AMELIA
I spent the rest of the day in the bedroom I’d slept in.
Roman’s warning was enough to keep me livid for the better half of the day, rethinking my life choices, including the ones I couldn’t remember.
Now I had a birthday party to attend…my supposed father-in-law who I knew nothing about. The more time passed, the more worried I became.
I found a phone I was sure belonged to me, seeing as the wedding portrait was on the lock screen. There was no way it would belong to Roman who hated me.
I didn’t know the password. I tossed it aside with a frustrated sigh, my eyes landed on the clock by the bed and I realized I had to get ready.
Roman had said 6:30, it was 6 pm.
Begrudgingly I walked into the rather spacious walk-in closet and ruffled through my side.
Again, I found nothing sensible enough to wear out, just long, loose dresses that looked more like maternity gowns. Then suits…why the hell did I buy so many suits?
I ended up settling for a dress I remembered, one I bought a few days—years—back.
“Can’t believe I still have this,” I muttered under my breath as I observed the tight but conservative dress. I put it on hurriedly and tied my now long hair into a slick bun, leaving curled locks to rest on my cheeks.
I made a mental note to cut it short to my preferred length once I returned.
I added gold jewellery to the outfit, along with red stilettoes that seemed to be hidden at the far end of the closet.
I observed my reflection one last time, the striking changes in my appearance almost took much to take in. the eye bags, the constant droop in my shoulders that I tried to shake off…my pale skin.
Still, I looked more attractive…I seemed to have grown in my curves at a later time.
“Damn…” I couldn’t help but mutter under my breath as I saw the outline of my body in the dress.
I let out a shaky breath, trying to reassure my reflection that everything would go well tonight as I glossed my lips and then left the bedroom.
Once I reached the living room, a maid followed behind me with the phone I had tossed away, cautiously handing it over before scurrying away like I would bite her head off.
Trenton and an impatient, delicious-looking Roman, waited in the living room.
He looked so breathtaking in that dark blue tux, his large body fit into the suit perfectly, his shoulders were broad and his legs looked powerful in those pants.
Don’t ask him to turn around…
I cleared my throat, suddenly feeling parched.
Then our eyes met and god help me, my lungs stopped working for a few seconds.
How could one be such an asshole yet so fucking attractive?
His eyes widened a fraction when he saw me, he looked surprised as his eyes roamed the length of my dress, my body.
There was undoubtedly, heat in his eyes…that had me sucking in a deep breath and slowing my steps.
The sensuality in his gaze was enough to muddle my thoughts. Then he blinked, every sign of heat or warmth dissipating from those blue eyes and they turned icy. He looked away with a deep frown, like the sight of me disgusted him.
I was used to such stares from my family but getting it from him stung.
I gritted my teeth and forced a smile as I made my way to him.
“Mesmerized by my beauty, husband?” I teased with a raised brow.
I noticed the corners of his lips twitching, he stayed silent and instead nodded at Trenton.
“We will be back by twelve,” he informed Trenton who gave a polite smile and handed over a wrapped gift to Roman.
Right.
It’s his father’s birthday.
Roman’s feet moved, he walked past me and only stopped when he realized I wasn’t following suit.
“How long do you plan on standing there?” he sneered impatiently before making his way to the front door. I rolled my eyes and followed behind him silently.
Does he have to be fucking rude about it?
The drive to the venue was tense and thick with silence, both of us in the backseat, looking in opposite directions.
The sports car pulled to a stop after ten minutes, then I heard him inhale sharply and then grab my wrist suddenly, startling me.
“No one must know about your amnesia,” he practically seethed, “You will not do anything to disrupt the party tonight, or you’ll regret it, understood?”
As he spoke, his grip tightened so hard that I feared my wrist would break beneath his strength.
Those blue eyes sent chills down my spine. I couldn’t work my throat to give him an audible answer. So I nodded vigorously and fortunately, he let my hand go and then stepped out of the vehicle.
My door was opened as well and I was faced with a tall luxurious building. A hotel, I later realized as we walked in.
Before we stepped into the hall where the music was louder and the event was held, I felt Roman’s strong arm around my waist as he pressed me flush against his side, engulfing me in his scent.
Then he leaned down, his breath tickling my sensitive ears, “Do not forget to fucking behave, Amelia!” he whispered harshly against my skin.
Then the large doors opened and we stepped into the packed hall that was filled with no less than a hundred guests. The chatter died down when everyone noticed our arrival and when I looked up at Roman, he was…smiling.
The man is a fucking chameleon!
People rushed over to greet us, to kiss ass and Roman was the epitome of the perfect host.
Along with his lovely wife.
Mrs. Wellington
Me.
I had to smile and pretend to know those unfamiliar faces, not long after, I was face to face with Roman’s father. They were almost identical, I could tell at a glance
He had told him about my amnesia. The man did not seem pleased by my presence. He and Roman exchanged words in Russian while I stood there watching like a fool.
“I have everything under control!” Roman finally said to his father, ending their argument. The man didn’t say a word to me, not what I expected from a man who was supposedly my father-in-law for three years.
“I don’t think your father likes me,” I said, unable to help the amusement that seeped into my tone. Roman turned to look at me with an annoyed gaze like he hated the fact that I was speaking to him.
“Nobody likes you,” he replied darkly, and it stung.
“Ouch,” I said, trying to hide the emotions his words stirred in me.
All of a sudden, he went rigid by my side and finally let go of my body. His entire body tensed up and my brows furrowed.
“Roman?”
“Stay out of trouble, I will be back,” he hurriedly said, pushing me away as he walked away, in the direction of the hall’s balcony, leaving me alone, surrounded by unfamiliar people.
I thought I knew what true loneliness was, but nothing compared to what I felt when Roman left my side. I walked to a corner and stood there, nursing a stolen drink. Then a familiar pair of eyes met mine and I stiffened up.
Monica.
She was approaching, eyes narrowed, lips red. She looked no different, the hatred I felt when I saw her…was still the same. She ruined my life…got me expelled!
I took a sharp turn and headed in the direction of the balcony.
I’m lonely but not that lonely. I thought to myself as I climbed up the stairs, I do not want to see her…I have to go as far away as I can.
I reached the balcony and Roman’s lavender scent drifted in the wind.
Did he come here to make a call or—
The sight in front of me had me floored.
I watched Roman holding a petite blond woman in a red dress, tightly in his arms, eyes closed shut as they both devoured each other’s lips passionately.
Oh…I just walked into something I shouldn’t have.
When they pulled away, I got a better look at the woman’s face and my heart lurched, and my breath ceased.
Bertha.
My step-sister.
She was kissing the man who was supposed to be my husband, moaning wantonly into his mouth.
Then they both stilled. I seemed to have been breathing too loudly.
Their eyes opened and they both turned to look at me.
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AMELIABreathe, Amelia. I reminded myself, my feet rooted to the spot as my sister's familiar eyes met mine. The deadly glare, the venom with no hint of shame or guilt that I had just found her kissing the man who called himself my husband. Though it seemed to me like I had only just seen her two days ago, when she reminded me I was the daughter of a dead whore, looking at her now invited a strange feeling. Like I had not seen her in a long time. Still, that anger and hatred at the immediate sight of her grew even more now that I saw her in Roman's arms. My head began to throb incessantly. “Um…” I was unsure of what to say, unsure of what I had just walked into. Roman visibly tensed up at the sight of me, taking an immediate step back and holding Bertha at arm's length. He cleared his throat, his expression cloudy as he looked at me. “Is this…” My throat felt dry, “Why you were so eager to divorce me? Because you’re…with my sister?” I hated how my voice shook when I
ROMANI made my way down the stairs with confusing emotions. Amelia just agreed to divorce me. The same Amelia who spent the past three years of our marriage trying to dissuade the topic as much as she could. The same Amelia who had threatened me that she would take her own life if I left her. The last time she walked into Bertha and I kissing, she cried for days, she ended up hospitalized, not that I ever bothered to check her, I never cared. Today she looked on like it was a joke. She seemed irritated, not hurt. My fingers unconsciously reached up to my chest, unable to fathom why my heart felt so tight, why the reality of her acceptance didn’t sink in. Probably because I spent too long thinking she’d never free me, now she has. Once we get back home, she’ll really sign the papers. “Roman!” my father called out, laughing heartily as he held a hand out for me. His aged eyes crinkled at the sides with false fatherly affection as he urged me closer, pulling me out fro
AMELIAI spent the first fifteen years of my life, as a naïve, only child with a strict father and a mother who loved me fervently. She was an only child, an orphan, so once she died all I had left was my father…and then Bertha and Monica came into the picture or rather, they’ve been in the picture longer than I’d lived. Bertha was born a year before I was. When my mother was still married to him. After my mother died, Hector Grayson's strictness morphed into hatred…he never gave a reason, he just switched overnight after her death. Since then, I’ve lived with my family like one without a family. I’ve vied for his love and attention, for his trust, his pride and all I’ve ever gotten was beatings. And the constant reminder that I am below Bertha. Why did I stay? Why did I live that way? My eyes snapped open and I was instantly aware of my surroundings. The smell of disinfectant and bleached floors flooded my senses, rousing me from what seemed to be the deepest sleep I’
AMELIAOur walk back to the car was rather awkward for me. After signing my discharge papers and footing the necessary bills, Roman never let go of my hand, despite the shocked looks on everyone’s faces. We bade them goodbye and then he let go once we were in at the parking lot and out of sight. I opened the front door and sat right next to the driver seat, surprisingly he didn’t call a driver but instead brought out the key and started the vehicle. He was so quiet that it unnerved me and I began to wonder what I could say to start a conversation. His expression was dark, most of the emotions in his eyes were indecipherable and I felt too sick to even try and understand the man. But still. The memory of the warmth of his strong, callused fingers still lingered. And I found my gaze drifting in his direction a few times. “I…” I cleared my throat, looking away and watched the passing city lights, “I am sorry about kissing you,” I apologized, my cheeks heated up from say
AMELIAPoisoned? I wasn’t sure how long I stood by the phone, even after the call had ended. Jessica had told me to be cautious, those were her parting words that only served to make me feel worse. The phone was still in my grasp, though the call had ended and I could feel my hands trembling. Poisoned? Does that mean…I have someone who hates me so much they want me dead? Who would do something so cruel? And…will it happen again? “Mrs. Wellington?” I heard Trenton call out from behind me, startling ne back to the present. To say I was shaken would be an understatement. I knew I wasn’t loved by anyone…but this…someone intentionally caused my amnesia or rather, they wanted to kill me. “Trenton…” I looked up at his aged face with watery eyes, “How did I end up here?” How did he end up here with me? His tired expression softened and he held my shoulder, “You need rest, it has been an eventful day,” he said. The words weighed heavily on my tongue, I contemplated
AMELIAI stared long and hard at the divorce papers, even after they brought up my breakfast. It might’ve been an excuse on my end to leave the food untouched. Though Roman had reassured me that it would be tasted and that nothing would happen, all that was just because he wanted my signature. How sure am I that he isn’t the one who poisoned me. That idea scared me more than an unknown person doing it. “No, Amelia…soon you’ll be far away, none of this will matter!” I muttered to myself. I will leave everything behind as soon as I have my feet planted properly. I will live the life I choose for myself. With a resigned sigh, I picked up the papers and made my way down stairs. I wasn’t aware of how much time had passed until I looked out the window and saw the moon was almost up. I reached the living room with the papers in hand but there was no sign of Roman. Does he have a study somewhere? Just then, Trenton and a maid walked out of the kitchen, Trenton gave her or
ROMANI couldn’t understand why my moon soured the longer I watched them speak to each other. They’d completely forgotten about my existence, engrossed in a conversation I couldn’t keep up with. Amelia kept smiling at every he said and Pierce, the bastard kept talking. “We should definitely exchange numbers,” She said in a light hearted voice, a tone she’s never used with me. “I would love for us to meet up and talk more about your gallery” Amelia added with a grin. Her entire face lit up and I couldn’t look away. Her green orbs looked brighter and I wasn’t aware of the little dimple under her eye when she smiled this wide. All because of him. Vincent Pierce has been my neighbor since I’ve been a resident here, he also owns a gallery and restaurant in the heart of the city. The man and I have only spoken once to each other but to think he knew Amelia. “Thank you for coming,” I said coldly, cutting short their unending conversation. His eyes narrowed, his lips parted l
ROMANAfter the call I felt better, Amelia was easily out of my thoughts and I could fully focus on my work. Until I got a rather cryptic call from Colson, telling me to come home. The lawyer was home. His tone unsettled me and I was in my car in no time, racing home with a feeling of dread spreading through my chest. It wasn’t until I was seated next to a nervous looking Amelia that I realized why Colson sounded the way he did. My lawyer, Mr. Benson, was seated opposite me with a grim expression. He has known me since my military days, I do not blame him for constantly being afraid of me despite all the changes I’ve undergone in the past five years. A complete opposite of the man I used to be. “Unfortunately, I could not process the divorce…Mr. Wellington,” Breathe, Roman. “And why is that?” my voice was strangely calm, a far cry from the emotions brewing beneath. “The marriage contract you both signed is a bit more complex than normal you see, there is a hidden