Trudy
I decide to get a drink while the bus stops and debate on if I should get crackers or something. Pulling out my money, I feel someone behind me swipe their card. I don’t need to look to know who it is.
Turning around, I hand Bryan the money I was going to give to the cashier. His golden eyes stare at me with heartache, “Please, can we just talk, Tru?” I roll my eyes and begin walking away, “Baby, please. I’m sorry. I don’t want to lose you. Please give me a chance to explain. I wasn’t in the right frame of mind last night. The guys were talking about us and how we only know each other. That I won’t have any stories of hooking up with random girls in Europe as they do. My drunk brain made a poor decision.”
I pause and turn towards him. We haven’t spoken since this morning when I saw the girl leave. Bryan tried to talk to me, but I couldn’t. Speaking in public will test my ability to be rational and civil, and I’m not sure if that’s a test I can pass. “What is there to say, Bryan?” I pause for a moment, “I hope your one night was worth destroying these last two years.”
“It wasn’t Tru. I don’t remember anything or what happened. I promise we didn’t go any farther than kissing. This morning when I woke up, my clothes from last night were still on, and she was next to me fully clothed.” There is desperation in his voice. “I love you, Tru. I tried to keep up with the Irish last night and failed miserably. I swear, Tru, I don’t remember meeting her or seeing her until this morning. Tim said all we did was kiss, and I called her by your name all night.”
I stare at him dumbfounded, “Your drunk brain couldn’t be that drunk to mistake her black hair for my blonde.”
“No, I don’t remember her at all. This morning when I asked her to leave, it was the first time I looked at her. I couldn’t tell you anything about her. I don’t want to lose the relationship that I’ve built for two years over one drunken mistake. Please tell me how to make this up to you.” Bryan takes my hand, “Tru, you’re the only girl for me.”
One of the guides calls that we are leaving soon. I look at Bryan’s eyes. They seem so desperate and full of remorse. Letting out a sigh, I tell him, “Give me some time to think. I don’t want to throw these last two years away either, but I don’t trust you anymore. You broke up with me through a text so you could hook up with some girl. If you want to prove how sorry you are, I suggest you stop drinking.”
Bryan nods and smiles. Ugh, why is he so handsome. Bryan is tall with gorgeous sun-kissed skin, golden eyes that almost look like they’re glowing at times, and he’s well built. Even in his leather blazer, I can see the outline of his body. Every part of him is big.
Bryan takes my hand, “I’m sorry, Tru. Take all the time you need. When we get to the hotel tonight, I’ll give you a key to my room, so if you want to come talk, you can.” He kisses my cheek and turns away.
Letting out a sigh, I walk back to the bus. Britany is sitting there with her nose buried in her book. Of course, it’s some fantasy book. I sit next to her and open my drink. After taking a sip, I tell her, “Bryan tried to talk to me.”
Britany marks her page and looks at me, “What did the pile of garbage say?”
“That he was sorry, and it was a mistake.” Britany rolls her eyes. “He said that he was drinking too much to know what he was doing.”
“Do you believe him?”
I shake my head, “No, but I might forgive him for it. He’s done a lot for my family and me. One mistake doesn’t negate all the good he did for me. Plus, all they did was kiss, and technically he didn’t cheat.”
“I feel like that’s the most intimate of acts.” I look at her curiously. She shrugs, “Hookers, don’t kiss on the mouth because that’s what you do with lovers.”
“That’s from a movie, and I’m sure some do.” I run my fingers through my hair, “I’ve become dependent on him. I can’t afford this trip, my apartment, or school without his help. He’s never held it over me, but I know most of what I can do is because of him. Bryan has paid for some of my mom’s treatments and half her surgery bill. He does it without consulting me like he’s trying to take care of me. I don’t know, I feel like he truly loves me, and maybe this was just a lapse in judgment.”
Britany shakes her head, “You’re a strong, opinionated woman. I remember becoming your roommate. Your independence is something I admired about you, but he’s taken a lot of it. I’m super happy you came on this trip, but I hate that you feel if you don’t take him back, you can’t afford your life now.”
I nod, “I told him that I needed some time to think. I feel trapped right now. If I take him back, one of the biggest reasons will be money. I’ve come too far in school to drop out now. In December, I’ll complete the classwork portion of the P.A. program and will only have the clinical terms. Then I’ll be able to help my parents and support myself.”
“So, you plan to use him?”
I shake my head, “No, but the money might be a player in the decision. I am in love with him. I just don’t know if I believe his story, and I feel betrayed.”
“I would use him for the money.” I look at Britany in surprise. “What? Bryan is a jerk. Since day one, I’ve told you that you get a different side of him than the rest of the world. I know you love him, but he’s likely going to make another “mistake,” and what happens then? What if you’re married and having children?” I nod in agreement with her. “I’m just saying. Teach him a lesson. Don’t be afraid to use him.”
Using him would make me feel dirty. I don’t like using people. As Britany said, I’m independent. I can make things work on my own, with or without Bryan.
We make it to the next stop. It’s at a hotel in north Ireland. Tomorrow we will get on a fairy and head towards Scotland. This trip was interesting, but I’m ready to go home. I want to go back to work and see my mom. These two months away from her were awful. I can’t shake the feeling that they aren’t telling me everything. I check in with my parents every day, but it’s always the same answer. “Everything is fine.” I never get details. I know I’m the youngest, but I’m also the one who helps the most. It would be nice if I could get a little more reassurance. I need to know they are both genuinely okay.
After check-in to the hotel, I walk towards the elevators and run into Bryan. “Hey, I was just looking for you.” He says with a smile. Pulling his spare key out, he hands it to me, “214. If you want to talk, please feel free to let yourself in, and I will drop whatever I’m doing.”
I smile, “Thank you, Bryan. Let me work on homework and think.”
“Will you be coming down for dinner?”
I shake my head, “No, I may just run to the market for a few things if I get hungry.”
Bryan shakes his head and pulls out his wallet, “Here, take one of my cards. That way, you can eat or get whatever you need.” I try to protest, but Bryan stops me, “I promised I would cover this trip and this month’s bills so you would come with me. I’m the one who screwed up. It wouldn’t be fair to punish you for it. Please take it. I made you an authorized user this morning.” I stare at him in surprise. Why would he put me on his account? “When I realized what happened this morning, I knew you wouldn’t immediately take me back. I couldn’t stand the thought of you struggling since I’m the one who forced you to go on this trip. It’s only fair. Besides, there enough on here you couldn’t bankrupt me if you tried.” I take the card and smile. He smiles back.
I get up to my room and get out my computer. After working on things for a couple of hours, I take a break. I’m hungry, but I’m not sure I want to go downstairs. I don’t want to go to dinner by myself.
A knock on the door pulls me from my thoughts. Opening the door, I find Britany, “You’re not staying here all by yourself. Come on, let’s go exploring.” I let out a laugh when she scrunches up her face, “You’re not wearing that are you?”
“What’s wrong with what I’m wearing?” I look down at my clothes. I’m wearing basic skinny jeans and a plain form-fitting shirt. Nothing that would cause me to stand out in a crowd. I look at Britany. She’s wearing a short, black, sleeveless dress and tights. Her chocolate brown hair is in loose waves, and she gave herself a smokey eye. Britany, though very geeky, is fantastic at hair and make-up. She does well at showing off her hazel eyes. You can always see the green and brown specks in them.
“Everything. You need to look hot. Come on, let's get you ready.” Britany spends the next hour doing my hair and make-up. Then she goes through my clothes until she comes up with something that meets her definition of presentable.
I stare in the mirror. My blue-green eyes stand out against the dark make-up Britany did. She also put enough product in my straight dull blonde hair to give it a shine and make it curl. She chose a white high-low cut dress with a slim silver belt. I had to admit I looked nice, maybe not hot, but acceptable. I look like the girl you pick up three shots before the last call.
“You look great. If we run into Bryan, he’s going to be so jealous.”
“Bryan went out tonight?”
Britany flinches, “I’m sorry, Tru. I thought you knew.”
Not willing to spend another hour doing make-up, I swallow my tears, and we leave. I’m not sure where Bryan is, but I hope he sees me tonight. Before walking out the door, I grab my wallet and double-check that Bryan’s card is in it. Tonight is on him.
TrudyBritany and I walk down a boardwalk with a few pubs and a popular nightclub. One the way to the club, we pass a fortune-teller stand. “Tru, let’s get our palms read,” Britany tells me excitedly. I shake my head. “Oh, come on, it will be fun. What’s the worse that can happen?”“Look no offense to the teller, but there is no evidence that your palm has anything to do with the outcome of your life. Besides, you’re just inviting bad things to happen when you mess with trying to read the future.”Britany looks at me, surprised, “I didn’t know you were so superstitious.”“I’m not, but things like this give me the creeps.”She sighs, “At least come with me to get mine done. You don’t have to do it.”I nod, and we walk towards the woman’s stand. The sun is starting to set, and it looks like she is closing up the shop. “Hello
TrudyThe next couple of days, Bryan and I don’t leave each other’s sides. As we begin our Scotland tour, everything that happened in Ireland seems like it’s far in the past.“When we get back home, why don’t we find a place of our own?”I pull back and look up at him, surprised. “You want to move in together?”He nods, “Why not? It seems like the next step for us. The penthouse apartment will be available soon in the building my parents own. There are going to sign it over to me. It could be our place.” Bryan runs his nose up the crook of my neck before he begins kissing me.I breathlessly respond, “I don’t know Bryan. You enjoy having parties, and I always need to study.”“I’m done throwing parties. If I want to, I can go to someone else’s.” He whispers in my ear, “Besides, cleaning up takes too long. I’d much rather spend a Sa
TaranI feel a presence nearing me. I’m still in stone, but I can feel myself beginning to wake. The doors creak open, and I hear light footsteps in the room. I can't see, but I can hear and smell. The person who enters is a woman. She’s light on her feet and doesn’t seem to smell like fear, more of curiosity and wonder. Then I smell something else, a wolf. It isn’t her, but she’s close to one. Is she here as a spy? Maybe she knows it’s almost time for me to awaken and hopes to kill me.If that is her plan, she’s in for a surprise. I’m quick and can easily overpower one human before they even know it. My mother and the council turned me to stone to freeze me in time. Being stone should not affect me. I will be in the same shape I was before becoming stone.The woman trips and falls into me. I’m too heavy for her to knock over, but there was a moment I questioned if that is what she was trying to do. Then she
TrudyI find Taran attractive but a colossal jerk. His tone is always condescending. As a person, I don’t believe I like him. But something is telling me this isn’t the real him. When he first started talking, I thought all of this was a joke, but it would be a lot of effort to go this far. I realized at the stairs this was real. The basic world I knew isn’t real. There are doors that appear out of nowhere, walls you can walk through, crystals that work as lights, and a man that is outside nature's laws.Taran asks for my hands, and I reluctantly give them to him. He pushes them together, places the gem in my hands, then covers them with his. Closing my eyes, I begin to see things. I’m transported to another time.I see Tantallon castle in its prime. It’s full of music and laughter. People are dancing.“You cannot let go of my hand, but we can walk around the room, and I will explain everything.” Taran’s voi
TaranTru shows me what male clothes look like today. It’s surprising how much the world has changed in 500 years. I use the fae dust to cast a glamor spell allowing me to create clothes. I don’t like the look or feel of them, but they will do until I find something better.I turn to Tru. She’s dressed and waiting by the door. I grab some gold, my mother’s letter, and the lighting crystal. Tru seemed to be very interested in it, and I didn’t explain how they work yet.“Are you ready?” She nods, and I offer her my hand. We leave the temple. As we walk through the cave, I don’t let her hand go. I want to tell myself it’s that I don’t trust her. But it’s because I like touching her. Tru skin is soft and smooth. There is a tenderness in her touch that I’ve never experienced. I find myself wanting more.We make it back up to the castle grounds. Tru lets go of my hand when a girl with
TrudyWe are at the museum, and I explain things to Taran. He seems to be accepting everything well. I’m sure it’s overwhelming and confusing. He was understanding and patient with me earlier, and I hope I can give him the same sense of security.After the museum, we go to the library. On the way, we stop at a jewelry store. He sells four ounces and gets a little more than five thousand pounds. We leave and find a clothing store. He is currently wearing dark denim jeans and a black polo shirt. The shirt shows his build well. Taran looks pretty good, I must admit.After trying different looks, he finds a few things he likes. There are a couple of short-sleeve button-up shirts that fit him nicely and a few t-shirts. Though he didn’t like them, Taran got a few pairs of jeans and shorts. We find him some shoes and socks then start back towards the hotel.“Tomorrow I have a museum tour until noon, then the rest of the day is free. I hav
TaranI help Tru get her things. Everything goes into her bags, and we make our way up to my room. I got us a more luxurious space. It has a larger bed, and though there was a cottage available with three separate sleeping areas, I didn’t take it.I never cared for my companions sleeping next to me. Some wanted to, but others were fine to go back to their own beds. Jonat sometimes slept in my room, but it wasn’t often.I liked having my own space. I don’t feel the same way about Tru. I would like to believe that I want her close to keep an eye on her, but it isn’t. There is something about being near her that I like. Something about her appeals to me, and I can’t explain it.We get to the room and put our things away. Tru sits down a bag with, what she called, a laptop inside it. The wolf had his pack member destroy Tru’s room to punish her for talking to me. I haven’t touched Tru beyond warming her. Her scent is
TrudyI wake up to the sound of the door opening. Taran walks in carrying a bag. I turn on the light and realize his nose is bleeding, he has a split lip, and his right eye is swelling. Jumping out of bed, I ask, “What happened?”He shakes his head, “I’m fine.” He’s clearly not okay.I grab the water pitcher in our room and fill it with cold water. Grabbing a rag, I tell Taran, “Sit down on the couch.”He sits, and I dip the rag into the cold water. I begin cleaning Taran’s face. His nose doesn’t seem broken. I find that surprising, seeing how it looks like his nose took a direct hit since the bridge appears bruised.After I stop his nose from bleeding, I begin cleaning his lip. It appears the swelling is going down. I move to his eye next, using the cold cloth to reduce the swelling.“Are you hurt anywhere else?” I ask, dipping the rag into the water and putting it back
We land on the beach near our house. I struggle to climb off Taran, but he uses his tail to help me. After Taran passes me the box, he steps away. “Wait,” I stammer.Taran pauses, watching me closely. I put the box on the ground. “I haven’t gotten a good look at you. This is the real you, right?” I asked gesturing towards him.A grumble, then Taran’s bends his head so his gaze meets mine. I extend my hand out to touch him but quickly recoil. “I’m sorry. I forgot that it is rude to pet someone.”Another grumble, followed by something gripping me around the waist. I’m pulled towards the dragon. If my hands were not in front of me then I would have slammed into him, face first.“You don’t mind me touching you?” I asked. Taran shakes his head. My fingers trace the red scales varying in hue. Some are bright red, some scarlet, other a blood red all with thin golden marbling. “You’re beautiful,” I whisper. I look up into Taran’s reddish-orange eyes. “And you’re warm. I assumed you would feel
“She used you to get to me?” I asked. David nods. A look of shame washes over his face. “I’m sorry you were put in that position,” I tell him.David nods, “I’m sorry I let her manipulate me.”Something inside me seems to break. Looking at Taran, I ask, “Will it ever stop?”Taran shakes his head, “No, but I’m never letting you go again.” Taran squeezes my hand, “That is why I made a home for us. I put wards around our home to protect you.”“It doesn’t end with me, does it? What about the heir you desperately want?” I demanded.“Without an heir, the dragons will die. They will fight for power until they kill each other, leaving the world open to all the night creatures to kill. The water, the ground, and even the air will become poisoned.” Taran’s eyes soften, “I know you’re worried about the future, but I promise you if we decide to ignore our destiny, the future is much worse.”I stare at Taran, “They will never be a child. Someone will always be trying to hurt them or take advantage
“Trudy-bug,” my father cries when he sees me. He hugs me so tightly that I can barely breathe. “I was worried you would never want to see me again.”“I’m sorry, Dad,” I say as tears start to stream down my face.“No. No. I’m sorry. I should’ve listened to you about Cindy,” my father said.“What happened?” I asked.My father shakes his head, “It’s not important now. All that matters is that you’re safe.” He motions towards a house, “Come, I will have everyone over soon to say hello.”Taran stands next to me after shifting back into his human form. My father smiles and offers him a hand, “Taran, thank you for bringing her home.”Taran accepts my father's hand, “Tru’s home is with me. Once she is settled, I will take her to learn from the spirits. She will likely be gone a year or more.”“You’re sending me away?” I asked surprised.Taran nods, “When I can no longer teach you, yes. I will visit you often.”“I am not losing another year with my family,” I replied.“We will not discuss this
“I really don’t like flying,” I protest as Taran and I pack for the trip to my family’s island.“You were meant to soar, little dove.” Taran replies. His arms wrap around my waist from behind, “You are a mate to a dragon. Trust me, soon you will love being above the clouds.”I lean back against his chest. “What does my family think of all this?”Taran kisses the side of my head, “They don’t completely understand, but they know I will keep you safe at all costs.”“When will the dragons no longer see me as a threat? How long will we stay here?” I asked.I hear the smile in Taran’s voice. “Not even two days and you’re wanting to leave.”“It’s not that,” I argue. “I miss seeing people living their daily lives. Not cowering from me in fear or kissing up to me.”“The dragons will kiss up to you a lot, when they aren’t scheming your death.”I snort, “You forget I lived with wolves.”“One day, I will bow at your feet and beg for forgiveness at letting those animals take you,” Taran murmurs in
Taran grabs my dress and tears it down the middle—the dress pools at my feet before I can react. Taran grabs my wrists and pulls me towards the bed. Using his body weight to hold me in place, he bends me over the bed, holding my wrist behind my back. I struggle to get away until his free hand comes down on my bottom, causing a terrible sting. The impact stops my struggle.With a gentle touch, Taran soothes my back cheek. His voice is calm, but stern: “No clothes in the bed, dove. I want to feel your soft skin against me when we are in bed. I would prefer you naked at all times, but I have compromised and even provided you with clothes.” Taran removes his hand before bringing it down on the other cheek.“Ow,” I cry. I’m sure Taran has left his handprint on both sides of my bottom. “I won’t wear clothes in bed again my dragon.”“Why should I believe you, dove?” Taran asked. His hand slowly moves down the back of my thigh, then up the inside. Without thinking, I spread my legs wider for
I sit at the foot of the bed, watching the storm. The bedroom lights are dim, and I can see the waves crashing onto the shore as the lightning flashes.My back faces the door to the hall as I stare out the window. “You’re not supposed to wear clothes in bed,” Taran says, causing me to jump. I didn’t mean to startle you,” he adds while walking toward me. He removes his clothes before sitting opposite me. Taran hands me a package wrapped in paper: “I brought you a present.”“Thank you,” I reply.I unwrap the package to find a magic book as Taran explains, “I know you didn’t get to practice a lot of magic in the last couple of years. If you are interested, I can help you.”“I didn’t know dragons could use magic,” I reply while flipping through the book.“You will surpass me in a few months, but I can use magic. Most dragons have a natural magic, and the royal dragons can use spells.” Taran shrugs, “We can make charms and potions too, but I’m not very good.”“I would appreciate any help y
A loud crash of thunder jolts me from my sleep. The lightening brightens the room momentarily, and I find myself alone. A dim light seeps in from under the door. As I sit up, the room begins to brighten. I open the chest where Taran got the dress out and find that it is full of sundresses. I pick one and go out into the hall.Taran stands in the kitchen, cooking. He is dressed in a cotton shirt and board shorts. “Hello,” I say awkwardly.Turning towards me, Taran shows no emotion on his face. “Hello, dove. How did you sleep?”“I slept great until the thunder. What about you?”Taran is back, facing the food. “I didn’t sleep, there is much for me to do.”“What are you making? Can I help?” I offer.“It’s almost ready. Why don’t you set the table?”I nod and start looking for plates and utensils. “What do you want to drink?” I asked.“Just water,” he replies.I find glasses and fill them. Taran brings the food to the table, and we sit down to eat. “It smells nice,” I say with a smile.Tar
His tongue gently touches my lip, asking for entrance. Without much hesitation, I allow my tongue to meet his. The kiss becomes deeper as our tongues begin to dance. Taran’s hand moves up my hip to my waist, and finally my breast. His thumb strums my nipple through the thin fabric of my dress.Pulling back a little, Taran helps me sit up as he pulls the straps of my dress down and exposes my breast. He gently puts his hand on my chest and encourages me to lie back. I feel Taran slowly pulling up my skirt. Without thinking, I spread my legs for him. There is a hint of amusement in his voice, “You glisten.” Taran looks into my eyes. “It’s very beautiful.”We go back to kissing. Taran nips at my lips, causing me to let out a moan. I feel Taran smile against my skin, “Are we going to continue pretending you don’t want me to touch you, little dove?”I nip at his lips and chin. “I don’t know what you me
I follow Taran into the bedroom. He closes and locks the balcony doors. “Why are you locking the doors?” I questioned.“The wind from the storm will open them if they aren’t bolted. Plus, if the door is open, the sirens take it as an invitation they can join us, and I’m not open to sharing you.” Taran turns to look at me. “Why haven’t you removed your dress yet?”Slightly joking, I reply, “I thought we could do some hair pulling and light kissing. You know…to get into the mood.”“I’m already naked,” Taran states.I nod. I feel so nervous. I haven’t enjoyed sex since I woke up in the pack hospital. Though there are the dreams of Taran, real-life interactions can be much different. I faked it most of the time with Bryan, especially when he tried to dominate me. Something about him being in control felt off-putting.Taran sits on the side of the bed and motions for me to come to him. Once I’m close enough, he pulls me onto his lap so I’m straddling him. I realize how big and strong Taran