Sheep or Goat?
Thandi looked at the man puzzled.Sheep or Goat? He repeated, clearly annoyed.
He was tall dark man with short black hair that was neatly cut into precision and no beard. He was neatly dressed in simple clothes with no stain and not a single wrinkle could be seen on his clothes. He had sharp piercing eyes that seemed to be looking right through her soul. Thandi shivered, she had no idea what he was asking and how she might have offended him.
Don’t scare our kids on the first day back! What’s wrong with you? It was a Miss Cele, she was her aunt Noli’s friend. Thandi had seen her a few days ago at her aunts house. She knew that she was a teacher but did not know that she teaches here and now she was so happy to seek
her.Don’t mind Mr Q. and don’t let him scare you, she said.Thandi nodded but did not look up, afraid that he will be looking at her.
Mr Q. this is Thandi, she’s our new grade 9a pupil, she said looking at Mr Q. who looked at her with a cold face, turned and walked away.
He’s your maths teacher, the best in the province but.... Miss Cele hesitated.
But what? asked Thandi her heart pounding.
Nothing, just don’t aggravate him and you’ll be fine. Now go to your class. It’s the first door on the first floor middle block.
Thank you, said Thandi and started walking to her class.
This school was very different from her old school. On the first day, her old school would be buzzing with laughter and shouting as pupils meet again after the the holidays. Here it was dead quiet. She saw few pupils with serious faces walking to their classes. This school was creepy, she thought.
She walked up the stairs, debated in her head if she should knock or just walk in. If she knocked, would the pupils make fun of her? If she didn’t and there was a teacher inside would she get into trouble?
In the end she decided to open the door without knocking. It was too early for the teacher to be in. School starts at 8 o’clock and she was 10 minutes early.
Thandi stood inside the class in front of the door. It was noisy inside, there were three boys was boys jumping from one desk to the next chasing each other. A paper plane flew on the air and landed on her head. She had no idea which direction it came from. There were 10 girls sitting in the middle of the classroom chatting and laughing. In the right corner there was a girl chatting with 5 boys. Their eyes were glued on her and absorbing every word she uttered. Outside the classrooms the school looked so quiet and creepy but inside it was chaotic. Now this is the first day of school she was familiar with, she sighed.
The classroom had five rows of desks. Each row had 4 desks each desk had two chairs. Thandi did a quick calculation in her head and discovered that her class has 40 pupils or at least the desks were prepared for that number. Numbers came easy to her no wonder Mathematics was her favourite subject. The first four desks on the first row from the door were occupied leaving the last desk in that row unoccupied. The pupils sitting in the first row seemed uneasy and hardly talking to each other.
A girl stood up from the circle of girls in the middle of the classroom, walked to Thandi and said “ Good morning, welcome to 9a. I’m Pretty, the class rep. You can sit on the last desk on the first row. That’s the row for new pupils”
Thandi looked at the 5 girls and a boy sitting on the first 3 desks and understood why they were so quiet. They were new like her and did not know each other. She walked to the last desk and sat down on the chair next to the wall. This desk has number 7 written on it, next to her was number 8.
Few minutes after that the door opened again. A beautiful girl got in.
Mandy!, Pretty ran to her and gave her a hug. Welcome to 9a, she said with a smile. You have to sit on the first row for now since but after a week you can sit with me. Pretty held Mandy’s hand and lead her to the last desk where Thandi was sitting. This is your desk for now, tell me if you need anything said Pretty still beaming. Thandi and other classmates could not help but notice the difference in Pretty’s attitude. Although she welcomed everyone politely, she was a especially nice to Mandy.
Thanks, said Mandy with a gloomy face without even looking at Pretty. She did not know Pretty but was not surprised by her behaviour.
She was used to all sorts of people sucking up to her. Others wanted to gain her father's favour and many girls fancied her brothers. She has always been respectful but today she was in a bad mood. She was in a prestigious private school before. After getting expelled, instead of finding her a new private school her father decided to send her here. It was her first day and she hated it here. She sat down on desk number 8 next to Thandi without looking or greeting her.At 8 o’clock the bell rang. The door opened, everyone rushed to theirs desks and the classroom went dead silent. A talk figure stood at the door.
Good morning Mr Q. the pupils stood up straight said in unison. Thandi and and all the new pupils in the first row all stood up with the rest of the class except Mandy.
Mr Q walked around the classroom inspecting every desk, pupils uniform and stopped next to Mandy. Eight strikes! he exclaimed and stood in that position like a statue. Thandi had no idea what that meant but his tone made her shiver.
Pretty stood up and left the classroom. Everyone remained standing, Thandi was so scared she could hardly breathe. Mandy was sitting down looking at her colourfully painted nails. Few minutes passed, the door opened again. Pretty walked in carrying a sjambok and gave it to Mr Q. He lifted up the sjambok and it landed on Mandy’s back. He did this eight times with Mandy screaming her lungs out and tears flowing down her face.
Isn’t corporal punishment banned form schools? Thandi thought to herself, shocked.
I don’t know where you come from and I don’t care. He roared. This is my classroom and you shall follow MY rules. “ You are Sheep and Sheep are smart enough to know it is safe to stay with the Shepard to avoid danger. If you decide to be a stray Sheep or a Goat you will meet the Wolf and it will devour you”.
Her whole life Mandy was treated like a Princess. Except for her parents no one dared raise their voice at her. In the past her parents had taken away her gadgets and allowance as punishment but they have never raised their hand at her. Now she was whipped with a sjambok by a Teacher at a government school she hated on her first day!. She couldn’t believe it and cried even louder.Stand up and stand in front so the whole class can see you. He commanded.Mandy who was now shaking, did as she was told. Thandi felt sorry for her. It was their first day, this punishment was ver harsh in her eyes. The rest of you sit down, he ordered.Number 21, tell number 8 why she got eight strikes. He commanded. He knew all their names but preferred using their desk numbers. Numbers made sense to him.&n
The next day Thandi got to school 15 minutes early and asked Sthe, the only new boy in 9a to switch desks with her. She was now sitting on desk number 5 next to Cindy and very happy. When Mandy got to her desk she discovered that she had a new desk mate. She thought Thandi would plead and coax her into becoming her friend but she moved instead and was chatting happily with her new desk mate, paying no attention to her at all. Sthe was not a talker and he kept to himself. The bell rang again at 8 o’clock and the Physical science teacher came and thought them. When questions were asked Thandi knew all the answers.Mandy was confused. Was this not only the second day in grade 9? then why did Thandi know so much about this stuff? Mandy was not the top of the class in her previous school but she was among the brightest but she did not know these answers. If she was n
Mrs Jobe known to many as the lovely Mrs J came back late from work today. With all the wealth in her family she did not need to work but she loved her job. Being a principal at a primary school had its privileges but also had a lot of paperwork. Primary schools were not under a lot of pressure like High schools that had to produce great results and be compared to other schools. Primary schools had young children from grade 0 to 7 and did not have to deal with rebellious teenagers. By the time they were big enough to challenge their teachers, it would be time move to High school. This week was however busy for her as inspectors were coming to her school, so she needed to make sure that everything was in order.She expected to find her daughter in her room lying on the bed talking to her friends on her phone or in front of the television.What are you doing in here? Mrs J ask
Auntie, what is JJL? Thandi asked Noli. The conversation she had at school with Mandy was playing over and over in her mind. She did not want to look stupid in front of her desk mate.Jabu Jobe Logistics, why do you ask?What is it antie? Thandi still did not understand.Noli looked at her niece with curiosity. Tell me why you want to know first, she said. Her niece was very focused on her school work, she hardly paid any interest on anything else.My stupid rich desk mate asked me about it. Thandi could not help but get angry when thinking of Mandy.Who is this desk mate and why is she stupid? Noli was puzzled. Thandi 
Today Thandi was not feeling well. She had very bad cramps and could not help it but hold her tummy and wince now and then.What’s going on with you? asked Mandy concerned. The two of them never quarrelled again but were not very close. Her desk mate looked like she was in pain and she couldn’t help but feel sort for her.Dysmenorrhea, said Thandi still holding her tummy.What? Mandy raised her eyebrows.Period pains, I get bad ones. Thandi clarified.Mandy opened her bag took out some painkillers and gave Thandi two. Here have these, I get migraine headaches so I keep these in my bag.Mandy looked at them and said “these can give you ulcers”.
Today they were solving old Mathematics question papers. Mandy, Pretty,Cindy and Mandy were sitting around a circle solving the problems. There was one particular equation they had been working on for sometime and could not come up with an answer. They were tired and were taking a break, except for Thandi who could not stop until it was solved. This was an obsession of hers. A problem must be solved, no matter how long it takes. The door suddenly opened and S’bu walked in carrying a tray. On it was juice and biscuits. Beautiful Ladies, I thought I should bring you refreshments since you working so hard, he said with a breathtaking smile. They looked up at him. Mandy was furious, Pretty and Cindy were blushing. S’bu was handsome and his physique drove girls crazy and today he was wearing a tight vest that wa
They were interrupted by Amahle who was screaming hysterically. Tadie, Tadie she said pulling Mandy’s skirt with wet eyes. Mandy picked her up her niece and tried consoling her. She will come see you soon, ok precious. Let’s go get a lollipop for Amahle. The little girl nodded her head, wiping her tears. Yes lollipop, she said. Mandy laughed walking into the house, it was very easy to please her niece.S’bu are you ok?S’bu..... S’bu!, Menzi was now shouting waving his hand in front of his eyes.What? S’bu answered absentmindedI’ve been talking alone for 20 minutes now, what’s going on with you? Menzi and S’bu had been very close for as long as they could remember.They spent a lot of time together and knew everything about each other. They were similar in so m
S’bu made sure that he was back home early for the whole week but was disappointed. The study group girls did not come back.Mandy went to other girls homes for studying and got back when it was supper everyday.Today grade 11’s had just come out of the exam. They were walking home discussing the Physics paper they just wrote when an exquisite car stopped next to them.Ladies and a gentleman, S’bu greeted them with a smile.What are you doing here, Mandy asked her brother suspicious.Mom sent me to the shops and asked me to look out for you and give you a lift home. Your friends can also come, he said still smiling.Before he knew it Pretty was sitting ne
S’bu and Thandi were inseparable from the day she was discharged from the hospital. They were spotted a multiple times walking holding hands, sharing ice cream at their favourite ice cream shop with their children. Thandi’s relationship with Dlamini and Jobe family had also improved.S’bu and Menzi’s relationship was even better than before. They literally spent every other day in each other’s homes just like they did growing up. Menzi brought Joy every time he came until her fear of marriage subsided after witnessing how in love S’bu and Thandi were after everything they went through. Thandi was happy to gain a new friend and they soon discovered that they had a lot in common. Their relationship made Mandy and Cindy uneasy as they felt that they were loosing Thandi to Joy and it didn’t help that they betrayed her.It’s
S’bu and his cousin were still sitting sitting down the hill when they heard a familiar voice.It’s good to know that you will actually mourn for me, it said.Thandi? S’bu said rubbing his eyes. Did he wish Thandi was there so much that he started imagining her talking to him?No, it’s my ghost, who-ooh, she said laughing, sitting next to him.Thandi, he called her name again, touching her face. You are here, he said kissing her.How is this possible? Sbu’s cousin asked, puzzled. We all saw your car exploding.When the truck knocked my car off the road, it was caught by those tree branches for few minutes before it started rolling down. I managed to get off in time and held on the tree but I lost my balance
The following day, Thandi went to see S’bu in his office. The JC staff were exceptionally friendly to her. It was well known that S’bu had transferred everything to her, including JC. It was also common knowledge that the judge had to authorise their salaries until the divorce process was completed. This meant that Thandi had the authority to hire and suspend anyone and might be responsible for signing off their salaries in the future.When Thandi reached the CEO’s floor, Sbu’s PA’s did not try to stop her. They were so friendly, they even offered her coffee.MaDlamini, it is great to see you, S’bu said lovingly.Don’t try to flatter me, she said sternly.I am just happy to see you, he said charmingly.I have made my decision about the research. I will come bac
S’bu drove Thandi and Amahle home. Thandi was silent all the way listening to Amahle venting about the journalists. When they got home, Amahle got off the car, leaving her parents behind.Is what the journalists said true about the research sponsor? Thandi asked without emotion.Yes, it is. Luke, the mentee left three months after you resigned. His report back stated that there was no progress on the research since you left. The sponsor decided that it made sense to pull off the sponsor and give it to whichever company you decide to work with, he explained.Okay, she said, opening the car door.Thandi, he called, holding her hand.Don’t touch me, you have no right, she said coldly and got off the car.
S’bu and Mr J were walking in the garden.Listen son, I know you are sorry and you want to fix things. These are my suggestions. You have to publicly apologise because you publicly hurt and humiliated her. You need to fix what you destroyed starting with her home you burnt down in the village. Thandi was never interested in your money, transferring everything you own in her name will not win you any points. You will get to her back by focusing on what she loves the most, that’s Sipho and Amahle. I know that you and Sipho are now inseparable. Now you have to win Amahle over as well. If you succeed, you will have your wife back.I have started building the house in the village, I am doing my best to make sure that it is exactly the way it was. It should be completed soon, S’bu said. Amahle hates me, I can see it in her eyes. I d
Thandi and Amahle were standing outside the court waiting for S’bu to come out with Sipho when Cindy and Tsepo approached them.Thandi, Tsepo said coming to hug her.I don’t think you should do that, your wife is not comfortable with me around you, Thandi said avoiding Tsepo’s hug.Seriously! Tsepo exclaimed, giving Cindy a cold look.I’m sorry, I believed Jane and said mean things to Thandi, Cindy said, ashamed.She is the only person that believed you when you were accused of being a blackmailer and you couldn’t return that favour, Tsepo said, disappointed.It’s okay,
Two weeks had passed and no one heard anything from Thandi. S’bu had moved back to the mansion hoping to feel closer to her and maybe get some clues on where she could have gone. He had gone to different television stations and on social media urging her to come back home or at least let him know that she was okay but there was no response.S’bu was starting to wonder if Thandi had managed to leave the country like she was planning to when he received a call from the highest court in the country informing him that it has received a divorce application. He was informed that the hearing will be held the following week. He didn’t know if he should celebrate or be sad. At least he now had a confirmation that Thandi was okay but if she approached the highest court in the country it meant that she was more determined than ever to divorce him.You have to forgive me baby, there is
Fifty kilometres from the city, S’bu and seventy armed Jobe man had an old factory surrounded. They were patiently waiting for Black Widow to give them a signal that the cameras were disabled. S’bu noticed a familiar figure walking towards them.Jobe, please forgive me, he said dropping on his knees.In a split second, S’bu fell backwards and pressed on his bleeding nose. Menzi had punched him very hard on his nose.Can you two do this later after we have rescued my brother, Zake said irritated.Now we are even, Menzi said, offering his hand to S’bu pulling him to his feet.Bother! S’bu said hugging him.Don’t stain my shirt with your blood, you idiot! exclai
The following day, S’bu arrived to tell Thandi to move out of the mansion. He wanted Jane and his biological child to be raised in that mansion. He painfully ignored Sipho who was very excited to see him, breaking Thandi’s heart.You can move into any of the other houses, he suggested.Thandi had no energy to argue with S’bu and decided to give him whatever he wanted. As long as she had her son and daughter, she did not care about anything else anymore.S’bu left Thandi to pack her stuff and could not help feeling like he was crossing a line, but he had already promised Jane the mansion and had to continue with the plan.Thandi, Amahle and Sipho walked into woman sanctuary. This was a secret location that provided sanctuary to abused woman and women who ne