I Will Love Them Sincerely

The marjoria nightclub is our university's most popular entertainment venue. It is said that this nightclub was named the "Marjoria" nightclub after the eldest daughter of the nightclub owner. The owner was depressed and went crazy after his daughter was found dead from an overdose of illegal drugs in her room. Many say that Marjoria committed suicide on purpose, for whatever reason, no one ever knows. The origin story of the Marjoria nightclub has become the most famous urban legend at our university. It is told from generation to generation, from old lecturers to new lecturers. Not infrequently, exaggerated rumours arise about this nightclub. There used to be a senior who told his juniors about the nightclub behind the university. "Anyone who comes and gets drunk there will die," he said to the youngsters on fresher's weeknight. A far-fetched statement is even too ridiculous to scare the new students during fresher's week. Maybe he should have said that to an elementary school kid. A freshman sitting next to me laughed at the “joke”, and the silly senior dragged him to the back of the building to be punished, or instead “bullied”, the next day, the freshman came back wounded.

This is indeed Utopia. In addition to the competition to enter universities which is extraordinarily tight, this city also upholds seniority.

However, someone really goes to this nightclub, get drunk, have fun and then die. There are many of them. However, their deaths have nothing to do with the lounge. The nightclub was expected to be used as a place of solace for students, but many eventually decided to commit suicide—most of those who come to this club to forget about lectures for a while. Even though some come only to have fun, one of them is me. This nightclub provides music and high-alcohol drinks and rooms because apart from dancing and getting drunk, having sex is also an outlet for young people's stress. There has never been a case of rape or sexual harassment at this club. If a young couple enters a room at a nightclub, it means they have mutually agreed to have sex. Don't worry if you don't have a partner when you come to this club, there are lots of drunk girls or boys. I often do one night stands here, changing partners.

In this club, I met Anne Clarianes, my girlfriend or my sex partner, exactly. We made a one night stand, and I fell in love with her. Anne and I were attracted to each other and decided to share our phone numbers. We got closer to each other and then started dating.

Anne is a good girl; she is a biology student who has dreamed to became a doctor. That's a natural thing. At The University of Utopia, the medical department is indeed the most popular and most wanted. People who dream of entering this department call themselves "medical warriors" Ane is one of them. Most of these medical warriors ended up in the pharmacy department (the second most popular after medical) or biology. I've heard the quote, "dream as high as the sky. If you fail, at least you fall among the stars”, medical warriors changed a few words in the quote until the quote became “Dream of going to the medical department. If you fail, at least you enter the pharmacy department."

Anne wanted to take the university entrance test next year, of course, because she wanted to come to the medical department. Anne comes from a wealthy family, her father is the president of a hospital, and her mother is a famous drugstore owner. She lives in the residential neighbourhood of “The Earthling”, the area is only inhabited by 1% of the wealthiest people in the utopia city.

Anne and I dated for only a matter of months. Anne asked me to have sex very often when we were dating, and I did it whenever she asked me to. She makes sex as a means of releasing stress. When we had sex, she always called me "daddy". I don't know why; I love it when she calls me daddy.

I never thought that the night when Anne shouted "I am your slave, daddy" as a sign that she was reaching her climax was the last night I saw her. She and her family were found dead the next day. Anne, Mr Clarianes, Mrs Clarianes, and Naraya Clarianes (Anne's sister) were found pathetic. Anne was found hanging while her father, mother, and sister were burned alive. After investigation, it was found that Anne committed suicide after killing her own family. They find Anne's suicide note, Anne's suicide note spreads on the internet and goes viral.

"My parents don't love me, so on nobody loves me. They forced me to go to medical school. I wanted to go to medical school, but I wasn't the only one who made that decision. Not being accepted into medical school through next year's entrance test is absolute hell for me. I better meet God now.

I'm sorry, dad...mom... I never wanted to disappoint you; it's just that getting into medical college was beyond my means. I also brought Nara. I don't want you guys to hurt my sister if I fail to enter medical school. I also don't want my sister to suffer the same fate as me. I will take Nara to heaven with me, and I hope God will allow parents as bad as you to go to heaven."

I didn't think much of Anne. I quickly forgot about her. The only thing I didn't understand until now was how she could kill her parents. I have a father who has a personality like Mr Clarianes, but I never had thoughts of killing him. Anne must be very depressed, lucky that I have a mother who loves me so sincerely. What happened to Anne was enough to make me promise to me: “In the future, if I have children, I will not treat them like that. I will love them sincerely as my mother loves me.”

We (Anne and I) are not very close emotionally. Our relationship seems to be just sex, sex, and sex. After Anne left, I found other girls. And to be honest, too many girls come to me. Too many choices make a person have no choice. I began to consider marrying a girl that chosen by my mother.