Trudy
I decide to get a drink while the bus stops and debate on if I should get crackers or something. Pulling out my money, I feel someone behind me swipe their card. I don’t need to look to know who it is.
Turning around, I hand Bryan the money I was going to give to the cashier. His golden eyes stare at me with heartache, “Please, can we just talk, Tru?” I roll my eyes and begin walking away, “Baby, please. I’m sorry. I don’t want to lose you. Please give me a chance to explain. I wasn’t in the right frame of mind last night. The guys were talking about us and how we only know each other. That I won’t have any stories of hooking up with random girls in Europe as they do. My drunk brain made a poor decision.”
I pause and turn towards him. We haven’t spoken since this morning when I saw the girl leave. Bryan tried to talk to me, but I couldn’t. Speaking in public will test my ability to be rational and civil, and I’m not sure if that’s a test I can pass. “What is there to say, Bryan?” I pause for a moment, “I hope your one night was worth destroying these last two years.”
“It wasn’t Tru. I don’t remember anything or what happened. I promise we didn’t go any farther than kissing. This morning when I woke up, my clothes from last night were still on, and she was next to me fully clothed.” There is desperation in his voice. “I love you, Tru. I tried to keep up with the Irish last night and failed miserably. I swear, Tru, I don’t remember meeting her or seeing her until this morning. Tim said all we did was kiss, and I called her by your name all night.”
I stare at him dumbfounded, “Your drunk brain couldn’t be that drunk to mistake her black hair for my blonde.”
“No, I don’t remember her at all. This morning when I asked her to leave, it was the first time I looked at her. I couldn’t tell you anything about her. I don’t want to lose the relationship that I’ve built for two years over one drunken mistake. Please tell me how to make this up to you.” Bryan takes my hand, “Tru, you’re the only girl for me.”
One of the guides calls that we are leaving soon. I look at Bryan’s eyes. They seem so desperate and full of remorse. Letting out a sigh, I tell him, “Give me some time to think. I don’t want to throw these last two years away either, but I don’t trust you anymore. You broke up with me through a text so you could hook up with some girl. If you want to prove how sorry you are, I suggest you stop drinking.”
Bryan nods and smiles. Ugh, why is he so handsome. Bryan is tall with gorgeous sun-kissed skin, golden eyes that almost look like they’re glowing at times, and he’s well built. Even in his leather blazer, I can see the outline of his body. Every part of him is big.
Bryan takes my hand, “I’m sorry, Tru. Take all the time you need. When we get to the hotel tonight, I’ll give you a key to my room, so if you want to come talk, you can.” He kisses my cheek and turns away.
Letting out a sigh, I walk back to the bus. Britany is sitting there with her nose buried in her book. Of course, it’s some fantasy book. I sit next to her and open my drink. After taking a sip, I tell her, “Bryan tried to talk to me.”
Britany marks her page and looks at me, “What did the pile of garbage say?”
“That he was sorry, and it was a mistake.” Britany rolls her eyes. “He said that he was drinking too much to know what he was doing.”
“Do you believe him?”
I shake my head, “No, but I might forgive him for it. He’s done a lot for my family and me. One mistake doesn’t negate all the good he did for me. Plus, all they did was kiss, and technically he didn’t cheat.”
“I feel like that’s the most intimate of acts.” I look at her curiously. She shrugs, “Hookers, don’t kiss on the mouth because that’s what you do with lovers.”
“That’s from a movie, and I’m sure some do.” I run my fingers through my hair, “I’ve become dependent on him. I can’t afford this trip, my apartment, or school without his help. He’s never held it over me, but I know most of what I can do is because of him. Bryan has paid for some of my mom’s treatments and half her surgery bill. He does it without consulting me like he’s trying to take care of me. I don’t know, I feel like he truly loves me, and maybe this was just a lapse in judgment.”
Britany shakes her head, “You’re a strong, opinionated woman. I remember becoming your roommate. Your independence is something I admired about you, but he’s taken a lot of it. I’m super happy you came on this trip, but I hate that you feel if you don’t take him back, you can’t afford your life now.”
I nod, “I told him that I needed some time to think. I feel trapped right now. If I take him back, one of the biggest reasons will be money. I’ve come too far in school to drop out now. In December, I’ll complete the classwork portion of the P.A. program and will only have the clinical terms. Then I’ll be able to help my parents and support myself.”
“So, you plan to use him?”
I shake my head, “No, but the money might be a player in the decision. I am in love with him. I just don’t know if I believe his story, and I feel betrayed.”
“I would use him for the money.” I look at Britany in surprise. “What? Bryan is a jerk. Since day one, I’ve told you that you get a different side of him than the rest of the world. I know you love him, but he’s likely going to make another “mistake,” and what happens then? What if you’re married and having children?” I nod in agreement with her. “I’m just saying. Teach him a lesson. Don’t be afraid to use him.”
Using him would make me feel dirty. I don’t like using people. As Britany said, I’m independent. I can make things work on my own, with or without Bryan.
We make it to the next stop. It’s at a hotel in north Ireland. Tomorrow we will get on a fairy and head towards Scotland. This trip was interesting, but I’m ready to go home. I want to go back to work and see my mom. These two months away from her were awful. I can’t shake the feeling that they aren’t telling me everything. I check in with my parents every day, but it’s always the same answer. “Everything is fine.” I never get details. I know I’m the youngest, but I’m also the one who helps the most. It would be nice if I could get a little more reassurance. I need to know they are both genuinely okay.
After check-in to the hotel, I walk towards the elevators and run into Bryan. “Hey, I was just looking for you.” He says with a smile. Pulling his spare key out, he hands it to me, “214. If you want to talk, please feel free to let yourself in, and I will drop whatever I’m doing.”
I smile, “Thank you, Bryan. Let me work on homework and think.”
“Will you be coming down for dinner?”
I shake my head, “No, I may just run to the market for a few things if I get hungry.”
Bryan shakes his head and pulls out his wallet, “Here, take one of my cards. That way, you can eat or get whatever you need.” I try to protest, but Bryan stops me, “I promised I would cover this trip and this month’s bills so you would come with me. I’m the one who screwed up. It wouldn’t be fair to punish you for it. Please take it. I made you an authorized user this morning.” I stare at him in surprise. Why would he put me on his account? “When I realized what happened this morning, I knew you wouldn’t immediately take me back. I couldn’t stand the thought of you struggling since I’m the one who forced you to go on this trip. It’s only fair. Besides, there enough on here you couldn’t bankrupt me if you tried.” I take the card and smile. He smiles back.
I get up to my room and get out my computer. After working on things for a couple of hours, I take a break. I’m hungry, but I’m not sure I want to go downstairs. I don’t want to go to dinner by myself.
A knock on the door pulls me from my thoughts. Opening the door, I find Britany, “You’re not staying here all by yourself. Come on, let’s go exploring.” I let out a laugh when she scrunches up her face, “You’re not wearing that are you?”
“What’s wrong with what I’m wearing?” I look down at my clothes. I’m wearing basic skinny jeans and a plain form-fitting shirt. Nothing that would cause me to stand out in a crowd. I look at Britany. She’s wearing a short, black, sleeveless dress and tights. Her chocolate brown hair is in loose waves, and she gave herself a smokey eye. Britany, though very geeky, is fantastic at hair and make-up. She does well at showing off her hazel eyes. You can always see the green and brown specks in them.
“Everything. You need to look hot. Come on, let's get you ready.” Britany spends the next hour doing my hair and make-up. Then she goes through my clothes until she comes up with something that meets her definition of presentable.
I stare in the mirror. My blue-green eyes stand out against the dark make-up Britany did. She also put enough product in my straight dull blonde hair to give it a shine and make it curl. She chose a white high-low cut dress with a slim silver belt. I had to admit I looked nice, maybe not hot, but acceptable. I look like the girl you pick up three shots before the last call.
“You look great. If we run into Bryan, he’s going to be so jealous.”
“Bryan went out tonight?”
Britany flinches, “I’m sorry, Tru. I thought you knew.”
Not willing to spend another hour doing make-up, I swallow my tears, and we leave. I’m not sure where Bryan is, but I hope he sees me tonight. Before walking out the door, I grab my wallet and double-check that Bryan’s card is in it. Tonight is on him.
TrudyBritany and I walk down a boardwalk with a few pubs and a popular nightclub. One the way to the club, we pass a fortune-teller stand. “Tru, let’s get our palms read,” Britany tells me excitedly. I shake my head. “Oh, come on, it will be fun. What’s the worse that can happen?”“Look no offense to the teller, but there is no evidence that your palm has anything to do with the outcome of your life. Besides, you’re just inviting bad things to happen when you mess with trying to read the future.”Britany looks at me, surprised, “I didn’t know you were so superstitious.”“I’m not, but things like this give me the creeps.”She sighs, “At least come with me to get mine done. You don’t have to do it.”I nod, and we walk towards the woman’s stand. The sun is starting to set, and it looks like she is closing up the shop. “Hello
TrudyThe next couple of days, Bryan and I don’t leave each other’s sides. As we begin our Scotland tour, everything that happened in Ireland seems like it’s far in the past.“When we get back home, why don’t we find a place of our own?”I pull back and look up at him, surprised. “You want to move in together?”He nods, “Why not? It seems like the next step for us. The penthouse apartment will be available soon in the building my parents own. There are going to sign it over to me. It could be our place.” Bryan runs his nose up the crook of my neck before he begins kissing me.I breathlessly respond, “I don’t know Bryan. You enjoy having parties, and I always need to study.”“I’m done throwing parties. If I want to, I can go to someone else’s.” He whispers in my ear, “Besides, cleaning up takes too long. I’d much rather spend a Sa
TaranI feel a presence nearing me. I’m still in stone, but I can feel myself beginning to wake. The doors creak open, and I hear light footsteps in the room. I can't see, but I can hear and smell. The person who enters is a woman. She’s light on her feet and doesn’t seem to smell like fear, more of curiosity and wonder. Then I smell something else, a wolf. It isn’t her, but she’s close to one. Is she here as a spy? Maybe she knows it’s almost time for me to awaken and hopes to kill me.If that is her plan, she’s in for a surprise. I’m quick and can easily overpower one human before they even know it. My mother and the council turned me to stone to freeze me in time. Being stone should not affect me. I will be in the same shape I was before becoming stone.The woman trips and falls into me. I’m too heavy for her to knock over, but there was a moment I questioned if that is what she was trying to do. Then she
TrudyI find Taran attractive but a colossal jerk. His tone is always condescending. As a person, I don’t believe I like him. But something is telling me this isn’t the real him. When he first started talking, I thought all of this was a joke, but it would be a lot of effort to go this far. I realized at the stairs this was real. The basic world I knew isn’t real. There are doors that appear out of nowhere, walls you can walk through, crystals that work as lights, and a man that is outside nature's laws.Taran asks for my hands, and I reluctantly give them to him. He pushes them together, places the gem in my hands, then covers them with his. Closing my eyes, I begin to see things. I’m transported to another time.I see Tantallon castle in its prime. It’s full of music and laughter. People are dancing.“You cannot let go of my hand, but we can walk around the room, and I will explain everything.” Taran’s voi
TaranTru shows me what male clothes look like today. It’s surprising how much the world has changed in 500 years. I use the fae dust to cast a glamor spell allowing me to create clothes. I don’t like the look or feel of them, but they will do until I find something better.I turn to Tru. She’s dressed and waiting by the door. I grab some gold, my mother’s letter, and the lighting crystal. Tru seemed to be very interested in it, and I didn’t explain how they work yet.“Are you ready?” She nods, and I offer her my hand. We leave the temple. As we walk through the cave, I don’t let her hand go. I want to tell myself it’s that I don’t trust her. But it’s because I like touching her. Tru skin is soft and smooth. There is a tenderness in her touch that I’ve never experienced. I find myself wanting more.We make it back up to the castle grounds. Tru lets go of my hand when a girl with
TrudyWe are at the museum, and I explain things to Taran. He seems to be accepting everything well. I’m sure it’s overwhelming and confusing. He was understanding and patient with me earlier, and I hope I can give him the same sense of security.After the museum, we go to the library. On the way, we stop at a jewelry store. He sells four ounces and gets a little more than five thousand pounds. We leave and find a clothing store. He is currently wearing dark denim jeans and a black polo shirt. The shirt shows his build well. Taran looks pretty good, I must admit.After trying different looks, he finds a few things he likes. There are a couple of short-sleeve button-up shirts that fit him nicely and a few t-shirts. Though he didn’t like them, Taran got a few pairs of jeans and shorts. We find him some shoes and socks then start back towards the hotel.“Tomorrow I have a museum tour until noon, then the rest of the day is free. I hav
TaranI help Tru get her things. Everything goes into her bags, and we make our way up to my room. I got us a more luxurious space. It has a larger bed, and though there was a cottage available with three separate sleeping areas, I didn’t take it.I never cared for my companions sleeping next to me. Some wanted to, but others were fine to go back to their own beds. Jonat sometimes slept in my room, but it wasn’t often.I liked having my own space. I don’t feel the same way about Tru. I would like to believe that I want her close to keep an eye on her, but it isn’t. There is something about being near her that I like. Something about her appeals to me, and I can’t explain it.We get to the room and put our things away. Tru sits down a bag with, what she called, a laptop inside it. The wolf had his pack member destroy Tru’s room to punish her for talking to me. I haven’t touched Tru beyond warming her. Her scent is
TrudyI wake up to the sound of the door opening. Taran walks in carrying a bag. I turn on the light and realize his nose is bleeding, he has a split lip, and his right eye is swelling. Jumping out of bed, I ask, “What happened?”He shakes his head, “I’m fine.” He’s clearly not okay.I grab the water pitcher in our room and fill it with cold water. Grabbing a rag, I tell Taran, “Sit down on the couch.”He sits, and I dip the rag into the cold water. I begin cleaning Taran’s face. His nose doesn’t seem broken. I find that surprising, seeing how it looks like his nose took a direct hit since the bridge appears bruised.After I stop his nose from bleeding, I begin cleaning his lip. It appears the swelling is going down. I move to his eye next, using the cold cloth to reduce the swelling.“Are you hurt anywhere else?” I ask, dipping the rag into the water and putting it back
TaranBrehm is putting the final touches on the home built for Tru and me to live in. There are still six council members, Jonat, and Henry, for me to kill. They are starting to turn on each other, which is fun for me to watch. Every day that passes, they become more paranoid.Tru seems to be feeling more and more uneasy each day. I am worried about her. I fear that she will try to leave Bryan’s territory. If that happens, I can only hope I get to Tru before the other dragons.In a few days, she will marry Bryan, or that is what the invitation said. Each day it grows closer, Tru becomes anxious. I don’t believe she wants to marry Bryan. It was my hope that things would be ready for her before their wedding, but that is unlikely.In the middle of working on the bench, I get an ache in my chest. Tru must be hurt. I need to find out what is happening to her. I don’t bother saying bye to Brehm or anyone as I fly towards the cave in Scotland. Upon arrival, I shift and head to the temple.O
I slowly open my eyes. There is one high window. The sun is shining. My body is stiff and won’tmove. I try to focus my eyes, but everything is blurry. I can tell that I’m tied to a chair.A figure walks to me, “Tru, just relax. I won’t hurt you.” It’s Bryan. What has he done to me? Why can’t I move? As if he can hear my thoughts, Bryan explains, “Tru, I was worried about you. You caused an earthquake. I didn’t see another option, so I gave you something to paralyze you. You can blink. Once you promise not to hurt anyone and calm down, I will turn off the IV. The medicine should wear off quickly and we can go home. Then, we are setting new ground rules. One is that I will not cheat again if you continue how you’ve acted in the last three months. If you can give me and the pack that level of commitment, then I will never cheat again. The second is that I will cause an accident for Sarah. I’d rather do it after the baby because I need an heir, but I’m willing to do whatever it takes for
It’s a few days before Bryan and I get married. Last night, Sarah came over with a positive pregnancy test. I was surprised she had already taken one. It doesn’t feel like jealousy, but I don’t feel comfortable around Sarah. I tried talking to Bryan, but he didn’t feel the same way.As I walked by the clinic, I noticed Sarah going inside. It is too early for her to see the doctor and she is supposed to inform Bryan and me of every appointment.Curious, I followed her into the clinic. She meets an obstetrician. I wait outside the clinic. When she comes out, I call to her. “Hi Sarah. Is everything okay?”Sarah looks surprised to see me, “Yes, everything is great. I just wanted to see the doctor…. I needed another shot.”Sarah just took a shot two days ago and they are once a week. “Didn’t you just get one?”Sarah seemed nervous. “Yes, but they didn’t have enough for a full dose, so I had to get the rest today.”I can’t explain it, but I know Sarah is lying. Maybe if I make her feel more
I stare at myself in the bridal gown. The dress is a ballgown with lace sleeves and high neck. This doesn’t seem like a dress I would pick, but something Bryan’s mother would choose. Even with Bryan’s protests, I have let Charlotte help me plan the wedding. I don’t think Bryan realizes how hard this is for me since my mother is gone.“Where is the veil?” Charlotte asks the attendants.Looking nervous, the attendant explains, “We don’t usually put the veil on for the fittings.”Annoyed, Bryan’s mother tells her, “She doesn’t remember this dress. Go get the veil so she can have her bridal moment.”Looking at the time, I tell Charlotte, “We need to hurry. There is a pack meeting tonight, and I need to help organize the meal with the omegas.”Charlotte nods, “We will have you there on time.” She pauses for a moment, then says, “You have become a good luna. I know the conversation we had two months ago was a lot, but it makes me feel that it was worth it to see you being a good luna.”“I’m
TaranI place the stone on a large table in the temple. “Please, show her to me,” I whisper. I’m given of vision of Tru cooking. My heart aches. Two years ago I left Tru under the protection of Bryan’s wolf pack. Everyday I miss her. There are nights I dream of her and I feel at peace in that moment.Tru never feels happy or excited anymore. At first, I questioned if I wasn’t feeling her emotions because of our bond, but after seeing her in the stone, I realized she isn’t happy. I wish so much to go save her. Soon Brehm will finish our house and I will fly to her. Once I killed all the dragons that wanted to harm her, we will never part again. Until then, I will hide her.My vision of Tru ends. I wait in the temple for one of the council members. When Peter arrives he seems anxious. “My king, I heard you requested me.”I nod, “Is there anything you wish to tell me?”Peter looks puzzled, “I don’t believe so, your majesty.”I turn towards the lighting crystals, “Did you know they change
TaranI flew to the island where I took Tru’s family with Brehm and building materials. This island will sustain them, but I know they miss modern life.Brehm seems to panic when he sees Bill. I introduce them but don’t bother explaining to Bill that Brehm killed Tru in the past or ease Brehm’s nerves by explaining that Bill has no magical abilities.While unpacking the building materials, Bill asks, “How is Tru?”I pause, then say, “Tru is still asleep. Once the dragons and I rid the hunters away from Bryan’s pack, I will wake her. I don’t want her magic to be noticed, so I want to leave no excuses to return.”Bill nods. Softly, he asks, “What do we do if the dragons come here?”Easing his concerns, I explain, “They won’t. There is no magical pull to this place. Brehm will help you build more stable housing. This island has natural vegetation so there is plenty of food. I will find a way to give you entertainment. Here are some lighting crystals. This way you won’t always need a fire
TaranI gave Tru to the wolf. The deal is that he is to make her laugh every day, never tell her the truth about me, and keep her safe from the other dragons. I used a spell to hide her in his territory, then I will tell the other dragons we hold a treaty with Bryan’s wolf pack. Bryan will keep Tru safe on his land. If they wish, they can marry and build whatever life together they wish until I return. Then Tru can choose to stay with him or come with me.Tru and I are still connected, but I gave Bryan a special herb to put into her tea once a month to keep my symbol from glowing. As long as he administers it to her monthly, she will never notice it.Bryan told me that if Tru fell back in love with him or if they got married, I was to leave her with him. I agreed. I doubt our mate bond will allow her to fall in love with someone else, but on the chance it happens, I want Tru to be happy.I’m not sure what Bryan told her, I explained to him that she wouldn’t remember me. He seemed over
Bryan’s mother gives the tailor a disapproving look, “Can’t you make her look a little more regal?”The tailor looks at her, “We can elongate the coat to make her seem taller and use a skirt instead of slacks, or we could try a dress?”“No, the straight dresses make her loose her shape. Her body is just so awkward. I’m not sure how to dress it. We need her to be seen as a wise and regal leader. No one will think that is she continues dressing like a broke college student.”The tailor nods and goes into the back to find more clothes. Looking at me, Bryan’s mother says, “Next, we need to work on your hair. It clearly doesn’t matter how often we go to the salon; you can’t style it yourself.”“Charlotte, I will never live by your standards. It doesn’t matter how many outfits you have, the pack makes me, or how many times you do my hair. I will always be this way.” I tell Bryan’s mom.She lets out a sigh, “I’m only trying to help how you are viewed.”“You’re trying to turn me into you,” I
“Tru? Are you home?” I hear Bryan call.“I’m in the office!” I reply. I’m stacking small rocks that I turned from paper. It is about twelve rocks high when Bryan enters.“You ready to go….” Bryan looks around, “Tru, is there a little green guy helping you? Are you wearing him like a backpack?”My concentration breaks and the rocks fall. “Look if that were the case, I would go find the dragons and say, this isn’t the sorceress you’re looking for.”Bryan smiles, “You are fighting against an evil emperor.”I pause for a moment and think, “Is the Dragon King evil? You never talk about him, no one does. I heard he got rid of the hunters and most of the vampires. Doesn’t that make him good?”Bryan shrugs, “He killed a lot of my friends. Have you forgotten that they killed your family?”The truth is I had forgotten. It isn’t real to me that my family is dead. Somehow, I’m lying to myself about it. I missed everyone’s funeral and Bryan won’t take me to the cemetery, so I have nothing to prove