Beatrice’s POV
“I do.” Her expression softens. “You’re not going to fight each other. Flint’s a jerk, but he’s still your brother.” “There are things you can’t possibly understand. People change. Flint’s mom and mine would be turning in their graves.” The hint of an accent returns, making me want to lean in closer to catch more. Despite her words, I think that accent might be genuine. Sierra isn’t a mom, but sometimes she gives off a nurturing vibe around certain people. Like that little hip sway, she doesn’t show that side of herself often. Her bond with Nolan and Flint runs deeper than I ever realized. “Can I help?” she asks. Nolan looks at me before turning to Sierra. “Maybe,” he replies. “I’m not looking for an arms deal, at least not right now. I wanted Flint to see I’m serious—my threats are real—which is why I brought you here.” She shifts in her seat. “I used to babysit you two when our parents were in meetings. I know how tight you and Flint are.” I try to keep my face neutral as I listen to them. Inside, I’m fuming. I can’t stand when the info I get from the bureau is off. The war on terror pulls in the best intel folks, leaving those of us on the ground with the scraps. How many other details in the files are just as wrong? “I’m starting to realize we’re very different,” Nolan says. “I don’t want to argue with you, Sierra. You’ll just get caught in the middle.” If you don’t need anything from me right now, what’s the point of this meeting? Are you just trying to get a message to Flint? He was the one who answered the door. Nolan smirks a little. “I figured he would.” He grabs a pen and starts tapping it on the desk. I lean back in my chair, bracing myself for whatever’s next. I really need to find a way to win him over, or this whole thing is going to be pointless. How can I get back in here if he’s not working with Sierra? When I glance up, he’s looking right at me, his face serious. “I want you to come work for me.” Sierra straightens up in her chair. “You can’t be serious.” He raises a hand to her. “I heard what you said last night, and I’ve been thinking about it. It’s been on my mind a lot.” She looks annoyed, her lips pursing. “Could you step outside? I have a feeling this conversation is about to take a turn for the worse.” “Are you sure?” My mind races, trying to figure out how to show I’m interested in working for Nolan without making it obvious. Why would I leave her and her team? She’s a solid boss, and it’s taken me nearly a year to build trust and respect with her. I give Nolan a skeptical look, hoping my hesitation will keep Sierra from kicking me out. “I’ll be fine.” She gestures dismissively while pulling her purse closer. I give a nod and step out into the hallway, closing the door behind me. It would be great to prop it open, but he’d definitely catch on since he has a clear view from his desk. Outside, Dalton is keeping watch. “Quiet day?” I size him up; he’s built like a linebacker. Sierra tends to have guys like him around. Honestly, aside from Grey, I don’t really need any of them. “Most of them are,” he replies with a shrug, sliding his phone into his pocket. “You guys wrapping up in there?” “Not sure,” I say, mentally counting the doors and trying to remember the codes and their locations. “Do you really do whatever Sierra asks?” “Yep.” I hold back a sigh. This is a familiar line of questioning. We’ve reached the point where he asks me stuff and doesn’t buy my answers. “Ever taken a life?” I avoid glancing at my hands and shove them into the pockets of my black leather jacket. The blood isn’t mine. “Sure have.” “Huh.” He thinks it over. “For cash, power, revenge?” My laugh feels empty. “All of the above.” “More than one?” Dalton raises his eyebrows in surprise. His dark brown eyes seem almost black as he sizes me up. “You’ve got the right physique. Strong, but not overly muscular. And that cool vibe you’ve got going on.” “Overly muscular?” I shoot him a curious look. “Is that a real thing?” “I prefer my women not to out-muscle me.” I can’t help but smirk. “I didn’t know I was applying for a date here. Just to be clear, I’m not interested.” “You’re not into guys? I was curious about you and Sierra.” I shake my head and finally meet his gaze. “I’m fine with guys, as long as they don’t try to dictate who I am or what I can do. We’ll get along just fine.” Guys like Dalton think their connection to power is a major turn-on, but that doesn’t work for me. Just then, the door behind us swings open, and she gestures for me to come inside. She doesn’t look pleased. A flicker of hope ignites in my chest. Has she changed her mind? As we make our way to the desk, she grabs her purse from a chair. “I’m going to leave you two to discuss things. It’s totally up to you. I wouldn’t dream of telling you what to do. If you choose to work with him, you’re always welcome to come back to me.” I raise my eyebrows, pretending to be surprised. “You really want me to hear him out?” “I do.” I glance at Nolan and squint. “Is he putting pressure on you? I don’t want to stick around if he’s forcing you into this.” My stomach is doing flips, but I try to mask it with skepticism. “It’s not like that. Just hear him out. We can talk after you’re finished here.” She walks out, her shoulders tense. Whatever happened in here, Sierra seems uneasy about something. I turn my attention to Nolan as the door clicks shut behind her. “So,” I say. “What’s the deal?”Sierra’s POVThe waves roll into the shore, and a breeze kicks up the tendrils of my hair. I tuck them behind my ears and run my hand along Lucas’s back. He’s against my chest, snug in the baby carrier, fast asleep. There’s nothing like his skin, his breath wafting across the space under my chin built just for him. It’s a huge comfort to focus on him, to keep his happiness and well-being in sight instead of falling apart. The swishing of footsteps in the sand are familiar. The tread of those feet, the ambling confidence, could only be Jay.“You all right?” He appears at my shoulder, a comfortable distance away.“Just thinking.” A lot of thinking since I got back from seeing Flint. My mind is in a tailspin—has been since he left me sobbing in a heap at the FBI office. Every time I remember he’s in prison forever, I want to burst into tears or throw up. I’m on a roller coaster, and I can’t figure out how to get off. This tiny, little guy pressed to my chest is my stabilizing force.“Y
Flint’s POVAttachments have never come easy for me. One way or another, people let you down. My father, Lorcan’s mom, Lorcan—all of them fucked me over. Saving Sierra is the only time in my life when I’ve let someone down by doing the right thing. This decision feels like shit, so it’s no wonder I’ve never bothered before. Who would choose to have their heart ripped out?When I’m called for my first visiting hour at the federal prison, I debate having them tell Sierra to go home to her kid. But the only remedy to this terrible ache is likely her, even if the relief happens through a glass partition. I’m weak, so fucking weak when it comes to her. I travel to the cubicles like a man walking the gangplank.Yeah, I’ll feel better gazing into those whiskey eyes. Then when she leaves, my chest will burn a hell of a lot worse. She can’t stay; I can’t go.I take the seat across from her, and we scan each other in silence. A frown mars her face, and she picks up the phone. After a second, I
Sierra’s POVMy heart pounds, and I drum my chipped nails on the metal desk. There are two windows to the right. Outside them is a hallway. People wander past, but they’re faceless, nameless, and none of them distract me long enough to forget why I’m here, what’s at stake.Sook is supposed to be coming in with the paperwork for a deal. Anywhere in the five- to ten-year range and she thinks we should take it. Part of me wants to snatch the deal out of her hands and sign it immediately, anything to guarantee I return to Flint and Lucas someday. The other part wants to tear it up and tell them if they listed thingsIactually did, I’d be a lot happier.Happier.What a stupid, stupid word.We were so close. So, so close. I press my fingers into my forehead and try to block out those thoughts. That path is gone. Now I have to focus on what I can get, what I can have.The evidence and charges they’ve piled on me are unreal. Most of it, I either don’t remember doing or didn’t do.Even from the
Flint’s POVThe next morning, I fill Lena in on my sudden trip abroad. While she holds Lucas, she searches my face, trying to figure out if there’s any hidden meaning. One of my texts went through, but I don’t have any idea if the second one did.When I land in Cape Verde, Jay is at the airport to meet me. Sierra insisted he stay here to keep everything on track with the casino, even after she got arrested. Sook told me that no matter what happens to Sierra, she wants me and Lucas to have the life we planned to have together. Fuck that.Fuck that.Not being able to talk to her myself, to sort through this shit as a team, is driving me insane. “You heard anything?” I ask Jay as we drive to the island house.“No. Did you think I would?”“Nah.” I sink deeper into the leather seat. I’d want the element of surprise. I’m sure he does too. Since our last conversation ended in a shootout, it’s hard to be confident where we stand. Out the window, palm trees and rocky hills pass by in a blur.“
Flint’s POVWhen the phone beside my bed rings, I answer it before the noise wakes Lucas. He’s not sleeping well without his mother here, but I sure as hell didn’t tell her that. She would have been on the first plane back without freeing herself from her anchor of a father.“Flint De Luca?” the female voice on the other end of the phone asks while I rub my eyes and get my bearings. What time is it?“Yeah. Who’s asking?”“Sierra Evans asked me to call you and relay information to you. My name is Sook Park, and I’m Ms. Evans’s lawyer.”My heart beats a staccato in my chest. “Is she all right?” I glance at the crib across the room outlined by the faint glow of a nightlight.“She’s been arrested by the FBI, Mr. De Luca. They have accused her of conspiring with the PLA to commit an act of terrorism on American soil.”I frown and rub my forehead. “That’s fucking ridiculous.”“The evidence the FBI has accumulated is”—the line quiets—“significant.”“Get her out on bail or whatever you need t
Sierra’s POVBeing in the office again is strange. Familiar and foreign at the same time. My father has been roaming around, but I’ve avoided speaking to him whenever possible. He doesn’t have a place in my life anymore. Anytime he tried to make a personal comment about Flint or Lucas, I shut him out. We’re not friends, and we’re barely a family.I thought my mother might stop in to see me since she and my father are living together again. Lilly gave me the gossip about them when I checked in with her at Reception this week.My phone rings, and I glance at the call display. I break out in a grin as I prop it up and accept the FaceTime request. Flint and Lucas pop up on the screen. He has him supported with pillows, so it looks like they’re sitting side by side.“Happy Friday.” He smirks and checks his watch. “What, maybe four more hours until you achieve freedom from that place?”“Yes! We sign the papers at four thirty today to turn everything back over to my father and whoever he’s n