"Get in line! Come on, stop moving around!" The chaperone says clapping her hands. A few eunuchs shove the girls together. "You are not kids anymore. Your life from before is gone. You are now the property of King Loras. You are his concubines. His women. You have to act accordingly."
Astrid feels nauseous. How on earth did this happen?
On a balcony, above the shared bedroom of the new girls, the favorites are staring down, laughing, and pointing at the skinny slaves. No competition for them, only maids to help around. After all, they are legendary beauties from the southern tribes. Those girls are nothing but northern savages.
"Is that the one?" A caramel-skinned woman, dressed all in gold asks the chaperone from above.
"Your Grace! Is...this is the... girl." The chaperone answers with a trembling voice.
The woman approaches Astrid slowly, her steps so light and inaudible that she seems to be floating. Once face to face, the two women look at each other.
"How dare you, girl? Bow your head in front of Lady Tamara!" One eunuch shots at Astrid.
"No need." Lady Tamara answers. "You can't expect them to know the rules of the court. They are northeners after all."
She smiles at Astrid and although her words stung a bit, she does seem... almost kind.
"Lady Chaperone, put this one in my service." Lady Tamara requires throwing one more look at Astrid.
"But, Your Grace... She was noticed by the King, she may be asked to..."
"I will talk with my brother if necessary. For now, she is in my service."
With that, Lady Tamara leaves the room.
Before Astrid could say anything, she is rushed out of the room, into the bathhouse. Where the Lady Chaperone began showering her with instructions:
"You do not talk without permission, you bow your head to everyone, you leave the room when you are asked and you run when you are requested. You do not question any order Lady Tamara gives."
"No!" Astrid answers as a few maids hurry to wash her body.
"What?"
"I won't do any of those things. I don't want to serve a murderer's family. I prefer to die." Astrid says.
The Lady Chaperone sighs, looking at the girl.
"Leave us!" She asks the maids and they all hurry to comply. "Girl, do you think you are the first who says that to me?"
Astrid looks at her curious. Why would that matter?
"I was one of the girls who said that, once. A really, really long time ago."
"And what happened?" Astrid asks as the old woman seems caught in her bad memories.
"The Lady Chaperone that was here at the time, after a few days seeing me struggle took me by my shoulders and told me: Girl, this palace is either a heaven or a hell and it is on you to choose which of the two. But remember this sad truth..." She says, looking in the distance. "You are here, you already lost everything. But the girls that will come to replace you did not. They have what you lost. They were you from a month ago. So you can either try to live life as it is or die, leaving them to take your place. Over and over again."
"Why would I care?" Astrid asks, but knowing she wouldn't want this fate for anyone else.
"Because your death will change nothing. But your life has a chance to save many." Lady Chaperone answers and the weight of her words fall on Astrid's shoulders.
She says nothing else for the rest of the day. She listens to the instructions, she does what she is asked, she holds the cups, the plates, the clothes the jewelry as she is instructed to.
Her soul died. But if her body keeps moving around she can save others... Well, she considers it.
In the evening, she is brought into a luxurious room. The colors are not as opulent as in the rest of the palace and the tones are warmer.
"Your Grace, the maid you required." Lady Chaperone says and Astrid bows her head.
Lady Tamara is sitting on a couch with a comfy blanket wrapped around her shoulders. So much different from her elegant appearance earlier.
"Come, sit next to me." She invites Astrid gesturing at a pillow on the floor.
When Lady Chaperone leaves them alone, she smiles to Astrid.
"What is your name?" She asks.
"Astrid."
"A beautiful name. It suits you."
"Why did you pick me?" Astrid asks directly and Tamara chuckles.
"Being this direct cand bring your death here. But I find it refreshing, so you are in luck. I insisted to have you in my service to protect you. You have no idea how many you have offended with your simple presence. They would have killed you in your sleep in a blink of an eye." Tamara answers.
"Who?"
"Who would have gotten to you first ? Lysa, the king's favorite. You saw her fist in the throne room. Sansa, my older sister, who wants to keep the favorites' number down so she won't lose her influence. Or Tommen, the king's half-brother, who wants to ensure the only women in the harem are the ones he sends. He already has too many heirs to worry about for his liking."
"And you?" Astrid asks. She heard stories about the palace. Everyone follows their interests.
"My brother has been miserable since Luna died. His misery was bad enough while he was a prince. But a miserable king... I haven't seen him show any emotion since her funeral. Until today."
"Luna?"
"His first love." Tamara answers, suddenly saddened. "She died giving birth to her first child. The little prince died shortly after. And my brother's heart froze."
"I don't think I can do anything about it." Astrid answers dreading the thought of replacing someone close to the king. She can follow orders like a maid, but being with him... No!
"I know you hate him now. His coronation is the reason you are not with your family and..."
"My family is dead, because they tried to hide me." Astrid answers, mad at Tamara's sugar-coated version.
"Oh... I am sorry." She seems sincere and Astrid calms down a bit, after all, it's not her fault. "I knew the slave-hunters became more and more aggressive, but I didn't know it's like this... An empire reflects his ruler and with my brother in this state... I fear the worst is yet to come."
"So you care about commoners? How noble." Astrid answers rolling her eyes.
"I show you respect. Do the same." Tamara answers with a scolding look. "Believe it or not, most of my family does. That's the purpose of the harem. The mothers of the royals are always commoners. They keep their children grounded."
Astrid keeps her mouth shut. She was rude enough and the princes seems to only want to help. She will deal with her ulterior motives as they come.
Tamara asks a few more questions. All while she analyses Astrid from head to toe. That is to be expected though. Everyone wonders what the king saw in this slave girl so fast that he would accept all the northern girls without a second thought.
And certainly, Astrid is not a breathtaking beauty. She doesn't have voluptuous curves or round and firm breasts. Neither long and fit legs or a flat belly. She looks mostly normal. Like any other common girl that you pass on the street only to forget a second later. Her parents called her Astrid, with means divinely beautiful, but her only feature that may hold on to that name is her eyes. Kids in her village used to mock her big grey eyes. They said her look can bring storms and chaos.
Tamara sighs.
Astrid was caught in her own thoughts and lost track of what the princess was saying.
"I was planning to organize some entertainment for my brother tonight, but I don't think you are ready to seduce him."
Astrid grimaces and Tamara laughs.
"I will not force anything on you. God knows, this palace will crush you enough without my help."
Before Astrid can answer, a eunuch comes in and whispers something into Tamara's ear.
"Already?" She asks and the eunuch nods.
Tamara gets up and rushes out the door, after telling Astrid to stay where she is. Not like she has anywhere else to go. But as minutes go by, she notices that the halls that seemed quite busy and noisy earlier are now deathly quiet.
It's not that late yet, as the sun had barely left the sky. Maybe the dragon court goes to sleep early? Should she make the bed for the princess?
While she thinks about that, the door slowly opens.
"Tamara? I mean... Your Grace?" Astrid asks.
A maid with a covered face jumps at her with a rope from behind the door.
Astrid screams and pushes the maid that falls on her back. While she gets up, Astrid runs into the other room. There's nothing around that she can use to protect herself. The maid runs after her as Astrid rushes to the balcony.
"What d... do you...?" Astrid tries to ask, but the maid doesn’t answer. In a blink of an eye, Astrid flies through the cold air, into the abyss of night. Pushed over the edge on her first night after deciding to live. How ironic.
But death proved enough times that doesn't want her.
The air trembles as a huge black beast rushes through the air, straight to Astrid. She can't figure out if it's a dream or not until the cold scales of the dragon touch her skin.
The last thing she sees before everything goes black is the face of the murderous king grinning at her.
Astrid wakes up in the morning. She enjoys how the soft silk brushes over her naked body for a moment.Naked body?She jumps out of bed, looking around. She doesn't recognize the room and as the memories of previous night come back, she is frozen in terror. What happened after she fell from the balcony? She is obviously alive... So she didn't dream about the dragon. But if she didn't dream about that how did she end up here? More than that. Why did she end up wearing nothing...She takes a deep breath and starts looking for her clothes, but they aren't anywhere in sight. She wants to open the cabinets, but she doesn't know whose room is this and she doesn't want to steal clothes.She sighs. She wraps the silk sheet over her chest and slowly opens the door. She takes a sneak peek outside, but it's just another empty room.She looks around here too, hoping she can find her dress.Focused on that, she doesn't notice when the door opens."Astrid?"Astrid jumps out of her skin."Tamara?"T
"A dance party?" Lanna asks and Astrid signals her to shush."Tam... Lady Tamara said that the Governor of the Private Chambers asked The Lady Chaperone to choose some girls to dance for the king and his family. They will probably choose favorites, but we get to help around and join the feast!" Astrid says, excited. She was in the kitchen earlier preparing to bring breakfast for the princess and she managed to catch a glimpse of the delicious food the cooks were preparing."Governor of the Private Chambers?" Lanna asks, amused.Astrid laughs."I know. It sounds made up. I thought Tamara was joking, but they do have that position. It's important too, apparently.""These people are so pompous. It's insane."The girls laugh until The Lady Chaperone enters the big room where they all relax. She looks around and seems mad."Staying around all day. You understood nothing of what I told you!" She hits the ground with her cane and all the girls rush to form a line and bow their heads.They've
Astrid can't seem to find her sleep tonight. The events from earlier still play through her mind over and over again.She sighs, opening her eyes. It's pointless to try and fall asleep now, the sun will be up in an hour or two anyway. She makes her way to the balcony, wrapping the blanket around her shoulders.The cold air cleans her mind, at least a little bit.Why was she so bothered anyway? She told herself that it’s because she was worried about something bad happening to Lanna, but she knows that's a lie. And Lanna was so happy. She even smiled at Astrid once the party was over and she was rushed to be prepared. She will become a favorite, doing nothing but making sure she looks pretty all day.And Astrid is happy for her friend. Astrid should be happy for her friend. But earlier, when the king locked eyes with her from across the room, she felt something.She shakes her head. Everyone telling her she was somehow special to the king must have gotten into her head. And she didn't
Astrid didn't expect a royal dinner to be this... casual. They laugh, they drink and they tell stories from their past. Tamara didn't exaggerate at all, they do seem very close to one another. And to her surprise, Astrid didn't feel like the third wheel to the cart, their comfort around each other extended to her and she was able to join their conversations in a way that felt natural. She told stories from her childhood, laughed, and joked like she was around her own family. The king listened to her, laughed and shared his stories too. As the night continued, they seemed so engaged in their own conversation that they didn't even notice Tamara going to the balcony. And it was not like Astrid imagined. He wasn't seductive, not in an aggressive way, he was charming and open. He made Astrid feel like...home. When about an hour passed and they realized Tamara was gone, the king went to check on her on the balcony and Astrid was left behind to take a look around the huge room. "Astrid,
A knock on the door snaps Astrid back to reality. She feels her face wet and almost laughs. Such a weird feeling to not realize you're crying. "Lady Astrid?" A eunuch comes in, even though she didn't answer. But she got used to them. They are the shadows of the harem, coming and going as they please. "Does Lady Tamara need anything?" Astrid asks. She didn't tell Tamara what happened, she just lied and said she was not feeling well. It's not that she wanted to lie to her, it's just that Tamara would try and defend her actions and she doesn't want that now. She wants the blame and the shame to drown her. "No. The king sent me." The eunuch answers and hands her a golden handkerchief. "I am not feeling well." Astrid answers and tries to give it back. "My lady, the king may had taken an interest in you, but that doesn't make you better than us. We all obey his word in this harem. I was ordered to give you this. You are ordered to go tonight. Please don't make this harder for me. If yo
"Can't I just stay with Tamara?" Astrid asks in the morning as they eat breakfast. "You want to stay in my sister's service instead of living on the favorite's floor?" Loras asks while pushing a weird-looking pastry, covered with something red into Astrid's mouth. "No way. It looks disgusting!" She protests, but he doesn't move. "Try." She relunctly opens her mouth and her eyes lighten up. "Amazing!" She tries to say with her mouth full. He chuckles. He was born a prince and he grew up to be a king. Not even his sister was so care-free around him. The protocol was always followed and no one left their guard down. But this one... This little slave from the barbaric tribes of the north. She looks him straight in the eyes. Like no one did before. "And yes," She continues, not aware that he has been staring at her. "I like spending time with Tamara. It's not like she gives me a lot to do. Enough not to get bored. I hate sitting around all day." "Then you can go to the garden. Take w
The heavy doors open and in the silence of the night, their sound feels like a lonely heartbeat. Astrid takes a few steps inside the room before they close behind her, sealing her fate."Your Majesty..." She says, kneeling down, but her tone is cold and distant, nothing of the nervousness of last night."Come closer, Astrid. Let me see how beautiful you are in the moonlight." He says and his honey-covered voice almost makes her lose her determination.She takes his hand and they walk on the balcony. The full moon is shining brightly over the sea."Why is the full moon night sacred?" She asks, not wanting to open the subject directly."Shh. Listen carefully."She does as he asks and hears the dragon. His growls are not scary tonight, they sound like a melody. A song filled with melancholy and sadness."He is the last of his kind. When the moon was full, dragons mated. Now, he can only sing, hoping a mate would come. It's a sacred night because a dragon child conceived in this night wil
Now that she took this decision, Astrid has to talk with her friend. If they are to compete for the heart of the same man, she wants to do it openly, not behind Lanna's back. She owes her at least that much.She wants to go to Lanna's room directly, but her appearance is still a little messy since that... kiss. Her heart beats like a drum when she thinks about that. How lost she was in the moment. How amazing his touch felt. How soft and sweet his mouth was.She shakes her head. A bath will clear her mind and as it's still quite early in the morning, no other favorite is awake, so the bathhouse is empty.As she lets the water pour over her body, Astrid hears steps behind her. She doesn't bother to check as she thinks it's probably a maid, here to take an early bath before the work begins.She doesn't really have time to react when someone grabs her by the hair and smashes her head on the wall. The adrenaline hits and Astrid turns around and pushes the person off her."Who are you?" Sh
"All hail to King Loras Dardarian and Queen Astrid Dardarian!" The guard announces them solemnly as they step through the gold doors. The banquet room is filled with the noble lords and ladies of the kingdom, diplomats from beyond the seas and high members of the land councils. They all bow in front of the royal couple as they slowly make their way to the other side of the room, where the thrones await.Astrid looks at Loras, who is holding her hand. So many years passed, so many troubles they overcame and with every second that they live she feels that not a thousand lives would be enough next to him. Loras notices her melancholic glance and smiles."This is not the day for unpleasant feelings, my little one! This is a day of celebration." He whispers, the feeling of his breath on her neck, still giving her shivers of pleasure after so many years."I am old, Loras. When will you stop calling me little one?" She laughs."Do you want me to find you another nickname in the next life?"A
"Where is my son?" Loras shouts, his voice unrecognizable.Astrid helps Lysa get up and whispers to her that Omar found his way to the dragon cave and is now with his aunts. Once she hears that, color returns to her face and she starts crying hysterically.Everyone turns to them, distracted by the noise. Everyone but the king, who is so blinded by his rage that he can't hear a thing around him."You're not lying?" Lysa asks, clinging to Astrid's arm with such force that she almost breaks it."He got lost in the corridors. The king's dragon sensed his distress and called for him. That's why he ended with us." Astrid explains and the guards around them exchange questioning looks before glancing at the king."Loras! Loras!" Lysa shouts, running toward him, ignoring the traitorous lords that throw her murdering looks. "Omar is with Astrid! Omar is alright! Our son is alright!"The king's fist freezes in the air and he turns his head to Lysa. His former favorite is in tears, happiness mixe
Astrid tries to swallow the lump in her throat as she looks at the cave's entrance, waiting for someone to run in and announce that Loras arrested the lords without spilled blood.Sansa's voice is in the background as her prayers echo on the cavernous walls, creating a soothing noise. It helps the other girls that are gathered in the corner, as far away from the dragons as possible."We just got here..." Tamara tries to calm Astrid down, but to no avail."Did Loras say anything to you about Lysa and Omar?" Astrid asks, holding Erik a bit tighter to her chest."He just seemed furious. But my brother is not the one that is easily overpowered by emotions. And he loves Omar. I think he will forgive Lysa too for his sake." Tamara confidently declares. Her reassurance seemingly more for herself than for Astrid."My lady?" Esmee asks. "I could take the little prince for a while. So you could rest."Astrid looks at her. She wants to say no, as feeling Erik close to her makes her feel better,
The heavy doors open and all heads bow in front of her. If the events from earlier wouldn't have opened her eyes, Lysa would think that they all respect her. She looks at her new husband and the dignified way he keeps his back straight and his hand on that decorative sword on his waist. He will find his end tonight. She looks around. They will all find their end. Including her. Two chairs were brought to sit tall on the other side of the room and Lysa walks to sit on one. Lord Connrad joins her soon after and the meeting of the traitors begins. "Noble lords of the kingdom!" Lord Connrad starts his grand speech. "For centuries, our influence was the foundation that the crown used to build this great nation. Every change good or great was passed through our opinions before a king would even consider implementing it. And that brought us to where we are today. On the top of the world. Second only to God's heavens." The Lords cheer in agreement and Lysa simply fails to understand the ne
Lord Connrad has a huge grin on his face as he stares at the woman that once was known as the jewel of the crown. Lysa is indeed a beauty, even so many years later, even after a child. Her figure is unchanged, the skin is soft and tight. Her breasts are defying any force of gravity that tries to tame them.The woman is shaking, terrified by what's to come, but doesn't utter a single word. After all, who would help her even if they hear her screams?She closes her eyes, trying to disconnect, to leave her body to this filthy word. But that seems to provoke Lord Connrad, because he grabs her hair and shouts at her, ordering her to look at him like she used to look at the king.Why would she? This scum is no king...In her mind, she returns to her first night with Loras. Sansa chose her to go. She liked how Lysa could hold her head high. She didn't realize that she was only doing it because she had nothing to lose. In the prince's chambers, she was shaking like a bird caught in hand. Lora
The bells ring louder than Lysa had ever heard them. Curious thing. She's been here for years and she never paid attention at the sound. Every hour... one ding for one past midnight, two dings for two past midnight. Every single day without a break and it's the first time she actually listens to them.The high priest in right on time. The old man always is. That might be his only quality as in the rest of the time he spends his moments preaching about how everything is a sin.Lord Connrad comes into her room without knocking and she throws him a threatening look that he chooses to ignore."You, my lady, are dazzling my eyes. Truly the jewel of the crown as the peasants refer to you."Lysa can't help but throw her eyes in the mirror. The dress is indeed dazzling. Impeccable white, crusted with endless diamonds that reflect the weakest light into a rainbow that then dances around her. A sight to counter her flawless body and rise her full chest. A bit of cleavage, just enough to attract
Omar is shaking at her chest, but Lysa signals him to be quiet. Lord Connrad sent two of his personal guards to escort them, but they still have to get to the meeting point unnoticed. "You said we are going to see auntie!" Omar whines and the echo of his little voice hitting the empty halls makes Lysa freeze. "We have to see a friend first." She whispers to her son. "It won't take long, I promise." The promise is a lie. Lysa doesn't know how long it will take, but it's enough that she is anxious, she is not going to bring her son in the same state. "I'm cold!" He whines again after a moment of silence and Lysa curses herself for not dressing him in warmer clothes. But at the same time, the guards would have gotten suspicious if the prince would have walked to his aunt's place all dressed up. "We are going somewhere warm, my love. One moment." She wraps her arms around him, trying to provide all the warmth she can with her own body. This old path was closed years ago so there are n
"What happened? Where is she?" Astrid bursts into the infirmary with Tamara, confused as hell, running behind her."Forgive me, Lady Astrid! Her stomach started bleeding, suddenly. It may have been more than an indigestion, I believe the stress made a hole inside her guts. She bled out the poor girl.""She was fine a moment ago and now you're telling me that she bled to death?" Astrid shouts, but the medic is already not paying attention to her anymore as she bows to somebody that just came into the room. Astrid turns around, surprised to see Lord Connrad."Thank you for your worry, my lady. My wife would have been honored." He says, barely contenting his smirk. "Your Grace. It's an honor to be in your presence."Tamara doesn't seem to reciprocate the feeling but politely nods at the lord. Since she doesn't know the situation, she is not filled with rage as Astrid is."Forgive me, my lady! My lord! I did everything that was in my mortal power. The rest comes only from God and he was t
"You look at me as if you just saw a ghost, Astrid." Sansa comments, trying to seem offended, but with a smile hiding behind her lips."I... didn't expect that...""Neither did I. To apologize to a... well, you are not a slave anymore... to a concubine of my brother was not something that I thought I will ever do in this life. But I am not that stuck in my own ways not to see the necessity to do it this time.""And what made you think that?"Sansa sighs."More than one thing I suppose. My brother seems better, happier. I can't ignore the good effect you have on him. You offered him a son, a lovely little baby that even if I hated you, I can't help but adore. You turned around the fate of the war... Maybe I started it, but... I never wanted to go through with it. It was too late when I realized that and I am glad it failed. You didn't take advantage of that victory to push everyone else aside for your own gain. And more than anything you seem to care about this kingdom in a way that on