Chapter 30

I made my way down the hallway to Happiness’s room. These past few days, I've been even more attached to her that going to bed without spending some time with her feels like something is missing.

I know we've had sex a couple of times, but I try to control myself around her. The last time I almost lost it was the weekend. We had sex all night long, and I made her cum so many times. Not that I wasn't proud of it though. 

Yet, I don't want to be labelled as a grown man who exploits a young lady that's a decade younger than me. 

Exploit?

What the Fuck Mason? 

I knocked on Happiness's door and wait for her to invite me in. 

“Come in.” Her alluring voice echoed from the other side of the door. 

I opened the door, and my gaze darted to her swallowing something on her dresser. It looks like a pill. 

She dropped the glass on the dresser then turned to face me, and I frowned. I closed the door behind me and strode towards her. 

“Are you okay?” I asked her softly, my gaze darting back to the pack of pills on the dresser. 

She followed my eyes and smiled shyly. “Yeah. I went to see the doctor.”

“Since when did seeing a doctor become good news?” I asked her but she shrugged. “Are you sick? What did the doctor say? Where does it hurt?” I reached for her forehead but she pulled away. 

My pulse suddenly quickened. I don't know what's wrong with me, why I've become unreasonably paranoid. Different scenarios are playing in my head, and I don't think I can hear what the doctor said from her. 

God please. I just got her. Please. 

I pleaded silently. 

“Mason,” she began, standing from the dresser stool, and standing before me. A serious expression on her face. My heart beats faster than ever, and I can feel sweat pooling on my body. I involuntarily held my breath. 

“I know you've always worn a condom when we had sex, but…” She teared her gaze from me looking shy. Her face and neck turned crimson. 

“Are you pregnant? Is that why you went to see a doctor?” I asked her softly. 

“What! No.” She exclaimed. “I'm on the pill now.” She said, trying to gauge my reaction. “I've been wondering if that can change.” 

My mouth dropped open. 

What? I really wasn't expecting this. 

Is that why she went to the doctors? 

She stepped closer to me, and my heart beat faster, like a drum in my chest. 

Earlier, on my way here, I'd made up my mind to remain in control. But now, seeing the way she stares up at me, like I'm the only one for her, makes my resolve melt. 

The word ‘exploitation’ resurfaced in my mind, and I quickly snapped out of it.

This is not the time to think about it. I'll be happy just spending time with her without doing anything sexual. Talking and cuddling sounds like a good idea, like we've been doing these past few nights. Right?

I automatically retreat while Happiness approaches me. 

“Mason?” She called with slight worry. A frown etched on her face, and I realized I haven't given her a response. “What do you think about it?” 

Her pretty blue eyes are staring up at me so innocently it should be illegal. She bit her lower lip, genuinely worried about my opinion. 

Don't tempt me, woman. 

Don't fucking tempt me, Happiness. 

I sat on her bed, and to my surprise, she did too. On my laps. 

She cupped my cheeks to make me face her. I stared at her, her expression a mixture of nervousness and confusion. 

“What are you thinking about?” She asked. 

How the hell am I supposed to answer that?

Should I really tell her the wicked things I want to do to her right now? My answers will probably make her have a heart attack. 

“I’m sorry,” she placed her forehead on mine. “I just want to do better.” She exhales, and brushes her fingers against my cheeks tenderly. “The last time we had sex, it was really unforgettable for me. You made me feel so much.”

My heart soars, and blood rushes to my cock. She must have felt it after squirming on my lap. 

“After that, I kept thinking about it,” She said, before adding in a small voice. “even when you were not around.” 

Oh Fuck. 

Someone tell this beautiful devil to stop tempting me. She doesn't know how much her words are affecting me. 

“But then, I've always wondered if you feel half as much as I do, and whether I made you feel just as amazing or not.” She said, which shocked me. 

Can't she feel my boner poking her? How could she think I don't feel more than she does? It was beyond anything I'd ever felt before. I came so much I ran out of condoms the last time. 

“Honestly, I'm not so sure, and it's been bothering me that you didn't touch me in that way again after that night.” She looked away from me, her cheeks heating up again. 

I didn't want to break you, Happiness. 

“Happiness…” 

Slowly, she looked at me again. Her eyes filled with determination and hope. “I don't know if my decision to be on the pill is a good…” 

I crashed my lips against hers, silencing her doubts. I kissed her hard and fiercely, pulling her jto me. My fingers wrapped around her hair, and I didn't break the kiss till it's hard to breathe. 

“I want you. I fucking want you.” I growled. “You don't know how much you make me go crazy. I'm so crazy about you.” 

She hugged me tightly, and rested her head on my shoulder. She pulled away and got off my lap. “Mason.” She gives me a serious look, as if she's asking for my permission. 

My heart thuds again. Damn. 

Why is there always so much suspense every time she calls my name at the beginning of her sentence? 

“I want to try something.” She said, I watched with my mouth agape again as she dropped to her knees. 

God, this is the end of me. 

“Can I?” She asked tentatively. 

I've lost the ability to speak. I can only nod while helping her pull down my pants and briefs. As expected, my cock is already so hard for me. Happiness wrapped her hands around it experimentally. 

The sight of her beautiful face looking up at me while doing that makes me think I'm going to explode once she puts it in her mouth. 

Calm the Fuck down, Mason. I said to myself. 

It feels like slow motion when she wraps her lips around it. I hissed as it gradually entered her mouth. She puts in my whole length before bringing it out. Then she kisses the tip of my cock. 

She put my cock back in her mouth and started sucking, this time without stopping. She bobbed her head back and forth, looking up at me for guidance. The moment she released me again, she asked innocently. “Am I doing it right?” 

“Fuck,” I cursed grabbing her, and making her out it back in her mouth. She yelped in surprise but continued nonetheless. “It feels fucking amazing baby girl.” My praise made her eyes soften, and she relaxed. 

Before I know it, I'm fucking her mouth in a steady rhythm. She put her hands on my thighs while I threw my head back in pleasure. What did I do to deserve this kind of bliss? 

“It feels good, baby.” 

I got carried away, thrusting my cock so deep it reaches the back of her throat. I pulled out when I heard her choke and released my grip on her hair. 

My precum mixed with saliva drops from her mouth. This is another sight that won't leave my mind anytime soon. “Fuck babygirl, you're going to make me cum too soon.” I whispered, with a small smile. 

The thought of cumming in her mouth feels spectacular, but that's not my plan for tonight. Some other time. There are a lot of things I want to do to her. 

She wiped her mouth, and stood up. She looks happy. “Can I…” She bit her lips as though she couldn't believe she was going to utter the next word, “strip?”