If before she had stayed awake because of the chronic insomnia she suffered, now it was because of the sharp pain that spread through every inch of her skin behind the hot iron that marked her. Flooding the room with the smell of burned skin that mixed with the nauseating smell of blood. Despite wanting to scream to try to vent her efforts were useless, a dirty cloth had been introduced into her mouth filling her taste buds with a metallic taste that made her nauseous.
Amid the nebula of her suffering she heard the laughter of her tattoo artist, who seemed to enjoy his work like an artist writhing in his pleasure. Jade wanted to lose consciousness, but it was impossible, she wanted to die, everything would be better than that unlimited suffering.
Only when the customary night rain came hours later did her body find a modicum of relief. Now, alone in the dark, surrounded by corpses and her skin itching and burning, her eyes closed and she just waited for her soul to leave her body and accompany her family.
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She did not know how long she was unconscious, unfortunately she was still in the terrene world and the surface below her was not the hard stone of the garden. She opened her eyes to be blinded by the light coming from the window. She raised her hand to cover herself and groaned in pain. Every part of her was covered by thick bandages soaked in some viscous liquid and surely underneath, was the burns that were caused.
With much will, he sat up in bed with each grinding of his bones that added another discomfort. With more effort than he thought he removed the bandage from one of his arms to find an intricate pattern of burns that he could not decipher and was already beginning to heal.
The sound of footsteps alarmed her and she tried to move quickly, but the sheet only tangled between her feet and fell back onto the bed. A very old man appeared and was also startled to see her, but regained his composure. He was limping noticeably, one hand was missing and the right side of his head was bandaged with small drops of blood.
-Jade- he exclaimed with a smile and approached slowly, as much as his leg allowed. The girl narrowed her eyes and recognized him.
He was one of the many servants in the house, not that he related to her, she usually did not have time for that, so if he had seen him more than three times it was a lot.
Her father, her family. Reality hit her. All the memories of the night of the incident came to her making her dizzy. She touched her head and her eyes suddenly filled with tears. One of them escaped and ran down his cheek and felt an immense burning that made him clench her teeth. She brought his fingers there and felt the skin rough and uneven.
-Give me a mirror- she screamed in alarm. His hands were shaking imagining the worst.
The man looked sideways and when he did not find such an object, he changed it for a tray that, despite being rusty, he could see something of his reflection. Jade dubiously drew him closer and looked at herself. What she saw alarmed her so much that she froze.
Not only had he lost his family, his home, his body had been marked by what would later be thousands of strokes along the length, only his losses escaping from the middle of the thigh, and his face had a mark with a delicate irregular pattern, specifically underneath. of his right eye moving to the ear. From the front it was not so visible but there was evidence that it was there.
He touched it again and despite biting him, he continued to run through it. Not even his face had escaped from it.
-It'll be fine when it heals- the man tried to comfort her. She just smiled putting the tray aside.
-There is nothing you can do, we will have to leave it like that- he turned his head to one side resigned himself so as not to panic- How did you survive? –
The man walked to the makeshift kitchen on the side of the little battered hut they were in and began making some simple foods.
-I wouldn't mind if you called me a coward, but I hid, even so, I suffered some damage from burning everything. Before leaving the mansion I found you delirious in the rain in the courtyard, I took you out of there when I realized that you were also a survivor- he pointed to his body and she understood that the man already knew he was not a man as many years had led them to believe- I'm sorry if I was indiscreet and if I had to touch her to cover her wounds-
-This was my way of surviving- Jade justified herself without much importance. Her mother had always wanted to call her that. She was grateful that at least her name in those days was used the same by men and women, although her brothers constantly made fun of her that she looked like a woman. If they knew.
-You don't need to excuse me, I'm just a simple servant- He approached the bed with a bowl of fresh water and handed it to her along with a crumpled paper.
-This is the only thing his father left in my hands before he died-
Jade doubtfully opened the paper to find a few words. They told him not to seek revenge and to take refuge under the protection of a certain friend of his by the name of Vladek. Below he left the possible addresses of where he could find it.
-Why would my father give me this?- She asked, intrigued by the level of detail in the letter.
-Each of the servants closest to him had an equal letter for any situation that occurred with his family and there is also something that I have not told you yet-
Jade tensed, it smelled like something good wasn't coming.
-You were unconscious for a whole week, in those days a rumor has spread and has overshadowed the whole of the destruction of your family. The marks on your skin are a map and were made by Yino, the most wanted assassin in the whole country-
-And?- Her voice came out shaky.
-The news that the girl who has a mark on her face owns the complete map and has spread especially among the bandits who want a reward for his head-
It was now that she understood the reason for the mark on her face.
-If I were you, I would look for Vladek as soon as possible, I was able to meet him once and he will surely protect you, take the letter with you, he will not refuse to welcome you-
-It would not be easier to stay here hidden- It was a wiser solution than to go out into the city to look for a person I did not even know.
-We are not as hidden as you imagine, several people have already passed through here and I have been able to keep it hidden, but I do not know how long it will be safe, please pay attention to your father who rests in a better life- the man seemed nervous and somewhat anxious for her to leave, surely taking care of her had caused him more than one problem.
Jade folded the paper in her hands and thoughtfully, sighed and nodded. Although she would have to wait a few more days first before she could move easily and her skin wouldn't pull every time she forced it.
Four days later, covered with some old clothes that the servant had managed to get her and a tulle cloth that covered the lower part of his face, she started her way to the city. The news had circulated to such an extent that they said that she was a young man, that she was a young woman, that she was an old man, a child, the good thing about the rumors was that they were twisted like water, even so, she had to be careful. Even in disguise, the mask would attract attention, whether it was a man or a woman and surely at any moment she could be attacked, it had to find her target as soon as possible.
She did not know what the world was preparing for her, living most of the time within the walls of the mansion, the exterior was too big.
After two days walking, looking for the one who would be her new protector, Jade could only complain about the pain in her knees and feet, but she did not. Being reserved with her opinion was one of the many rules she had been taught from a very young age. Being polite, not responding, respecting others and keeping quiet about everything that is too much, so many rules engraved within her, that it would be difficult for her to get rid of them. Still she wanted to shout to the thousand heavens for a little peace. The first day of the trip had not been so difficult. Walk straight through the town closest to your old home. She was grateful that no one noticed her appearance that she had covered, in addition to the veil on his face covering the brand, with a large straw hat. But the night was not quiet. Not having any money, she had had to take refuge in the darkness of the night and there was no shortage of those who found her and had to run away to take refuge in
Jade knew the world was full of cruel people, but she never imagined running into two in such a short time. First, that person who had changed her life and appeared in the few hours of sleep that her insomnia allowed her. The other was this supposed friend of the family who after many hours and a whole night had not even appeared to deign to meet her. She clenched her fists against the damp, icy fabric. She felt the fever move through her body and the fatigue closed her eyes causing her to stagger in that position. She had said she would stand her ground, but it was really difficult. The sun's rays announced the dawn and the end of the rain. She stroked her arms over the fabric in a vain attempt to warm herself. It was soaked to the bone. The hat that used to protect her head had been almost completely discarded thanks to the supposed good quality of its manufacture and his clothes were stained almost to lose color. She swallowed a lamenting sob. Why she had
The minutes seemed like hours, the hours seemed centuries. She lost track of time in that place. She knew that it had been dark a while ago because the place had gone dark with only the slight reflection of the moon on the water in the tub. She settled down leaning on a wooden column and moving her aching buttocks to the side. At least the pain in his knees had lessened, but not the bruises that formed. She put her hand to her forehead. Her fever had risen, the slight cold sweat lowered the woman's tunic that had been worn for her and the slight dizziness not only from the disease, they were the confirmation of that. She hugged herself trying to find some warmth that did not reach her. She was exhausted from everything. This was one of those moments that told her to let go of everything and close her eyes and forget that the world existed. In the end she had no regrets. She was not a vindictive person and knowing how weak she was, she could not hope to kill the man w
Panic seized the girl. She felt her body trapped under that stranger who was looking at her without any interest while the hair caressed her face making her tickle uncomfortably. A lump formed in her throat and she couldn't help biting her lips until they hurt. Every muscle in his body was tense and immobilized, she had to get out of there but she didn't know how. -I don't like rebellious people- Vladek's deep voice alarmed her, the brightness of those eyes devouring her from top to bottom- Take off the flight- he demanded. Jade visibly trembled and, managing to move her hands, she pressed the veil again with one and the other brought it to her chest, preventing the robe from opening. Vladek realized that the little person below him was beyond terrified, to the point of collapse. The color had left what he could see of his face and his pupils were so dilated that he could see himself in them. Still, it would strain his defenses a bit more. If he was not the p
Jade walked as fast as her body allowed behind Vladek. That morning he had only ordered her to follow him without further explanation and had no choice but to do so, despite wanting to stay in bed all day. And asking questions was not something she could have as an alternative. Her temperature must have risen a little more and she felt like the inner robe was sticking to her skin, being repulsive. Even if it wasn't a hot day, she felt suffocated and shivered with cold. Vladek hadn't paid attention to her condition or asked her anything. Had it been okay to trust him? She still didn't know. He was not a man of many words. Now he was walking fast without looking back. Their robes ranged from browns to whites with a few odd weaves. His hair flowed softly behind her, and his robes gave off a delicious smell of cinnamon that nothing hit him but made the women turn in his wake. He was the type of person who attracted attention even inadvertently. After several minu
Vladek hated what it was. Others wanted to have his ability, his genes, his nature, but he was different. When you are 379 years old, the story was not pleasant especially having a path of misfortunes on your back. He had seen many people die in front of him, especially those who discovered his secret, but what marked him the most were those who had been an important part of him. He had longed for death several times but as a wolf he could not easily seek his death and his strength had built up in such a way that his body would not surrender to anyone, even if he wanted to. He cursed his life over and over again. Sigh. Concentrating, he let the blood inside him flow freely as it rarely did. He maintained absolute control over his instincts and only let them go when necessary, or doing so would have serious consequences. He was too violent when he put his mind to it. He opened his eyes, they had turned an intense golden color and the pupil had been red
Blood ran down the white wolf's back, making a trail behind him. Other injuries on his body made it difficult for him to advance faster, even though there were at least five men behind him, pursuing him. It hurt, his blood burned inside, his betrayal of him. If I could I would rip his neck off and eat his heart and then throw it up. Vladek advanced trying to leave that immense property, but the more he advanced the more it seemed that the exit was moving away, it must be because of the painkillers with which the weapons that attacked him were bathed. The owner of that mansion had threatened to reveal his existence and although Vladek had wanted to kill him right there, he remembered the words of his father claiming that they owed much to that family. Although it was that same family that extracted a large amount of money from its own reserves. He advanced until he began to stagger awkwardly. He had to stop for a few seconds to catch his breath and focus his eyes when
Jade could feel the bigger man's breath on her face. His eyes were deep and she could swear they changed slightly in color. She swallowed hard. He asked her to surrender. Her greatest fear came true but she had mentally prepared herself for it despite the panic building inside her. She closed her eyes and nodded hoping his body would be attacked and raped, but it didn't happen. Vladek got off her and walked to the door. -I will call Izen to take care of you and dress you, we will leave as soon as possible. The girl sat up on the bed still confused, the action made her dizzy but she was able to compose herself. -Where we go?- -To the only place where there are people who can decipher what is in your body- and immediately he left the room Minutes later Izen entered with some clothes in her hands and protesting. -I can't believe that I was brutally deceived by a little girl, this is unheard of, Mr. Vladek must be really up
5 years later Vladek was in the garden of his house looking at that old tree that brought back memories. It was the first thing he saw when he bought the house and promised that he would be happy. At the time, he never imagined that this would come true years later. Because yes, he was a completely happy wolf. -Stop there, you're going to fall- Izen's voice echoed in the room. Vladek felt something toss against his leg and his robe was pulled. When he lowered his head he found a small head of brown hair with a huge smile. He bent down and carried the barely three-year-old puppy that hugged his neck with its short little arms. The little boy gave him a kiss on the cheek to open his mouth in a huge yawn. He dropped his little head on the wolf's large shoulder and closed his little eyes confidently. His breathing became steady instantly.  
Nobody moved. Only the wind blew around everyone moving the hair of the human, the fur of the living wolves ... and the dead wolf. Still no one dared to do anything. It seemed unreal. Only after a few long seconds where everyone was tense, Vladek was the first to move. He leaned in a little and licked Jade's cheek that was stiff between his legs. The young woman was startled but smiled when she noticed that the wolf was next to her. Then Vladek advanced with measured steps in the direction of his brother. Thanks. The word still echoed in his mind. Thanks for that? He did not understand it. Perhaps he wanted me to kill him. He could not believe it. He was so confused.He stopped next to his brother. Yes, his brother. The one he grew up with; the one who was once his best friend; the one who was part of his family. He lowered his head slowly and touched his body with the tip of his nose. But there was no reply. Yino no longer had a puls
Jade clutched the dagger in her hands. Her mind running so fast she could barely open her eyes from the pain. Even so she must think. Remember what she had read in books. She went through one by one until her eyes snapped open… so that was it. She swallowed hard and looked at the two beasts that continued to bite each other like rabid animals. She was worried about Vladek and seeing the wounds on his body she definitely had to do something. The dagger in her hands was not just any weapon. The blade is not that it was sacred; it is that it was made of a type of material that could kill a wolf. She had remembered. Wolves were long-lived animals, very long-lived. Many did not know how many years they could last. Most died when their partner left this world, only if they were their true partners. She imagined that Vladek was not so in love, that’s how he had been able to survive all this time. And also with their fast level of healing it was very difficult
Jade trembled. From the big toe to the last hair on her head. She saw the wolf pacing from one side to the other and swallowed hard, imagining all the things he could do to her again. She was terrified; terrified of that wolf and the way he was looking at her. But this time she wasn't crying, she wouldn't be pleased. She had to be strong or at least look strong and apparently that helped. In their previous encounters, when she even cried for pleasure, the wolf seemed to enjoy himself, now he was different, he felt tense and irritated. Jade didn't know if that was good or bad. With that madman everything was bad. At least this time her hands were tied in front and although little she could still move her fingers. She smiled slightly. If there was one thing she had learned, it was that she had to at least protect herself when she went out, which is why in the sash of her tunic she carried the dagger that had been stolen that time. And this time it seemed she would
Jade was checking her cheek in the mirror. It didn't look bad. Unlike before when she had to wear makeup and Izen strategically combed her hair so it wouldn't show; now she wouldn't have to use those methods. Thanks to Vladek the scar was barely visible, a different coloration on her skin, but there was no trace of what it was before and that was good, very good. The smile on her face didn't go away. Now she could walk down the street like an ordinary human without the fear that they might recognize her as the map. Although she had to admit that everything had been calmer lately. Apparently Yino was only interested in her brother being the one to find him and as the latter was not very interested. She left the room. She had woken up alone, Vladek had only left her a note that he was going to leave and because of the tranquility of the house she imagined that he leave with his two siblings. -Good morning Izen- she entered the kitchen where he moved fro
Jade walked in the direction of the kitchen. It had to be really early so Izen wasn't awake yet. She yawned and opened the door. Everything was clean and organized. The wolf was definitely highly organized. Without him she really would not have been able to run such a large house successfully. With gentle steps she approached the stove. She had never turned it on, but she had seen Izen do it before. Beside her was a large flat iron rod with which the wolf stirred the wood. She ran her hand across her face slightly above the scar on her cheek and smiled slightly. She was determined and she would do it. In the room Izen stirred without being able to move a lot. He opened his eyes heavily. He was in the middle of Karia and Makia and they tangled their legs together with him. They were completely naked and the heat was already suffocating. Supposedly the night would be spent alone with Makia but halfway through an impatient wolf joined them after not bearing hearing the
-And good? Have you already fixed it? - Karia looked at them with boredom- They are three years apart, two days being hard, if after ther they tell me that they are still annoyed with each other, I am the one who will lock them up again and make them fix it themselves- she chewed a piece of meat - They know how difficult it is to come from one place to another just to see our Izen and also have to put up with the character of our older brother. Ayyyy, Izen don't hit me, it's the truth- -Don't go where they don't call you- Izen reprimanded him. -But I'm doing it for us too,- he muttered with a pout. At his side, her sister rubbed his head where he had received the blow, indicating that she agreed with him but that she would not speak. Jade in front of them lowered her head with a blush. Yes, it had been three years, but she was still embarrassed about some things. In such a short time she changed, but there were things that stayed the same. -We are in
Jade's eyes were wide at her partner's statement. -Yes puppy- he hugged her and buried his face in the nape where her mark rested- The day you decided to leave it was as if my world was falling apart. I've never felt this frustrated in my entire life. Not even with my previous partner. The emptiness inside me was too painful and that's when I realized that I had lost the most important thing to me, I had to choose. Continue with my revenge and lose everything, or forget it and return to your arms. It was a difficult process at first. I had lived for many years wanting to destroy my brother because of the pain he had caused, but when I met you and had the map in my hands, I thought that everything would be solved. But I was very wrong and I only hurt you. I really was an idiot and realized my feelings so late- Hearing him confess like that was something new to Jade. Vladek was always someone very serious and of very few words so hearing him speak in that almost uncont
Vladek opened the door allowing air to enter his room. In front of it was a tray with prepared breakfast, simple and easy to digest foods. The wolf smiled. Izen always thinking about everything. It had been two days since his reunion with Jade and from that moment they had only been making love. Just stopping at intervals to eat, especially Jade and to get some sleep. But as soon as they woke up, they plunged back into the sea of pleasure without being able to feel satisfied. But that morning they finally felt whole, both. They were exhausted, a little sore but everything seemed so perfect that it was even scary. Vladek came in and set the tray on the side table of the bed. Between the sheets was Jade lying on his stomach. Her laughing eyes looked at the food but she really didn't have much of an appetite. After she did not know how many knots she had held very deep within her. That the wolf had come countless times all those days, like she felt full even t