Darius’ p.o.v.
The entire week I keep thinking about Ruth’s remark, why hadn’t I thought of it myself?
“Too busy with ignoring them, too busy with avoiding them.” Camus, my Lycan, says.
He is right, Daxton and I have been busy with keeping our meddling Mother at bay. If we could stay away from our Mother and Daniella, we would.
“Preston, we need to talk after dinner.” I say, knowing that he will understand that I don’t want anyone else to hear what I have say.
I walk into the dining room to see that our Mother and Daniella are once again sitting at our table, Daxton is standing near the window and the look in his eyes is murderous.
“Daxton, just know that I want what is best for you. You will never find that connection, you are too old and a chosen Mate is your only option.” Mother says and I get brought back to Ruth’s remark.
I know that history tells us that Shifters usually find their connection between eighteen and thirty, but ever since we found our new way of finding a Mate, the age of finding that connection has shifted a lot.
“Mother, stop. I am getting sick and tired of this.” I growl, as I walk over to my seat.
“Darius, I wasn’t talking to you. I was just discussing something with your Brother.” Mom says with an annoyed voice and I want to respond, but I don’t get the chance.
“I have had enough of this, stop bugging Daxton about taking a chosen Mate and using his age as a reason is Bullshit. Preston and I met two years ago, Rayden and Ruth met a year ago and both of them were the same age as Daxton and Darius are now.
You are no longer welcome at this table and I don’t care that you are their Mother. You and Daniella can leave right this minute and if I ever hear you talk to Daxton like that again, I will ban you from the Pack-house. Is that clear?” Luna Pearl asks.
Daniella is smart enough to get moving, after she has acknowledged that she understood Luna Pearl. Mom is unwilling to bow down, but I know who this is going to win and how this will probably end.
“Am I clear?” Luna Pearl asks again, her eyes locked with those of my Mother and I hear her softly mumble a Yes.
“WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY?” Luna Pearl roars and everyone around them takes a step back.
“Yes, Luna.” Mother mumbles, not that she is happy with it. She doesn’t move from her seat though and I can already feel the anger radiating from Luna Pearl.
Two Elite Warriors rush over to pull Mother from her seat, but she tries to fight them and that is a totally wrong move.
“Get her the fuck out of the Pack-house. Madeline, you are banned from the Pack-house for the entire week. One more mistake after that and it will be permanent.” Alpha Preston says.
It takes a while for things to settle down, but once everyone has settled down dinner gets served and it seems to be the cue for all Pack-members to start talking again.
It is quiet at our table, none of us is too happy with the events of the evening and it might take a while before Pearl is back to her calm self.
After we have gotten our dessert, Pearl is finally able to respond again to everything around her and the first thing out of her mouth is “that fucking Bitch.”
We chuckle as she starts cutting in to her slice of cake and it doesn’t take long before we are finished with dinner. We follow Preston and Pearl up to the Alpha floor, I hope that Ruth can shed some light on the remarks she made.
“Okay, Darius. Out with it, what is on your mind?” Preston asks the moment the door closes behind us.
“I have been thinking about Ruth’s remarks. It has kept me preoccupied all week and I don’t understand why I never thought of it myself. Why is Mother pushing Daniella on Daxton and not me? Why does Mother keep pushing Daxton to a chosen Mate and not me?” I ask.
It is quiet for a moment, before all of them start talking at once and I smile as I hear the cacophony of voices.
“Okay, can we do this one at the time? I can’t make head or tails out of this.” I say and suddenly it is quiet again.
“I have always found it strange and that is why I gave it a lot of thought. Always listening to what Madeline said or how she said it and that is what led to my questions.” Ruth says.
“Dad told me that she made the two of you believe that you were born a year apart and that Darius is the oldest, but he couldn’t get her to tell him why she did it. Just to make this even more interesting, Daxton is five minutes older.” Preston says with a smile.
“Hold on, he is older than me?” I ask, not that it matters to me. It just makes things a bit stranger that is all, Mother always acted as if I was the oldest and now I find out that I am not.
Everyone has a dumbfounded look on their faces, it is hard to understand why a Mother would do that to her own Sons.
“I might have the answer though and I think it has to do with your Mother’s upbringing. In her Pack the oldest of a twin got the position of their Father, the youngest got nothing. I am assuming that your Mother believed it works the same here, but we all know it doesn’t.” Preston says.
It would explain why she favored only one of us, but not why she chose me over Daxton.
“What if your Mother is afraid that Daxton will get the Beta Position? After all she is unaware of the fact that I made both you my Beta, she might fear that I will find out the truth and hand over the position to Daxton.” Preston says.
“If she knows our Pack-laws, she will know that a High-rank with a chosen Mate is not accepted.” Pearl responds.
That could be why our Mother is trying to force Daxton to take a chosen Mate, but I don’t believe it is the correct answer.
Let me know your thoughts.
Dallas’ p.o.v.“Did you see the dress code for the Ceremony?” Jesper asks, while turning it towards Joshua.“No, I didn’t. I don’t need to know, because I will be wearing my uniform.” I reply as I sit down behind my desk.Usually the dress code for an Alpha and/or Luna Ceremony is similar, you show up in the colors of your Pack. In some cases they just ask you to wear something with your Pack’s emblem on it, for men that usually means a tie with the emblem on it and most women wear a brooch or scarf with the emblem on it.“No dress code, as long as there is a hint of bright pink.” Jesper says and I roll my eyes at the disrespect Lucy shows to our traditions.“Let’s just get this started, before we get called away for another mission.” I mumble, not looking forward to the paperwork this involves.We start with the forms for the Alpha Ceremony, most of the information we have to fill out is easy. It is when we come to the reason for the cancellation that we have to be thoughtful, becaus
Daxton’s p.o.v.Like every night, I wake up covered in sweat. I had another nightmare, but like always I can’t remember what is was about.I have had this nightmare for almost twenty seven years and I can’t remember a single detail after waking up, not one single thing that can help me understand this. No sound, no smell, no image.At first I thought it might have something to do with Sage, but as time passed and details kept alluding me, I gave up hope to find answers in that nightmare.I say nightmare, because I feel trapped afterwards and it never is a good feeling. The sweat is also telling me that it is a nightmare and even after all these years I hate waking up like this.Almost as if the events from twenty seven years ago happened all over again, but just like back then I can’t remember a damn thing and it is frustrating the hell out of me.Cyran growls in my head, he hates this as much as I do and no matter what we have tried, we just can’t remember what happened that night wi
Dallas’ p.o.v.Six months laterI’m nervous as hell. Today I will be facing Shadow Valley Pack, it is time for Alpha Leon to hand over the Pack to Nico. I’m not sure what they are expecting, the only thing I can assume is that Alpha Leon knows he cannot hand over the Pack NicoI truly believe that Alpha Leon is hoping that no one remembers what their Pack-law states, because they have been planning this ceremony for the past six months and in my mind he should have known that someone from the Elders knows their Pack-laws.After all every Pack has to send a request to the Elders, if they want to make their Pack-law tighter than our main Laws are and that is something Alpha Leon’s Great Great-grandfather did. He just wanted to make sure that whoever was leading the Pack would be able to make it stronger and the only way to make a Pack stronger is by having a true Mate-bond by his side.Even though we can no longer find are fated Mate the way our ancestors once did, even back then we h
Even before I am fully awake, I know that this is going to be a day from hell and I have had enough of those in my life.If just one more thing in my life goes wrong, I am out of here and I will never set foot in this territory again.“Did the bond form?” I ask Charna, my Lycan, if it did it will make my day better or at least I hope so.“It did form.” She replies, but her tone of voice tells me that something is wrong.I turned eighteen a week ago and found a connection with the future Alpha, Nico, one of the people on my list for hurting me, over and over again.No, he never hit me and neither did anyone else.Okay, maybe I need to explain something for you to understand what I am talking about.On my sixth birthday I had been at the lake with my Father, who is our Pack’s Beta, and the Alpha and Gamma family. I had gotten bored with the games they were playing and I had wandered off in to the forest, most of our territory is forest.I knew to keep an eye out for the markings that te
I walk into my bedroom and grab my suitcases from the back of my closet, I place them on my bed to start packing the remainder of my belongings. There are only a few sets of clothes left in my closet and only the daily necessities in the bathroom.Most of the things I want to take with me are already in my suitcases, I made the decision to leave Shadow Valley Pack at my Sweet Sixteen party and I already know where I am going.I will be going to the Elders, to learn everything I need to learn to become the best Beta I can be and I will find a Pack that will appreciate me for who I am.My weapons are in the trunk of my car, I take them out every time I need them and place them back after I have cleaned them. All that is left is my luggage and then I will make sure that everyone understands who are responsible for me leaving.Okay, let’s get introductions out of the way. My name is Dallas, I am eighteen years old and my Lycan, Charna, showed up a year ago. My life hasn’t been a bed of ro
Dallas’ p.o.v.Six months laterI took my time to travel to Scarlet Crescent Pack, I needed time to myself and I wanted to take time to write down all the questions I have had for years.I arrived at my destination after travelling for almost a week.Charna enjoyed running around in unknown territory and neither one of us feel sorry for ourselves.It is almost as if there never was a bond between me and Nico, no pain after he accepted our rejection and no sense of loss for us.I arrived at Scarlet Crescent Pack in the early morning and I am glad that I had the letter from the Elders printed, it saved a lot of trouble at the gate.A Squad Captain was waiting for me at the main building, the building that houses the Elders and where I will get my education.I was given a schedule for the first week and then he showed me the territory we were staying in.We might live within Scarlet Crescent territory, but we can’t enter the territory that surrounds the Palace. At least not with permissi
Daxton’s p.o.v.“Good morning, Daxton.” I hear Carl, our future Alpha, say. I doubt it is a good morning if he is standing behind me, he only comes looking for me if someone told him to come and get me.“Who send you?” I ask him, as I turn to face him. I want to look into his eyes when he answers me, it will tell me if he is aware of why he was send here.“My Mother, I believe it has to do with an invitation from Shadow Valley Pack. Between you and me, I think Dad might order you to go.” Carl answers and I know that he is telling the truth.I am forty seven and I still haven’t found my true Mate-bond, I never met a woman my Lycan felt a connection with. I have been waiting for twenty nine years to find that connection, but so far I haven’t been able to find her and I gave up on finding her years ago.The people around me are still hoping that I will find her one day, they want me to go to other Packs to look for her. I did that for over a decade with no results and now I no longer wan
Darius’ p.o.v.The moment the invitation came in, I knew it would mean trouble between my Mother and my twin Brother.And yes, I say my Mother for a reason. Daxton might be my twin Brother, but she always treated him less than me and for the first ten years of our lives we even believed that we were separated by a whole year.It wasn’t until our former Alpha overheard a conversation between me and Daxton, that we were told that we were twins.It explained quite a lot of things to the both of us and Daxton has pulled away from our Mother ever since, there even was a time he refused to acknowledge that she was his Mother.We still don’t understand why she favors me over Daxton and we both doubt that we will ever find out.I listen to the words my Mother speaks, but I don’t respond and I don’t have to. Daxton can take care of himself, but I am starting to get agitated by Mother’s relentless quest to get Daxton to take a chosen Mate and preferably Daniella.None of us likes Daniella, it g
Dallas’ p.o.v.Six months laterI’m nervous as hell. Today I will be facing Shadow Valley Pack, it is time for Alpha Leon to hand over the Pack to Nico. I’m not sure what they are expecting, the only thing I can assume is that Alpha Leon knows he cannot hand over the Pack NicoI truly believe that Alpha Leon is hoping that no one remembers what their Pack-law states, because they have been planning this ceremony for the past six months and in my mind he should have known that someone from the Elders knows their Pack-laws.After all every Pack has to send a request to the Elders, if they want to make their Pack-law tighter than our main Laws are and that is something Alpha Leon’s Great Great-grandfather did. He just wanted to make sure that whoever was leading the Pack would be able to make it stronger and the only way to make a Pack stronger is by having a true Mate-bond by his side.Even though we can no longer find are fated Mate the way our ancestors once did, even back then we h
Daxton’s p.o.v.Like every night, I wake up covered in sweat. I had another nightmare, but like always I can’t remember what is was about.I have had this nightmare for almost twenty seven years and I can’t remember a single detail after waking up, not one single thing that can help me understand this. No sound, no smell, no image.At first I thought it might have something to do with Sage, but as time passed and details kept alluding me, I gave up hope to find answers in that nightmare.I say nightmare, because I feel trapped afterwards and it never is a good feeling. The sweat is also telling me that it is a nightmare and even after all these years I hate waking up like this.Almost as if the events from twenty seven years ago happened all over again, but just like back then I can’t remember a damn thing and it is frustrating the hell out of me.Cyran growls in my head, he hates this as much as I do and no matter what we have tried, we just can’t remember what happened that night wi
Dallas’ p.o.v.“Did you see the dress code for the Ceremony?” Jesper asks, while turning it towards Joshua.“No, I didn’t. I don’t need to know, because I will be wearing my uniform.” I reply as I sit down behind my desk.Usually the dress code for an Alpha and/or Luna Ceremony is similar, you show up in the colors of your Pack. In some cases they just ask you to wear something with your Pack’s emblem on it, for men that usually means a tie with the emblem on it and most women wear a brooch or scarf with the emblem on it.“No dress code, as long as there is a hint of bright pink.” Jesper says and I roll my eyes at the disrespect Lucy shows to our traditions.“Let’s just get this started, before we get called away for another mission.” I mumble, not looking forward to the paperwork this involves.We start with the forms for the Alpha Ceremony, most of the information we have to fill out is easy. It is when we come to the reason for the cancellation that we have to be thoughtful, becaus
Darius’ p.o.v.The entire week I keep thinking about Ruth’s remark, why hadn’t I thought of it myself?“Too busy with ignoring them, too busy with avoiding them.” Camus, my Lycan, says.He is right, Daxton and I have been busy with keeping our meddling Mother at bay. If we could stay away from our Mother and Daniella, we would.“Preston, we need to talk after dinner.” I say, knowing that he will understand that I don’t want anyone else to hear what I have say.I walk into the dining room to see that our Mother and Daniella are once again sitting at our table, Daxton is standing near the window and the look in his eyes is murderous.“Daxton, just know that I want what is best for you. You will never find that connection, you are too old and a chosen Mate is your only option.” Mother says and I get brought back to Ruth’s remark.I know that history tells us that Shifters usually find their connection between eighteen and thirty, but ever since we found our new way of finding a Mate, the
Ever since Dallas walked out of the Pack-house, the atmosphere had gone downhill.Most Pack-members had witnessed the events in the dining room and those that had been busy with other tasks, had seen the footage. Some had recorded the events and spread them across the territory, making sure that everyone knew what had happened.Alpha Leon had given his Pack-members the order to never discuss what happened with outsiders, but he knew he had a lose canon in the form of Dallas. He had been to stunned to react quick enough and when he had realized he needed to stop her, she had already been gone.No one had been able to find a trace of her, pinging her phone had failed too and there was no bank account in her name. It was as if she disappeared into thin air.They tried to find her browser history, but that had been wiped clean. Not a small trace was found of Dallas or her ever living within the territory, because her file had been gone too.Alpha Leon had a suspicion that Dallas had been
Dallas’ p.o.v.Okay, this is not what I had been expecting. I don’t believe anyone in our Squad had seen it coming and I am still a little baffled.Captain Jordan announced his retirement at the ceremony that would make me a full pledged member of the Squad, but it turned out to go a little differently after his announcement.Elder Jensen had appointed me as the new Squad Captain and everyone had started cheering for me, but I had been unable to say a word. I have been here a little over six months and now I have my own Squad.I know there have been a few others that made Squad Captain within a year of arriving, but I am not sure if this is what I want or need in my life at the moment.I mean, it is an honor that they believe that I can handle this. There is a downside to it though, I might have to visit Shadow Valley Pack and I am not sure if I am ready for that at the moment.“Captain, Elder Jensen wants to see you. He is waiting in your office.” Joshua, my second in command, says a
Darius’ p.o.v.The moment the invitation came in, I knew it would mean trouble between my Mother and my twin Brother.And yes, I say my Mother for a reason. Daxton might be my twin Brother, but she always treated him less than me and for the first ten years of our lives we even believed that we were separated by a whole year.It wasn’t until our former Alpha overheard a conversation between me and Daxton, that we were told that we were twins.It explained quite a lot of things to the both of us and Daxton has pulled away from our Mother ever since, there even was a time he refused to acknowledge that she was his Mother.We still don’t understand why she favors me over Daxton and we both doubt that we will ever find out.I listen to the words my Mother speaks, but I don’t respond and I don’t have to. Daxton can take care of himself, but I am starting to get agitated by Mother’s relentless quest to get Daxton to take a chosen Mate and preferably Daniella.None of us likes Daniella, it g
Daxton’s p.o.v.“Good morning, Daxton.” I hear Carl, our future Alpha, say. I doubt it is a good morning if he is standing behind me, he only comes looking for me if someone told him to come and get me.“Who send you?” I ask him, as I turn to face him. I want to look into his eyes when he answers me, it will tell me if he is aware of why he was send here.“My Mother, I believe it has to do with an invitation from Shadow Valley Pack. Between you and me, I think Dad might order you to go.” Carl answers and I know that he is telling the truth.I am forty seven and I still haven’t found my true Mate-bond, I never met a woman my Lycan felt a connection with. I have been waiting for twenty nine years to find that connection, but so far I haven’t been able to find her and I gave up on finding her years ago.The people around me are still hoping that I will find her one day, they want me to go to other Packs to look for her. I did that for over a decade with no results and now I no longer wan
Dallas’ p.o.v.Six months laterI took my time to travel to Scarlet Crescent Pack, I needed time to myself and I wanted to take time to write down all the questions I have had for years.I arrived at my destination after travelling for almost a week.Charna enjoyed running around in unknown territory and neither one of us feel sorry for ourselves.It is almost as if there never was a bond between me and Nico, no pain after he accepted our rejection and no sense of loss for us.I arrived at Scarlet Crescent Pack in the early morning and I am glad that I had the letter from the Elders printed, it saved a lot of trouble at the gate.A Squad Captain was waiting for me at the main building, the building that houses the Elders and where I will get my education.I was given a schedule for the first week and then he showed me the territory we were staying in.We might live within Scarlet Crescent territory, but we can’t enter the territory that surrounds the Palace. At least not with permissi