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2024-10-29 19:42:56**TRIGGER WARNING This chapter contains violence that may be triggering to survivors.**
Adea
Time stood still. At least, that’s what it seemed like. Days passed and we had no word, no sign of Olivia. Gabe was in so much pain I didn’t know what to do to make it better.
There wasn’t much we could do. Beta Odis alerted a sect of human cops who he worked with from time to time on Olivia’s description. The packhouse had been full of excitement had gone quiet since Olivia disappeared.
Some of the Delta’s dared to say she went on her own accord. There was no sign of a struggle or a fight and they took it as her choice. As if she was the type of person to walk away from her pack, from her family, from her mate. I shook the thought away.
If I dwell too long on it I’d snap at someone. Odis, Gabe, and some of the warriors have been running longer loops around the pack lands in hopes of f
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No.Not Odis.“Devin,” I gasped.Devin heard me but didn’t stop. He didn’t look up at me, didn’t even hesitate as he continued to stomp Odis into the ground. Blood spurt from Odis’ mouth and I think I heard his ribs crack. I took a step closer to stop it, to stop him. In a flash, someone was on top of Devin. Strong arms held Devin’s prisoner in a headlock and his legs wrapped around Devin’s abdomen.I wanted to scream but it quickly died in my throat as Odis and I realized the man in front of me was Gabe. Gabe. It was Gabe and he was on top of Devin. Well, he was wrapped around him like a python ready to suffocate his prey. Gabe grunted as he continued to squeeze Devin’s head, blocking his airflow.I wanted to cry out happily but I couldn’t. Gabe was here. Why was he here? He wasn’t supposed to be here. Things were going differently since he was alive. He was standing, breathing, his head was still attached to his body. Maybe things were turning out differently.Maybe Gabe was safe, ma
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I didn’t have an answer and I prayed I didn’t have to make the choice. Not only had everyone stopped moving but it had gone deathly silent. For a moment, everyone and everything froze. There wasn’t a whisper of wind in the air, the trees stood still, and it was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. It was the calm before the storm. It felt like someone had pushed the pause button and all at once the play button was pressed and all hell broke loose. As if planned, the two of them ran toward each other. I looked past Ethan and my gaze landed on Shane’s chest. The sword had been taken out, a gaping hole was left in its place right next to his heart. Now that it was gone, I could see I had barely missed his heart. If I’d been one inch to the right, he would have died. How had I missed that? I didn’t kill him. Was I not paying attention? Why hadn’t I looked at his heart? I had aimed, hadn’t I? Had I meant to miss it? No, I had meant it, or else I wouldn’t have stabbed him at all. I tried to
