Dallas’ p.o.v.
Six months later
I took my time to travel to Scarlet Crescent Pack, I needed time to myself and I wanted to take time to write down all the questions I have had for years.
I arrived at my destination after travelling for almost a week.
Charna enjoyed running around in unknown territory and neither one of us feel sorry for ourselves.
It is almost as if there never was a bond between me and Nico, no pain after he accepted our rejection and no sense of loss for us.
I arrived at Scarlet Crescent Pack in the early morning and I am glad that I had the letter from the Elders printed, it saved a lot of trouble at the gate.
A Squad Captain was waiting for me at the main building, the building that houses the Elders and where I will get my education.
I was given a schedule for the first week and then he showed me the territory we were staying in.
We might live within Scarlet Crescent territory, but we can’t enter the territory that surrounds the Palace. At least not with permission from the Elders or at the request of the King.
I had the rest of the day off and I used it to get settled in, my room is on the top floor of building A. It is a hell of a lot bigger than my room back home and I even have a small balcony.
I placed my laptop on the desk next to the balcony door, I unpacked my suitcases and then I went looking for some breakfast.
My first real day with the Elders consisted of tests, to establish the level of my knowledge on Laws and my skill level in fighting.
I aced every test they gave me and that left the Elders with a challenge, where do you place someone that hardly needs basic training?
After consulting with the Squad Captains, I was assigned to one of the Squads and a costume made study plan was devised.
My studies were more focused on Pack-laws and the consequences they could have for a Pack. It was something I wasn’t taught in Shadow Valley Pack, I didn’t even know that an Alpha could make his own Laws within his territory.
Those Laws can’t be breaking our main Laws, they are usually a stricter version of our main Laws and I was going to need to learn all of them.
I found a few surprises along the way and I actually enjoyed my studies, they were very educational.
Today I will become a full pledged member of Captain Jordan’s Squad and I will be allowed to go on missions with the Squad, my main priority is to make sure we know the Pack-laws of the territories we get send to.
“Good morning, Dallas.” Captain Jordan says as I walk into the living room in our Squad house.
The other Squad members greet me with a smile or a wave and I walk over to the coffee machine to make myself a Latte.
Captain Jordan slides a file in my direction, after I have taken a seat not far from him and I reluctantly open it. I know what is in there and I hate it every time he hands me a file like this.
Captain Jordan was the first one that found out about my past, he had found me cussing and swearing at a phone that was lying on the desk in my room.
It was on my third day as a part of his Squad and I hadn’t come down yet, so he came looking for me. I had finally turned on the old phone with my sim card in it and I had many text and voice messages from my Father.
None of them were an apology for the way he had treated me. No, each of them were telling me that I was childish, selfish and immature.
Captain Jordan took the phone from me and once a month I get a file on the type of messages I have gotten with the name of whoever left them for me.
My Father still leaves me messages that tell me I am being childish, selfish and immature. Nico is begging me to come back, to give him another chance and so do his parents. The only one that hasn’t reach out to me is Lucy and I hope she never does.
My eyes widen when I read a different message from my Father and I hear Charna laughing in my head, I had completely forgotten about this.
“Something funny, Dallas?” I hear Captain Jordan ask and I need a minute before I can answer him.
“Sorry, but it is the last message from my Father.” I reply and I hear a few growls around me.
“I had forgotten that I had changed the password to the program for the Pack funds, I never informed anyone about it and it slipped my mind that it is the annual fund meeting in a few days.” I explain, but apparently I am not making any sense.
“Every Pack makes an annual budget for a variety of Pack related issues, I have been making them since I turned fifteen and my Father would pass them off as his own. He never needed access to the program, so he never needed the new password and now the only ones that can get access are Alpha Leon and his Mate.” I explain.
Captain Jordan has a dumbfounded look on his face and looking around I can see he isn’t the only one.
“Can’t your Father ask Alpha Leon for the password?” I hear Elder Jensen ask.
“And tell Alpha Leon that he hasn’t done any of the financial tasks he was supposed to be doing?” I ask in return.
I hear almost everyone laughing around me, understanding that this would mean losing face for a Beta and no one would want to lose face in front of his Alpha.
“Besides, my Father would never admit that he was at fault. No matter the evidence against him.” I say.
Daxton’s p.o.v.“Good morning, Daxton.” I hear Carl, our future Alpha, say. I doubt it is a good morning if he is standing behind me, he only comes looking for me if someone told him to come and get me.“Who send you?” I ask him, as I turn to face him. I want to look into his eyes when he answers me, it will tell me if he is aware of why he was send here.“My Mother, I believe it has to do with an invitation from Shadow Valley Pack. Between you and me, I think Dad might order you to go.” Carl answers and I know that he is telling the truth.I am forty seven and I still haven’t found my true Mate-bond, I never met a woman my Lycan felt a connection with. I have been waiting for twenty nine years to find that connection, but so far I haven’t been able to find her and I gave up on finding her years ago.The people around me are still hoping that I will find her one day, they want me to go to other Packs to look for her. I did that for over a decade with no results and now I no longer wan
Darius’ p.o.v.The moment the invitation came in, I knew it would mean trouble between my Mother and my twin Brother.And yes, I say my Mother for a reason. Daxton might be my twin Brother, but she always treated him less than me and for the first ten years of our lives we even believed that we were separated by a whole year.It wasn’t until our former Alpha overheard a conversation between me and Daxton, that we were told that we were twins.It explained quite a lot of things to the both of us and Daxton has pulled away from our Mother ever since, there even was a time he refused to acknowledge that she was his Mother.We still don’t understand why she favors me over Daxton and we both doubt that we will ever find out.I listen to the words my Mother speaks, but I don’t respond and I don’t have to. Daxton can take care of himself, but I am starting to get agitated by Mother’s relentless quest to get Daxton to take a chosen Mate and preferably Daniella.None of us likes Daniella, it g
Dallas’ p.o.v.Okay, this is not what I had been expecting. I don’t believe anyone in our Squad had seen it coming and I am still a little baffled.Captain Jordan announced his retirement at the ceremony that would make me a full pledged member of the Squad, but it turned out to go a little differently after his announcement.Elder Jensen had appointed me as the new Squad Captain and everyone had started cheering for me, but I had been unable to say a word. I have been here a little over six months and now I have my own Squad.I know there have been a few others that made Squad Captain within a year of arriving, but I am not sure if this is what I want or need in my life at the moment.I mean, it is an honor that they believe that I can handle this. There is a downside to it though, I might have to visit Shadow Valley Pack and I am not sure if I am ready for that at the moment.“Captain, Elder Jensen wants to see you. He is waiting in your office.” Joshua, my second in command, says a
Ever since Dallas walked out of the Pack-house, the atmosphere had gone downhill.Most Pack-members had witnessed the events in the dining room and those that had been busy with other tasks, had seen the footage. Some had recorded the events and spread them across the territory, making sure that everyone knew what had happened.Alpha Leon had given his Pack-members the order to never discuss what happened with outsiders, but he knew he had a lose canon in the form of Dallas. He had been to stunned to react quick enough and when he had realized he needed to stop her, she had already been gone.No one had been able to find a trace of her, pinging her phone had failed too and there was no bank account in her name. It was as if she disappeared into thin air.They tried to find her browser history, but that had been wiped clean. Not a small trace was found of Dallas or her ever living within the territory, because her file had been gone too.Alpha Leon had a suspicion that Dallas had been
Darius’ p.o.v.The entire week I keep thinking about Ruth’s remark, why hadn’t I thought of it myself?“Too busy with ignoring them, too busy with avoiding them.” Camus, my Lycan, says.He is right, Daxton and I have been busy with keeping our meddling Mother at bay. If we could stay away from our Mother and Daniella, we would.“Preston, we need to talk after dinner.” I say, knowing that he will understand that I don’t want anyone else to hear what I have say.I walk into the dining room to see that our Mother and Daniella are once again sitting at our table, Daxton is standing near the window and the look in his eyes is murderous.“Daxton, just know that I want what is best for you. You will never find that connection, you are too old and a chosen Mate is your only option.” Mother says and I get brought back to Ruth’s remark.I know that history tells us that Shifters usually find their connection between eighteen and thirty, but ever since we found our new way of finding a Mate, the
Dallas’ p.o.v.“Did you see the dress code for the Ceremony?” Jesper asks, while turning it towards Joshua.“No, I didn’t. I don’t need to know, because I will be wearing my uniform.” I reply as I sit down behind my desk.Usually the dress code for an Alpha and/or Luna Ceremony is similar, you show up in the colors of your Pack. In some cases they just ask you to wear something with your Pack’s emblem on it, for men that usually means a tie with the emblem on it and most women wear a brooch or scarf with the emblem on it.“No dress code, as long as there is a hint of bright pink.” Jesper says and I roll my eyes at the disrespect Lucy shows to our traditions.“Let’s just get this started, before we get called away for another mission.” I mumble, not looking forward to the paperwork this involves.We start with the forms for the Alpha Ceremony, most of the information we have to fill out is easy. It is when we come to the reason for the cancellation that we have to be thoughtful, becaus
Daxton’s p.o.v.Like every night, I wake up covered in sweat. I had another nightmare, but like always I can’t remember what is was about.I have had this nightmare for almost twenty seven years and I can’t remember a single detail after waking up, not one single thing that can help me understand this. No sound, no smell, no image.At first I thought it might have something to do with Sage, but as time passed and details kept alluding me, I gave up hope to find answers in that nightmare.I say nightmare, because I feel trapped afterwards and it never is a good feeling. The sweat is also telling me that it is a nightmare and even after all these years I hate waking up like this.Almost as if the events from twenty seven years ago happened all over again, but just like back then I can’t remember a damn thing and it is frustrating the hell out of me.Cyran growls in my head, he hates this as much as I do and no matter what we have tried, we just can’t remember what happened that night wi
Dallas’ p.o.v.Six months laterI’m nervous as hell. Today I will be facing Shadow Valley Pack, it is time for Alpha Leon to hand over the Pack to Nico. I’m not sure what they are expecting, the only thing I can assume is that Alpha Leon knows he cannot hand over the Pack NicoI truly believe that Alpha Leon is hoping that no one remembers what their Pack-law states, because they have been planning this ceremony for the past six months and in my mind he should have known that someone from the Elders knows their Pack-laws.After all every Pack has to send a request to the Elders, if they want to make their Pack-law tighter than our main Laws are and that is something Alpha Leon’s Great Great-grandfather did. He just wanted to make sure that whoever was leading the Pack would be able to make it stronger and the only way to make a Pack stronger is by having a true Mate-bond by his side.Even though we can no longer find are fated Mate the way our ancestors once did, even back then we h
Dallas’ p.o.v.Six months laterI’m nervous as hell. Today I will be facing Shadow Valley Pack, it is time for Alpha Leon to hand over the Pack to Nico. I’m not sure what they are expecting, the only thing I can assume is that Alpha Leon knows he cannot hand over the Pack NicoI truly believe that Alpha Leon is hoping that no one remembers what their Pack-law states, because they have been planning this ceremony for the past six months and in my mind he should have known that someone from the Elders knows their Pack-laws.After all every Pack has to send a request to the Elders, if they want to make their Pack-law tighter than our main Laws are and that is something Alpha Leon’s Great Great-grandfather did. He just wanted to make sure that whoever was leading the Pack would be able to make it stronger and the only way to make a Pack stronger is by having a true Mate-bond by his side.Even though we can no longer find are fated Mate the way our ancestors once did, even back then we h
Daxton’s p.o.v.Like every night, I wake up covered in sweat. I had another nightmare, but like always I can’t remember what is was about.I have had this nightmare for almost twenty seven years and I can’t remember a single detail after waking up, not one single thing that can help me understand this. No sound, no smell, no image.At first I thought it might have something to do with Sage, but as time passed and details kept alluding me, I gave up hope to find answers in that nightmare.I say nightmare, because I feel trapped afterwards and it never is a good feeling. The sweat is also telling me that it is a nightmare and even after all these years I hate waking up like this.Almost as if the events from twenty seven years ago happened all over again, but just like back then I can’t remember a damn thing and it is frustrating the hell out of me.Cyran growls in my head, he hates this as much as I do and no matter what we have tried, we just can’t remember what happened that night wi
Dallas’ p.o.v.“Did you see the dress code for the Ceremony?” Jesper asks, while turning it towards Joshua.“No, I didn’t. I don’t need to know, because I will be wearing my uniform.” I reply as I sit down behind my desk.Usually the dress code for an Alpha and/or Luna Ceremony is similar, you show up in the colors of your Pack. In some cases they just ask you to wear something with your Pack’s emblem on it, for men that usually means a tie with the emblem on it and most women wear a brooch or scarf with the emblem on it.“No dress code, as long as there is a hint of bright pink.” Jesper says and I roll my eyes at the disrespect Lucy shows to our traditions.“Let’s just get this started, before we get called away for another mission.” I mumble, not looking forward to the paperwork this involves.We start with the forms for the Alpha Ceremony, most of the information we have to fill out is easy. It is when we come to the reason for the cancellation that we have to be thoughtful, becaus
Darius’ p.o.v.The entire week I keep thinking about Ruth’s remark, why hadn’t I thought of it myself?“Too busy with ignoring them, too busy with avoiding them.” Camus, my Lycan, says.He is right, Daxton and I have been busy with keeping our meddling Mother at bay. If we could stay away from our Mother and Daniella, we would.“Preston, we need to talk after dinner.” I say, knowing that he will understand that I don’t want anyone else to hear what I have say.I walk into the dining room to see that our Mother and Daniella are once again sitting at our table, Daxton is standing near the window and the look in his eyes is murderous.“Daxton, just know that I want what is best for you. You will never find that connection, you are too old and a chosen Mate is your only option.” Mother says and I get brought back to Ruth’s remark.I know that history tells us that Shifters usually find their connection between eighteen and thirty, but ever since we found our new way of finding a Mate, the
Ever since Dallas walked out of the Pack-house, the atmosphere had gone downhill.Most Pack-members had witnessed the events in the dining room and those that had been busy with other tasks, had seen the footage. Some had recorded the events and spread them across the territory, making sure that everyone knew what had happened.Alpha Leon had given his Pack-members the order to never discuss what happened with outsiders, but he knew he had a lose canon in the form of Dallas. He had been to stunned to react quick enough and when he had realized he needed to stop her, she had already been gone.No one had been able to find a trace of her, pinging her phone had failed too and there was no bank account in her name. It was as if she disappeared into thin air.They tried to find her browser history, but that had been wiped clean. Not a small trace was found of Dallas or her ever living within the territory, because her file had been gone too.Alpha Leon had a suspicion that Dallas had been
Dallas’ p.o.v.Okay, this is not what I had been expecting. I don’t believe anyone in our Squad had seen it coming and I am still a little baffled.Captain Jordan announced his retirement at the ceremony that would make me a full pledged member of the Squad, but it turned out to go a little differently after his announcement.Elder Jensen had appointed me as the new Squad Captain and everyone had started cheering for me, but I had been unable to say a word. I have been here a little over six months and now I have my own Squad.I know there have been a few others that made Squad Captain within a year of arriving, but I am not sure if this is what I want or need in my life at the moment.I mean, it is an honor that they believe that I can handle this. There is a downside to it though, I might have to visit Shadow Valley Pack and I am not sure if I am ready for that at the moment.“Captain, Elder Jensen wants to see you. He is waiting in your office.” Joshua, my second in command, says a
Darius’ p.o.v.The moment the invitation came in, I knew it would mean trouble between my Mother and my twin Brother.And yes, I say my Mother for a reason. Daxton might be my twin Brother, but she always treated him less than me and for the first ten years of our lives we even believed that we were separated by a whole year.It wasn’t until our former Alpha overheard a conversation between me and Daxton, that we were told that we were twins.It explained quite a lot of things to the both of us and Daxton has pulled away from our Mother ever since, there even was a time he refused to acknowledge that she was his Mother.We still don’t understand why she favors me over Daxton and we both doubt that we will ever find out.I listen to the words my Mother speaks, but I don’t respond and I don’t have to. Daxton can take care of himself, but I am starting to get agitated by Mother’s relentless quest to get Daxton to take a chosen Mate and preferably Daniella.None of us likes Daniella, it g
Daxton’s p.o.v.“Good morning, Daxton.” I hear Carl, our future Alpha, say. I doubt it is a good morning if he is standing behind me, he only comes looking for me if someone told him to come and get me.“Who send you?” I ask him, as I turn to face him. I want to look into his eyes when he answers me, it will tell me if he is aware of why he was send here.“My Mother, I believe it has to do with an invitation from Shadow Valley Pack. Between you and me, I think Dad might order you to go.” Carl answers and I know that he is telling the truth.I am forty seven and I still haven’t found my true Mate-bond, I never met a woman my Lycan felt a connection with. I have been waiting for twenty nine years to find that connection, but so far I haven’t been able to find her and I gave up on finding her years ago.The people around me are still hoping that I will find her one day, they want me to go to other Packs to look for her. I did that for over a decade with no results and now I no longer wan
Dallas’ p.o.v.Six months laterI took my time to travel to Scarlet Crescent Pack, I needed time to myself and I wanted to take time to write down all the questions I have had for years.I arrived at my destination after travelling for almost a week.Charna enjoyed running around in unknown territory and neither one of us feel sorry for ourselves.It is almost as if there never was a bond between me and Nico, no pain after he accepted our rejection and no sense of loss for us.I arrived at Scarlet Crescent Pack in the early morning and I am glad that I had the letter from the Elders printed, it saved a lot of trouble at the gate.A Squad Captain was waiting for me at the main building, the building that houses the Elders and where I will get my education.I was given a schedule for the first week and then he showed me the territory we were staying in.We might live within Scarlet Crescent territory, but we can’t enter the territory that surrounds the Palace. At least not with permissi