Chapter 120: For the future

~Kira~

I don't know what was more nerve-wracking. The fact that I was going to deliver my baby very soon or the fact that Xavier hadn't said a word ever since we left the hospital?

He has been so cold and distant. I knew that what I said back at the hospital must have hit him so hard.

I knew that I had been keeping it a secret from him for a while now. It must have been very disappointing for him, but I have no other choice. How the hell was I supposed to tell my mate that I was having nightmares about my child dying on the day of its birth?

I knew that if a situation like that arose, Xavier would not think twice about saving me. He wouldn't choose the baby because he loved me more than he loved the child, even if I was carrying his own son.

I didn't want him to live with that guilt, that's why I decided to keep it to myself.

I want this child to survive more than anything else. I hadn't felt this way initially when I found out that I was pregnant. It wasn't even this way when I wa