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Chapter 38: Alex And Alexandra

Author: BeneathTheStars
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Alexandra’s POV

A Few Weeks Later.

I was in my room, gazing out of the window, seated on the couch, lost in my thoughts. I got discharged a few days ago and the thought of coming back to this house without my little daughter will still be a choking lump in my throat, impossible to find its way to my stomach.

It's hard to accept this reality.

A tear slid down my cheeks, which I didn't bother to wipe it away. Each moment was a tormenting eternity. My body was wracked with waves of pain, as if invisible hands were twisting and tearing at my insides. I could barely move, my limbs heavy and unresponsive.

With every bitter tear, my heart felt like it was being torn apart. The ache inside was relentless, a gnawing pain that spread with every sob. A soft sob escaped my lips and I continued crying silently, bittered by what had happened to me all my life.

I was reminded of Sophia, the one whom I chose as my best friend. I don't want to believe that she was part of Julian's organization. It m
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