Selene’s POVIt was the first time I had ever trained with so much dedication in my entire life, and if I had known that training and learning how to fight would have aided my wolf fully recover from the trauma I would have done it way earlier than I did.‘How do you feel?’ I asked her.Her voice grew weaker for a second, I could already tell she was getting weaker by the second, but I was very excited that I could talk to her for freely for the first time in a really long time.‘So tell me, what’s wrong?’ I asked her.I could still feel her within me, but she didn’t respond, so I suspected that she was at the verge of disappearing again, so I complimented her for it.‘Thank you estel’ I said then I walked back into the tent where Joan and Emily sat.“Uhm Emily, how are you herbs”“Fine” she responded.Looking at Joan, she held a frown, she wasn’t comfortable having me in the room, Emily knew this as well, so it was useless talking to either of them, so I walked out.‘We were brought
Lucian’s POV I had gone out to cheer my mind up, just to come back and see her right there, she was seated outside her hut, I didn’t want to get closer to her mostly because it had taken me all my will power to get over the level of obsession I felt all throughout that afternoon.With her by my side it was as though we were mated, and bonded but we were not, and worse of all it was the first time we had a good time all our lives. I was over excited and I tried to contain it way too much this afternoon.Because of that, my heart felt a massive bruise, it felt as though I had a scar inside of me and I was educated enough to know it was the pain that came with rejection, and silence.I had been bonded with her for so long now, and I hadn’t told her it was a little bit depressing just staying here and I felt like I might lose my mind, and I might lose my wolf to the pain.I ran out to calm my mind. And the last person I needed to see was her, but she waved at me, I felt so compelled, eve
Selene’s POV Curse?What curse? Why would he be cursed?Everything felt more confusing than it should, but knowing Lucian, I knew he wouldn’t me more than he had just don’t, so far I had exhausted my luck with him.I thought of staying outside but I had my fill, and I could no longer bear the thoughts of being lost while combating the painful feeling of being stung my insects.But when I went inside, with my back against the bed, my m mind was restless all throughout the night, I had so many questions to ask yet all my answers were given to me in bits and I hated it.•••“Mummy, wake up, mummy” I heard Ella’s voice, her little hands cradling my face in her palm, she pushed my face sideways, while she tapped on them gently .“What is it baby, mummy wants to sleep a little bit more” I whined as I tried to pull her to the bed with me but my sleep was already disrupted again as she pulled out of the way, the ray of light basked on my face al of a sudden, I felt blinded by it, she had lef
Selene’s POVI had no idea why I reacted the way I did, but something in me just felt totally surreal and different. I didn't know how to react to what he had just said because his kindness was so alien to me even though he had only ever been very kind to me.“Yes, I am going to the market, what do you want so I can get it for you on my way back.” There were dozens of things running through my mind, and in those dozens, not even one was an answer to his request, it was just so unexpected. If he had told me earlier maybe I would have known what to tell him but I didn’t, I gave it a thought for another second then an idea crossed my mind, it was silly and totally uncalled for, but I said the first sentence that crossed my mind.“Let me follow you to the market, it would be better to see things and probably choose from the things I want” His reaction was expected. His eyes popped up in fright like I had just said I wanted to see him run around the pack naked but I didn’t.“Please? I k
Selene’s POV The most amazing part of it all was the colours, and the coordination of the entire pack.There were different parts of the market that held certain things, in a very wild range and they way they were or organized was the thing that blew my mind, it was just so colorful. A line held spices and herbs, another section held figurines, and then at the far when, I saw saw a group of male and female wolves, all different colour, some were slaughtering meat while other sold it as quickly, and then among line of people stood in line just to get a piece.I took control of the importation and exportation in my pack, and I had outdone myself to make our market more lucrative than a handful of packs out there, but If I had not come out here, I wouldn’t have not known what it meant to really explore other packs, I had ever only seen pictures of all the markets in the globe because I never really went out, but now’s the sight of it in person was so thrilling.It was also the cleanest
Selene’s POV She was sceptical, and if I were her I would be sceptical too, but I was being honest when I time her she looked so pretty in that dress, and it was literally so perfect on her.“I promise, I might not be your man, or whatever but I personally would be so swept away if I saw you in a dress like this one,”I held the dress up so the defection can be shown on th mirror before me, it was rare and as a Luna who had a lot of clothes at her disposal, I would know when I saw a rare gem in an outfit.“The peacock features had it a little bit unique, it’s so elegant, and even though it already perfect on its own, I have a couple of ideas to add to it, and if you don’t mind you would be my muse to it, trust me it would be perfect, and toy would look so beautiful if it” She stared down at her fingers before she stared at me again.“You know, I have always been used to fighting, it has never been a part of me to wear such feminism dresses”’her voice was calmer, and Joan had only sp
Lucian’s POVI was reviewing the architectural design of the new building I had in mind. After today's market activity, I had found more than I had bargained for, including more sophisticated tools and materials. Just the thought of building something so modern with my bare hands was so thrilling. I could not wait to see the reaction on her face when she finally saw the finished product of it all; she would be so happy. Just the thought of seeing her so excited made my heart race.I covered the file of ideas I had, then sagged back in my seat. I tried to imagine her face in my mind; it was just so clear in my imagination; in my thoughts, she had recognized the mate bond, and she had fallen head over heels for me now.She, Ella, and I are at the lakeside, and we are having a little picnic together. It’s just so fun; she fed me grapes, and my cheeks flushed. I found myself smiling like a fool just thinking about it, but then I heard a knock at the door, and then the door was pushed open
Selene’s POVA brand new day...It was safe to say it was the first time I woke up in the pack without even the slightest hint of sadness in my mind; for the first time in a long time, I was looking forward to the day. There were a lot of reasons to be happy, reasons like training and becoming stronger.The possibilities of talking with my wolf today and saving the best for last, the fact that I had made friends with Joan, were the most exciting of them all. I never held her acceptance as paramount until now. She was part of the reason why I didn’t feel welcomed.I wanted to ask how she felt after yesterday, and maybe we could try out something new today. I was excited; I woke up, and I played with Ella, who was still sleeping. I blew air on her stomach, and I made bubbly sounds. She began to laugh in her sleep, then woke up in the process.“You are now a caretaker to multiple bunnies; you should go and check them and see how they are doing,” I said to her. She was reluctant, but she e
Selene POV Lucian stood before me with a plate of food. His face was less grumpy and soft. I didn't know if he was acting or just being good to me for goodness sake."Here, eat this. You missed your lunch which shouldn't have been." He dropped the plate in front of me, his tone strict."I thought you promised to eat properly from now on? You shouldn't go back on your words, Selene. It is not good for your health to skip meals," he scolded."Did you come here to give me food or argue with me because I feel you came for the latter.""Don't turn this into a fight, Selene. You did wrong by skipping your meal. I have every right to be angry at you for neglecting what's important to you.""I didn't do it on purpose. It's not like I had a choice..." I defended myself but he cut me off with a slam on the table."You had a choice, Selene. We agreed that no matter what, you will stick to your eating routine for efficient training. Don't give me that excuse of not having a choice," he muttered
SELENE'S POVAs I sat in my quarters, surrounded by the comforting scent of old books and the soft glow of candlelight, I was deeply engrossed in the pages of my worn leather-bound book of herb remedies, the intricate illustrations and detailed descriptions of various plants and their medicinal properties a soothing balm for my frazzled nerves. The sound of a gentle knock at the door broke the spell, and I looked up to see Donald, a member of our pack, standing in the entrance, a small, neatly wrapped package clutched in his hand. He smiled hesitantly, his eyes crinkling at the corners, as he approached me. "Selene, I brought you something," he said, his voice low and rough, as he held out the package. "I made it myself. It's a scent leg cream. I thought you might find it useful."I took the package from him, feeling a surge of gratitude and appreciation for his thoughtful gesture. "Thank you, Donald," I said, my voice sincere. "That's very kind of you." As I unwrapped the package,
Selena's POV “After the interlude with Lucian I went to tend to the nightingale flowers. As the days went by they required more care which was a little bit tasking thus by the time I got home,I fell head first into the warm,cozy comfiness of my bed. I was having a weird dream where I was able to actually best Lucian in the training field! I really loved the surprised look on his face and was just about to tease him when a loud knock on my door jolted me out of my sweet dream. “Who was that now?" Grumbling,I grudgingly rose up from my bed with my eyes still heavy with sleep. Opening the door I was surprised to discover Lucian at the door. It was still early morning with the sky still dull. Heck,the sun was not even out yet!However,with one look I knew why he was here, dressed up in training gear he was here to call me out for my usual training. “Come in.” I said as I turned back inside but before I could go far he spoke up. “No need for that,I came her so that we can
Selena's POV Tonight's sky was breathtakingly mesmerizing! The twinkling stars in the clear sky were simply enthralling,coupled with the sharp chirping of crickets and the cool night breeze, it created an ambience that felt relaxing. Clear,cloudless nights like this were a dime in a dozen as most of the time clouds blotted out the sky. They were especially great for telling stories as they made the whole feeling more….immersive.Under one of the many Magnolia trees that littered the pack grounds an old man could be seen narrating a story to a bunch of kids. He was old Alfred one of the oldest members of the pack,once a great warrior an injury he received had made him feeble. Now he was a guardian of the younger generation guiding them forward.Clearing his throat he started his story. “ A very long time ago…”" How long ago pa Alfred?" One of the kids interrupted with a curious expression. " Hoho,long before even I was born, but let's get back to the story . So where
CHAPTER 115SELENE'S POVAs I stood amidst the bustling activity of our pack's farm, my eyes couldn't help but wander to the figure of Lucian, his muscles rippling beneath his sleeveless shirt as he labored to construct the new greenhouse. The sun beat down upon his back, casting a sheen of sweat across his skin, and I felt a flutter in my chest, a sensation that I promptly suppressed with a surge of irritation. Why must I always find myself drawn to him, even after the argument we had just shared? And to make matters worse, he had teased me mercilessly about my appetite that morning, his eyes glinting with amusement as he watched me devour my meal with gusto. I hated that he could still affect me so, that he could still make me feel like a foolish, lovesick child.Determined to put Lucian from my mind, I threw myself into my work, focusing intently on the task of planting the new crops. The feel of the cool, damp soil between my fingers was calming, and I lost myself in the simp
Chapter 114Lucian’s POV“Do you want more?” I asked Selene.“And I think you might want to slow down a bit Selene, the food is right here in this tent. No one's coming in to take it away from you.” She was taking in everything at a speed I feared greatly might end up requesting the presence of a healer.She glared at me. “Are you mocking me, Lucian?”I raised my hand in protest. “I wouldn't dare.” I thought to myself, I'm just trying to help, but I guess that's not how she sees it.She nodded, as if content with my reaction. “Better.”“And besides, what are you still doing here in my tent?” she added. “Waiting to see if you'd want more,”She scoffed. “I think I've had enough, thank you.” Her tone was polite, but I could sense the underlying tension.I nodded, feeling a pang of awkwardness rose in my chest. Was this ever going to end?“Alright, I'll leave you to rest then.” I stood up, my eyes meeting hers for a brief moment before I turned to leave.As I stepped out of the tent, I w
Lucian’s POV I was sharpening my dagger in my tent when I caught sight of Selene walking like she was being chased at the same time sniffing the air like a dog. I didn't know when I stood from my seat and followed her, my lips stretching into a smile of delight when she finally came to a stop in front of the royal kitchen. Cravings. She definitely had a craving. What solidified my resolve was the face she had made asking the chef for meatball subs with mozzarella cheese. I mean who asks for such weird combination and in the morning at that?I didn't want her to see me so I had kept a great distance between us, just watching the scene that was playing out between her and the chef. The chef…by the gods, the look on the chef's face was one I could kill to see again. The man looked like he was watching a patient from an asylum talk to him and couldn't believe his ears. Selene on the other hand didn't seem to care, she went on begging to have a portion even when it wasn't ready. He
Selene’s POV I woke with a start. My tongue felt sore and my body disoriented as I tried to stand to my feet. Today's supposed to be the first day of building my afrm but it felt like I'd been rammed into by a pack of rogues and left to die on my bed. Jeez, this definitely had to be the cons of being pregnant. But there’s no hella way I was letting that get to me. After I had left Lucian's room, I had drafted out the activities I was going to carry out today, more like pioneer since I was pregnant and couldn't really do much just for the safety of my baby. The first thing on my list was checking out some plots of land available in the pack to be sold, leased or rented. Thankfully, despite the bad blood between Lucian and I, he'd forwarded to me a list of persons with lands ready to be sold or leased so all I had to do was inspect and choose. Afterwards, I'll make payments, put up and ad for workers and if time permitted, start clearing if it was a bushy land. I pushed myself for
Selene's povMy joy knew no bounds knowing that Lucian was super willing to help me finally achieve my dream of owning a farm. The thought sent a thrill through me, so much so that I didn't know when I chuckled and did a happy dance as I trudged through the hallway. “Look at you, all happy huh?” My wolf teased. “Girl, who wouldn't be?” I retorted, chuckling the more as my mind wandered to my cooked up imagination of me standing in my own huge, long plot of land, sowing seeds into the soil alongside my workers. Surreal was an understatement of how the thought made me feel. But almost immediately, my reverie ended. Somehow my mind defiled my constraints and traveled back to the time when I had asked Lucian what was wrong with him and how he'd coldly told me off. I could feel my heart shattering into multiple pieces again as the scene replayed in my head again. Was I ever going to move past that? The cold looks in his eyes, the venom in his voice, the way he'd quickly rebuffed me,