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Chapter 110 - Beta

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* * * Eve’s POV * * *

The night has stretched on and on, and sleep still evades me. ‘Calm your mind,’ Cora tells me.

‘I can’t. It won’t switch off. You rest. I’ll be OK’, I say.

‘I love you, Eve’, she says sweetly.

‘I love you too’, my sister.

Every dysfunction is a function if you look at it right, and this sleeplessness is an invitation to think deeply about my life and ask myself what isn’t working and how I can improve it for myself and others.

One sleepless night is okay, I'd rather be dreaming, of course, yet this night becomes one extended moment of pondering. So I embrace it. I feel all the reasons why my soul is so perturbed and ask how I may navigate better.

My mind is restless, and I can’t switch off from all that we have lost. All those innocent lives are gone. There are better and worse versions of loss. We are aiming for the better version because then we have the strongest base possible for rebuilding. That’s our victory, it’s the only one on the table, and it’s a p
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