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Author: Jones Robyn
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I don’t want to rain on my own parade, but I really do need go out there and tell him I have a son.

“It’s no big deal,” I murmur to my reflection. But I know it is a big deal. Who am I kidding?

Just go out there, say it and be done with it. The longer I leave it the harder it’s going to get, I remind myself.

Maybe he won’t care and things will just be the same? But I have this annoying, nagging voice in my gut, warning me that he could be so disgusted, he’ll cut all ties with me immediately.

The problem is that I’m not going to know how he’s going to handle it until I actually get it over with, and it scares the hell out of me that he will end it. I should have told him before I slept with him. I brush my fingers through my just-fucked, rat’s nest hair as I contemplate his reaction. It could be the best thing I ever do, or it could turn sour instantly. I blow out another deep breath. I guess I’m about to find out.

“Just go out there and tell him,” I mouth to my reflection in the mirro
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