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The Forbidden Alpha Once upon a time
AdeaBeing this close to him, I could make out the metal that bulged through his shirt. I lifted my gaze back to his eyes and he smirked at me. My cheeks flushed, I’d been caught looking. I flinched when he reached out for me. If he saw it, he pretend not to notice and I gulped as his hand wrapped around my neck.Flashes of his hand on Pan flit through my mind and I tried not to tense up. It’ll look like I’m afraid of him and I don’t want him to think that, no, I don’t want him to know. Only a few minutes ago, this hand had torn through flesh and taken a life.I try to ignore the small voice that whispers. It tells me he may have just killed a man but his grip on my neck is gentle. His fingers stop on my mark, anger flashes there but it’s gone as quick as it came.“I’ve always loved your neck,” Shane murmured as his thumb ran up and down the sensitive flesh. I was sensitive and my eyes fluttered. I hated how easily my body bowed to him and his touch.“Once upon a time, I stopped Max f
The Forbidden Alpha Chose
AdeaWhen he opened his eyes again, they were still angry but cold and distant. Something in my gut twisted uncomfortably. Ignoring it, I focused on the danger here. I needed him to want me. I needed him to stop talking about wanting me in the past tense. His need for me was the only thing that would ensure my safety.“I was naive to think you would reject him, Ady but it didn’t stop me from wanting it,” Shane said, his voice low. “Goddess, I wanted it.”“Rejecting him wasn’t even on my mind,” I whispered. “What about everything you’d done to me, Shane?! What about all of those times you touched me or forced me to do something? Do you know how degrading it was to have alpha power used on you? Did my feelings not matter?!”It was the opposite of what I should have said. I had literally come here to take advantage of his obsession with me. I just told myself that I would do whatever it took to get him back on my side. I preferred to be five feet above the ground and not five feet under.
The Forbidden Alpha Fall
Adea“I’m sorry for yelling,” Shane said. My eyes went wide at his apology. Shane didn’t apologize. It went against everything he stood for. It went against everything he’d been raised. Not once had he ever said sorry to me. He was still angry but not as much as he had been.“Every night that we spent away from each other was another night I was plagued with images of the two of you together. It drove me mad and I did some really shitty things. I wasn’t myself.” Shane gave me an apologetic smile.“I may have been crazier than usual. I was in a dark space and I did things that I thought would bring me closer to you. That night in the woods, I came for you. When I realized I couldn’t get to you, I couldn’t leave empty-handed. I refused to retreat in defeat. I knew another opportunity wouldn’t present itself and I did things that hurt you. I was angry and plagued by the images of him with you. I won’t apologize for what I did because they got me to where I am now but… I’m sorry for the h
The Forbidden Alpha Good Grace
AdeaThis gentle side of him is off-putting and I don’t think I’m going to get used to it any time soon. His large fingers on mine don’t make a difference, this new side of him that I’m seeing for the first time doesn’t erase all of the horrendous things he’s done. The way he’s looking at me doesn’t make him any nicer of a person. For Goddess’s sake, I just watched him kill a man and enjoy every second of it. Remembering that he’s asked me a question, I pull myself out of it.“Your warriors didn’t know who I was and you weren’t expecting guests, so…” I trail off. Did I tell his guard, Duke, that I was his person? Yes. Did I mean it? Not one bit. Does that change the fact that Shane thinks I’m his person? No. Was I hoping to use that knowledge to my benefit? Yes.Shane hasn’t said a word but he’s watching me. He’s got a look in his eye that is mesmerizing and with an intensity that’s troubling. I came here knowing that I would be alone but being here on Half Moon territory makes it all
The Forbidden Alpha Bleed
AdeaThe sensible voice in my head is yelling at him and this situation I’ve put myself in. Usually, the voice in my head is Korra but not this time. My conscious is telling me that it’s not too late. It’s demanding that I slap Shane across the face and leave him in this office. It’s demanding I march my stupid ass back home to my mate where I belong.It screams that I need to get on my knees and beg Ethan to forgive me for all of the shitty things I’ve said and to apologize for thinking I could have for a second believed I could take. care of this on my own.While another voice is telling me that I’m doing what I need to do. Assuring me that I’ve made the right decision and this is the right path. It’s telling me to stay still and kiss him back. It’s telling me this is what I need to do.It’s the reasoning behind the latter that makes me doubt myself. Is it because it’s a part of the plan or is it because I want to do what my abuser wants. Is there a dark sick and twisted part of me
The Forbidden Alpha Open
AdeaMy eyes dropped to the piercings that fought against the fabric of his shirt to the muscular build of his arms. His hair leaned against his dark eyebrows. He shrugged his arms as he stared back at him.“That’s where you’re wrong, Sweet Adea,” Shane shrugged. “Whatever reason brought you out of bed in the middle of the night and had you leaving Desert Moon is irrelevant. It doesn’t do anything for me. You see, I don’t care what brought you to Half Moon at the crack of dawn. I don’t even care why you’ve sought me out.”“You don’t?” I whisper. I’m so confused. I’ve put so much emphasis on making him trust me, making him believe in me, convincing him of my loyalty that this news is sending me.“No,” Shane said simply. “I. don’t. care.”Shane said each word as he slowly lifted off the back of his chair and leaned in until our noses almost touched. “The only thing I care about is the fact that you are sitting in front of me. You’re on my lands, in my house, on my desk. No matter your r
The Forbidden Alpha My turn
AdeaWhen my lips wrap around Shane’s throat, he doesn’t move. When my teeth graze against the sensitive skin, he doesn’t growl in warning and he doesn’t whimper to plead for mercy. He doesn’t make any noise but he moves. His arms wrap around my waist and he pulls me in until my chest is against him. The first thing I feel is the cold metal of his piercings as they press against my breasts.The next thing I feel is the hardness of his nipples and the flexing of his abs against my torso. I swallow loudly. My tongue darts out and he groans as it slides up his neck. I lean back far enough to lift my chin as he lowers his. I press my lips to his. His mouth opens for me, it’s inviting and I take the lead this time.I kiss him as passionately as I possibly can. I try to focus on Ethan as I kiss him. I’m gentle and it’s sweet. Shane pulls back, our lips separate and he glares at me. His head cocks to the side as he searches my face.“Who were you thinking of?” He growls.“I—you.”“Don’t fuck
The Forbidden Alpha Out
Adea “I didn’t just want your body or your lips around my cock. I’ve wanted you for years, every fucking part of you. I didn’t go about it about the right way in the beginning, I know that but… I’ve never really done things the right way, have I? I’ve wanted you to be my person, My Luna. Like I said, I’m in no rush and I mean that.” His eyes remain on the view outside and I’m thankful for the chance to sort my thoughts and fix my face. Shane has been full of surprises since I returned. I hate to admit it but I’ve been caught off guard more times than I can count. “I don’t think you know how long I’ve waited for you to come home,” Shane murmured. His broad shoulders, muscular arms, and hulking figure were as still as a statue. The sun was almost completely set and the remnant of a glow from the sunset surrounded him making him look like an angel. If I didn’t already know him so well, I’d believe it. His skin glowed and his hair fell almost majestically. “I’m not sure if you can see
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The Forbidden Alpha Epilogue
The first month back at Desert Moon had been hard. Not a day went by without us fighting. Ethan rejected Mavy as his mate before we came home. A part of me knew he was hurt about it, missed her like I missed Shane. I felt like he was only with me because I was his Luna, because of obligation and duty. I didn’t know why he wanted to be with me. He didn’t know why I was with him when I loved Shane. We were at our lowest. We were ugly, we were at our rawest. It wasn’t until month two that we finally talked about everything. We talked bout what happened and we talked about the past. The one that I remembered and by this time, the one that he remembered. It was hard, facing the man I loved in this life and the man I hated in the past. He wasn’t him anymore, he hadn’t been him for a long time. We dug into the past and were completely honest with each other. He fell to his knees and apologized for what he’d done even though I told him it wasn’t him, that wasn’t him anymore. He asked me if I
The Forbidden Alpha I love you
Mavy fell back as if she’d been physically struck. She collapsed on the couch, her eyes watering. She didn’t look back at me, she kept her gaze focused on Ethan. I watched as her world crashed around her again for the second time in five minutes.“Where does that leave me?” Mavy asked. “I’m… your…” she shook her head and turned to look back at Ethan. “That’s not possible. I’m… I can smell it. I can feel it. Can’t you?” Mavy whispered. I heard the desperation in her voice.“I don’t care what you think or how you feel. I am already mated and my mate, my partner, my love, MY QUEEN sits in this room. Don’t disrespect her again.” The emotion in his voice caused me to choke up. Mavy bit into her lower lip and tears streamed down her cheeks. She dropped her head.“Yes, Alpha,” she said submissively.“I killed your Alpha,” Ethan said. “I’ve killed your brother.”“Yes,” she murmured.“Will you fight me on this?” Ethan asked.“As the next in line, I submit to you,” Mavy whispered.Ethan dismiss
The Forbidden Alpha Mated
The voices were getting louder, my head was hurting. I wanted to roll up into a ball and disappear from the world. Instead, I closed my eyes and tried to drown it all out, trying to ignore everyone. I wasn’t ready to deal with it.“She’s in shock…”“She’s confused…”“Enough!”A door slammed and footsteps paddled quickly towards me. Soft frail arms wrapped around me. Tears soaked my cheeks and my neck as Mavy cried. Did she know? She had to know.“Are you okay?” Mavy sobbed.I wrapped my arms around her and nodded. The tears started up again and streamed down my cheeks. Her t-shirt bunched in my fingers as I held her close. We cried and held each other.She inhaled deeply and froze. Slowly, she lifted her nose into the air and took another deep breath. Turning from me, she tried to follow the scent. She stopped, her gaze locked on someone, I turned and followed her gaze.I should have known, expected it but I’d been so caught up in my feelings that I didn’t think. I don’t know how it w
The Forbidden Alpha Over
I didn’t have an answer for him and I don’t think he would have liked what I would have said. Hell, I didn’t know if I liked what I thought or how I felt. Instead of hurting him and cutting myself open for him, I didn’t say anything. I remained quiet. My world was crashing around me and my ears were ringing. I lowered my head and the tears flowed of their own volition.Ethan leaned down and I flinched as his arms wrapped around me. They were strong and broad. His embrace was warm and promised I could lean on him. I attempted to get to my feet only to fall. My face twisted from the pain and I wanted to cry and wallow in my own self-pity. Standing, he pulled me up and held me as my body gave up. I collapsed against him.I wanted to get to Shane, needed to. As if on cue, the weak mate bond snapped, and just like in my dream, it was gone. Only, this time, the pain I was feeling was because of Shane and not because of Ethan. The world was cold, the warmth I’d been able to feel from Shane f
The Forbidden Alpha King
Did what I do to him last night not bother him? I betrayed him. Did he not care that I came here to hurt him? Did he not care that I chose Ethan? I wanted to cry and scream. I wanted to run into his arms. I wanted this to stop. I wanted them to stop fighting. I wanted it all to stop. I screamed, it was painful and gut-wrenching but I screamed. I cursed the Goddess, damn her, she was useless in all of this. She sat up there above the clouds and did nothing to help us. Did she enjoy watching us suffer? When I couldn’t scream anymore, I inhaled deep breaths of air. I looked up and froze as Shane stared back at me. The way he looked at me told me he knew he was going to die. The look in his eye told me he knew he lost but for me, there was a small spark as if he wouldn’t just lay down and take it. I watched Ethan punch him. It was as if he was moving in slow motion. He hit his jaw and Shane’s head snapped back hard against the ground. Shane’s body tensed and he punched Ethan in the gut.
The Forbidden Alpha Full of shit
For a moment in time, they stood glaring at each other. The sun was blaring down on us. My gaze darted back and forth between the two. Shane’s eyes wandered away from Ethan and landed on me. “Look at me, mutt. You don’t get to look at her after what you’ve done,” Ethan spat. “I’m not so weak that you can look away from me in the middle of a fight.” “What have I done?” Shane taunted. “You’ve touched what’s mine,” Ethan growled. “I haven’t done anything other than touch what is mine. I haven’t done anything but make love to what is mine. I’ve claimed her. She may not wear my mark, thief but she is mine. Don’t claim her as yours. She was mine, she was always mine. She doesn’t belong to you, she never did.” A look came over Ethan’s face as if he knew as if this was confirmation as if he was reminded of something he’d forgotten. “You’re the one who touched someone who wasn’t yours. You are the one who took what was mine. Don’t try to play the victim. Don’t pretend to be something you’re
The Forbidden Alpha Die
No.Not Odis.“Devin,” I gasped.Devin heard me but didn’t stop. He didn’t look up at me, didn’t even hesitate as he continued to stomp Odis into the ground. Blood spurt from Odis’ mouth and I think I heard his ribs crack. I took a step closer to stop it, to stop him. In a flash, someone was on top of Devin. Strong arms held Devin’s prisoner in a headlock and his legs wrapped around Devin’s abdomen.I wanted to scream but it quickly died in my throat as Odis and I realized the man in front of me was Gabe. Gabe. It was Gabe and he was on top of Devin. Well, he was wrapped around him like a python ready to suffocate his prey. Gabe grunted as he continued to squeeze Devin’s head, blocking his airflow.I wanted to cry out happily but I couldn’t. Gabe was here. Why was he here? He wasn’t supposed to be here. Things were going differently since he was alive. He was standing, breathing, his head was still attached to his body. Maybe things were turning out differently.Maybe Gabe was safe, ma
The Forbidden Alpha Betas
“Do you understand what I’m saying?” Odis asked. I couldn’t find the words to speak, so I nodded. “Good,” Odis said as his grip on me loosened. “Why don’t you let her go?” A voice called out to us. Looking up, I searched for the source of the voice. My eyes widened as I found Devin watching up. His gaze locked around Odis’ arms that were still wrapped around me to his hands that gripped my arms. “I promise I’m more fun,” Devin teased. I know what it looked like. It looked like I was being held back from moving. It looked like Odis was stopping me from helping Shane. It looked like I was stuck between two packs, two men. The situation I found myself in was precarious. I was now stuck between two Betas who were supposed to protect me, despite their conflicting thoughts regarding me. I hadn’t had much time with Devin since I’d been back. He hadn’t been the nicest, shit, I don’t think he even liked me. That didn’t change the fact that Devin was Beta of Half Moon pack. Shane was his
The Forbidden Alpha Fate
I didn’t have an answer and I prayed I didn’t have to make the choice. Not only had everyone stopped moving but it had gone deathly silent. For a moment, everyone and everything froze. There wasn’t a whisper of wind in the air, the trees stood still, and it was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. It was the calm before the storm. It felt like someone had pushed the pause button and all at once the play button was pressed and all hell broke loose. As if planned, the two of them ran toward each other. I looked past Ethan and my gaze landed on Shane’s chest. The sword had been taken out, a gaping hole was left in its place right next to his heart. Now that it was gone, I could see I had barely missed his heart. If I’d been one inch to the right, he would have died. How had I missed that? I didn’t kill him. Was I not paying attention? Why hadn’t I looked at his heart? I had aimed, hadn’t I? Had I meant to miss it? No, I had meant it, or else I wouldn’t have stabbed him at all. I tried to
