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The running water shut off and Ethan reappeared in the doorway. His I-just-had-sex hair only made him hotter. My eyes took in his strong muscular shoulders, before dropping to his flexed biceps, and chiseled torso. I was the luckiest woman alive. No matter what happened, I’d been blessed with the time I’d had with Ethan.
His expression was one of clear unease. He made his way toward me on the bed with a cloth in hand. My heart warmed at the sight of my mate coming to take care of me like he did every night. I was blessed with a mate who not only loved me but one who was consistent in expressing that love. Even though he didn’t need to, Ethan has taken care of me as no one else has since the beginning.
There was one problem, the only problem with the plan I’d been cooking up in my head, was Ethan. I did not account for my overprotective mate. I didn’t have to ask him to know wha
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