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2022-03-12 02:03:35Adea
I stood in the shower with my head bowed as a river of water cascaded over me. Scorching, hot water heated my skin. My body warmed and the temperature in the bathroom rose. Facing the wall, the water washed down my body, cleansing me of outside thoughts. Four walls made up a safe place from my thoughts, fears, and worries. In here, I was able to focus on the feel of the water, the sound it made as it splashed against the floor.
I pushed my hands through my hair and lifted my face to the shower head. I sighed as heat hit untouched skin. I dropped my head back and enjoyed the sensation. I still hadn’t looked in a mirror, I knew it was bad and didn’t need confirmation. My body was healing slowly.
Ethan had been fussing over me and while I loved that he cared, it made me feel weak. I was thankful for him but needed to get back on my own feet. He tried to come in with me like he’d been doing th
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The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Emergency
AdeaThe cold air kissed my skin and goosebumps rose all over my body. One thing I didn’t like about hot showers but what’s a girl to do? The room was filled with the light from the rising sun. Ethan stood by the table, he was dressed in black slacks and a white button-up shirt. He was distracted by a message on his phone and I got a second to take him in.His sleeves were folded and my eyes lingered on the exposed tattoo sleeve. His full lips lifted at both corners and dimples in his cheeks teased me. I walked across the room quietly as I took in the rest of him. My eyes trailed up his strong smooth chest, his hair was slicked back. His strong jawline was as sexy as the first time I’d seen it.My mate turned towards me and his eyes trailed seductively down my body. We haven’t touched each other since the morning I got my ass kicked. I’ve been so hurt and Ethan insisted on not hurti
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2022-03-12The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Responsible
AdeaThe sun was blinding and I knew it was going to be a hot day. My mate kissed me and headed for the door. I leaned back on my hands and watched as Ethan grabbed his keys, wallet, and phone.A part of me wanted to drag him back to bed but I knew he needed to leave and I had plans of my own today. I sighed as he bent down and slid his foot into his shoe. His sexy toosh teased me as he slid his other foot into the other shoe. He straightened and fastened one of his buttons.“Be safe,” I murmured. Ethan’s hand froze on the door handle. He turned his head to look at me and smiled.“Don’t worry,” he said, “It’s just a meeting. I have Odis with me and we’ll be back right after.”Ethan opened the door and walked out. Gabe and Leo were standing guard right outside and he didn&rs
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2022-03-12The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Run
GabeNoon was the hottest time of the day here in Desert Moon. Sweat beaded and slowly dripped down my forehead. It wasn’t even noon yet but the sun blazed down on us with a blazing passion. The three of us were excused from training until Ady was completely healed, but Leo wasn’t having it.As soon as we walked onto the field, he winked at me before he made a beeline for the group of people awaiting Darci’s command. After they warmed up, Leo was paired with some guy from Tier 2. His muscles glistened with sweat and tensed as he sparred with his opponent.I wasn’t as invested in the training session as Ady. I sighed as a cool breeze tickled the back of my neck. I sat cross-legged on the grass. There wasn’t any shade, so we had no choice but to sit in the uncomfortable heat. The occasional cool breeze was like a cold cup of water in a desert.Ady stood next to
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2022-03-14The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Junk
GabeMy wolf and I hadn’t spoken much since our mate had died. He’d been quiet and I had been too busy wallowing in my own pain. I didn’t see his pain or acknowledge the fact that he’d lost his mate too. I didn’t check on him and a wave of guilt washed over me. I’d been a shitty friend to Adea and I’d neglected my wolf.I promised myself I’d make it up to Felix when we got back to the packhouse. He loved these runs even more than I did, I would make them a priority. We would never get over Olivia but I hoped he could speak to me if he needed to. I would be better, I wouldn’t be that friend who put their feelings before those important to them.The chilly air pulled me from my thoughts for a few moments. It felt amazing, my cheeks were cold, and my eyes were dry. The sun was starting to peek over the horizon and cast shadows along the territory. It wasn’
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2022-03-14The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Fallen
EthanAlpha Rich was the one who had called the emergency meeting. Beta Odis thought it was another rogue attack. On the drive over, he expressed his worries about our previous efforts to keep the rogues out. We weren’t the only pack who had been attacked in the last year. The number of packs being targeted was only increasing.Thankfully, I’d been working on a new system that would alert us when anyone was within fifty feet of our borders. It was being tested on a few packs at the moment. This was the reason why I didn’t think the emergency meeting was about the rogue attacks. Since the last meeting, we’d been working on protecting our pack lands. My gut told me this was about something else entirely.We weren’t the first to arrive on Alpha Rich’s territory, there were a few other vehicles and people getting out of their cars. As we walked down the meeting hall, the hair on t
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2022-03-15The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Ally
Ethan“Had Alpha Joshua reached out to us, we would have reacted to the situation the same way we’ve all agreed to. The right way to handle an attack on our neighbors is to go to their aid. We would have aided and assisted him in defending his people because that is what our laws say we must do. If Shane had challenged his father the right way, then we would have stood back and let them fight. Since he attacked him and won, he has taken over the pack and is now the rightful Alpha of Half Moon,” Alpha Rich said.“Not just anyone killed him,” Alpha Jake said. “A son killed his parents last night and now he rules over their people.” Many of the alphas were in agreement with Jake.“We don’t know Alpha Shane but we will need to welcome him,” Alpha Rich said. “The moment we bend our rules is the moment everything slips into chaos.”
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2022-03-15The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Tense
EthanAs soon as everyone was seated, the main reason for the emergency meeting had been discussed. Everyone had been notified of the new alpha. Since we were all gathered, everyone gave their reports on how their pack was doing. After everyone had given their report, hours had passed.When everyone was done, I stood and updated the packs on the progress we were making on the new system. If it continued to do well, Odis and I would be traveling to each pack and installing it into the packs who wanted it. The rogue issue was something we all had been grappling with and from what I knew, everyone was on board with installing the new system.After the meeting, many of the alphas hung around to chat. A handful of them had excused themselves. I wasn’t surprised, we had all been notified this morning and not everyone had received word until later.A few of the other alphas approached me.
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2022-03-17The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Peril
AdeaBriana had won against her opponent again today too. If I had forfeited that day, I could have avoided being knocked out and I would not have had to take a break. I would be participating today. It was a mistake I wouldn’t repeat again. Next time, if I knew I could not win, I would tap out and continue trying.While I’d been watching Briana during her sparring session, I didn’t see a single opening. The entire time she faced her opponent, despite knowing he wasn’t as strong as her, not once did she drop her guard. It was frustrating, to say the least, but I couldn’t help but admire her.After grumbling about it for a good amount of time, the idea hit me like a lightning bolt out of the sky. Briana didn’t have any weak spots or openings but I could create one. If I could do that, then I could land a hit and weaken her or possibly take her down. My goal and wh
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2022-03-21
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The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Epilogue
The first month back at Desert Moon had been hard. Not a day went by without us fighting. Ethan rejected Mavy as his mate before we came home. A part of me knew he was hurt about it, missed her like I missed Shane. I felt like he was only with me because I was his Luna, because of obligation and duty. I didnโt know why he wanted to be with me. He didnโt know why I was with him when I loved Shane. We were at our lowest. We were ugly, we were at our rawest. It wasnโt until month two that we finally talked about everything. We talked bout what happened and we talked about the past. The one that I remembered and by this time, the one that he remembered. It was hard, facing the man I loved in this life and the man I hated in the past. He wasnโt him anymore, he hadnโt been him for a long time. We dug into the past and were completely honest with each other. He fell to his knees and apologized for what heโd done even though I told him it wasnโt him, that wasnโt him anymore. He asked me if I
The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย I love you
Mavy fell back as if sheโd been physically struck. She collapsed on the couch, her eyes watering. She didnโt look back at me, she kept her gaze focused on Ethan. I watched as her world crashed around her again for the second time in five minutes.โWhere does that leave me?โ Mavy asked. โIโmโฆ yourโฆโ she shook her head and turned to look back at Ethan. โThatโs not possible. Iโmโฆ I can smell it. I can feel it. Canโt you?โ Mavy whispered. I heard the desperation in her voice.โI donโt care what you think or how you feel. I am already mated and my mate, my partner, my love, MY QUEEN sits in this room. Donโt disrespect her again.โ The emotion in his voice caused me to choke up. Mavy bit into her lower lip and tears streamed down her cheeks. She dropped her head.โYes, Alpha,โ she said submissively.โI killed your Alpha,โ Ethan said. โIโve killed your brother.โโYes,โ she murmured.โWill you fight me on this?โ Ethan asked.โAs the next in line, I submit to you,โ Mavy whispered.Ethan dismiss
The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Mated
The voices were getting louder, my head was hurting. I wanted to roll up into a ball and disappear from the world. Instead, I closed my eyes and tried to drown it all out, trying to ignore everyone. I wasnโt ready to deal with it.โSheโs in shockโฆโโSheโs confusedโฆโโEnough!โA door slammed and footsteps paddled quickly towards me. Soft frail arms wrapped around me. Tears soaked my cheeks and my neck as Mavy cried. Did she know? She had to know.โAre you okay?โ Mavy sobbed.I wrapped my arms around her and nodded. The tears started up again and streamed down my cheeks. Her t-shirt bunched in my fingers as I held her close. We cried and held each other.She inhaled deeply and froze. Slowly, she lifted her nose into the air and took another deep breath. Turning from me, she tried to follow the scent. She stopped, her gaze locked on someone, I turned and followed her gaze.I should have known, expected it but Iโd been so caught up in my feelings that I didnโt think. I donโt know how it w
The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Over
I didnโt have an answer for him and I donโt think he would have liked what I would have said. Hell, I didnโt know if I liked what I thought or how I felt. Instead of hurting him and cutting myself open for him, I didnโt say anything. I remained quiet. My world was crashing around me and my ears were ringing. I lowered my head and the tears flowed of their own volition.Ethan leaned down and I flinched as his arms wrapped around me. They were strong and broad. His embrace was warm and promised I could lean on him. I attempted to get to my feet only to fall. My face twisted from the pain and I wanted to cry and wallow in my own self-pity. Standing, he pulled me up and held me as my body gave up. I collapsed against him.I wanted to get to Shane, needed to. As if on cue, the weak mate bond snapped, and just like in my dream, it was gone. Only, this time, the pain I was feeling was because of Shane and not because of Ethan. The world was cold, the warmth Iโd been able to feel from Shane f
The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย King
Did what I do to him last night not bother him? I betrayed him. Did he not care that I came here to hurt him? Did he not care that I chose Ethan? I wanted to cry and scream. I wanted to run into his arms. I wanted this to stop. I wanted them to stop fighting. I wanted it all to stop. I screamed, it was painful and gut-wrenching but I screamed. I cursed the Goddess, damn her, she was useless in all of this. She sat up there above the clouds and did nothing to help us. Did she enjoy watching us suffer? When I couldnโt scream anymore, I inhaled deep breaths of air. I looked up and froze as Shane stared back at me. The way he looked at me told me he knew he was going to die. The look in his eye told me he knew he lost but for me, there was a small spark as if he wouldnโt just lay down and take it. I watched Ethan punch him. It was as if he was moving in slow motion. He hit his jaw and Shaneโs head snapped back hard against the ground. Shaneโs body tensed and he punched Ethan in the gut.
The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Full of shit
For a moment in time, they stood glaring at each other. The sun was blaring down on us. My gaze darted back and forth between the two. Shaneโs eyes wandered away from Ethan and landed on me. โLook at me, mutt. You donโt get to look at her after what youโve done,โ Ethan spat. โIโm not so weak that you can look away from me in the middle of a fight.โ โWhat have I done?โ Shane taunted. โYouโve touched whatโs mine,โ Ethan growled. โI havenโt done anything other than touch what is mine. I havenโt done anything but make love to what is mine. Iโve claimed her. She may not wear my mark, thief but she is mine. Donโt claim her as yours. She was mine, she was always mine. She doesnโt belong to you, she never did.โ A look came over Ethanโs face as if he knew as if this was confirmation as if he was reminded of something heโd forgotten. โYouโre the one who touched someone who wasnโt yours. You are the one who took what was mine. Donโt try to play the victim. Donโt pretend to be something youโre
The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Die
No.Not Odis.โDevin,โ I gasped.Devin heard me but didnโt stop. He didnโt look up at me, didnโt even hesitate as he continued to stomp Odis into the ground. Blood spurt from Odisโ mouth and I think I heard his ribs crack. I took a step closer to stop it, to stop him. In a flash, someone was on top of Devin. Strong arms held Devinโs prisoner in a headlock and his legs wrapped around Devinโs abdomen.I wanted to scream but it quickly died in my throat as Odis and I realized the man in front of me was Gabe. Gabe. It was Gabe and he was on top of Devin. Well, he was wrapped around him like a python ready to suffocate his prey. Gabe grunted as he continued to squeeze Devinโs head, blocking his airflow.I wanted to cry out happily but I couldnโt. Gabe was here. Why was he here? He wasnโt supposed to be here. Things were going differently since he was alive. He was standing, breathing, his head was still attached to his body. Maybe things were turning out differently.Maybe Gabe was safe, ma
The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Betas
โDo you understand what Iโm saying?โ Odis asked. I couldnโt find the words to speak, so I nodded. โGood,โ Odis said as his grip on me loosened. โWhy donโt you let her go?โ A voice called out to us. Looking up, I searched for the source of the voice. My eyes widened as I found Devin watching up. His gaze locked around Odisโ arms that were still wrapped around me to his hands that gripped my arms. โI promise Iโm more fun,โ Devin teased. I know what it looked like. It looked like I was being held back from moving. It looked like Odis was stopping me from helping Shane. It looked like I was stuck between two packs, two men. The situation I found myself in was precarious. I was now stuck between two Betas who were supposed to protect me, despite their conflicting thoughts regarding me. I hadnโt had much time with Devin since Iโd been back. He hadnโt been the nicest, shit, I donโt think he even liked me. That didnโt change the fact that Devin was Beta of Half Moon pack. Shane was his
The Forbidden Alphaย ย ย Fate
I didnโt have an answer and I prayed I didnโt have to make the choice. Not only had everyone stopped moving but it had gone deathly silent. For a moment, everyone and everything froze. There wasnโt a whisper of wind in the air, the trees stood still, and it was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. It was the calm before the storm. It felt like someone had pushed the pause button and all at once the play button was pressed and all hell broke loose. As if planned, the two of them ran toward each other. I looked past Ethan and my gaze landed on Shaneโs chest. The sword had been taken out, a gaping hole was left in its place right next to his heart. Now that it was gone, I could see I had barely missed his heart. If Iโd been one inch to the right, he would have died. How had I missed that? I didnโt kill him. Was I not paying attention? Why hadnโt I looked at his heart? I had aimed, hadnโt I? Had I meant to miss it? No, I had meant it, or else I wouldnโt have stabbed him at all. I tried to
