Helios’ POV
I never wanted a mate. Not like this. Not her. Yet, here I was, sitting at the edge of an oversized hospital bed, watching over the runt who had somehow bound me to her with something stronger than a mere mate bond, her blood. It had been three days since I woke up to find Starlight beside me, pale and unmoving. Three days of watching her remain locked in that damn coma, her breathing too shallow for my liking. Three days of listening to my father and Elysia command me to stay by her side. Three days of my wolf growing increasingly restless every time I thought of leaving. I hated it. I hated how trapped I felt. Hated the way my instincts screamed at me to protect her, touch her, keep her close. I equally hated how my wolf refused to let me pull away. I clenched my fists, trying to ignore the way my body gravitated toward hers. Even now, with her unconscious, she had some kind of hold over me. "You shunned her. You denied her. And now you're stuck with her." My wolf had been mocking me since the moment I woke up. "She's ours.We need her and you were a fool to ignore the bond." I scoffed under my breath. A fool. That’s what I had been. No. I had been smart. Who in their right mind would have willingly accepted a runt omega as their mate? It had been bad enough that fate had given me someone weak, but now the entire pack knew. They knew that their powerful Alpha was tied to a nobody. Knew that I had hidden my mate because I was ashamed of her. And yet, she had saved me. I ran a hand down my face, exhaling slowly. The pack had started whispering the moment they found out. “No wonder he never announced her. Who would accept an Omega Luna?” “He must have been hoping for a second chance mate.” Another chimed in. “An Alpha and an Omega? That bond won’t last.” The worst part? I had thought the same. But now? Now, my own body betrayed me every time I thought of rejecting her. I felt it in my bones, in my wolf’s resistance. I was bound to her. And that terrified me more than anything else. I heard the door creak open and didn’t bother looking up. Elysia stepped inside, her knowing gaze immediately pinning me in place. “She’s still unconscious,” I muttered, staring at Starlight’s still form. The healer sighed. “She lost too much blood, Helios. It’s a miracle she’s alive at all.” I gritted my teeth. The darned witches! They had known about my mate before I did. They had known about the bond, and they had cursed me to reject any blood that wasn’t hers. Had they been planning to kill me? Or had they wanted me to realize, too late, that the mate I had ignored was the only one who could save me? Either way, they had played their hand well. “I need her to wake up,” I muttered, voice harsher than I intended. Elysia hummed. “Do you?” I stiffened, looking at her sharply. “What’s that supposed to mean?” She gave me a knowing look. “You may not have accepted the bond before, but your wolf has. That’s why you haven’t left her side.” I stared her down, trying to suppress the rage bubbling inside me. “I stay because I’m ordered to,” I snapped. Her lips curled into something annoyingly amused. “If that were true, you wouldn’t be holding her hand.” My heart skipped a beat. I hadn’t even realized it. My fingers were curled loosely around Starlight’s fragile wrist, her skin too cold beneath mine. I dropped her hand instantly, jaw tightening. “Your wolf wants to keep her close,” Elysia continued. “It’s why you feel like you can’t leave. The bond will only strengthen from here.” I clenched my jaw, refusing to respond. She was right. That was the worst part. I had spent years training my body, my mind, my willpower to resist weakness. Yet one unconscious girl was unraveling me in a way no enemy ever had. To make it worse, she is the one whom I've always despised. Elysia sighed and turned toward the door. “She will wake soon, Helios. And when she does, she will remember everything.” I swallowed hard. She would remember. She would remember the years of torment. The way I ignored her. The way I pretended not to feel the bond. She would remember every time I let the pack treat her like she was nothing. And I....I would have to face what I had done. Elysia left without another word, and I turned back to the girl lying in my bed, frustration boiling inside me. What was I supposed to do when she woke up? Would she be grateful that I stayed? Or would she hate me? I ran a hand through my hair, exhaling sharply. There was only one thing I knew for certain. No matter how much I wanted to resist. No matter how much I wanted to pretend the bond meant nothing. I was never going to be able to let her go. Not now. Not ever. And that realization gave me a splitting headache.Helios’ POVThe first thing I noticed when she woke up was her eyes. Not their color, not the way they fluttered open after days of stillness but the way they looked at me. They were cold, empty and indifferent. Like I was just another face in the pack. Like I was nothing.My wolf recoiled at the absence of recognition, of warmth, of any sign that she felt what I did. The raw pull of the bond had been gnawing at me since I woke up. It coiled tighter around my ribs the longer I stayed near her. But she…She acted like it didn’t even exist. "You're awake." My voice came out rough, unreadable. She blinked up at me, slow and impassive, before turning her head away, staring at the ceiling as if I wasn’t even in the room. A sharp pain twisted in my chest.The last time we were in the same room together, she had been half-dead, her blood keeping me alive while she wasted away. Now, she looked weak but intact. Yet something about her had changed. Not physically.No, physically, she was still
Helios’ POVIt started with little things. The way my hands itched when someone else reached for her. The way my wolf bristled whenever she spoke to another male, even if it was just a healer. The way my jaw clenched when she dismissed me, over and over, as if I was nothing more than background noise.She didn’t reject me outright. But she didn’t accept me either. She simply existed, untouched by the mate bond that was destroying me from the inside out. And I...I was losing my mind.The first time she flinched away from someone, I almost didn’t notice. A healer had been adjusting her pillow, hands brushing her shoulder as they shifted her into a better position. It was a simple, harmless touch. Yet her entire body went rigid and her fingers curled into the sheets.She didn’t say a word, didn’t push them away, but the tension in her muscles was unmistakable. I dismissed the healer before I even realized what I was doing. Starlight exhaled slowly when they left, as if she had been holdi
Helios' POVMy mate was killing me. Not with words. Not with anger. No. Starlight was killing me with silence. With every unreadable glance, every dismissive shrug, every moment she let me touch her yet gave me nothing in return. I had spent years ignoring her. Now, she was ignoring me. And I hated it.The most infuriating thing was the fact that I could not escape this bond. I didn’t want a mate. I certainly never wanted her. Yet here I was, trapped. Tied to her by something stronger than any mate bond. Tied to her by her blood, her sacrifice.She had saved me, and now my wolf refused to let me go. Every time I tried to leave the room, my body locked up. Every time I forced myself to walk away, my lungs ached like I was suffocating. I needed her close. Damnit! I truly needed her.And I could feel it, the bond pulling me deeper, tightening its hold. The longer I was near her, the worse it got. And the cruelest part? She felt nothing.It had been days of this. Days of me standing at h
Helios' POVI couldn’t breathe. She was right there, close enough to touch, to claim, to command, but I had no power over her. And it was driving me insane. An Alpha without control. A mate without submission. A bond that only tightened the longer I stayed near her, yet she stood there, calm, unfazed, as if it meant nothing. As if I meant nothing.The Pack was watching and they could see my weakness. The whispers had already started. Although they were subtle, I wasn’t a fool. My wolves had noticed. They had seen their Alpha falter. They had seen me chase, Star. And worse, they had seen her ignore me.Starlight, an Omega, should have been at my feet. She should have been affected, trembling, weak to my presence. But she wasn’t. She was standing tall, sharp, and untouchable. Like she didn’t even need me. And that infuriated me more than anything.My Pheromones should have worked on her, yet my Omega runt never gave a reaction. I turned my gaze on her, letting my Alpha command bleed int
Helios POVI’ve always believed in power and that power meant control.For me, power meant dominance and I believed that I was meant to be obeyed. But Starlight is shattering every law I have ever known.Every second. Every breath, I feel her. The bond is there, alive, pulsing, unbreakable. The moment I step into a room, my body locks onto her like she’s the only thing that exists. Her scent should make me dizzy with pleasure and mine should make her dizzy with submission.I push my Alpha aura onto her, expecting her to wilt beneath it. But she doesn’t. She barely flinches like she doesn’t even feel it. As if my power, the very essence of what makes me Alpha, is nothing to her and I am nothing to her. That realization burns deeper than any wound I have ever suffered.Starlight is breaking me, without even trying and It’s been weeks. Weeks of pushing. Commanding. Cornering. Weeks of watching her meet every attempt with the same infuriating indifference. I try everything.Growling. Snar
Starlight’s POVI should hate the Moon Goddess. For making me his. For tying my soul to the one person who made my life a living hell. But as I watch Helios struggle, his perfect composure crumbling piece by piece, I find myself whispering a silent prayer of thanks. Because this? This is poetic justice.Helios paces like a caged animal, because he's become the alpha who could control everyone but me. His shoulders are taut, his fists clenched, his wolf simmering beneath the surface. Every instinct in his body tells him that I should be his. That I should fold.That the bond should have me whimpering for his touch. It must be agonizing for him to realize… I am not affected the way he expects. Not entirely. I won’t lie to myself, I feel the pull. When he’s close, my heart betrays me, speeding up. His scent, dark cedarwood and crisp frost, prickles at my senses, tempting me.His voice, when he growls my name, sends chills down my spine. But here’s the thing about pain. If you endure enou
Helios POV Starlight is playing with me. I know it. I can see it in the way she looks at me, her eyes glinting with quiet amusement whenever I struggle. The worst part? She isn’t even trying.She just exists, and somehow, that alone is enough to unravel me. I, Helios Blackwood, Alpha of the Moonlit Pack, the strongest of my generation, am falling apart. And she is watching it happen.The worst part of all this, I can’t escape her. I hear her heartbeat in my sleep. I breathe her in even when she’s nowhere near me. I don’t need to see her to know she’s close because my body reacts to her presence before my mind even registers it.This bond is supposed to make her submit. Instead, it’s doing the opposite. It’s making me weak. And Starlight? She revels in it, and shamelessly so. She acts as though she feels nothing. But I don’t believe it. In fact, I refuse to believe it.The truth is that this is a game I can't win. It happens again the next morning. I stand in the hallway, waiting for
Helios POV Starlight is playing with me. I know it. I can see it in the way she looks at me, her eyes glinting with quiet amusement whenever I struggle. The worst part? She isn’t even trying.She just exists, and somehow, that alone is enough to unravel me. I, Helios Blackwood, Alpha of the Moonlit Pack, the strongest of my generation, am falling apart. And she is watching it happen.The worst part of all this, I can’t escape her. I hear her heartbeat in my sleep. I breathe her in even when she’s nowhere near me. I don’t need to see her to know she’s close because my body reacts to her presence before my mind even registers it.This bond is supposed to make her submit. Instead, it’s doing the opposite. It’s making me weak. And Starlight? She revels in it, and shamelessly so. She acts as though she feels nothing. But I don’t believe it. In fact, I refuse to believe it.The truth is that this is a game I can't win. It happens again the next morning. I stand in the hallway, waiting for
Star’s POVI watched as the dust settled, the echoes of the challenge still hanging in the air. Hutchins, bruised and bloodied, was helped away by a few loyal pack members. His defiance had been met with force, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that this wasn’t over. Not by a long shot.Helios stood tall, his back straight and unyielding, but his eyes betrayed him. The weight of being Alpha, of leading with both strength and the uncertainty that came with it, was heavy on his shoulders. His hands clenched, then unclenched at his sides, like he was trying to rein in something. "Star," he said, his voice low, but steady, "We need to talk."I nodded and followed him to the balcony, away from prying eyes. The cool night air brushed against my skin, but it wasn’t enough to chase the heat gathering in the pit of my stomach. This wasn’t just about Hutchins. This was about everything.“I don’t und
Unknown POV A few months prior, Hutchins had been humiliated in front of the entire pack when Helios effortlessly defeated him in a challenge. It was a public spectacle, and Hutchins’s pride had taken a brutal blow. Since then, he had been hiding in the shadows, licking his wounds and plotting.But now, his behavior had changed. He was bolder, almost reckless. Why would someone who had just been crushed so easily return to challenge the Alpha again? It wasn’t just arrogance or pride. It was something deeper, something dangerous.Unbeknownst to most of the pack, Hutchins had struck a secret deal with a powerful ally, someone who had resources and influence that even Helios couldn’t easily disregard. This mysterious figure was, Ravena.Ravena had never been content to live in the shadow of others, but her deepest resentment came from her unrequited love for Killian, the former Alpha of the
Helios's POVThe room was filled with unspoken challenges as Hutchins turned and walked away, his footsteps echoing off the stone walls. The tension in the room was palpable, but I refused to let it crack me. His words that were meant to wound, only strengthened my resolve. I could feel the eyes of the pack on me, waiting, watching, assessing.But I wasn’t about to let them see weakness. Not now. Not ever. Star stood close beside me, still tense, her fingers brushing mine. I felt the connection between us, the pulse of the bond that had only grown stronger. But I could also sense her hesitation. I didn’t blame her. Hutchins had struck deep.“Are you alright?” I asked, my voice soft, though I was keenly aware of the gravity of the situation. She nodded, but her eyes betrayed a quiet storm inside her. “I’ll be fine,” she said, though the uncertainty lingered in her tone.“I won’t
Helios's POVThe day after Mordecai's challenge, the Pack house felt suffocating with unspoken tension. The servants moved quietly, their eyes darting nervously, the heavy weight of yesterday's events still hanging over us. I couldn’t escape the sensation that the pack, the very kingdom itself, was watching my every move.Star stayed close, though I could feel the walls she built around herself. Despite the bond, despite everything we had shared the night before, she remained cautious, as if she were afraid of being swept away by the current between us.She was beautiful, as always. But today, there was a sharpness to her gaze, a flicker of determination in her eyes that I hadn’t seen before.As we walked the corridors together, side by side, the tension in the air between us was palpable. She kept her distance, but I could sense the pull, the magnetic force of our bond tugging at her, at both of us.The silence was broken by the sound of footsteps approaching, heavy, purposeful. I tu
Helios’s POVI could detect the scent of deceit lingering in the air before Hutchins even spoke. My cousin stood to the side, his expression carefully neutral, but I wasn’t fooled. The moment I stepped into the gathering hall, I could feel the tension, the waiting eyes, the unspoken challenge crackling like a storm about to break. Then, my gaze landed on him. Alpha Mordecai.A towering brute of a man, all brawn and arrogance, his sharp eyes assessing me with an amused glint. He leaned back in his chair, arms draped casually over the sides, a smirk playing on his lips. The room had gone quiet. Too quiet.“You’ve grown soft, Helios,” Mordecai drawled, his voice laced with false sympathy. “Mating an Omega… what a shame.” A low growl rumbled in my chest, but I kept my posture relaxed, my expression unreadable.Mordecai chuckled. “Then again, I suppose it makes se
Star's POV I woke up to the warmth of Helios's body wrapped around mine, his gentle breaths a soothing melody in my ear. For a moment, I forgot about the world outside, about the expectations and responsibilities that weighed on me. All that mattered was the quiet, peaceful moment we shared.As I stirred, Helios's arms tightened around me, holding me close. I felt his lips brush against my shoulder, sending shivers down my spine. It was a gentle, reverent touch, one that spoke volumes about the depth of his emotions.I turned to face him, our eyes meeting in the soft morning light. For an instant, we just looked at each other, the connection between us pulsing like a living thing. Then, Helios smiled, his eyes crinkling at the corners, and my heart skipped a beat."Good morning, my love,"he whispered, his voice husky with emotion.My response caught in my th
Helios POV I was on my knees, yet, I had never felt more powerful. Not because I had submitted. No. Because she had chosen me. Because she wanted me here, wanted me suffering for her. And I would. Happily.Every fiber of my being screamed for her. The scent of her heat wrapped around me like a noose, tightening with every breath I took. My muscles ached with restraint, my body shaking with the effort to remain still. But I would not move. Not unless she allowed it.She was toying with me, her fingers running over my skin, her lips grazing my throat, her breath teasing the shell of my ear. She knew exactly what she was doing, testing my control, pushing me to the brink of madness. And I loved it.I had spent my life in command. Of my pack. Of my warriors. Of my own damn instincts. Yet here, with Star, I had no control. She had taken it, stolen it from me with nothing but her voice, her to
Star’s POVI was slipping. The walls I had built, the control I had wielded with such precision, were crumbling.It had started as a test. A way to remind Helios who held the reins. But ever since I let him mark me, the mate bond had tightened its grip, wrapping around my soul like chains I couldn’t break. Now, I wasn’t sure who was torturing whom.Helios stood before me, his chest rising and falling with slow, controlled breaths. His golden eyes burned with restraint, with hunger, with something far more dangerous. Something that made my pulse stutter and my skin prickle with anticipation.Between us, an electric energy pulsed. "You’re shaking," he murmured, his voice low, and rough. I clenched my fists. "No, I’m not." That was a lie. Helios took a single step closer, and I didn’t move away.I should have reminded him of his place, of the dynamic I had set. B
Star’s POVThere was a fire crackling softly in the hearth, but the warmth did little to thaw the tension humming between us. I sat on the edge of the bed, fingers tightening around the silken sheets, my mind waging war against my own desires.Helios stood before me, shirtless, the mark on his neck an unmistakable reminder of my claim on him. His golden eyes, molten with longing, locked onto mine, but he didn't move, didn't dare reach for me without my command. That was how well I had trained him. But tonight... tonight was different.The mate bond pulsed between us, palpable and almost suffocating. Every breath I took was filled with his scent, cedarwood and musk, laced with something darker, and wilder. The very thing I had spent so long resisting. My nails dug into my palm as my body betrayed me, heat pooling in my core.I should push him away and remind him of his place. Yet, when I