Beatrice’s POV
Hot pink isn’t really my go-to color, but it surprisingly complements the darker tones I got from my dad. Sierra was adamant about picking out my dress for this event. Getting her to join me wasn’t the hard part; it was more about steering her away from some of the outrageous outfit ideas she had in mind for me. “So, Native Barbie, are you enjoying the show?” Sierra asks, her champagne flute held delicately in her perfectly manicured hands. I shoot her a sideways look while taking a sip from my own drink. “Only you could pull that off.” I’ve got a bit of that lily-white vibe from my mom, too. People who try to label me often find it tricky because I don’t fit neatly into any box. My gaze wanders around the grand ballroom, landing on the stunning crystal chandelier that brightens our corner. I let my fingers brush against the gun strapped to my thigh. This event was supposed to be low-key, but it’s ballooned into something much larger since my meeting with James. Dressed-up men and women are mingling around us, their voices rising above the music before they drift away. “Did you go write your soul-cleansing check yet?” Sierra chuckles. “And only you could get away with that.” Her amber eyes soften as she looks at me. “How’s your dad doing?” Still gone. “Same as usual.” I shrug slightly. “The anniversary of Claude’s death is tough.” Not entirely untrue. The feelings are real, but the specifics of his death change with each job. The date, location, and method are all just stories I tell. “Well, I hope you and your dad can sort things out one day. Family matters.” Family. That word bounces around in my head, stirring up memories I’d rather keep hidden. Sierra waves over a waiter to take her empty glass and grabs another drink. She gestures for me to join her, but I just shake my head. “First, you insisted on a dress that lets you move, and now you won’t share a drink with me. Seriously, it’s like you think there’s a killer lurking behind every corner.” I chuckle along with her, even though it’s not entirely out of the question. “You appreciate my caution.” Sierra lets out a sigh. “I can’t deny that.” She tucks a strand of her blonde hair back into her intricate braid. “I’m starting to think Nolan isn’t showing up. I should’ve just called him to set something up. You were right about the territory being ripe for deals if those two go off.” “Is it smart to choose a side?” “Hmm. My side is probably pretty clear. At least this way, it might look like a total coincidence. The charities we support are here, and we just happened to bump into each other.” I’m about to ask Sierra why her side is so obvious when I spot a light brownish-blonde head entering through the ballroom doors. He’s wearing a dark blue suit and a pink tie, not a tux like most of the other guys. Two men stand beside him, just as tall and broad, but their suits don’t scream wealth. I nod in his direction. “Who’s that?” Sierra glances back and a smile spread across her face. “Speaking of the devil.” “Nolan?” It’s him. James had shown me pictures, but they didn’t do him justice. In person, he’s the kind of dangerously rugged handsome that makes people look his way without even realizing it. “In the flesh,” she says, almost as if she can read my thoughts. Have you ever had one of those moments? I shift my gaze to Sierra. She’s fifteen years my senior, which puts her a decade ahead of Nolan. Time has treated her well, but I suspect that’s thanks to her dermatologist and cosmetic surgeon on speed dial. Sierra shakes her head, but her eyes are glued to Nolan. “In this line of work, you’ve got to watch who you get involved with—keep that in mind, Tris. A man can be dangerous.” “Not all men are like that.” My thoughts drift to James. Sierra gives me a look before nodding toward the bar. “Looks like Nolan got sidetracked by one of the event organizers before he could grab a drink. I know his go-to order.” She calls for three whiskeys and struts over to where he’s chatting with a petite blonde who seems either nervous or smitten. It could go either way. In person, Nolan is even more imposing. It’s like there’s a neon sign above him flashing “Danger.” The tension in the air wraps around him, and us too. “Nolan,” Sierra drawls, letting her Southern charm shine through. She moves with a confidence that says she’s not to be underestimated. In this industry, if you come off too feminine, people won’t take you seriously. His head snaps up at the sound of her voice, and a huge grin breaks out on his face. He steps around the eager blonde to pull Sierra into a hug. “Didn’t expect to see you here. It’s been forever.” A charming coincidence, indeed. She shifts her gaze to the other woman before turning back to Nolan. With a respectful nod to Sierra, the event organizer strolls away, hands together. While he chats with Sierra, I take a moment to observe him: the goatee, the little dimple that appears when he almost smiles, and his hazel eyes sparkling with unexpected amusement. “Who’s this lovely ray of sunshine behind you?” He gestures toward me, studying my face without letting his eyes wander down my body. “This is Tris.” Sierra spreads her arms wide. “She’s the absolute best at what she does.” Honestly, I couldn’t ask for a better introduction. I can’t help but smile genuinely as she wraps an arm around my waist like a protective big sister. “What’s that?” His voice has a hint of an accent that’s definitely not from Sicily. I remember from his file that his parents sent him and his brother to boarding school in Italy. “Everything.” Sierra beams at me. “That’s quite the compliment.” Nolan raises his drink slightly in my direction. “What do you think about that?” “It’s not really an exaggeration.” He laughs, his eyes scanning my face as if he’s trying to figure me out. My hot-pink dress seems to be going unnoticed by him. Should I feel flattered or slighted? “You got any friends? I’m on the lookout for someone like you.” Sierra tightens her hold on me and takes a sip of her whiskey. “She’s taken. Keep your hands to yourself.” He lifts his glass, giving me a look from above. “I’m not into people who can be bought, Sierra. You know that.” She rolls her eyes. “That’s not true, Nolan. I know you. I’ve messed this up. I should’ve mentioned she was considering leaving my team.” “I’m really not happy.” I lock eyes with Nolan and flash a playful grin. He responds with a grin of his own. “Oh really? Sierra, you better treat your everything woman right before someone else comes along and snatches her up.” “Just as long as you’re not that someone, Nolan.” She turns to me. “I appreciate the concern, but once he’s on the prowl, there’s no stopping him.” “You make me sound awful.” He chuckles. “I used to think you were cool,” Sierra says. “Flint, though…” “… is definitely an acquired taste.” Nolan’s smile dims. “One I’ve recently lost my appetite for.” She looks at me, then back at Nolan. I can tell she’s weighing her options. “Sorry to hear that,” I say, feeling the sudden tension in the air. His lips curl slightly. “You wouldn’t feel sorry if you really knew him.” He finishes his whiskey. “It’s been nice, ladies. Thanks for the drink. You really know me, Sierra.” With a nod to his crew, Nolan slips into the crowd, leaving Sierra and me to wrap up our drinks. “Crap.” She sighs and taps her glass with her nail. “I shouldn’t have brought Flint into this.” “You can’t ask him about a deal without letting him know there’s a deal on the table.” Their group is buying weapons, just not from me. Sierra tightens her lips. “It should be me. This is the perfect moment to get in there. Maybe we can still turn things around later.” “Are you going to do that or…” “If you get a chance to ask, go for it. Plant a seed and see if it takes root.” Nolan glides through the crowd, flanked by his two hefty security guards. He’s a minor player in the arms game. Sierra handles much larger, more ethically sound deals than this. She hasn’t let me in on those yet. If I manage to get what I want tonight, I won’t see them again. I need to act quickly to grab his attention. His late arrival means we’ve got two hours left in this event, and he’s already cut our chat short. “I’ll do my best.” “You’re not easily swayed,” Sierra stretches the words, and I can tell she’s keeping an eye on Nolan too. I grin and raise my eyebrows. “Is there a catch?” A smile tugs at her lips. “No, I guess there isn’t.” “You’ve got nothing to stress about,” I assure her. “If I can get him to think about a deal, I will. And if not, it’s still been a nice evening. We haven’t hit up an event like this in ages.” I finish my whiskey and gesture for another. “How about it?” “No, I’ve got people I need to meet. Tonight is turning out to be bigger than I thought.” “I’ll be at the bar.” Sierra and I go our separate ways as she sets off to network and strengthen her connections. I slide over to the bar and set my empty glass aside. This part of the bar is meant for standing, but further down, there are several stools occupied by people chatting away. The ballroom is spacious and airy, but the mix of perfumes and colognes in the air could trigger an asthma attack. Above the bar, the pendulum lights hang low, matching the overall dim ambiance. Most of the charity events I’ve attended with Sierra have had a similar low light vibe. It probably feels too forward to ask for donations when the lights are blaring. I’m waiting for the bartender, trying to figure out how to join the conversation with Nolan when someone brushes against my shoulder. “It’d be a shame for someone as skilled as you to be unhappy with your job,” a deep voice whispers in my ear. His charming accent is something I could easily get used to, reminding me of the hours my dad spent enjoying anything Irish. He’s so close that Nolan’s hazel eyes seem to pierce right through me. The musky scent of his cologne envelops me, and I’m grateful for my training. Stay cool. Stay composed. “How do you know I’m skilled?” “Sierra doesn’t hype up people who don’t earn it.” He turns to catch the bartender’s attention with a wave. “Two whiskeys.” In this line of work, guys are everywhere. But there’s something about the way his shoulders curve and the angle of his jaw beneath that goatee that feels oddly familiar. His charm isn’t just about looks; it’s all in how he carries himself. Confidence radiates from him, spilling over everything he comes into contact with. The bartender slides two glasses our way, and I pick mine up delicately, swirling it around and letting the ice clink against the glass. He leans back against the bar railing, elbows resting on the wood, gazing out at the spacious room. When he turns to me, our eyes lock over the edge of his glass. “When are you heading back?” “Tomorrow afternoon. Sierra is going to show me some sights in Sicily.” A smirk tugs at one corner of his mouth, like he’s trying to hold back a laugh. “Sounds exciting.” “Does it?” I avoid his gaze, keeping my back to the crowd. “Not quite as exciting as coming over to mine for a chat.” “And what would we chat about?” I glance into my glass, a flicker of hope sparking inside me. “Seeing if one of us can make the other an offer they can’t turn down.” “I get offers all the time, and I turn them all down.” I find our little back-and-forth entertaining, but I keep my expression neutral. “You’ve never had one from me.” Somehow, I’ve polished off another drink. “I guess we’ll see what you’ve got. I’m not easy to persuade.” He sets his empty glass down on the bar. “I’m counting on that. Tell Sierra to give me a ring.” When I look back, he and his crew have vanished.Beatrice’s POVThe next day, as we pull up to the De Luca family estate, there is a noticeable chill in the air. Snow blankets parts of the ground, but you can still see some patches of grass peeking through. Before we can even step inside, we get thoroughly searched. The first time I went through this years ago, it felt invasive and gross. Now, it’s just routine. They manage to uncover every single one of my concealed weapons. I guess I’ll need to get a bit more inventive with my hiding spots. Their mansion is a stunning, sprawling bungalow nestled in the suburbs. It’s going to take me ages to comb through the entire place for any clues. The file I glanced at had some info, but being here really drives home a different reality. This estate used to be pretty secluded, but the city has expanded all around it. There’s still a huge stretch of land in the back that looks like an empty field, save for a shed tucked away in the corner. When the front door swings open, I don’t see No
Beatrice’s POV“I do.” Her expression softens. “You’re not going to fight each other. Flint’s a jerk, but he’s still your brother.” “There are things you can’t possibly understand. People change. Flint’s mom and mine would be turning in their graves.” The hint of an accent returns, making me want to lean in closer to catch more. Despite her words, I think that accent might be genuine. Sierra isn’t a mom, but sometimes she gives off a nurturing vibe around certain people. Like that little hip sway, she doesn’t show that side of herself often. Her bond with Nolan and Flint runs deeper than I ever realized. “Can I help?” she asks. Nolan looks at me before turning to Sierra. “Maybe,” he replies. “I’m not looking for an arms deal, at least not right now. I wanted Flint to see I’m serious—my threats are real—which is why I brought you here.” She shifts in her seat. “I used to babysit you two when our parents were in meetings. I know how tight you and Flint are.” I try to keep my
Beatrice’s POVNolan's face lights up with a smirk. "I appreciate your straightforwardness." "Why beat around the bush?" I stay standing. "I'm content with Sierra, so your offer better be impressive." "I’m looking for a female bodyguard—" "Not interested." I pivot on my heel, taking a calculated chance. The more I push back, the less he’ll suspect my true intentions later. He’ll think he’s won me over. "Hold on," he says as my hand reaches the doorknob. "I can offer more than just a title for the right candidate. I know you’ve been working closely with Sierra." His tone shifts again, and I feel my shoulders ease. There’s something in the way he speaks that could easily draw me in. It drains my resistance. "I have. I’ve earned my place by her side." "What would it take to bring you here to work for me?" He stands in front of me now, arms crossed, giving me a piercing look. "I want to feel valued," I confess. "Essential, like I matter." He nods. "What I need you to do wo
Beatrice’s POVThe next day, when the door swings open to reveal Flint, I can't help but curse Nolan and his so-called matchmaking skills. I shot Nolan a text as soon as I landed to let him know when I’d be at the house. He definitely knew it would be me at the door. I sidestep Flint, rolling my eyes at the thought that I don’t know how to charm a guy. Nolan and I are going to have a serious talk about this. This isn’t my style at all.“Sierra must be a pretty terrible boss if you think working for Nolan is a better gig,” Flint quips.Instead of turning to him, I keep walking toward the back of the house and Nolan’s office. I give Flint a little wave over my shoulder, not even bothering to respond to him.His hearty laugh trails behind me until I turn the corner. When I reach Nolan’s door, I hit the buzzer like I saw Dalton do yesterday.After a moment, Nolan’s breathless voice comes through the speaker. “Yes?”“Tris.”The door buzzes open, and I step into the spacious room. Nolan is
Beatrice’s POVThe casino doesn’t look like much from the outside. It’s just a few sections of a strip mall with darkened windows, located in a part of Sicily I wouldn’t normally visit. Once we step through the sliding doors, it’s clear that the inside isn’t any better. Everything seems worn out, like it’s stuck in the seventies. Slot machines are crammed into every corner, and the smell of stale smoke hits me hard.“You own this place?” My voice lacks any enthusiasm.Nolan shoots me a sideways glance as he walks toward the back. “It’s not what it seems.”We’ve got a security guard in front of us and another behind.“Are you going to give me more details?”“Not at the moment.”“Trust—”“Is something you earn. You’ve got it from Sierra, but you need to earn it from me.” He points his finger, his face serious.Nolan’s knack for blending in or standing out, depending on what he needs, is impressive. Even some of the agents I know can’t pull that off.“Just watch and learn.” Nolan approa
Beatrice’s POVI spend the next few weeks shadowing Nolan around the city as he makes deals, chats with people, and stacks up cash. I can never quite figure out what Flint does all day. Sometimes I catch a glimpse of him, but most of the time it feels like it’s just Nolan and me in the house. Flint’s like a ghost. One day, while I’m sitting on the edge of my bed thinking about hitting the gym, my phone buzzes with that familiar tone. I grab it from the nightstand and see a simple message. “Lunch is on me today. James.”I check the clock and realize I’ve got two hours to get to a dive bar in R Island. I quickly throw on my go-to outfit of black pants and a shirt, pulling my dark hair into a tight ponytail. Snatching my jacket off the chair where I tossed it last night, I head down the hall to ask for the day off. I ring Nolan’s office, wishing I could just walk in. We go through our usual routine, and he buzzes me into the room. “You should really set up a camera out there so we ca
Beatrice’s POVOnce his eyes adjust, he spots me at the bar. Dalton steps in right behind him, his broad shoulders nearly scraping the doorframe. James is busy cleaning the bar, keeping his distance from me now. I admire how quickly he can read a situation. Just moments ago, he was holding my hand.Flint frowns and shoves his hands into his pockets as he approaches me. “You came all the way to R Island just for a drink at this dump?”“It caught my eye.” I motion to the empty stool next to me. “Want a drink?” My heart races, pounding against my ribs. He followed me. How did I not notice? The fact that I missed it is scarier than him being here. These are the kinds of slip-ups that can get agents killed.Flint settles into the stool next to me. He glances over his shoulder and tells Dalton, “Keep an eye on the door.”“Whiskey?” I ask.“Irish Car Bomb.” Flint shoots me a sideways look.I swallow hard and signal to James, who’s at the far end of the bar. He strolls over like he’s got noth
Beatrice’s POVNolan and ten other guys are hanging around some vans and SUVs just a couple of blocks from The Corral. Even though we’ve been running errands together for weeks, this place feels unfamiliar to me since it’s in Morfil territory. Being here makes my heart race in a weird way. Sometimes I worry I might actually have a heart attack trying to keep my cool while everything inside me is going crazy. I really need to get rid of the note in my pocket. With so many people around, I can’t risk keeping it. I pull it out and crumple it up, tossing it into a garbage can as I walk by.As we get closer, Nolan’s eyes lock onto me. He steps aside and motions for me to stand next to him. I slide in beside him and glance at the others, trying to figure out how to bring up Flint showing up in Newport out of nowhere.It’s like Nolan can sense my tension. “Flint followed you,” he says, a smirk playing on his lips.I squint at him. “You knew?”“That’s why I let you go solo. Thought my screw-
Beatrice’s POVDai Qing’s phone buzzes as we make our way to the medical building. “He’s out of the coma and ready for visitors. Perfect timing.” She slips her phone into her pocket. My stomach twists at the thought of James and the fact that Nolan and Flint are responsible for what happened. Flint did it for kicks, and Nolan thought he was protecting me. I wipe my sweaty palms on my jeans as we step inside. I know he won’t blame me, but I can’t shake the feeling that I could have done something to help him sooner, maybe figured out that Flint was gathering people I didn’t even know about.“How are you holding up, seeing him like this?” She turns slightly and raises an eyebrow. “I don’t think anyone enjoys seeing him like this. That’s not really what you mean, is it?” “Well, I know you two had a… thing.” Dai Qing chuckles. “Did he mention that to you?” “He hinted at it a few times, but he never outright said it.” “That makes sense.” “Does it?” “I mean, he’s had feelings for yo
Beatrice’s POVNolan’s remarks about his secret project, how Flint didn’t grasp the significance of what he was working on, and his mention of setting something in motion that he wasn’t sure he could stop, keep popping into my mind. “No one told me anything?” She slams the folder down on the table behind her. “And risk you blowing your cover? You’re already too invested in him. If you knew, you’d have ruined your own story.” I shake my head, though a small part of me wonders if she’s got a point. “I should have been informed.” “We couldn’t take that chance. He turned us down flat. He said he’d only give up Flint if his brother killed their father. Any other situation wasn’t negotiable.” She gestures toward Nolan in the other room, leaning over the table at Zahir, who looks completely unfazed, hands relaxed. Other agents are around, watching closely, hands near their weapons. “You can guess he’s a bit upset we were at his place.” “What did you tell him?” “That when he refused us,
Beatrice’s POVI reach out blindly for a steel chair and plop down into it. “You knew?” Dai Qing asks, her brow furrowing. “No,” I reply, shaking my head. “I was just a kid.” Her frown deepens. “But you know something now.” I feel a wave of nausea. If Nolan was behind John's death, could he also have had a hand in Claude's? Flint mentioned they killed for each other, and Nolan had told me about John. Flint fought Claude in The Corral, and Claude was really good, one of the best. Could Flint have done it? Did they both do it? “If you know something,” she says, tapping the folder, “you need to share it.” “I don’t know anything,” I say, glancing at her before looking away. “I was only ten. What could I possibly know? I didn’t even realize John was a mechanic. He was just a loser to us. I’m—” I struggle to find the right words. “Shocked he died like that.” Dai Qing sits down in the chair across from me and pulls the folder closer. She flips through it for a moment bef
Beatrice’s POVFrowning, I stare at the text for a few minutes. They’re calling me to headquarters for a meeting. While it would be nice to see James, the timing isn’t great. I need to speak to Dai Qing before I leave for the airport.I dial Sierra’s number and hold the phone to my ear.She answers on the first ring. “Oh, God, Tris. Is he still alive?”“What?”“Flint. He called me early this morning or late last night. I was in a meeting, and so my phone was off. But he left this rambling message on my phone because he was dying.” Her voice catches on a sob.“He’s alive, Sierra.” What else did he say in that message? She’s calling me, so he couldn’t have outed me as FBI to her, or she’d be here shooting me herself. “What did he say in his message?”Sierra takes a few steadying breaths. I picture her worrying a wad of tissues as she talks. “Some personal stuff.”“He has a phone in his room, if you want to call him. But—” I purse my lips. “He won’t remember calling you. His memor
Beatrice’s POVWhile I wait for Nolan to emerge from Flint’s room, I try to stay as still and calm as possible. Inside, I want to fidget, jump up and pace around, anything to release this nervous energy.When the hospital door swings open, Nolan pauses at the threshold for a minute, scanning the hallway for me, and I almost collapse in relief. His expression is the one I’ve come to recognize so well. There’s no rage or confusion anywhere. Whether Flint remembers or not, he didn’t say anything to his brother.“He wants to see you.” Nolan nods at me.We’re toe-to-toe and he still hasn’t moved from the doorway.“You okay?” I ask.A wisp of a smile flits across his face before it vanishes. His lips brush my temple as one of his arms circles my waist. “I’m headed home. I’m leaving one of the guys here to come with you.” He gestures to a man whose name I can never remember. Felix? Jorge? It’s strange to think how much I relied on Dalton. Nolan’s hand slides away, and his footsteps retr
Beatrice’s POVWe're deep into our second game of Settlers of Catan while we wait for updates. Nolan suddenly remembers that the game was stashed away in a cupboard from a previous waiting period. When I brought it up, he got quiet and mentioned that he used to play it with his dad. Later, Dalton decided to join us while we waited during some other tense moments. The thought of him playing this game with Nolan is both sweet and a bit sad. It's hard to picture him being good at it, but it feels wrong to think that way now that he's gone. Still, I appreciate the distraction from Flint's situation and James's extraction. I'm trying to keep Nolan's strategy in mind because my worrying won't change anything for either of them. When I look up from the board, I catch Nolan watching me. “Need a hand?” he teases, a playful spark in his eyes. “I think I can handle it.” “Because you have choices.” “I see them.” I nod at the board, fiddling with a card in my hand. “I wouldn’t
Beatrice’s POVI stare at Flint’s unconscious body. No one would know if I left him out here. Ian was supposed to have searched the grounds. He’ll bleed out. There’s already so much blood.“Tris?” Nolan’s voice travels across the field, and when I scan behind me, he’s silhouetted against the double doors.Thoughts flick through my brain, almost too brief to catch. He’ll see me walk away. If Flint killed their father, I could get away with leaving him to die. We don’t know for sure. Could Nolan forgive me? Would he understand?Time’s up. Make a choice.“Nolan!” I scream. “Nolan!”He breaks into a run, and I drop to my knees beside Flint. Cradling his head in my lap reminds me of my brother and makes it impossible for me to do anything but sit there, staring at the blood leaking out of him and across the flagstones.Once Nolan reaches my side, there’s a flurry of activity as he struggles to staunch the bleeding while calling an ambulance and then a cleaning crew to collect and dis
Beatrice’s POVThe blaring alarms are so loud they feel like they’re shaking the walls. I bolt upright, my heart racing and adrenaline pumping. Nolan’s already up, slipping into his pants. “What’s going on?” I ask, still trying to shake off the sleep. “Alarm system. We’ve got an intruder.” “Could Flint have accidentally set it off? Or maybe someone else?” I really don’t want him heading downstairs. It’s 3:10 a.m. They could still be lurking around. “Have you heard it go off at all since you got here?” Nolan snaps as he heads to the walk-in closet, rummaging through his clothes. I swing my legs over the side of the bed and quickly throw on my shirt and pants to keep up with him. He’s opened a gun safe and is loading up on weapons, stuffing ammo into his pockets like we’re gearing up for a fight. “You need to stay here.” “If you’re going, I’m going.” His worried eyes lock onto mine. “I don’t want you involved in this.” “If you stay, I’ll stay. If you go, I’m goin
Beatrice’s POVI made it clear to Nolan that he needed to shower before I’d even think about dealing with him. He tried to persuade me to join him, but I was on a tight schedule to find Dai Qing, fill her in on James, and grab whatever info she had on my file. As I rushed out of Nolan’s room, I told him I needed to change because I had blood on my clothes—James’s blood. Just the thought of it makes my stomach twist.I sprint down the hallway and spot Yichun cleaning my area. I pop my head in and say, “Can you please get Dai Qing as fast as you can?” She nods quickly and takes off while I punch in the code to my room. The light flashes red, and it beeps at me. I messed up the numbers. My hand shakes as I try again. Taking a deep breath, I remind myself to stay calm. I can’t lose it now. Flint doesn’t know anything. James needs me. Breathe. I enter the code once more.Just as I’m pulling off my shirt, there’s a sharp knock at the door. Dai Qing walks in with her cleaning supplies, dropp