Broad shoulders, a small waist and even though I can't see his ass, I know it's a good one. Probably even better than mine. He has this dark look about him but then again you can't be a pretty face and survive in the mafia world. His hair is dark and a few locks lay on his forehead. Suddenly I have this urge to brush them back but remind myself who he is. If he's here, then he's one of them. There's no emotion on his face and it's a little unnerving but I don't give a shit. Because he just spilled his drink all over me and now I have to change.
"Excuse me?" He asks, his voice so deep and throaty that my lady parts tingle. Ugh, fine, I will admit it's sexy. But that's all you get. "Are you blind and deaf? Can't you see where you're going?" "I can ask you the same thing. Are you blind?" "Fuck you. I didn't spill any drinks on you. Besides, if you knew what's best for you, you wouldn't talk to me like that." His lips twitch, and I want to pour my drink down into his boxers. What the fuck is wrong with him? Why does he look like he's amused and not contrite? "And who are you?" "Asshole. I don't have time for this. Move out of my way before I decide I've had enough and break your ugly nose. " I push him aside and, surprisingly, he moves, but two more guys who look like his bodyguards block my way. The nerve. This is my fucking house, fucktards "Gentlemen, you so much as lay a finger on me and I will feed you your balls for dinner. Who's first?" I ask them with a voice that makes their steps falter. They look to their boss behind me and he must have told them not to do anything because they step aside and let me pass. "That's more like it. Good doggies" I coo. They clench their jaws but say nothing. Running upstairs, I quickly rip off my dress and take the black, backless silk dress that was my backup. Here's the thing. I don't just settle on one dress when I have places to go. I found out that sometimes when I wake up in the morning, the dress I picked out isn't as pretty as it was or I don't feel like wearing it. Hence the backups. This black number has a halter neck and settles on my curves in a soft but sexy way. It's more tame than the red one, but maybe it was for the best. Aside from the bareback, there's nothing special about it. Unless you count how much it's worth. When I get back to the party, I immediately spot Paulo, who visibly sighs in relief after seeing me. He raises his eyebrow in question to my outfit change, but I just shake my head. I look to my left and I see Padre motioning for me to join him. He's sitting on a chair in the corner and next to him is a small coffee table with an ashtray on top. There is another chair on the other side of the table, so I take it and cross my legs. "Did you change your dress?" he asks, even though I can tell he doesn't really care for the answer. His eyes are scanning the crowd for his next business partner. That or someone he can scam. "Yeah, some idiot spilled his drink on me. Seriously, why can't you throw these parties elsewhere? Like a hotel or a resort?" Somewhere I can fake getting into an accident so I don't have to attend them. "Because this is my house and I can do whatever the fuck I want," he replies casually. I want to piss him off so he'll ask me to leave, but I don't want to deal with his anger after the guests have left, so I say, "Fair enough. I wanted to ask... " "Evening, Lombardi." a voice cuts me off and I grit my teeth. Mostly because I don't like to be interrupted, but also because I know that voice. He's the same guy I bumped into earlier. Asshole. "Private conversation here. Wait for your turn," I say without looking at him. "Now Marianna, that is no way to treat our guests." Padre tells me then turns to the intruder "Ignore her and sit De Luca. We have much to discuss. " There's a beat of silence so I look up to find both men staring at me. Right. I'm occupying the only other chair available. Glaring at him, I get up and move to stand beside Padre. "Have you met my daughter? Marianna meet Cristiano De Luca. De Luca, my daughter Marianna." Padre introduces us and I just look at the hand that is stretched in front of me like it's a grenade. "Marianna," Padre warns, but I don't care. "He ruined my dress. I don't have to be nice to him. " Spinning around, I head to the kitchen. I need something sweet to calm me down. Judging by Padre's voice, I know he's up to something. Where will he send me this time? Antarctica? "Gianna cake, please. Preferably chocolate" "Who is it now Mari? " Gianna asks knowing if I want cake it's because someone pissed me off. "Some shithead. But don't worry, I didn't punch him." I tell her and add "yet". She just rolls her eyes and gets me a plate with my favorite cake on it. It doesn't take long before I'm licking the fork clean. I decide to go back to the party and ignore that idiot De Luca. I've heard of him, and I know he doesn't get along with Padre. They have some feud going on, but if he's here, then it's probably nothing. In this world, enemies and friends don't last forever. Everyone has an agenda and someone could drop dead in an instant. Hell, for all I know, Padre has already promised my hand in marriage to every asshole in this room. I fucking hate these parties because I never know when I'll be sold or to whom. What if it's a sadist? Or someone older than Padre? Fuck, the age doesn't even matter. It's their behavior that irks me. Anytime I see one of these men grab Gianna's or any other girl's asses and act like it's normal makes my blood boil. This is not a strip club. Hell, even the girls in strip clubs don't like it when people grab them without their consent. I might be a bitch, but even I understand the concept of consent. Unfortunately, most of the people surrounding me understand nothing. I doubt they know anything past drugs and killing. Which is why my fist is pounding into one of these fuckers. He approached me and I told him to go screw himself, but instead of leaving, he made a move to grab my ass. Like I'm some cheap prostitute. Being Marianna Lombardi means I have a price on my head, but I don't think this asshole can afford it. I'm aiming to break his nose when a hand grabs me by my waist and pulls me off him. I kick him in the face one last time just to get my point out there. Honestly, I didn't have to create a scene, but I just wanted someone to take out my anger on. Believe me, I have issues you wouldn't begin to imagine, but hey so long as I find an outlet, I'll be okay. "Good job Mari. Maybe next time break his nose or knock off his teeth. Yes?" Paulo says in my ear and I tuck my anger into the deep recess of my mind. "Sure. Now can you please unhand me?" he lets me go and while I straighten my dress, I see Padre approaching me with that De Luca moron. God help me if he says something I don't like, he'll be next. "Marianna, what did I say about creating a scene?" Padre asks. The look in his eyes would scare me if I wasn't used to it. "I kind of forgot. Maybe next time I'll write it down and walk around with the paper," I retort, not caring that he's angry. He glares at me before saying, "I have business in America, so while I'm there you will stay with De Luca. Maybe he can teach you a few lessons," he says, then walks away. A few lessons could range from slapping me around or fucking me and then letting his men do the same. I've just been sold to him and there can only be two outcomes. Either I spy on him and tell Padre something that might help him take down his enemy, or De Luca will use me and toss me. In that case, I won't be useful to any of them, which means if I'm lucky, they'll kill me. If not, I'll be sent to one of the clubs and sold to the highest bidder. Every day. Fuck me. Fuck them. And fuck everyone. I'm so tired of living like this. I won't take this lying down. I will fuck them both up so badly they'll wish they killed me tonight. I am not someone they can use and discard whenever they feel like it. I stretch my hand, ready to shake his. And when he takes it, I say, "De Luca, is it? I look forward to whoring myself to you. " *****************************************I only came to this fucking party to figure out if I'll keep this place after I kill this fucker. It's not the first time Lombardi extended an invite and since he decided to hold it at his house, I decided to show up. It's not surprising his place is humdrum. He's been living here for years, but it still looks like a showroom. There isn't a single photo of him and his daughters anywhere. Or anything that indicates people live here. Not that it's any of my business. All I care about is ending his miserable existence. Over the years, I've thought of a million ways to kill him. Sometimes it's slow and painful and other times I put several bullets in his head, one after the other. But mostly, I anticipate the mood I'll be in when I finally avenge my father's death. He and Lombardi were partners, but one day, the bastard just up and killed him. Now I don't know if they had an argument or not, but that is no reason to kill someone who considered you his best friend. I was a child back the
I raise my hand to shake hers and I'm surprised by the zap of electricity that travels up my arm when we make contact. But before I can figure out what that was, she snatches her hand away with a sneer. Even after knowing who I was, her attitude toward me didn't change. She didn't become docile or pretend she suddenly liked me and I like that about her. Of course, it could all be an act. She could be pretending to be hostile toward me now so that later she can fool me into doing whatever Lombardi wants. I'm all too familiar with such tactics. I didn't get to where I am by luck or with my mother's support like that bastard thinks. My father might have left me money and a book with his old contacts, but he didn't leave a step-by-step manual on how to revive the business. I did that all by myself. The men who follow me don't do it because they love and admire me. In the mafioso, love is the most useless thing. Only loyalty matters. It doesn't matter if someone hates or loves you. Being
The house before me is a luxurious mansion with dark and gothic vibes. It has two stories with large windows and is painted in a matte black color. Large columns with intricate details support what looks like a wraparound balcony with men standing beside each. I waited until the end of the day to show up and boy, is this place lit up. Not even a fly can get past them. Several matte black luxury SUVs are parked around the circular driveway and trees surround the large property. Giving them the illusion of privacy. I say illusion because people like De Luca and Padre are always under surveillance. It could be from enemies the cops or even nosy neighbors. We step out of the car and it's only when one of De Luca's men drives toward a door that I realize there's an underground parking lot. The fucker didn't spare any expenses when he built his fortress. I'm impressed.I brought Gianna, Simona, and Paulo because I wouldn't dare come here alone. There's no telling what De Luca has in store f
I wake up hours later to find it's already dark outside. I'm a little out of it and I wonder where we are before I remember that this is the De Luca mansion. What time is it anyway? I'm so hungry that I can't help thinking it would be a shame if I missed dinner. Getting out of bed, I flick on the lights taking in the room properly for the first time. Like the exterior, the color scheme is grey and black. The bed in the middle is huge and the windows are floor to ceiling. I spot a balcony and head towards it, opening the door. The sudden gush of wind reminds me I'm only dressed in a tank and thong so I close it quickly. I'll finish exploring later. There is a love seat on the corner with a small table in front of it, a small shelf with magazines, and a huge TV mounted on the wall beside the door on the other side. Next to the TV, there are two doors. I open the first one, noting it's a bathroom while the next one is a walk-in closet. My clothes are already unpacked and arranged neatl
"Fuck Marianna, what is this?" I ask scanning her back. It's filled with angry welts that have started turning purple. The kind you get from a whip or a belt. And they weren't there yesterday when I saw her because she was wearing a backless dress. It's not something anyone could miss. Who could have done this to her? "None of your damn business," she says defensively as her hands hold the torn T-shirt to her front. "Did someone do this to you? Tell me who they are and I'll put a bullet between their eyes" I snarl, running my fingers over the marks lightly. She flinches but doesn't make a sound "Who was it?" I growl because I'm pissed. I can't believe anyone would hurt her like that. She's Marianna fucking Lombardi. All you have to do is look at her to know how spoiled she is. She showed up at my doorstep with her bodyguard and two women as if we were still in the 18th century where women took maids everywhere they went. There is no way she let anyone hurt her like this without fig
"This is why I love you, Cris. You're the best, man" he says rushing out of my room. I can't believe Nev suddenly turned into a teenager because of Marianna or that he actually took my advice seriously. Chances are she will take whatever he buys for her and shove them up his ass. Fuck, I hope she does it so Nevio can give up. The last I want to do is kill him over a woman. Which is exactly what will happen if he so much as lays a finger on her. It's almost time to leave so I quickly get dressed and head out of my room. Since mine is the furthest down the hall, I have to pass by Marianna's when I leave. Seeing the door isn't fully closed, I decide to tell her to behave herself while I'm gone but I hear voices coming from inside so I stop. It never hurts to eavesdrop on the enemy once in a while. "Shit Mari, why didn't you tell me before we left? What if they leave a scar?" A voice which I guess belongs to her bodyguard Paulo, asks. And from what I hear, they're talking about the mar
A few years ago "You two again?" Lombardi roared "Wasn't trashing my office enough? Now you decided to make a mess in my kitchen? Look at all the things you broke. Do you know how much those fucking cups cost me?" He didn't care about the broken utensils. He was angry and needed someone to take his anger out on. "It wasn't me Padre. It was Carina" Marianna spoke up first to shift the blame to Carina even though she was the one who'd started it. During breakfast, one of the maids had sat them at the dinner table and served them their breakfast. Marianna wanted to know why Carina's hair grew so fast even after she'd cut it last month but when she didn't get an answer, she flung the cup in front of her towards Carina. Having gotten used to her tantrums, Carina had ducked, which only served to infuriate Marianna more. Without thinking she grabbed anything her hands got on and kept hurling them, not caring where they landed or if she hurt her sister. Tired of ducking, Carina had decid
"I asked how you are, Marianna" "Let's not pretend you actually care about me. And to answer your question, I didn't steal anything from you while you were out" "That's not what I asked. Besides, what could you possibly steal from me?" "Information about your organization. Weaknesses and strengths. Just because I'm pretty, doesn't mean I forgot my brains at home" "Pretty? Who said you were pretty?" Every fucking man I've met on this planet. Not that I need anyone's validation. If it wasn't for my asshole father, my life would be perfect. I don't crave love and affection like most people. I don't need someone to constantly remind me I'm beautiful or worthy. You can't long for something you've never had. De Luca moves to stand at the foot of the bed and says, "The word pretty is too basic to describe someone as magnificent as you, Marianna." Okay. I wasn't expecting that but I'll take it. "Did you want something, De Luca?" I ask pretending I don't care for what he said. I
"Till death do us part. Did you hear that? Till death... " She rolls her eyes but she's grinning from ear to ear just like I am."Yeah, yeah. I heard it alright, I'm not deaf you know" "No, you're not. Just pregnant, with my baby. I still can't believe I'm going to be a father" "I can't believe I'm going to look like a watermelon in a few months. You know it's not going to be pretty, right? I won't be pretty at all" "Honestly, I can't imagine you not being pretty. Even if you do end up looking like a watermelon" "It's even going to be worse after I give birth. I went online and the other women's experiences scared the shit out of me" "Oh yeah? Like what?" "Doctors chopping my vagina if it's too small for the baby to pass through" I blanch but luckily she doesn't see it because I'm behind her. "That is not true, baby. Don't listen to them" "And then there's the husband stitch" "What the fuck is that?" "They add extra sutures to a woman's vagina to make it tighter." She stops
I sit up looking around. Aside from Carla, there's no one else here. Then who's voice was that? I've never heard it before "Is anyone there?" I ask out loud. We've been here for a few weeks now and I haven't seen another soul around. We don't even have neighbors "Hello?" "It's morning already?" Carla asks yawning. "No, I think I heard someone calling me. Are you sure it's just us here?" "Yes. We should sleep. Remember you promised me how to throw knives tomorrow?" at that statement my head starts spinning. I don't remember promising Carla anything like that. It wasn't her. It was... "Morning. I came up with a new breakfast" Carla says jumping on the bed. She's also annoying like that. Every day she gets up earlier than me then jumps up and down on my bed to wake me up. Whatever happened to shaking people awake? Or wait for their eyes to open themselves?"Ugh, stop that. I'm still sleepy" "But we have so much to do" "Do it yourself. Have you never heard of that? DIY?" I grumble
The sun is shining brightly today, the kind of day that invites you to lie around and bask under the bright, warm golden sun rays. I've never done this before. I mean sitting somewhere to enjoy the day. Sweeping my gaze around the place I realize I'm in a park. And like the start of a movie, things start to come to life. The greenest grass I've ever seen spreads over the ground and with it, people appear. Men, women, children, and pets, fill the place. Playing, others sitting, some are coming while others are going. I don't think my mind has the capacity to wonder where I am or why all this is happening. I just want to enjoy everything so screw logic. There's a family in the middle, sitting on a blanket and laughing. I think they're having a picnic, something normal people do from time to time. It occurs to me that I've never been on a picnic and a wave of jealousy hits me, so strong that I feel the burn of tears behind my eyelids. Why is it that some people are allowed to do that an
Everyone is worried. Ornella is sitting in one of the chairs wringing her hands, Marianna is next to her, looking down at her phone, and Giovanni is pacing back and forth in front of the waiting room. Paulo is seated in another corner, elbows on his knees while his head is bowed. Gianna and Simona are huddled together crying. Nev is also next to me, staring into space. Not forgetting Damiano, he's beside Marianna but I haven't seen them talking. There are nurses rushing back and forth. The first was carrying a bag of blood. The next had bottles of what I figured had to be medicine. The third left but hasn't come back. In short, it's chaos. I think I heard Giovanni swear he was going to gut the little bitch that shot Carina and Damiano told him if he tried to touch her he'd spend the rest of his life in prison. Not sure what that means though. Did I mention Ornella is holding a rosary? I bet she's praying for her daughter to come out alive. There was a lot of blood so I guess she's ri
Past Zarina, Zarina! Where the fuck are you?" "Language Edmondo. Your son is standing right next to you" Zarina chastised. She knew her husband would always have a filthy mouth, but she expected him to control it whenever they were around their son. "My son, is it?" he asked sarcastically "Go upstairs Cris, I need to talk to your mother" "But Papa, you promised to play football with me once we got home" A young Cristiano whined. His father was spoiling him and it was time to put a stop to it before he grew up to be one of those egotistical men. She wanted him to be confident but not arrogant. In their world, arrogance was something that could easily get you killed. "I'll come get you once we're done talking. Now go""You promise?" "Yes, now leave," he said impatiently making Zarina furrow her eyebrows. This was the first she'd ever seen her husband show any kind of impatience towards Cristiano. Normally he tolerated everything his son did, good or bad. With his head d
I shrug "Sorry about that. I just think you should concentrate on being a mother and leave these things to us men" okay, that came out wrong. I didn't mean to put it like that. "Would you look at that? Who knew you were such an asshole?""Sorry, I meant that you should just stay at home and... No, you know what I mean. I would never suggest that you are incapable of being the leader or anything like that" I need to shut up before she decides to kill me. Between her and Marianna I don't know whose temper is worse. I mean if she shot De Luca once, what would she do to me? "Keep going you little shit and see how I'll skin your dick before I kill you" she snarls pushing her chair back and standing up. Luckily, De Luca pulls her down, asking her to calm down. "I honestly didn't mean to offend you" "Who the fuck are you and why are you here?" Moretti speaks up for the first time since I got here. See these are the kind of questions they should have asked from the beginning. "I am someo
"Listen, Damiano, you're not allowed to be anything else other than a police officer. Do you hear me? That is the only thing you will be when you grow up so don't even think of dreaming about something else" That's what Mama used to tell me. She drilled it into my head until I believed that what she said was true. I wasn't allowed to be a doctor or a lawyer or even a businessman. By the time I was ten, I'd forgotten what I wanted to be. If anyone asked, being a policeman was my dream. Why? Because Mama said it was what I was meant to be. Honestly, there were times I resented her for forcing me into this career. At eighteen when my friends were going off to college, I was preparing myself to go into a police academy. That was the time I truly hated her. But I couldn't defy her because she was my mother and the only person I had in this world. For all her flaws, there was one thing I would never doubt and that was her love for me. She wanted me to grow up to be a respectable man, unli
What I wouldn't give to have Ornella waiting for me there. She used to know what I liked and how I liked it. So far, I haven't come across any woman who could compare to her. But she's still angry that I refused to let Carina go. She's blaming me for her hating us which is true. There's also the fact that I targeted Carina's perfect boyfriend -her words not mine - and now there's no way she can get through to our daughter. In my defense, I didn't know she was already carrying De Luca's child. Walking past Ornella's room, I wonder if I should barge in there but discard that idea. She's not the same naive woman I'd met twenty-five years ago. I asked her to clean up her act and she did so much better than I would have imagined. I've just closed the door when I hear footsteps along the corridor. I wouldn't have been able to hear anything since the floor is carpeted but it's almost morning and the house is quiet. I can hear everything. I wonder who it is and where they're going at this ti
Someone is trying to kill Carina. The first accident she was in, it was natural to conclude that they were after De Luca because he does have a lot of enemies. Some assholes might think he's weak because he was living here with Carina but I have it on good authority that he's quiet because he's regrouping and rebuilding. I've never been able to get a read on that little fucker but he's what I recently found out. He's dangerous. More than the late Don. When it comes to made men, reputation is everything. Hence the reason some idiots would never be caught accepting a woman's help much less living in her house. It's that pride that has gotten most of them killed. De Luca is dangerous because he knows when to accept help. He's the type that wouldn't mind starting over again as a foot soldier and making his way up. Having both patience and perseverance makes him almost untouchable. He knew going to a hotel was risky and living with his second-in-command in the Carina's house was even risk