Third Person's POV
"No!" Erwan's eyes suddenly jolted open, fear is visible in his blue deep eyes. He sat on his bed and stroked his hair with his fingers. He wants to scream and run back. He struggled to keep his breath steady again. His whole body is shaking.
"Damn it!" he said, and pulled his hair briskly. He kept on having dreams about Shane. Sometimes it's about the memories they spent together and sometimes it's about the moments he wished they had shared together, but his every dream has only one end. No matter how happy his dreams started, they will always end with Shane being tortured by Jerome Fuenter. It will always end to the moment when he chose to live Shane inside that small room to save him from the wrath of his father.
He was sick of it. He was sick of those dreams.
He checked the clock on top of the desk behind his bed, 6 am.
It's been three years since the tragedy in his life happened. He is h
Third Person's POVThe cold breeze of December greeted Erwan as soon as he reached Venile City."It's good to be back," he whispered to himself.He inhaled the home-like air in the city and smiled. The first thing he wants now is to see Shane and talk to her so he drove to the busy road of the city on the way to Shane's house. He badly wants to hold her close but a frown formed on his face when he learned from the housemaid he is not familiar with that Shane is not home.He’s contemplating if he should just wait outside the gate until she comes or head to his house. In the end, he decided it would be better to take a fresh bath first before meeting her. When he arrived at his home, he suddenly felt a void inside him. He remembered the laughs and happiest moments he had shared with his mom and Nathan. Those times are never coming back. Nothing changed in their house. It's still the way it used to be. The furnitures are covered with white fabrics and
Third Person's POVThe annoying sound of the alarm clock beside her table woke her up. She groaned when she felt a throbbing pain in her head."Ugh, I think I drank too much last night."She reached for the alarm and shut it up.Shane discouragedly pulled herself up from bed upon realizing that it's Monday. Damn, she hates Monday so much. She feels like her head is beating loudly. How much drink did she took last night?She did her usual morning routine and dressed for work. She isn't fully recovered from her headache but she has to face the exhausting paper works. What a great way to start the week.After making sure that everything is settled and she is well-presented for work, she made her way out of her room and head down to the living room."Ma'am, someone's looking for you yesterday." Their housemaid sa
Third Person's POVThe guy waved at her and smile. She hopped down from her car to make sure that it was really him.By the time she got off, the guy walked slowly towards her and held her waist the moment he reached her."I decided to win you back," he said.Shane couldn't believe what's happening. She felt disgusted with his sudden action. How could he dare to act like nothing happened between the two of them? Like he didn't leave and hurt her?She pushed him hard which made him chuckle. This isn't the same Erwan. What the hell is happening to him? Is he drunk?"Damn you! Don't ever show up again!" she exclaimed and was about to walk away. It was a mistake. She should have stayed in the car. But before she could even take a couple of steps away, Erwan reached for her hands and held them tight."I missed you, Shane. You don't know how
I quickly grabbed the keys of my car above the table and head to my car in the mansion's garage. Once outside the gate, I can't believe that his car is still there, did he slept here outside? As far as I know, his family has a house in this town.I just shrugged it off and was about to drove to the office when his car suddenly jolted open and his tall figure came into view. My forehead creased when I saw his swollen cheeks and face full of bruises. Did something happen last night?Despite his current state, he smiled and waved at me as if he can see me. My car has tinted windows so I doubt he can really see that I am inside. Last night, I have decided to avoid him and keep my loyalty to Frenzo, but I just can't ignore the visible physical pain in his features.I cursed myself in my mind all over again because I know that what I am about to do is a wrong move when I hesitantly get off my car and walked towards him. I saw how his face lit up and he f
Shane's POVThe guy looks irritated, but he didn’t argue back."Worthless son of a bitch," I mumbled when the guy scurried away.I slowly turned my head to the one who still has his arms wrapped around my waist.His blue eyes never failed to mesmerize me. He is still as divine as ever. He narrowed his eyes and smirked when he caught me staring at his fluffy-looking lips."How long are you going to study my face after claiming that I am your boyfriend?" he chuckled.I abruptly leaped from my seat after realizing what I was doing. I straightened the skirt I was wearing and awkwardly glanced around as if looking for an escape. Gosh. Why did I have to stare at him?"I... I have to go,” I blurted out of embarrassment.“But, wait!” I rushed out of the bar only to realize that he was running after me.“Wait, Shane!” I didn’t pay attention to
“Argh!”“Did you invite me here in your office so I can witness how frustrated you are?” Olivia asked and crossed her arms in front of her chest and scrutinize me with her look.I breathed deeply and walked to her, the sound of my red stiletto thumping on the tiles of the floor.“Look, Olivia,” I started.“Yes?” she smiled patiently.“I bumped into Erwan last night.”She raised one of her brows. “You talked to him?”I defensively shook my head and wriggled my hands. “No no, of course, I didn’t mean to talk to him. It’s just… how do I say this? I… I was cornered. Trapped, you know. I was left with no choice but to speak to him.”“I swear it was never my intention to see him,” I added upon seeing the disappointed look on her face.Olivia and Jase became more protective of me since the incident thr
SHANE'S POVI took the elevator to my office and silently wished that Erwan wasn’t there. I didn’t expect that he’ll take his words seriously. He told me he’s going to take me back from Frenzo and it’s been messing me up because he keeps on following me everywhere. I remember, back in college, he used to follow me like a dog too but that was because my father asked him to keep an eye on me in order to protect me from danger. Now, it’s too different. There’s no danger anymore and he doesn’t need to keep me safe any longer, but here he is, following me like a dog again.A sigh of relief escaped from me when I didn’t see anyone lurching in my office door. Good.“Good morning ma’am,” my employees greeted me and because I am in a good mood, I nodded and smiled at them.I asked my secretary to prepare a coffee for me and directly head to my office but I stopped right away when I opened the
Shane's POVI didn’t notice that a couple of weeks had gone by and there are only limited time for us to continue this affair because I have to face the fact that I am cheating. Sooner or later, I will be left with no choice but to deal with the consequences, but I didn’t expect it to be this soon.I was reading some papers in my office and Erwan suddenly barged into my office for one obvious reason, he missed me. My secretary knew nothing about my relationship with him because the whole company is aware that Frenzo is my boyfriend so I always make sure that the door of my office is locked before I settle down with Erwan who is comfortably sitting on the couch.“Don’t you have a couch at home?” I asked.“I do, but you’re not in my home and I prefer your couch more than mine.”I walked towards my swivel chair and try to focus on reading the papers again. I am used to Erwan’s sudd
Shane’s POV “Shane, where are you?” the voice of Olivia greeted me when I answered my phone. “I’m on my way, okay? Don’t worry, I’m going to be there on time.” I said as I searched for the key to my car in my wardrobe. “Seriously, baby Shane? Are you going to be late for this special day of your two best friends?” her voice is slightly rising but I know that she is not mad. “Love you, Oliv. Have to hang up now, bye!” I made a kissing sound on the phone and ended it. When I found the key, I grabbed my handbag and went to the garage to start my car. The beach is packed with people when I reached it, Olivia and Jase invited too many people. “Shane, finally!” a voice called out and I turned to her. It’s Liz. She is wearing the same white dress I am wearing. “Liz!” I went to her and kissed both of her cheeks before asking her Olivia’s whereabouts. “Oh, my gosh. Olivia is freaking out, she thought you
Third Person's POVFrenzo sat on the chair beside his bedroom window. He can see the city lights up there, the busy street, the vehicles going to and fro, the vehicles that are always sure of what directions they should take. He remembered the man in Shane’s office. He knew who he was. He had seen him before, the guy from the bar. The guy from Shane’s past. Erwan Fuenter. He felt his chest tighten as he imagined Erwan and Shane alone in that office. He couldn’t take it. He pretended not to remember him. He pretended that he didn’t notice anything, but he knew what was happening. Fuenter is back. And now, he could feel the changes between him and Shane. She changed. She’s no longer excited whenever she talked to him. She no longer complains to him about the annoying paper works that never seems to lessen in her office. Her smile had changed. She’d been refraining from his touch. Sometimes, she doesn’t answer his calls
Shane's POVThat night, I came back inside the venue, but Frenzo wasn’t there anymore. He asked his secretary to pick me up. He texted that something urgent came up and he can’t able to drive me home. If I just knew, I should have spent more moments with Erwan in that parking lot. I should have chased him.Countless thoughts run through my head as I sat on the airline seat inside the plane. I can’t even start a single work, it’s been a couple of weeks since that night and I couldn’t get a hold of Erwan ever since. I don’t know if he really went abroad or not. I tried to contact him and even went to his house but he is no longer there. His house is empty and there is no lingering presence of him. I am starting to adjust to our new situation. There’s no Erwan who is going to annoy me and make me laugh despite my busy days.I never heard anything from Frenzo since that night as well. It’s like the two
Shane's POVThe next day, he invited me over to attend a party with him but I reasoned out that I had a really tough week and I want to rest for the entire day tomorrow since its the weekend.“Even just for an hour? I don’t want to go there without a partner.” He nagged.“I am really sorry, I am too exhausted for a party.”“Then let me just stay with you, I won’t be able to enjoy myself if you’re not there.”“Are you nuts? You should go.”“No, really. I’ll just stay with you.”At the end, I was left with no choice but to attend the party with him. My conscience won’t afford to have him not attend it just because I am not there.I mingled and had a short conversation from the other guests from time to time until I saw a familiar man in his white tuxedo intently looking at my direction.“Are you okay?” Fre
Shane's POVA couple of days have passed since Frenzo came, and I still heard nothing from Erwan. We are still seeing each other but not consistent as before, we watch movies, date, play cards and spent times that we could cherish and look back to, but we never once talked about what happened in my office. I thought he was going to open it up the first time we saw each other after that day, but he didn’t. It was like it didn’t really happened. He continued to act like a sweet and clingy boyfriend to me whenever no one was around but he never mentioned anything about Frenzo. Neither one of us wants to have a conversation about him, neither one of us wants to face the reality behind our little fantasy that we could still be happy.“Are you still up?” I checked the sender of the message when I picked up my phone from the bedside table upon hearing its beep. It’s Erwan.“No, sorry, I’m already sleeping.&rdqu
Shane's POVI didn’t notice that a couple of weeks had gone by and there are only limited time for us to continue this affair because I have to face the fact that I am cheating. Sooner or later, I will be left with no choice but to deal with the consequences, but I didn’t expect it to be this soon.I was reading some papers in my office and Erwan suddenly barged into my office for one obvious reason, he missed me. My secretary knew nothing about my relationship with him because the whole company is aware that Frenzo is my boyfriend so I always make sure that the door of my office is locked before I settle down with Erwan who is comfortably sitting on the couch.“Don’t you have a couch at home?” I asked.“I do, but you’re not in my home and I prefer your couch more than mine.”I walked towards my swivel chair and try to focus on reading the papers again. I am used to Erwan’s sudd
SHANE'S POVI took the elevator to my office and silently wished that Erwan wasn’t there. I didn’t expect that he’ll take his words seriously. He told me he’s going to take me back from Frenzo and it’s been messing me up because he keeps on following me everywhere. I remember, back in college, he used to follow me like a dog too but that was because my father asked him to keep an eye on me in order to protect me from danger. Now, it’s too different. There’s no danger anymore and he doesn’t need to keep me safe any longer, but here he is, following me like a dog again.A sigh of relief escaped from me when I didn’t see anyone lurching in my office door. Good.“Good morning ma’am,” my employees greeted me and because I am in a good mood, I nodded and smiled at them.I asked my secretary to prepare a coffee for me and directly head to my office but I stopped right away when I opened the
“Argh!”“Did you invite me here in your office so I can witness how frustrated you are?” Olivia asked and crossed her arms in front of her chest and scrutinize me with her look.I breathed deeply and walked to her, the sound of my red stiletto thumping on the tiles of the floor.“Look, Olivia,” I started.“Yes?” she smiled patiently.“I bumped into Erwan last night.”She raised one of her brows. “You talked to him?”I defensively shook my head and wriggled my hands. “No no, of course, I didn’t mean to talk to him. It’s just… how do I say this? I… I was cornered. Trapped, you know. I was left with no choice but to speak to him.”“I swear it was never my intention to see him,” I added upon seeing the disappointed look on her face.Olivia and Jase became more protective of me since the incident thr
Shane's POVThe guy looks irritated, but he didn’t argue back."Worthless son of a bitch," I mumbled when the guy scurried away.I slowly turned my head to the one who still has his arms wrapped around my waist.His blue eyes never failed to mesmerize me. He is still as divine as ever. He narrowed his eyes and smirked when he caught me staring at his fluffy-looking lips."How long are you going to study my face after claiming that I am your boyfriend?" he chuckled.I abruptly leaped from my seat after realizing what I was doing. I straightened the skirt I was wearing and awkwardly glanced around as if looking for an escape. Gosh. Why did I have to stare at him?"I... I have to go,” I blurted out of embarrassment.“But, wait!” I rushed out of the bar only to realize that he was running after me.“Wait, Shane!” I didn’t pay attention to