I couldn't believe that I was really here, living among Lycans. I had heard stories about their society, but experiencing it firsthand was a whole different ball game for me.
It sounded more like a joke to know that I was now living in the pack as Liams' breeder. The rules and customs of the werewolf society were completely foreign to me, and I felt like I was constantly walking on eggshells.
As the days went on, I did my best to adapt. I spent my days assisting Annel, the new and only friend I had made here since my arrival, in her duties, and in my free time, I tried to learn as much as I could about the pack's traditions and cultures. However, it wasn't easy. There were so many unwritten rules and expectations that I struggled to keep up with each day.
I was walking through the pack's headquarters when I saw a man walking towards me. He had a stern look on his face, and his eyes seemed to be analyzing every inch of me. I recognized him as Harvey Orlan, Liams' beta. I had heard someone mention his name before.
"Who are you?" he asked, his voice cold and accusatory.
"I'm Dresh," I replied, trying to stay calm. "I'm the Lycan King's breeder." Who dared to address the Alpha by his first name before his Beta? I forced out a smile.
Harvey continued to stare at me, and I felt myself shrinking under his gaze. "I don't trust humans," he said finally. Bluntly. "Especially not ones who come to live here with us."
I took a deep breath, trying to maintain a calm demeanor, as I swallowed all traces of my smile. "I understand your concern," I said. "But I'm not like those humans who pose a threat to your pack. I'm here because I have nowhere else to go."
Harvey didn't seem convinced. "We'll see about that." he said, before turning on his heel and walking away.
I sighed, feeling a sense of defeat. It seemed like no matter what I did here, I couldn't win over everyone in the pack. But I wasn't going to let that stop me from trying.
While I was assisting Annel with her duties, I heard a voice that made my heart skip a beat. It was Alpha Liams', and he was asking for me. I nervously made my way to his room, wondering what he wanted.
"Good afternoon, Alpha," my head bowed, looking down to my feet.
"Welcome, Dresh" he said and I lifted my head up to him. His eyes are still glued to his system on his desk. "I want to talk to you about something."
I sat down across from him, trying to keep my nerves in check. "I'm with you, Alpha? You can ask me anything." I replied, fully prepared for the worse.
"I just wanted to let you know that I got some information about you, and now, I'm watching you closely," he said, his eyes locked onto mine as he swiftly swirled his head to my direction. "I know how dangerous humans can be, and I won't hesitate to take action if I sense any threat to my pack."
I felt a lump form in my throat, and I tried to swallow it down. "I understand," I managed to say.
"Good," he replied, leaning back in his chair. "I want to make sure we have a clear understanding. You may be living with us, but you are not one of us. Always remember that."
I nodded, feeling a sense of discomfort settling in my stomach. Despite my efforts to adjust to life in the pack, I knew that I would always be an outsider.
I returned back to Annel after a long conversation with Alpha Liams, and we both sat on the floor of her room, chatting about the pack and its inhabitants. She told me about the hierarchy of the pack and how Alpha Liams was at the top of it all.
"He's not someone to mess with," she said, her voice low. "He may seem so charming and friendly on the surface, but he's got a ruthless streak a mile wide on the inside. He doesn't tolerate any form of disobedience or disrespect. And he can strike when you least expect his wrath. So watch it!"
I nodded, taking in her words in terror. "I'll be careful around him," I promised.
"For your own good." Annel replied, giving me a serious look. "I don't want to see you get hurt. Just keep your head down and do your duties as instructed, and you'll be fine here. Just as I have been doing mine all these years of my stay."
"I will," I nodded, feeling a bit unsettled by her warnings. I had already felt drawn to Alpha Liams, despite my better judgment. But Annel's words made me realize that I needed to be more cautious than I thought.
"You're lucky you're with him, though," Annel said, changing the subject all of a sudden. "He's the strongest and most respected Alpha of all the packs around." She looked at me with a worried expression. "I know that he's been nice to you so far, but, don't let that fool you. He's the Lycan King for a reason, and he can be ruthless when he needs to be."
I frowned, unsure of what she meant. "What do you mean?"
She took a deep breath before answering. "Alpha Liams can be charming when he wants to be, but he's also dangerous. He has killed some werewolves and Lycan in broad daylight for disobeying him, and he won't hesitate to do the same to mere humans if they ever cross his path."
I felt a chill run down my spine at her words. "But I'm not going to do anything to make him angry," I protested.
Annel shook her head. "It's not about making him angry, Dresh. It's about knowing your place here. As a breeder, you're valuable to the pack, but you're still lower in the hierarchy than Liams; an Omega. A slave. That's what it's called. Don't forget that."
I nodded, feeling so frightened now.
Annel's warnings made me realize just how little I understood about the lycan society despite quite the time I've stayed in the pack, learning and trying to understand lots of things about them. As much as I wanted to fit in and make a life for myself here, I knew that I needed to be much more careful than I thought.
"I'll be careful," I promised Annel. "I will do my best to know my place here."
Annel smiled reassuringly at me. "Great. Just remember, you're not one of them. You're a human, just like me. And you need to know that the werewolves' eyes are always on us."
It was evening and I was seated with Annel in the kitchen, preparing dinner. I sat across from Annel at our usual spot in the kitchen, trying to focus on the task at hand, but my thoughts kept drifting away. Annel noticed my distraction and gave me a concerned look. "You're thinking about him, aren't you?" she asked. I blushed, knowing that I couldn't hide anything from her, but I just wondered how she got to know about this. "I can't help it," I admitted. "I understand that he's the alpha, and he has a lot of power in this pack. But I can't deny the way I feel about him, especially each time he looks deeply into my eyes. I just hope that I can keep my feelings under check." Annel sighed and shook her head. "I understand how you feel, Dresh. It's normal that you're feeling that way. But you see, that isn't allowed here, and you might get killed for it after birthing his first pup as his breeder. See why you have to be very careful? Alpha Liams is not someone you can easily understa
As I prepared for the evening, I couldn't stop thinking about Alpha Liams and what he wanted to discuss with me. Part of me was excited, but the other part of me was scared of the unknown. "Are you okay, Dresh?" Annel asked as she helped me pick out an outfit for the evening. "I'm fine," I replied, trying to sound confident. Annel gave me a knowing look. "Don't worry too much. Just be yourself and everything will be fine." I nodded, grateful for her words of encouragement. I turned to look at her, "but Annel, what if it didn't turn out well as I planned? What if he decided to take it so rough and hard with me? Don't you think I might die having a Lycan King tearing into my hymen, my unbroken hymen? I think I might not survive this, Annel.." I tried to blink back the tears welling in my eyes, trying to act strong. Annel closed the gap between us completely. "Don't worry like I said, Dresh. Just go and meet him, let him do what he wants, and I promise you, you won't die. Okay?"
I woke up the next morning feeling a sense of contentment, but also a bit uneasy. I knew that my relationship with Alpha Liams was not going to be an easy one, especially with the breeding process looming over me. I decided to take a walk outside to clear my head and maybe even talk to Annel about what had happened between me and Liams last night. As I stepped out of my quarters, I saw Annel sitting outside, looking all lost in thought. "Hey," I greeted her as I walked closer, taking a seat next to her. "Hey, Dresh!" she replied, turning to face me. "How was last night with Alpha Liams? Did you two finally-" I blushed, feeling a bit embarrassed to talk about it. "It was amazing," I said, a small smile spreading across my lips. Annel grinned. "I knew it! I could see the way he looked at you. He's crazy about you, Dresh." I nodded, feeling grateful to have someone to confide in. "But it's not going to be easy," I said, my smile fading. "He didn't have sex with-" "What?! What did I
Sitting alone in my quarters, hoping to speak with Annel during the early hours of the evening, I just couldn't help but fear for the ache eating my heart up. I was informed that as a breeder to the Lycan King, that very night you're brought into the pack house, that would be the same night that you would have your world attended to sexually but not sensually by the Lycan King himself, within the next 2hrs of one's arrival. But I was so dumbfounded when I waited for the pain to come so I could endure it all at once, Alpha Liams never showed up. He only sent his guards to make sure I was comfortable in the room he had given to me. And last night when I thought it was going to be for the night, terror couldn't let me understand what was happening, and I thought I was going to face it hard from him, but to my greatest shock, he just took it slowly with me. I felt like asking him why he has been so compassionate towards touching me, but I just couldn't brace up to him. Suddenly, my do
My mind was a whirlwind of emotions as I lay there, replaying the events of the previous night over and over again in my head. I felt so ashamed and dirty, knowing that I had just given myself to the most powerful Lycan, the highest one in the packs. Ruthless as he has been seen by all. And the pain of him not caring about my feelings after everything, baffled me. What would the others think of me now? Would they see me as weak, or worse, as a traitor to our human side? And what about my health? I had heard stories of human women who had mated with Lycan werewolves and suffered irreversible damages to their bodies. Tears streamed down my face as I lay there, feeling completely alone and helpless. I knew that I had to tell someone about what had happened, but the thought of admitting it to just anyone, even Annel, was too much for me to bear. Suddenly, there was a knock on my door, and I jumped up in surprise. I quickly wiped away my tears and tried to compose myself as I got up to
I was lost in thought, staring out the window into the vast expanse of the night sky when a loud howl erupted, jolting me out of my reverie. My heart leaped in my chest, and I couldn't help but shiver at the sound. I had heard many howls in my life, but this one was different. It was full of anger and bitterness, and it made me uneasy. Before I could react, Evans burst into the room, his face grim. "That's Alpha Liam's howl," he said, his voice low and urgent. "He's letting everyone know that his breeder is missing, and he's not happy about it." My stomach dropped at the mention of Alpha Liam's breeder. I knew that it was me he was referring to, and I couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt. I had left the pack house without a word, without telling anyone where I was going. Maybe if I had been more responsible, Alpha Liam wouldn't be so bitter now. But would he have let me leave just like that? Evans must have sensed my unease because he came over to me and placed a comforting han
I woke up to the feeling of a warm hand gently tucking the blanket around me, and I opened my eyes to see Evans standing over me. He smiled when he saw that I was awake and sat down on the edge of the bed. "You were uncovered again," he said softly, his hand still lingering on my arm. "I just wanted to make sure you were warm, not knowing that you were up already." I nodded, feeling grateful for his thoughtfulness. "Thank you, Evans." He gave me a small smile and stood up, stretching his arms above his head. "How did you sleep?" I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and sat up, stretching my own arms. "I slept well, thank you." "Good," he said, walking over to the window and pulling open the curtains. "Looks like it's going to be a beautiful day." I followed his gaze out the window, and sure enough, the sun was just beginning to rise over the trees. The sky was painted with shades of pink and orange, and I couldn't help but smile at the beauty of it all. As we watched the sunrise toge
With groggy eyes, I woke up feeling nauseous and weak. It had been just two days since my return to this pack, and I had been feeling off ever since. I didn't want to think about what it could mean, but the thought nagged at the back of my mind. Alpha Liams had never been here for once to check up on me, and I know what his usual excuse would be. "I'm always a very busy man." That has always been his language. He just came in and left, not spending even up to five minutes with me. I know I had missed his touch, but certainly not in this manner. I decided to visit Annel, hoping that she could offer some comfort and advice since we hadn't seen each other since my return. As I made my way to her quarters, I tried to ignore the whispers and stares of the other pack members. They knew that something had happened between me and Alpha Liams, but they didn't know the full extent of it. When I finally arrived at Annel's door, I could tell that she was surprised to see me. "Dresh, what bring