-Hazel-The moment I had those thoughts, it was like I was thrown into a whirl pool and was unable to control any ting but even my own body. I could not explain what was happening to me but Ay this moment, it was like I was watching myself from outside mu body.Perhaps it is the fact that I now hold Bleu’s decapitated head in my arms that I am now feeling this way. The reaction was however instant. I felt my body become heavy and I was now unable to keep my eye lids open: the only part of me that did not waver in strength was my hands because I could no bear the thought of not holding on to the last piece of him.“Moon goddess, if only I had another chance, I will make sure not to repeat the same life” I whisper and for the first time during this situation, I was hit with the harsh truth.If I were to be completely honest with myself, the only reason that Bleu was killed in such a gruesome manner was all because of me. At this moment, memories flashed through my mind in my now sleepy s
-Hazel-Bleu!!!!I was confused was to which reality it was that I should believe. Why I had just witnessed was so real that I am at a loss. He was fully intact, not pale and looking as lively as ever.His hair was tied into a messy bun on the top of his hair and he looked really really peaceful as he slept. Very different from how he looked from the dream that I heard.But was that really a dream?!!’ I was panting and I could tell that it would take a while before I would be able to calm myself down.I feel beads of sweat gather on my fore head and on the side of my face and they increase by the minute. After I had been able to get myself h see control, I finally take a long look round the cave and I could not help the tears from coking out of my eyes and staining the skin of my cheeks.It was truly how I remembered it all. Every thing is exactly the same. That…. was a very scary dream and there is something that tells me that this was not some thing that I should ignore at all.On t
-Hazel-I could tell that bLeu was angry at the thought that he may have some how hurt me during the time of us mating and at this moment, I felt my heart break into a million pieces.I remember clearly the dream that I had and I know deep down in my bones that there is nothing that will ever make me to forget the things I saw in that dream.In fact, there is still a part to me that is very much confused about which one of the realities is true for me.I watch as Bleu moves to my front and get down on his knees. He has a desperate look in his yes as the tears continue to flow. I can tell that he is at a loss as to why I am crying and I do not need a seer to know that he blames himself.If only he knew that the reason I can not help myself from crying was because I was seeing him in person after such a horrific dream. I knew that I was very very important to him but I do not think that I have fully grasped just how important I was to him.In the dream that I had, the crown prince did s
-Hazel-It was in no way easy for me to calm Bleu down. He was bent on inflicting some form of punishment on himself no matter how small it may be.I let out a deep sigh. He is just like a huge stubborn pup and I know that I will have my role to play in order to take care of him from now on.Bleu was nothing but muscle which is to be expected. He needed to get this strong for him to be able survive in such a place. He only knew to take care of situations in brutal and gruesome ways. I would need to be the balance in the relationship.I will make sure that the dream that I had never comes to pass. Never. I can still feel the decapitated and cold head of Bleu in my arms and I know very well that it was a feeling that I will have a hard time in forgetting. It felt so real, almost like the moon goddess herself was trying to send a warning to me.Not that I believe in such, but there was a saying in the ancient times of the kingdom that omegas were actually vassals to the moon goddess. Wh
-Bleu-Finally!!!I have waited and hoped for this moment for all of my life. The only reason that I was able to keep a strong hold on my consciousness and not completely give in to my wolf form was because I was holding on to the hope of one day, being able to find my mate prepared for me by the moon goddess herself.I waited and waited and I can not lie that it was not hard some times, I never want to go back to the those lonely days again and I do not even want to entertain the thought.If by any chance, Hazel leaves me, then I will go mad. It is a miracle in itself that I had not turn into a rabid wolf. I just focused on getting stronger to be able to protect my mate as I blindly trusted my mother’s words.There were days that j doubted but in the end, choosing not to leave this desolated region was the best decision that I have ever made in my life. Hazel is my destiny and from now on, it will be just the two of us forever.I stare down at her naked and unconscious state and the
“We need to leave this place” I say again because it looked like he had not yet understood what it was I was trying to say.The moment that those words left my mouth, the reaction that I got from Bleu was instant. He was strung at me like I had grown a second head and the look in his face was almost comical.If it were jut for what I had seen in my dream, I would have let out a deep laugh but I was desperate. Out very life’s depended on us leaving this desolate region.I clench my fists as a way to reaffirm my resolve. If by chance Bleu rejects the idea, then I must build the resolve to leave this place on my win without him knowing of course.It would be hard but this was the only sure way to make sure that Bleu survives. If I do end up getting caught by the crown prince or by any one else with bad intentions from the kingdom, then I think it will be better for me and for me alone to suffer instead of a reality of holding on to the decapitated head of Bleu.He continues stare at me a
-Hazel-The moment that information left my lips, Bleu let out a gruesome and powerful growl. It will not be an exaggeration to say that I felt the very walls of the cave shake but as usual, fear was the last thing on my mind as I knew that Bleu would not do any thing that would hurt me in any way or in any form no matter how angry he wasI felt his arm that was around me tense as he bright me even closer in to his chest. It was as if he was trying to make a declaration to the crown prince himself that I belonged to him and him alone.“Mine” he mumbled as he let out a loud snarl.I let out a sigh because I knew that if I did not find a way to calm him down, I would never be able to continue the rest of what I had to say to him.I wriggle around as I try to get out of his tight hold. After I was successfully able to do so, I turn to face him and placed myself comfortably in his lap. Immediately, his hands were on my waist again bringing me even close to his form.However, I may have fo
-Hazel-I must have gotten too comfortable and must have forgotten the crucial fact that we were both still naked. Well, I believe that much is to be expected given the seriousness of what I was trying to say.However, I do not think that it will be possible for me to even try to summon the strength to be able to take on Bleu’s desires any more. Every part of my body is sore and properly used. I will need to rest for days to be able to get back to my normal self. I say this but my body reacts other wise:I can already feel my essence seeing out from between my legs threatening to turn me back into the moaning mess that I was. I know that my body needs rest but there is no way that I can refuse Bleu. If he were to want to mate at this moment, I will not be able to resist him and will give in to his desires and get lost in the whirl wind of pleasure.I shift on his laps again looking for that similar friction that I know will be more than able to bring me to the edge and give me the re