'Honey'
She called him honey.
She takes striking steps toward us, her heels clicking softly against the pavement, then stands beside Alessandro. The closer she gets, the more I realize she is even more gorgeous up close. She walks like she owns the room, and watching her stand next to him, I don’t think I have ever seen a couple as perfect together as they are.
“Are you okay, sweetheart?” she asks, her voice laced with genuine concern. I am a little surprised that she would ask that. “I hope my husband and his little minion bullies aren’t bothering you,” she adds, and I am taken aback by what she just said. Alessandro is her husband. He is married!
My mind flashes back to the ball, remembering how I flirted with him and how he was clearly flirting back. I feel a pang of embarrassment.
Didn’t the FBI think that was something I ought to know before sending me on a mission to flirt with a married mafia lord? I am starting to think they don’t exactly care about my safety, because if he happens to know who I am, they didn’t just make me an enemy of one of the most ruthless men I have heard of but also his wife.
I nervously clear my throat when I notice she is anxiously waiting for me to respond.
“Yes… I’m fine, thank you,” I manage to say, in a shaky voice. “I was just lost.”
She smiles kindly. “Oh, that’s no problem. We will help you figure out where you are headed. I’m Maria, and this is my husband Alex. Don’t mind his weird glances. Those two minions are Luca and Mateo,” she moves closer to me and whispers, “They are men. They think if they use their deep voices on a woman, she will cower.” She says, and I force a nervous chuckle, then glance at Alessandro, who is still giving me that weird look. I can't look at him any longer because I don’t want to give him any chance of recognizing me.
“And you are?” she asks, and my breath catches in my throat.
“Huh?”
“Your name, darling. You didn’t tell us your name,” she says, and my eyes automatically move to Alessandro, who has raised a curious brow.
“Uhm… Renée,” I try my best not to look at Alessandro.
“Oh, beautiful name indeed. You aren’t from these parts of the country, Renée. I wouldn’t be wrong to think you aren’t even from this country, are you?” she asks, and I shake my head.
“Not really.” I don’t want to think about why she would assume that. It could be that I am among the minority races in the country, or it could be an entirely different reason.
“Yeah, I could tell. The accent.”
Right. Here I thought I was doing my best to have an undetectable accent. I force a smile because this interaction is taking a little longer than it should, and I don’t know how to get out of here without sounding rude or suspicious.
“Quite a unique accent,” Alessandro says, and my heart skips a beat. What if he recognizes my accent? Sure, I did try my best to have a local accent when I was talking to him at the ball, but maybe I slipped.
“Oh honey, don’t harass the poor girl. Your boys already made her uncomfortable as it is,” she tells him, and he scoffs. “You didn’t tell us where you were headed?”
“1520 Willow Street,” I say, and her eyes light up in recognition.
“Elen’s place?” she asks, and I sigh in relief and nod, glad that someone finally knows where I am going and is willing to help. This means her security guys can stop looking at me suspiciously now.
“Yes, I have an appointment with her.”
“You must be the photographer,” she says, and I nod again, glad that she is making this a little easier for me. I didn’t know she knew Eleonora, but I’m kind of glad she does.
“She told you,” I say, and she nods in excitement.
“Of course she did. She’s been rambling on about this boudoir photoshoot she has, and now that I’ve met you in person, I should book an appointment too.”
“Did you say boudoir photoshoot?” The moment Alessandro asks that question, my heart starts racing.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
“It’s a girl’s thing, honey. You and the boys should go inside. I will take her to Elen’s,” Maria tells him, very clueless about why her husband asked that. I look at him, and he has a grin on his lips. He shakes his head in disbelief, and without saying another word, he nods for Luca and Mateo to unlock the gate for him and walks back to his car.
My heart is still beating so fast, and I watch as he drives into the compound with Maria standing next to me. I don’t know why he didn’t say anything else, and I could tell myself that he still doesn’t know I’m the girl who got him apprehended last night—which he is surprisingly already free by the way—but deep down I know that look he gave me. He knows who I am, and if he hasn’t yet, then he is probably figuring it out now. The fact that they all seem to know Eleonora just means that in due time, my cover is about to blow over.
“You have a nice car,” Maria says, and I nervously chuckle.
“Thank you.”
It is not really my car, if I have to say. When I moved in, I was having trouble without a car, and I wanted to buy one, a secondhand one that I could afford, but Dell gave me his car to use since he had one from the bureau and didn’t need two cars. I will still take the compliment because it is a beautiful car, alright.
“Okay, let's go,” she says, walking to the passenger side of the car, and my eyes open wide in shock. There is no way in hell I am going to let her into my car or go with her.
“Uhm… if you could maybe just show me the direction…” I say, and she looks at me and chuckles.
“That is exactly what I’m doing.”
“I could drive there on my own,” I say, and she laughs and shakes her head, then dismisses me with a hand wave.
“Oh, don’t be silly. Open the door for me. I was to meet Elen today, so I might as well get it done with,” she says, and I know no matter what, I am not letting her accompany me. I have already had enough of a close encounter with them, and I am not going to risk it even further.
“I…I don’t think…”
She sighs, giving up, then takes a step back from my car.
“Fine. Follow this route for the next ten miles, you will see a left turn. Follow it for another eight miles or so, and you will see Willow Street. I am sure from there you will be able to see the street numbers,” she says, and I nod gratefully, glad that she isn’t accompanying me anymore.
“I will be waiting to see the work you do with her. If I like it, then trust me, you will have me as your next client.” I nod with a smile of acknowledgment and get back in the car before starting it.
I try to stay as calm as possible as I drive away. I'm trying to understand why someone as beautiful and kind-hearted as Maria would marry someone like Alessandro. I've barely driven a mile before my phone starts buzzing. I check and it’s Dell again. I see that there are a couple of missed calls. He’s probably worried that I’m lost, but I’m angry.
I take a deep breath before picking it up.
“Renée, what the hell? I’ve been calling you. You have me worried,” he says, and I roll my eyes.
“So, you forgot to mention that the man I risked my life to get arrested not only is free but lives in the same estate as my appointment?” I’m so pissed right now. I trusted Dell when he said the guys would never put my life at risk and that it was all worth it, only for them to release Alessandro barely twenty-four hours later.
“I just found out that he was released a couple of hours ago. I was going to tell you. But wait, how did you know that? And how did you know where he lives?” I shake my head in disbelief and take the first left turn Maria mentioned. All I did to have him arrested was just a waste of my time.
“Because, when I got lost, the first building I stopped at to ask for directions just happened to be his home. Also, did you and your guys think it would be a good idea to send me to flirt with a married man?” I ask, and he goes quiet. He doesn’t have an excuse for that one.
“Renée... it’s complicated,” he says.
“No, Dell,”
“Come on, it’s not like that was supposed to be anything. You were just flirting with him to get his undivided attention,” I roll my eyes for the umpteenth time.
“Seriously?”
“Are you okay? Are you safe? Did he recognize you?” he asks, and I scoff. He is unbelievable.
“Yes, I am safe, headed to Eleonora’s now, and there’s a high chance he might have recognized me.”
“Uh... Renée, can you come to the office? I can have Eleonora reschedule the shoot.”
“No, Dell, I’m almost there. I’ll come after the shoot,” I mutter, feeling frustrated.
My eyes are on the road ahead as I look for the street number when suddenly a sleek black sedan speeds past me and swerves in front of me, forcing me to slam on my brakes. My heart leaps into my throat as I struggle to maintain control of my car, swerving slightly before coming to a stop. The car blocks my path completely, and I’m momentarily frozen, trying to process what’s happening.
“Dell, I have to go,” I say, my voice shaking. I hang up and grip the steering wheel so tightly that my knuckles ache.
Before I can contemplate my next move, the car doors burst open, and two men dressed in all black, their faces completely covered by masks, rush towards me. I panic as I fumble to lock my doors. But it’s too late. One of them reaches my door and yanks it open with alarming force.
“Get out of the car!” he barks, his voice muffled by the mask.
“What... what do you want?” I stammer, my voice trembling with fear.
The other man grabs my arm, pulling me out of the car with a rough yank. I try to resist, but they are too strong. I scream, but the sound is cut short as the man presses a handkerchief over my mouth and nose. The pungent smell hits me instantly, and I recognize it as chloroform.
“No, please...” I gasp, but the world starts to blur. My vision swims, and my limbs go weak. The last thing I see before everything goes dark is the masked man’s cold, emotionless eyes staring down at me.
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I am awoken by a throbbing pain in my head and feel disoriented. I can smell a mix of blood and chemicals around me, and when I open my eyes, I realize I am in what looks like an abandoned building. My first instinct is to try and walk out of this place, but I realize that I can barely move. My arms are stretched above me, my wrists bound together and tied to something high above. My feet can barely touch the ground, and I realize that I’m standing, my body suspended awkwardly.My heart starts racing as I remember the last thing that happened to me before this moment. I was kidnapped by some men in masks. I don’t know what is going on, but I am scared.“Boo!” a voice startles me, and when I look up, it’s a man standing in front of me, a toothpick jutting from the corner of his mouth and a smirk on his lips. It is one of Alessandro’s bodyguards, the one that was at the gate a while ago—Mateo, if I remember correctly. A surge of panic overwhelms me as I realize what has just happened. I
His jaw tightens, and he motions for Mateo to untie my wrists. As the bindings fall away, I rub my sore wrists, trying to ignore the lingering ache and the aftershocks of pain from the electrocution. I can barely feel my legs. I wipe my tears with the back of my hand and take a deep breath before letting out a shaky exhale."Leave us," Alessandro orders, his tone tolerating no argument. Luca and Mateo exchange a glance before exiting the room, leaving me alone with him. I can see the reluctance in Luca’s steps as he leaves. It is clear that he still wanted to torture me.I reach to take off the mask but he stops me."The mask stays on,"“What do you want from me?” I ask, trying to keep my voice steady despite the terror coursing through me.He doesn’t answer immediately. He just studies me, his gaze intense and thoughtful. He grabs a seat and pushes it toward me to sit on. I don’t. My knees are killing me and my
I’m standing in the bathroom, the harsh fluorescent light reflecting off the mirror as I examine my wounds. Angry red burns mark the places where the metal rods touched my skin, leaving painful blisters and scorched flesh. There is still the strong smell of rubbing alcohol from the so-called medic who was called in to tend to my wounds. I wince as I gently probe one of the wounds with my fingertips, feeling the raw, tender skin beneath. I don’t want to think of how I got myself into this unfortunate situation where I just made a deal with the devil who had his friends almost electrocute the skin off my bones.I don’t know if looking for my father is even worth it at this point. I wish I could give up, but this is for my mother. I’ve already gotten myself this deep; I can’t give up now. I turn on the shower, watching the steam rise and fill the small space. The mere thought of the water hitting my burns makes my stomach roll, but I know I desperat
I am sitting in Dell's office at the FBI headquarters, feeling a mix of anxiety and frustration. I impatiently shake my leg while I wait for him to finish his phone call. I watch his lips move with every syllable and have to admit, he has the most beautiful lips. I remember the first time we met when he voiced his attraction to me and asked me out. I made it clear that I wasn’t looking for a relationship and, besides, I knew I would be working with him on my father’s case and didn’t want any complications. As attractive as he is, I boldly told him no.He’s got this mesmerizing blend of features from his Italian mother and Black father, creating a strikingly handsome face. His chiseled features, with high cheekbones and a strong jawline, give him a rugged yet refined look. His dark, intense eyes and neatly trimmed curly hair add to his effortlessly cool demeanor. He definitely attracts a lot of female attention. As much as I hate to admit it, Alessandro
I sit in the backseat of Luca’s car, my heart pounding as the cityscape blurs by. The silence between us is suffocating, and I keep my eyes on the road ahead, too afraid to look at him. He drives with a calmness that unnerves me, as if this is just another day for him. The inside of the car is luxurious, and if I weren't worried about my life right now, I would lean back and enjoy the ride, because this car offers that kind of comfort. I wonder how he can drive so comfortably with me inside when he almost tortured me to death the other day. It’s like he doesn’t have a soul.“Where are you taking me?” I finally ask, my voice shaky.“Someplace where we can talk,” he replies curtly, not taking his eyes off the road.“Talk about what?” I ask, dreading any conversation with him after what he did to me.“You’ll see,” he says.I grip the edge of my seat, my mind racing with possibilit
I can’t exactly decipher my thoughts right now. It feels like a race in there. I don't know why I thought it would be a different proposal when he is literally this close to me. I frown and try to move back, and he takes that as a hint to step back. His face is blank, with no emotion, no expectation, just nothing."What?" I finally find my voice."If we're being fair, you seduced me first. I’m just giving you what you wanted," he says casually, and my eyes widen in shock."I was on a mission," I clarify, as if it wasn’t obvious."Mission accomplished."Oh, he is an arrogant one, alright. I didn’t even know someone could be that direct about wanting someone, not because they like them or have feelings for them, but because he wants me as his mistress. What in the hell gave him the impression that I would be his mistress, let alone be one?I have craved love for as long as I can remember. To be loved right and to be in love with someone so much that I can barely breathe. All my exes nev
I am lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. My heart feels like it’s going to explode out of my chest. I have spent the last few hours trying to think of a way out of my current predicament, but I’ve come up with nothing. Sure, the plan of leaving is still the winning plan, but I would hate to give up without finding even a single clue about how to locate him. The only thing I discovered was that he was taken by the Romano mafia group, which Alessandro was so quick to dismiss. I know I don’t trust him, but the FBI hasn’t been of much help either. Every time I think about the man who had his guy electrocute me wanting to make me his mistress, and touch my body and do whatever he wants with it, it sends shivers down my spine.There is a light knock on my door, and when I lift my head, Bella is standing there, looking at me with a mixture of concern and confusion.“Renée, what’s wrong? You have been acting a little different la
"I am so sorry, Renée. Look, you don’t have to worry because I won’t let him hurt you, I promise,” he says, and I shake my head in disbelief. I can’t believe he knew all that and still put my life at risk. I got tortured, for chrissake. Bella isn’t saying much, but I can tell that she, too, is disappointed in how Dell handled this. I thought he cared about me, but I guess I was wrong. He seems to care more about their case.“How the hell are you supposed to protect her when you didn’t even know she had been abducted and tortured?” Bella asks him, and I am so glad that she is on my side; I thought she would take her brother’s side.“I am the FBI. We will protect you. I would have done something if she had told me then,” he says, and Bella shakes her head.“Because it’s your fucking job to know if one of your people is missing, Dell. I thought you knew better than that. Dad would
One year laterThe soft click of the camera is the only sound in the room as I lean in closer, adjusting the angle to capture the perfect shot. My client is seated on the velvet chaise, draped in delicate lace. Her confidence radiates through the lens, and she is beautiful. The natural light streaming through the tall windows bathes her in a warm glow, highlighting every curve and detail.“Beautiful,” I murmur in a steady voice as I guide her. “Tilt your chin slightly… yes, just like that. Perfect.”This is my world now. My studio, my work, my passion. It’s been over a year and a half since I found my footing in this country, and my boudoir photography has taken off in ways I never imagined. Had someone told me I would stay here and make it my home after all the tragedies that happened, I would have laughed in their face. But here I am. High-end clients, features in glossy magazines—it’s everything I dreamed of an
I open my eyes, and the splitting headache is a clear reminder of the hangover from last night. I think I might have had a little too much to drink. My body is tangled in soft linen sheets that aren’t mine. I quickly sit up, blinking against the brightness streaming through the curtains. For a moment, everything is hazy—the room, the night, and the nagging sense of regret clawing at the edges of my mind.I push myself up slowly, the cozy carpet beneath my feet unfamiliar. Panic starts to creep in as I take in the space. A strange home. My mind is slowly piecing everything together, and then it hits me—Luca. The bar. The bathroom. His bed.“Oh my god,” I whisper, my hands flying to my face.What the hell have I done?The events of last night quickly come crashing in. What we did didn’t just stop in that bar bathroom. Somehow, we ended up here, and we didn’t stop until... I shake my head, trying to will the memories
The restaurant is quiet. Too quiet. I’m seated at the center of it, watching the soft shadows cast across the empty tables around me by the flickering candlelight. The dress delivered earlier fits like a glove, hugging my curves and making me feel beautiful, but I’m slowly starting to feel less and less beautiful as time keeps passing by. Sitting here alone in this massive restaurant feels uncomfortable.I swirl the wine in my glass, the rich red liquid catching the light. I sigh and take a sip. It’s my third—or is it my fourth? I’ve lost count. I don’t normally get drunk on wine, but if I keep taking one glass after another, I’ll be tipsy by the time this date even starts. I glance at my phone for the umpteenth time, the screen lighting up with the same message he sent over forty-five minutes ago:I’ll be late, but I’m on my way. Order something, love.That word love feels hollow now. I check the time again,
Several months laterThis always feels like the first time. I’m straddling Alessandro in the warm, scented water of our bathtub, riding out the pleasure as water laps against my skin. His hands grip my waist tightly, and his head tips back as he groans my name. It’s moments like this when I forget the chaos around us. Here, it’s just him and me—no one else.I let out a soft moan as I finish, my body trembling as I collapse against him. He catches me, cradling me like I’m the most precious thing in the world, before pressing a kiss to my forehead, then to my lips, his breath warm and tender.“I love you,” he whispers softly, tucking my hair behind my ear.Those three words hit me like a wave every time he says them. I smile, kissing him back gently before leaning against his chest, slowly listening to the rhythm of our breathing. His hand brushes through my hair, untangling it with care.“What are you
I am shaking as I stare at the pool of blood on the floor next to my father’s leg, which keeps growing larger with every passing second. His face is pale, and he is starting to get weaker. I’m trying to hold back my tears, wishing I could help him, but I can’t move. My body feels like it’s chained to this seat, my fists trembling in place on my lap.“Okay, I’ll ask again,” Emilia’s sharp voice cuts through the air, making my heart race even faster. “Who do you have resentment for in this room, Principessa?” she asks in a mocking voice.My throat is dry, my voice barely above a whisper as I stammer. “Maria.”I hear Maria scoff at the other end of the room. “Bitch,” she mutters under her breath, but it’s loud enough for everyone to hear.I swallow hard, trying not to look in her direction. Emilia leans forward, clearly intrigued. “Oh, now this is getting interest
I open my eyes, and my head is killing me. The first thing I feel is the cold, hard surface beneath me. I try to piece together where I am. Someone is calling my name, the voice faint but familiar, slicing through the fog clouding my mind.“Renée…”I force my eyes open, blinking against the light filtering into the massive room. It takes me a moment to figure out my surroundings, and then I see him—Alessandro. He’s seated on a chair a few feet away, his hands bound, his eyes filled with anger and despair.My heart jumps. He came for me.I try to sit up, and my body aches with every move, but I still manage to sit.“Alessandro,” I whisper, my voice cracking as I struggle to stand.He shakes his head, a silent warning, and that’s when I see it—a gun pressed against his temple. My breath catches in my throat as my heart starts to race.“Hey… hey… are you ok
AlessandroAfter that phone call with Emilia, I’ve felt stuck ever since. I don’t know what to do. Before I took over the reign of the East mafiadome—just before I married Emilia—the queen was already on top of the food chain. There were rumors about how ruthless she was, how evil she was. The things she used to do. She was the lowest of the barrel when it came to cruelty. I didn’t think there was anything beyond her in terms of the evil she was capable of. She would kill without mercy, deal the worst drugs, and human and sex trafficking were part of her trade.So when I married Maria, I swore to change all that. I vowed to be ruthless, but not ruthless like her. I wanted to make things right—and I did.By doing so, I threatened her, and she fought back. There is nothing worse than fighting someone you don’t truly know.The thing is, before her, her father ruled. He supposedly only had sons—or so we thought.
“Hey! Hey! Let us out of here, you sons of bitches!” Mateo’s scream tears through the heavy silence in the room. He thrashes against the ropes binding him to the chair, his voice hoarse as he shouts.“Let us out of here! Do you hear me? You bastards! You’re going to pay for letting Marco die. I swear to God!” he screams again, his voice bouncing off the walls, but no one comes. The night is quiet except for the sounds of the crickets and my sobbing. I turn to look at my father and brother, and they have that same sad look on their faces.Mateo keeps screaming in rage at no one, yet still, no one seems to hear his cries.I remain seated on the floor, my hands still stained with the now-dried blood that belonged to Marco. Tears stream down my face, and my whole body shakes. He was alive not long ago. But now he is gone. He’s really gone. My chest feels tight, and I can barely breathe. If only Emilia had let me help him&hel
The two women exchange a knowing glance, a silent communication passing between them, before one of them stands up. She is slightly taller and more petite than me, though I suspect that’s due to the harsh conditions here. She deliberately walks toward me, the fear she initially displayed now replaced by feigned confidence. The second woman, much shorter with cropped hair, follows close behind, and my heart races with every step they take closer.“So, you’re the new one,” the first woman says, her voice sharp and biting. Even with the coldness in her tone, there’s a hint of curiosity in her eyes, as though she’s heard of me and wants to know more.I blink, confused by her words. “What do you mean?” I ask, though deep down, a part of me already knows.There can only be one reason we look so similar, and I desperately hope it isn’t true—because if it is, I’ll lose my mind.She tilts her head,