Chapter 27

Emilia's POV.

"You don't want to have sex with me?" He asked after the outburst.

I had tried to gauge how he would react to it while I was coming up with them but I definitely didn’t expect him to react that way. It is not as if I don’t want to have sex with him, in fact, I am afraid I might end up wanting that way too much. He doesn’t need to touch me for me to be aware of him. All it takes is just one look from him and he knows how to do that look, that one look that sends my heart racing and makes my palm sweaty.

Having sex with him is not a problem, I do want to have sex with him sometimes I think it might even be more than a ‘want’. Sex makes things messy and I don’t need this to get messy. It is already a struggle to keep my heart out of this godforsaken relationship I have with him. Having sex with him will only complicate things. I am afraid that I won’t be able to keep my shit together if I go ahead and have sex with him.

"Yes, I don't." I answered without hesitation and a