwhelmed by all this.“Hello Luna Mia, I am Mischa and this is my team. Please follow me and let’s get you ready.” I nod at her as she takes my hand and leads me into the boutique. My j
Mia POV.Jumping out of bed and running towards the bathroom, I make it to the toilet and throw up. Goddamn morning sickness. How I don’t miss this? Fen enters the bathroom and rubs my back as he pulls my hair up away from my face. Tears stream down my face as I retch again, dry heaving as I spit a mouthful of saliva into the toilet. Sweat lines my forehead as I weakly flush the toilet.“Here, my love, drink this.” Fen hands me an opened bottle of water. With shaking hands, I take it and sip it, swirling it around my mouth before I spit it out.“I hate this.” I mumble as he chuckles, picking me up off of the cold tiled floor and placing me on the vanity. He hands me my toothbrush with toothpaste on it and I start to brush my teeth.“I know, my love, but it will be worth it when you get to hold our pup for the first time.” He strokes my face as I swat his hand away as I brush my teeth. He chuckles at me as I glare at him. What does he know? I would like to see him throw up every mornin