/-Alora-/
The shock on his face was almost priceless as he held the urn. Allison was just as shocked as he was but I imagined it wasn't because my daughter was dead but because her lies were about to be exposed.
“Is… is this a joke?” Tyrone stuttered. It was the first time I had ever seen any form of emotion in his eyes. “You… you're messing with me right?”
“Messing with you?” I scoffed. “Your daughter has been dead for two days, you bastard!” I screamed at him.
“Why didn't you tell me?” he demanded but I shot him a thick glare.
“Don't you dare raise your voice at me? How would you know when all you cared about was a stupid dog? I'm sure Allison would have some logical explanations as to how my dead daughter slaughtered her dog!” I hissed, grabbing the bottle of whiskey.
I couldn't stand being in the same room with him anymore. I just wanted to leave this suffocating place before I lost my mind.
I went out into the garden which was Lila's favourite place to play. I didn't know how long I stayed there but the memories came flooding in with the shots of whiskey.
“I thought you would be gone by now.”
Her words startled me.
Allison walked to my side with a smug expression.
“I mean, your daughter is dead, and your husband prefers sharing my bed, so there is no reason for you to stay,” she continued.
She was baiting me, but the pent-up anger in me was beginning to tip over and my rage was becoming harder to control by the second.
“If it makes you feel better, he is grieving. But I assure you it is just a brief moment of weakness that will be forgotten when our baby is born,” Allison said.
“Baby?” My voice was weak and almost inaudible.
“What? You didn't know? What do you think he was doing all those nights he stayed away? Playing chess?” She stepped closer. “We are going to have a child together and I will take my rightful place as his Luna.”
I didn't have any intention of fighting the Luna position with her anymore. It felt like a crucial part of me died along with my dead daughter, but the thought of her having a baby just when I lost one infuriated me.
“I mean, if I had known your daughter was dead, I wouldn't have gone through the trouble of killing my beautiful pet,” she drawled.
“You lying whore!” I screamed, attacking her before I even realized it. I should have known it was what she wanted but at that moment, I was so angry.
And I took out all that anger on her. Punching and hitting her in every way I could. Her screams were a form of consolation to me until I was pulled off her.
“Alora! What has gotten into you?” Tyrone snapped. “Have you lost your mind?”
“Yes, Tyrone!” I screamed at him. “I have lost my mind. This is why you killed our daughter, isn't it? So your little bastard child will have it easy?”
“That's enough! You can't blame anyone for Lila's death. It was an accident! That doesn't give you the right to attack Allison!” He lowered his voice, his guilt overpowering the anger.
“Well, I hope to try, goddess, that you both burn in hell!” I flared up, stomping away from them.
On arrival at my room, I began to pack my things. I couldn't waste any second here, or else I would lose my sanity.
I couldn't even return to my pack because my marriage with Tyrone merged our packs. We were part of the reason the SilverClaw pack was as huge and powerful as it was and I didn't plan to leave without them.
Tyrone never wanted our union so I would free him completely of that burden.
He came into the room shortly.
“Allison is in a very critical condition. The doctors say she might lose the baby!” He started.
He was looking for a fight but I wasn't going to give him that. I was tired of fighting, tired of hurting, tired of his excesses. I have already learned my lessons the hard way.
“I'm leaving, whether you accept my rejection or not,” I stated. “And I am taking everything I own with me, including my pack!”
“You don't mean that…” he trailed.
“Unfortunately, I do,” I said coldly. “You never wanted me in this union in the first place, so I am going to free you of that burden.”
“You will do no such thing! These people have already been together for a long time. They have intermarried! Do you know how many families your decision will tear apart? Don't be rash, Alora. Do not let your grief get the better of you!” He growled.
“I also lost a daughter and Becky of you, I am on the verge of losing another child! Haven't you done enough damage already?”
I looked at him in disbelief. The nerve of him to try to turn the tables against me.
“Lila was my daughter! Mine! You were never a father to her! It is because of you she was torn to pieces by wild animals!” I retorted, tears streaming down my cheeks. “I am going to leave with my people. As for those who have intermarried, they decide to stay or leave with their families, not yours!”
“You are forcing my hand, Alora. I am trying to be considerate because of our daughter!” He seethed.
“Spare me that! You never did anything for her when she was alive so don't pretend to care for her now, she is dead!” I fired.
He was taken aback by my words.
“Very well then, since you want it this way, I will have to arrest you for the attempted murder of a royal blood!” He said coldly.
“What?” I staggered back.
“You heard me, Alora. I do not wish to humiliate you. You either leave quietly, or I banish you and trust me, the people wouldn't question my decision,” he said.
It was clear to me now. This was no longer the man I had fallen in love with.
“So I get banished for beating up your pregnant mistress but you get away unscathed after sending our daughter to the forest to be devoured by animals?” I scoffed with a bitter laugh. “It's fine, I will leave.”
I grabbed my already packed bag.
“But he rest assured that I will never forgive you for this. I will come back for you and that sleeky little whore of yours!”
That was how I came about wandering in the very forest where my daughter was brutally torn apart.
Night soon fell and I was barely halfway through the forest. I didn't even know if there was anything out there for me.
I had no idea where I was going and my stomach began to grumble. I haven't eaten anything in days. It was just alcohol.
Now I wished my impulsive self had thought to grab some food.
It didn't take long for me to hear the snapping of twigs and rustling of bushes. Someone was coming.
There was hardly anything to use as a defense, but I grabbed a random stick just in case.
I didn't know what I was expecting but it was certainly not the giant-sized wolf before me.
Its head was bigger than a regular wolf and it was twice our size.
When those fierce amber orbs met mine, my blood ran cold. I didn't need a soothsayer to tell me to run and just as expected, it chased me.
I barely had the chance to shift before it slammed into me. I hit the ground with a thud and let out a groan.
I let out my claws and slashed it across the face as it got closer to me. A sharp groan escaped it and it smacked me across the face, causing me to fall unconscious in a matter of seconds.
When I opened my eyes, I found myself in a cage with chains on my wrists.
My head was banging with a migraine from the hit last night.
“The trespasser is awake, Your Highness,” someone informed, and I forced my eyes open.
I was surrounded by able-bodied men eying me like I was some sort of criminal.
I pushed myself off the floor and struggled to stand.
“Who are you?” I demanded. “Why am I in chains?”
“Because you trespassed and violently attacked our Alpha!”
What?
/-Alora-/They couldn't be serious. I trespassed and attacked their alpha? If I remember clearly, I was chased by a beast last night and almost killed.“You have to let me go. I didn't attack anyone. A wild beast attacked me in the forest, I did nothing!” I defended.“Is that so?” A rich, deep voice interrupted, and my face went bright red when I met those fierce amber pools.I could see a very faint outline of my claws on his face but it was almost non-existent from afar.“I didn't attack you. You were the one who attacked me!” I crossed my hands, staring defiantly into his eyes even if they made me squirm.He stepped closer and I tried my best not to cower at the dominance he exuded. This man was a raw masculine beauty with sharp defined features and curly long hair.He had a tall, lean, muscular structure covered in fascinating tattoos and piercings just about his brows and ears.He looked just as dangerous as the dark aura surrounding him.“I was defending my borders against trespa
/-Alora-/The cave was frightening in a way; the moonlight just glimmered barely through the heavy darkness of the cave. Randall's silence was disturbing, and my heart pounded in my ears as the volume increased, each beat a warning that escape might be impossible.The weight of all that has happened—betrayal, the collapse of a successful career in the blink of an eye, the death of my daughter—pushed me deeper into the abyss, as if it was an anchor I was trying to release.I didn’t trust Randall. Not yet. While being alone with him, I instinctively felt some change since our meeting—his lustfulness was a little more pronounced now. He seemed to be quietly furious, and heated emotions could not be concealed from others. He observed me too keenly as if he were an admirer attempting to decipher every facial contortion and change in color that graced my face.I had the urge to shout at him to ask him what the problem was. No sooner did I try to speak than my tongue seemed to cleave to the
/Alora/He disappeared out the door, and the distinct echo of the man’s shoes became nothing more than an unpleasant memory.I could hear my heart beating as my breathing became ragged, as if my lungs were struggling to fill with air beneath the detective's jets of water.Randall was writing every word about the strange man, and I could almost feel him standing behind me like a physical shadow, as annoying as his words.“They’re coming for you.” That sentence replayed in my head and reverberated around the inside of my brain with visible clarity.The Elders. Then, a part of me considered rejecting the very thought that was going around in my head. To deny it.Thinking about it, after all the things that had happened to me, how could I be completely sure that this, whatever it was, had anything to do with me? There was another part of me, a primal part of me, that didn’t want this to end.Randall’s hand grasped my arm with increased pressure, recalling me from whatever memory I had floa
/-Alora-/The sudden grating sound of the iron door that swung open jolted me away from my thoughts. Then, in a cold gust, came that raw shiver of chopping through the thick heat of the dungeon like the smell of pine. My pulse quickened. Randall. He entered the cell like a dangerous predator, his silver-colored eyes fixed on mine. His countenance was inscrutable, yet his presence filled the tight area, suffocating and dominating all at once. I raised my shoulders, deciding that there was no way he could see a hint of fear—or was it curiosity?—in my eyes. “Quiet?” he asked me, his tone deep and for some reason dangerous despite me rarely hearing any aggression from him before. “Not like the girl who told me off and practically dared me to do something about it today.” I clamped my mouth shut wanting to counter but he was too smart to get the better of me. It left me to tilt my chin up, offering him a full frontal challenge stare. What do you want now, Randall? Another attempt to break
/Alora/Randall was like a storm—black and immovable. I could feel the air changing with each step he took as he walked along the edge of the caveway leading into the cave. His silence was driving me crazy, but I couldn't let him see how scared I was. "At some point, you're going to have to explain this," I said, my voice barely shaky. He turned, his eyes catching the dim light of the moon as they locked me in place. “You think explanations will make you feel better? That learning the game will make it easier to play?” Even though my throat hurt, I wouldn't give up. "Randall, I'm not here to mess around." He laughed coldly, not because he was having fun. "Little wolf, you're not where you belong." Because this is all one huge game—one where everyone is either a player or a king. The problem is, which one are you?” I shivered when he said those things, but I didn't show it. “I’m neither,” I answered, raising my head. “I’m something you haven’t figured out yet.” Randall’s attitude
/Alora-/The moonlight came in through a crack in the entrance to the cave and it lit the interior in sharp lines with occasional sheen on the wet floor. I was alone and I sat fighting with myself in the chaos that had become my life. Randall had left me alone, the way he came had been as quick as you can imagine. His words stayed in my head, in a place I never wanted to return, as an undesirable guest telling me, “Choose wisely, else you are forced into no choice at all”. Finally, I was able to feel something that I couldn’t even name for quite a few years. Anger? Fear? Determination? It was a mental tumult, much room for reason was up thereby.All my internal forces produced and stirred a desire in me to escape, to rebel against the ropes of fate hanging over me. But what is destiny? One chosen by betrayal? By Tyrone? Or by the mystery Randall with whom I still never knew whether he wanted to be friends, be in a relationship, or just have sex? I folded in on myself, holding my k
/-Alora-/The jungle became dense when I chased Randall through the dark. His broad shape moved smoothly, the light of the moon entering between the tree trunks to guide him. I stayed quiet and alert, my every fiber asking questions I dared not think out loud. The words that Selene said were burning my flesh as if I wore a rather tight, black, leather suit. You have to deal with the shadow side of a personality. What darkness? I have been cheated, embarrassed, and shunned for all that mattered to me. Was that what she meant? This frozen, clenched fist of anger in my chest? “Hurry on,” Randall called some more over his shoulder, the aggressiveness hard in his words. It made me frown, but I increased the pace. “Where are we going?” “You’ll see.” It angered me when he was so slippery in answering my questions, yet I said nothing. At last, the woodland became thinner; massive trees began to disappear, and a large area was revealed—it was covered with pale silver mist. In the center t
/-Alora-/The only sound audible in the forest was the sound of the leaves crunching as someone walked past.Randall went a little ahead and stood, with his huge shoulders hunched up and glistening under the white beams of the silvery moon.The tension surrounding him was palpable—a reminder that any thin thread of friendship we had formed would not last.I tried to follow him, but my muscles were still sore from the mark he left on me. It was unlike anything I have felt before—burning pain combined with some sort of attraction towards him.Even the mate bond—a connection I’d never really believed in until now—had wormed its way into my life. I hated it. I hated him. Still, I can’t ignore the odd solace he brought to the despair of mistrust with every visit. Again, we are approaching.” He commented this time without turning around to look at me. He had a big, rough-sounding voice, and what he said was final and could not be discussed. “To where?” I said,He suddenly stopped and faced
/Alora/The peaceful night stretched before us, revealing numerous stars that unfurled like small light forecasts for our future. Randall and I sat on a hill that offered breathtaking views of our growing piece of land, which had become our true home. We gazed at the beautiful full moon as the woods extended over the valley, presenting complete routes to our village across ancient rifts. It was now calm. It was our peace of mind.Randall's body heat comforted me as I relaxed against him, allowing the tranquil evening to soak deep into my center. I placed my palm over the intricate tattoo on my wrist to connect with the sacred bond between the ground, our packs, and him. As I viewed our land illuminated by moonlight, I was confident that every step we took had resulted in this beautiful moment. And it was gorgeous.My softly whispered words, "We've been through hell," showed the real truth. We withstood the difficult times together because we refused to give up, and as a result, we
/Alora/A heavy atmosphere of joy filled the festival space, along with numerous life energies coursing through its grounds as I strolled among the crowded visitors. Since ancient times, this festival has commemorated peace and memory under the official name of the "Festival of Unity." Every pack territory within our boundaries, as well as pack territories from nearby territories, came together for a unique celebration in honor of Lila's lingering spirit. Throughout the event, we honored the alliance between the SilverClaw and Night Terrors packs, which has grown stronger since their original bond via conflict.My ears were overwhelmed with the sweet noises the children produced as they raced by. Because the long-standing hatred between us was no longer there, the once bitter enemies from both packs reunited as a unit in an unhindered celebration. The scene was quite amazing to see. They were unaware of how their ancestors had previously overcome adversity and endured bodily suffe
/Alora/The night was filled with silence. The only sound was the rustling of the leaves beneath the weight of the moonlight as the wind swept through the trees like the moan of an old, tired soul. It was a welcome sound, and the forest—so familiar to me—always gave me a sense of calm. However, tonight felt different.The ambush had left a mark on me. The loss and uncertainty were nearly too much to endure. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw the expressions of people I couldn't protect. I could still hear the echo of Lila's laughter in my head, a sound that felt distant and unreachable now.I needed to find some comfort, even if just for a moment.The grave was just ahead. I didn't need to search; I already knew where it was. I had been there several times since the night Lila was taken from me.I kneeled by it, resting my palm on the cool stone and allowing the weight of my sadness to subside for a while. I hadn't been able to truly grieve previously. The battle, the pack, and the b
/Alora/The air smelled of smoke, blood, and betrayal. I stood in the center of what was left of the ritual grounds; the ashes of the sacred bonfire spread across the earth like a terrible metaphor for the vows made just hours before. Wolves hurried to help the injured, their frightened shouts breaking over the crackling of remaining flames. My hands were coated with filth and blood, some of it mine, not all. My breaths were short and weak, but I refused to falter."Ethan, secure the perimeter," I said, my voice as keen as the dagger strapped to my thigh. "Kayla, please prioritize wounds. "Nobody dies on my watch today.""On it," they said in unison, their expressions a combination of resolve and fatigue.Randall's presence behind me was like a shadow, his protective instincts tightening in the aftermath of the attack. His voice was low, but it carried the weight of a storm barely contained. "This wasn't a random attack, Alora.""I know," I said, turning my attention to the wolves
/Alora/My breathing became louder than the vision breaking my focus with its rough and irregular rhythm that made me feel like I tore through endless forest paths. My heart thundered in my chest, an unrelenting beat that echoed the warning still ringing in my ears: Maintain the bond, or else this connection will destroy you.The abrupt movement as I stood up revealed my death grip upon the blanket which served as my link to reality. The gloomy light of the moon through curtains provided the only illumination in the room. Beside me, Randall stirred. His usual calm attitude tonight seemed to create a heavy powerlessness. When his eyes met mine he slowly awakened. His voice came from the darkness low and thick while still sleepy. “Another vision?”My voice reduced to a soft minimum as I replied "Yes." “And it’s getting worse, Randall. The voices... They’re louder. Different voices are giving us warnings about the approaching dangers.“What did you see?” His face remained calm but a m
/Alora/Hello, Randall.I needed to stand in front of you and acknowledge my faults.Her face tightens, and his hands form tight fists at his sides. Despite the tense situation, his eyes remain filled with anguish.Maris takes another stride toward him, unfazed by his threatening tone. Her words rush as she says, "I made a mistake." Walking away from you was the worst mistake of my life. I told myself that I could find happiness with him, but I realized my mistake.Randall, he's gone now. He's died. And I..." Her low words are muffled by grief, and a single tear falls down her cheek. "I never stopped loving you."Maris' remarks begin to weigh heavily on Alora and Randall's bond. Alora's breath pauses for a moment.Randall's natural weakness pierces her heart more deeply than any weapon.Randall talks gently and firmly, eventually concluding, "You don't get to say that today." "You disappeared. You choose him. When you left to start your new family, I painfully grasped every shattered
/Alora/A solid weight settled above us, and moist aromas mixed with tight energy filled the space where the wolves gathered.Everyone in the room kept a careful eye on me as if they expected something from me. Randall stood next to me, his posture constant, power emanating from his shape, and his clenched jaw revealing his turbulent buried emotions.The conclusion of our bonding procedure meant that the Night Terrors and SilverClaw packs would unite their clans under our control. Dark shadows appeared at the edges of my mind, signifying oncoming societal instability at this divinely critical time.I took one step forward. When Randall's fingers brushed across mine, the subsequent touch kept me focused on the present moment.When I gazed into his eyes, I saw nothing but peace, aside from power. This was it. This moment would change everything.And suddenly the wind shifted.A wave of bitter cold swept across the area, and I realized that the entire equilibrium was going to shift. It w
/Alora/The bright morning light cut through the shades of the night to separate the stress that was building up around the Night Terror fortress. In front of the mirror stood someone who looked a lot like me but also seemed like a stranger. As part of SilverClaw tradition and to add some dark elements from the Night Terrors, a second robe stuck to my whole body. A ceremonial robe meant to unite together two packs and two wolves made me feel like I couldn't believe it, and I thought I was going to pass out.The person in the mirror appeared confident yet empty on the inside. Because I was trying hard to understand an idea that was still beyond my understanding, something important seemed to be missing. I was caught in a fog as I went back and forth between wanting things and fearing them at the same time.I was swept out of my thoughts when Kayla spoke in a calm but authoritative tone. Alora, your hard work has reached a breaking point. All your successes should shine brighter than e
/Alora/Time passed since the tribunal's conclusion yet darker thoughts remained to repress my emotions. My mind felt suffocating tonight. The calm forest outside my window caught my attention as I stood looking out but the darkness there made me consider my future challenges.Throughout the day different people presented their choices between awe and fear joined with hesitant acceptance while bowing before me. Fundamentally changing our pack's direction still made the future path appear unpredictable than ever. Leadership included more than acquiring wins through the duty to handle every decision's effects and results.The gentle sound of knocking on the door blew me out of my thoughts.Turning toward the door I spoke my offer "Come in.".When Randall entered the room his whole attitude easily filled every corner. The unharmed fortitude with which he carried himself through rough times stood strong but his attention tonight showed a delicate yearning that made me uncomfortable.He