(Sena POV's)
Usually, I’d laugh it off. I wanted to laugh at myself. Nobody hurt me. I didn’t get beaten, spanked, or pinched. Nothing. My mother wasn’t there to do those.
But why did my eyes want to shed the water that I drank earlier?
I really wanted to laugh but I was shivering. I've possibly went mad. And Luis noticed it.
“Sena...”
“Boss Luis, I have something to tell you. A memory from when I was in grade one. “
((SENA))My pain was at ‘Broken Vow’ level. It was excruciatingly painful!!!!Every time I shut my eyes, I kept seeing their kiss. I didn’t expect I’d ever be betrayed on. But why didn’t I? My feet were running uncontrollably. I wanted to be as far as I could. Should I buy a bag of oranges and chase a bus like Shancai did? Nope, there wasn’t any oranges around. Just coconu
(Sena POV's)I knew I wasn’t ready to hear the truth from Sean. I wouldn’t want to hear him say he’s dumping me somewhere. Pssh, I didn't want to go back.Stand up, Sena. STAND up! Don’t be afraid. Show him what he lost. If you got hurt, take a break. What did your father tell you? ‘Just smile until your enemy gets pissed’ That’s it.Pa, were you laughing at your daughter from up there?
(Sena's POV)Maybe I was really making a scene. But I got cheated on. And fuck, I was still quiet about it. I didn’t even say anything to them, right?He shouldn’t have come to fetch me. It was just fine for me to be accused as crazy. I’ve gone crazy for a while already.“Want me to force you ?!” his voice was challenging and robust.“Just kill me right NOW!” I didn't know why I shouted
((SENA))The view was mesmerizing when we got down to the harbor. The wind was breezy and fresh! I was breathing in the provincial air again! How wonderful!Except for the undisciplined garbage dumping ???, I dearly love my country!
(Sena POV's)A group of tall men passed by. Foreigners. I almost broke the fan that I was holding when I saw the woman with them. She looked familiar. A Filipina who’s obviously biracial… I quietly hurried back to Sean and dragged him away.We went back to where our retreat group was. Everyone was eating sweetened bean curd so Sean gave me my share. We sat on a nearby rock while we waited for the boat to leave.
(Sena POV's)“Are you going to confess your feelings to me again, Sena?” He was smiling.I nodded. It was embarrassing but here we go. I never want to lose him in my life.“Sean, don't laugh. Don't cry either. Just listen to me. Just me.”“Yes, Captain,” he gave me a salute and laughed.
((SEAN))There’s something in my past that I couldn't reveal to Sena yet. And seeing her cheerful smile and that unrefined craziness made me want to leave everything behind me.“She's definitely perfect for you,” Luis walked backwards, with the camera still facing me. The boats were already preparing to leave so I followed them too.
((SENA))I pinched myself while I sat there with the children. The adults in the boat were helping the victim but I stayed seated to calm down the younger ones. The victim…Was the woman in my dream. I thought I have fallen asleep and was dream