Chapter 5
Michael,
“So I told him to stop because I needed to wake up early, but that man is relentless. And kept me awake all night, ugh.”
“Don’t lie. I can see it all over your face. You really enjoyed every second of it. Fuck work, enjoy the sweetness of the beginnings, girl. When that sweet period passes, your life will be just the same old boring one, but with a nagging dick in it. I’m just saying.”
“I don’t care. I’m not looking for something stable at the moment. I want to enjoy my life and that is it. And when what you are saying happens, I will just search for a new man. I don’t need any stress in my life, girl.”
The two nurses kept talking in hushed voices as they got everything ready for our next operation. They thought they were whispering, but their voices rang loudly inside my head but I didn’t have the power to tell them off and Doctor Michael never hurt anyone’s feelings ever especially here.
“What is happening in here? Is this your time off or something? We have been standing on our feet for over twelve hours and you barely got here, so please do your work silently.”
Doctor Jackson, the anesthesiologist who always works with me, said and I smiled at him gratefully, making the man chuckle.
“You should learn to speak up your mind, Mic. You can’t always be this accepting and forgiving or else they will walk all over you, man.”
He said punching my shoulder, and I chuckled awkwardly as I scratched the back of my head looking at him ashamed, or that is what I hoped might be showing on my face.
“Naah, let them be. They face hard times like us. We just do our job and leave, but they stay to deal with patients after you know, so it is ok if they feel at ease around me, I don’t mind it.”
The man shook his head, but he said nothing and we started our operation which took over five hours, but it ended well.
I took my car back to the mansion, ready to sleep for a couple of days; I consumed all my power and strength in the past couple of days doing surgery and checks in the hospital, and before that; I didn’t sleep that much for three days.
But I guess it is not my fucking lucky day because the moment I stepped a foot inside, I found my brother waiting for me like a grim reaper.
“Get your fucking ass inside now.”
He growled at me, then he entered his office and I took off my jacket, threw it on some chair, and followed him inside.
I stopped the moment my eyes landed on the people that were crowding the room and I gritted my teeth. Is this a fucking intervention?
But then I saw a couple of fresh faces and I relaxed a little and blasted a fake smile on my face as I entered, closing the door behind me and leaning against a wall.
“OK, what is going on in here? I have spent two long days, guys, and seriously, I’m dying to get some rest.”
I said tiredly, and Gabriel glared at me, but my smile didn’t falter as I looked at everyone in the room.
Ariel was sitting on a couch with Jason beside her, holding her hands tightly, comforting her while Leo looked at his feet beside them, looking broken.
My brother was pacing the room while Sergey watched all of us silently, but he looked strung out like a damn rubber band.
Then my eyes landed on the two new women I had never seen before. One was a Latina and the other I can’t figure out what or where she is from. She has one of those ordinary but not so ordinary features.
Then it hit me, the tense atmosphere, the broken, disheveled look on Leo’s face, and the air of consumed grief.
“WHAT.THE.FUCK.HAPPENED.TO.LOLA?”
I said, growling even though deep down I felt like choking and my heart was like being torn out of my chest.
If they all gathered and looked like this, then something new must have happened to my Lola and it won’t be something simple or fixable. No, it must be bad. She might be hurt or even de…
“As if you fucking care, Michael.”
Gabriel said through gritted teeth and I advanced on him, my nose flaring and I clutched his suit and brought us chest against chest.
“Did anything happen to her? Answer me, brother, You know I’m not the one who should be triggered or stressed. You know me, Gabriel, so fucking answer me.”
I said in a firm voice, but my hands were shaking as I clutched my brother’s suit jacket. He looked me in the eye, then pushed me away, disgusted, and I almost fell to the floor to wail.
No, I can’t lose her, she can’t go like this away from me, If she should go then it would be together in each other’s arms.
“Nothing happened to her, but the bitch judge sent her to Max prison until the date of her trial, which is fucking driving me crazy.”
The Latina looking woman said, watching me and I closed my eyes, taking a couple of deep breaths, then faced her.
“She is a fucking minor. She isn’t eighteen yet. What the hell are you talking about? She doesn’t have the right to do that.”
I said angrily, and the woman put one of her legs above the other, then she gave me an interested look before she answered me.
“Unfortunately she does have the right to do so. It happened before in some cases, but they weren’t sent to Max, which is weird. But I took some measures for now and made sure that she is protected and taken care of as I tried to fix this.”
The woman lawyer said, looking at me, then the rest of the people in the room, and I thought about it for a moment.
“Give me the details of that judge and I will fix it tonight. I will make her send Lola back to where she was or even bail her. Then I will know why she did this. Last time I heard, I thought you two had an understanding.”
The woman stood up, then she began to circle me, her heels clicking obnoxiously on the marble floor and when she was done, she stood in front of me, giving me a glare that would make lesser men cower.
“You will do shit. I can handle this and last time I checked too, you are the fucker who didn’t visit her even though she begged to see you. You are the reason she keeps screaming and calling for you in her sleep. You are Michel, right?”
She said, poking my chest with one well manicured red finger and I narrowed my eyes at her and tilted my head to the side.
“Bella, please don’t. We are not here to fight, we are here to figure out how to solve this. And we had this talk before about……just please.”
Jason said, getting the woman’s attention seconds before I was about to break that finger that was touching me. No woman but Lola was allowed to touch my body. No one has the right to do that but her.
“Yeah, yeah, that he is unhinged and shit. Just let him stay the fuck away from my case. I will fucking kill him if he ruined this for her.”
That Bella woman said as she went back to where she was sitting and I noticed that the small woman that was sitting beside her was putting something back in her jacket.
“It is Michael and you don’t fucking have any right to question what I do and what I don’t.”
I said firmly, staring down at her, then I turned around to look at my brother who was sitting behind his desk now, watching the scene.
“I won’t stay idle like this for long, big brother. You said you know what these glasses mean and yes you were the one who told me to wear them when things get mixed up in my mind or I was struggling but know this it would be soon when I will break these glasses in half and you also know what does that mean. You only have till this happens and after, no one could blame me, Gabriel, and not even you could stop me.”
I hissed under my breath and stormed outside of the office when I felt the walls caving on me. I heard small footsteps following me, but I didn’t stop.
I kept walking until I was outside and standing in the garden, then I took a couple of shuddering breaths.
I kept gulping the air hungrily, like a starved man and felt my ears ringing as if there was someone hitting my skull, rattling my fucking mind.
For a moment, for a single moment there, I felt like I had lost her. I felt like I was dying. I felt like……
“Hey, Michael.”
A small voice said from behind me and I turned around to look at Ariel, who was watching me with those sad broken eyes that made my blood boil and anger fill my chest.
She took a couple of steps toward me. I clenched my fists when she got closer and stood on her tiptoes and opened her arms for me in invitation.
I swallowed harshly when she waited patiently for me and I didn’t miss her friend, who was watching us carefully, thinking that I might hurt her.
I looked down at the little girl, who now gave me an encouraging smile and I fell to my knees and hugged her middle tightly, breathing harshly.
I buried my face in her chest and kept breathing slowly, shuddering each time feeling like losing my mind.
“Shhh, it is ok. She is fine, and she can take care of herself. Don’t worry about Lola. She must be ruling that prison by now, right?”
Ariel said in a small crying voice, trying to comfort me, and I said nothing. I just hugged her tightly, like a little kid.
“We didn’t lose her. She will be fine. I promise you she will.”
She kept saying again and again as if she was trying to comfort herself, not me and my mind kept screaming at me.
She shouldn’t be promising things she can’t keep. She is just a liar, like the rest of them. But I said nothing and hid in her arms.
Chapter 6Lola,“Hello, Helloooo. Who the fuck is this? I don’t have time for games, fucker.”I heard my brother’s angry voice, and I choked on a silent sob. It has been over a week since I heard his voice or even saw him.Since coming to this hellhole and I wasn’t allowed to see him, even my lawyer had trouble doing so.CO Diaz told me that it doesn’t matter how hard she pushed, someone kept pushing back and it wasn’t my judge as well.Someone wanted me here, to get rid of me or just bury what happened. The entire ordeal felt like a cover up to something bigger than me, than any of us.I opened my mouth to say something, but my throat was clogged and nothing came out but a pathetic whimper.The other end of the line went silent, then I heard my brother choke on his own breath as well, but he managed to call my name and I started to wail.“Lola?! Baby, are you OK? How are you doing? Are you safe? Are you protected? How did you call me my sweet daughter? It has been hard for us to reac
Chapter 7Michael,“No one knows anything about that woman she mentioned. Everywhere I ask, it is a dead end.”“No one in the big mafia families knows about her and actually most of them don’t allow their women to take part in the business.”“But the other part checks, she has a bounty on her head. Two actually.”I entered the kitchen almost at noon, feeling tired and drained. You would think that I would have some good, long, deep sleep after my eventful week, but I kept awake all night long.Only sleeping after the sun rose and even that was plagued with nightmares. Nightmares of Lola turning her back on me and just leaving me alone.“Is this Isis girl thing that important right now? I mean, shouldn’t we fix that bounty thing first? It is the most urgent matter here. That girl could have hurt her in many situations and, from what Lola said, she actually helped her once or twice.”Ariel said after she hugged her steaming coffee in her hands and looked at Leo, Sergey, and my brother a
Chapter 8Lola,I hugged my little toiletries bag so close to my chest as I followed CO Smith to what felt like my doom.I haven’t liked this woman since the moment I saw her and now it feels right. She was up to something. Whether it was getting me killed or having some sadistic fun at my expense.And every nerve inside of my body was shaking in fear, but on the outside, I looked so calm and collected I even have that arrogant look that my brother has sometimes.I saw CO Diaz giving me these worried and almost horrified looks, but I kept my eyes straight and my head high.This is the moment I need to put all that I have learned through the years to the test and fight for myself or my life if I had to.We entered the shower room, and I stopped to look around me and examine my surroundings. The place wasn’t crowded, and it seemed that every woman in there was keeping to herself, but still, I was nervous.“Here we are, sweetheart you can choose whatever stall you like and have your much
Chapter 9,Michael,“You fucking owe me this. You are the reason she is there, even your soul won’t be a suitable price for what happened to my woman and what you put her through.”I roared at the fucker who was standing there and watching me with his ice cold eyes while I was seething with anger.“I admit, sir Michael, that the entire ordeal is my fault, and I failed to protect the family I had sworn to give my life for, but what you are asking me is considered treason in my book. So I apologize again. I can’t help you with it.”The fucker said again and this time I couldn’t help myself and I just rushed to where he was standing and punched him in the face.But he was quick he managed to block my punch, then he jumped back a couple feet away from me, making my anger burn higher.“You must calm down, sir Michael. If Sir Gabriel gave me his orders, I would gladly do whatever you need from me, but I can’t act on my own or under your orders alone. Again I apologize. pozhaluysta, prosti me
Chapter 10Lola,“I told you, I fucking told you, and you kept lying to yourself and the people around you. You kept acting all innocent and sweet but deep down there is a monster prowling angrily, waiting to be unleashed.”Giovanni stood in front of me and snickered as he looked down at me sleeping on the cold floor of the shu or the hole, as they call it.It wasn’t the first time he came and paid me a visit. Usually, it was when I fell asleep from fatigue, but now it happens when I am awake as well.Or am I still sleeping, I wasn’t sure. After spending so much time in here alone without seeing or talking to anyone, my reality got mixed with my delusions.I don’t know what was real or what was the product of my ill mind. But what I know is that this fucker is constant. He keeps visiting me, taunting me.He wants to drive me crazy, wants me to lose my fucking mind. I chuckled coldly when that thought popped into my head.He can stop now because that was the truth. I actually had lost
Chapter 11Lola,“Oh, my fucking….., why do you look like shit? What the fuck had happened to you after you were sent here? I want to meet the fucking warden of this fucked up place, NOW.”Isabella roared, making me flinch, but when I saw her stand up to CO Smith fuming, I breathed easily. Her anger wasn’t addressed toward me.I was so tired and exhausted to deal with anyone’s anger at the moment, I barely got out from the Shu and I was dragged here before even reaching my cell.Isis gave the male officer a glare, but then she gave me a firm look, telling me to stop being a bitch and stand up for myself.I mean, she said nothing, but this was what her eyes conveyed to me, her beautiful but scary eyes. She is Isabella’s match for sure.Diaz opened his mouth and closed it a couple of times when my lawyer’s fiery eyes landed on him and the man looked down at his feet, holding his hands nervously like a little kid.“Oh, she is freshly out of the Shu. She attacked one of our inmates and sh
Chapter 12Michael,“Sit the fuck down. We all know this was coming and anticipated it.”Gabriel said from where he was standing as I kept pacing his office after hearing the news of what happened in court.I wanted to go. I was dying to see her, but I didn’t want to see her in that state. It would kill me, not just break my heart.I know how much she was looking forward to our meeting and how hurt she must be right now, but I couldn’t.Gabriel was right. After seeing the lengths they went through to send her to that prison and all the sudden witnesses that showed up from thin air, we knew that they wanted her away. At least someone did.“ALESSIO!”I snarled, stopping in my place and my brother stomped to where I was and turned me around to frown at my face.“You will do shit, Michael, do you hear me? It is enough what you almost did to that Antonio guy. You know we can’t act without thinking. The factions are still on my ass for Lola’s situation.”My brother said pleadingly, and I j
Chapter 13Isis,I hugged my billow tighter to my chest and began to breathe harshly.Fucking abdomen pain. The doctor told me before that it is only inside of my head, but fuck him. I can feel the pain right now and it is killing me as well.I bit my lower lip harshly, drawing blood, but I held my pain whimpers inside in order not to wake Sandy. The girl has been worried about me all day, as well as Lola.They didn’t talk that much and their interactions were limited, but she liked her and she felt sorry for the fate she was facing.The stubborn woman forced me to ask around and know how her trial ended and when she found out that the little girl was sentenced for life, she got depressed.Sandy might look scary with her tall and huge build, but inside she is as soft as a butterfly. She likes girly things and pink is her favorite color, for goodness’ sake.I began to breathe through my nose, trying to calm my beating heart and endure the pain. It will go, it happens from now and then,
Chapter 25Sergey,“We must get her out of there immediately. She can’t stay there longer. I don’t give a fuck if she would be a jail breaker or whatever the fuck it is. As long as she is with me, safe and sound. I will just take her away from here and no one will ever find us.”“Michael, we need to be more reasonable. We can actually use what happened to our advantage. Isabella will try to get her out of that place and be sent to somewhere else where we can look after her.”“No, brother, this has been going for too long and I have let you do whatever the fuck you wanted. This is the time for me to close that case once and for all. I will fucking end those fuckers. I will kill them all, their families, kids, and even their acquaintances. This is the only thing that will keep her safe.”“The factions won’t like this, Michael. They will kill us all. You must understand that we have rules we must follow.”“Fuck them. I don’t care about any fucking rules or people. You weren’t there seein
Chapter 24Lola,I have been paranoid since last night, and Michael’s words before he left didn’t help either.He told me to be careful and never be alone and try to be with Isis all the time, which was impossible. Yes, we meet when we eat or we have showers and stuff.But I can’t stick to her all the time, because even if I wanted to, CO bitch will not allow it. She has her eyes on us now and even a single breath is counted.Diaz told us that these were the warden’s orders, but I know that he was lying. Something was about to happen and the entire prison could feel it.Inmates have been tense and jumpy. Even the quiet ones who always kept to themselves were worried, feeling something was off, but they couldn’t pinpoint it.I told Isis about everything and she cursed the damn woman, but she told me to ignore everything even though I could see clearly that she was anxious herself.But when the first and second days went quietly, I just relaxed and thought that it was all in my head and
Chapter 23Michael,“Michael, what the fuck did you do, now?”Gabriel groaned in frustration the moment he saw me entering the house with Sergey, while Antonio followed us.I grinned at him and shook my head teasingly, even though I knew that this situation wasn’t funny and I should take it seriously.But honestly, the look on their faces was fucking hilarious, especially with Antonio following me closely as he looked around him, worried and in awe as well. Our mansion was a piece of art, and this was everyone’s reaction the moment they stepped inside.“Michael, seriously. I had to fuck your brother in order to let you out. And this is how you repay me? Who is this man and why does he look like he is about to faint and drool at the same time?”Ariel shouted at me and I ran to her and hugged her after I made her drop her hands that were on her hips. She huffed and tried to push me away, but I whined and hugged her tighter.“Damn you, Michael, if you were my kid, I would have slept on y
Chapter 22Michael,I checked my phone and found that I have been sitting there for almost an hour and the little shit didn’t show up.I looked around me feeling bored and impatient and not even the damn sex, strip shows and orgies caught my eye.I looked at Sergey, who was sitting beside me and had to put my hand above my mouth to hold my laughs. The man looked like he was seconds away from either throwing up or fainting.He seemed out of his element as he watched the busy people around us and I felt like an asshole, almost laughing at him.I followed his eyes and found him watching a couple laugh and whisper to each other as they watched something I couldn’t see.These two were the most normal things around here. I think it might be their first time and they wanted to try something new.The woman was sitting on the man’s lap and he had his arms wrapped around her waist and his head was lowered.He kept murmuring into her ears and she either nodded or giggled softly and he seemed ela
Chapter 21Lola,“Hey, my little fighter is here.”Isabella said, greeting me the moment I entered the small visiting room, then she sneered at CO Smith, who was accompanying me.“Wow, you two are really something. Both of you are fresh out of the Shu. I think our dear Lola here should search for another lawyer because you aren’t that good after all.”The bitch woman said grinning and my lawyer and I ignored both of them as I began to pace the small room, barely waiting for the CO to leave.I wanted to know how is my family doing and if Michael was okay or if everyone was lying to me. I had some news when I was in the hole, but Diaz might be lying.He said that he talked to Michael personally, but he might be saying that so I won’t be depressed and something happens to me. Last time when I lost my shit here, he freaked out.“And leave you alone? I can’t do that Suzan, you are my favorite CO in here. I really enjoy taking away your favorite inmates.”Isabella said sweetly, and the CO s
Chapter 20Michael,We sat silently watching the woman, who looked like shit but still seemed fierce.Lola’s lawyer Miss Javier was fresh out of prison and she was pissed and I wasn’t sure if it was because she was locked up for an entire month or something bad happened again.I haven’t seen Lola for a month now and since that kill attempt thirty days ago; I was forbidden from going out and I was forced to take a long vacation from work.I tried to talk to Gabriel, but he refused to listen, especially with everyone supporting his decision. I don’t give a fuck about work or not going out. I just wanted to visit Lola and make sure that she was ok.She must have been worried about me, especially after knowing about the accident, but I couldn’t visit her or even talk to her on the phone.The entire villa was in lockdown mood and all of us had to listen to my brother’s orders. The only thing that kept me in check was that the CO in prison told us that she was okay and still alive.“OK, be
Chapter 19Lola,I dragged my feet as I walked with no energy, my mood off and my mind busy as I went to get lunch.It has been what? Two days, maybe three, since Michael’s visit! And ever since, I have been feeling like shit.And I guess he was right to stay away for over two months because if I had seen him the moment I was locked away, I would have crumbled.I think I have endured all of this because he was away and I kept thinking about him and cursing him silently in my mind.But now I just want to hide in his arms and never let him go. I want to close my eyes and think about everything that just had happened as if it was a long tiring nightmare.But now, walking around lifelessly staring at faces I don’t see or hear words I don’t comprehend, I know that this would never be a nightmare. It is just my shitty reality.‘See, he should have stayed away from the start. You should have broken up with him and told him to fuck off. But he just brought you sadness and heartache.’Giovann
Chapter 18Michael,I watched my brother as he kept pacing the vast living room on the first floor of the mansion as someone took care of my wounds.They weren’t a lot, a couple of cuts on my back and just a small hit on one of my temples, as I said nothing serious but they kept fussing about it.I looked to my right and frowned when I saw someone else was tending to Sergey, who looked worse than me.The man was fighting for his own life, but at the same time he tried to protect me, so he was open to a couple of stupid attacks. but he just kept on focusing on protecting me rather than himself.I gritted my teeth when I saw the cuts that littered his chest and thighs. There was also a clean gunshot hole in his left arm.The bullet went through the flesh and came out clean, fortunately. But the damn thing didn’t stop bleeding and each time I tried to help, he would glare at me and order me to sit.It got on my nerves because I felt like a little spoiled kid who did something wrong and t
Chapter 17Michael,I cracked my neck and groaned when it made a loud noise.I have been standing on my feet for what felt like twenty four hours, but in reality, they were only ten. I should get some rest, but after seeing Lola I feel refreshed and those couple of hours I slept hugging her were enough for me.I drank some of my coffee to sober up a little. I have one more surgery and then I will be free to go home, but then I hissed and stroked my broken nose.Man, she can punch. I didn’t feel the pain, but there was some discomfort, even though I put it back in place. My Lola can’t make me prouder.She looked like a vicious lioness when she punched and kicked me like that yesterday. My little flower has some thorns.I thought, chuckling as the door to the doctor’s room opened and Jackson entered the room, then dropped on the sofa in front of him.“Man, I can’t do this any longer. I’m so fucking tired. I don’t know how you don’t and still look fresh and energetic, especially with al