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"You didn't intend to do that, but I feel used. You fucked me like you were fucking a bitch and then peeled yourself away from me like I'm toxic." Selena's eyes finally travel up to meet mine in the reflection of the mirror.
I can't describe the things I'm feeling now. The regret of what I have done and the awareness that I hurt my mate tear me apart. But it's not about me, and it never would be. It's all about Selena and her feelings.
"I'm so sorry, I lost control and took you as if you were a wolf, which, of course, you aren't. I was horrified when I realised what I was doing. That's why I got away from you so suddenly. I'm so damn sorry, Selena. Are you hurt or in pain? Did I hurt you inside? Maybe you need a doctor? I can call one right now; he, no
K. K. WinterHi, hello, yes, it's me again - back with more smut. I'll take this opportunity to ask readers- if you haven't left a review of the book on the main page (under synopsis, star rating), I'd be so incredibly grateful if you would! I hope you are enjoying the book so far. Things are about to take a turn soon, so brace yourself.
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