I shouldn’t be here right now. I’d been told to head directly to the commanding officer for the unit upon arrival. I wasn't supposed to stop. Lord Ares wanted me to see and learn but not take risks. It didn’t matter that part of my gifts made me more robust than most. I could still be injured, and I could still die.
I’d kept my eyes forward as my small unit moved through the ruins. I tried to ignore the cries around me. I kept reminding myself that it wasn't for me to clean up and tend to the wounded. But then something told me that what people tell me I should do doesn't always make it right.
I’d been the one to notice her. To witness her stumbling. The others kept moving forward, and I should’ve too. Yet something told me to stop and help. So I broke from formation, and here I am, tending to the wounds of this blind girl.
I don’t even know why I told her my name is Andy. Only Diokles calls me that. I’m not particularly eager to lie. But then again, it isn’t a lie. Andy is a shortened form of my given name. And, well, she has been through so much. I doubt she’d have accepted my help or remained this calm if I had told her my proper name. Even out here, I’m sure they have heard of me.
Lord Androkles the Destroyer. I fucking hate that title. I hate that all of Olympus knows it, even if they don’t know my face.
"For your sake, I hope so as well, Ismene-Eirene. They will know more at the healing tents." I nodded, ensuring my knot was tight.
I noted the tone she used when she said each name. Whomever Alkaios was, he was important to her and most likely dead.
"Okay, that's the most I can do. I'm going to pick you up and place you on my horse. Atlas is a good horse. He’ll stay steady for you." I explained what I was about to do. The last thing I needed was for her to panic and flail about. She nodded as I explained what I was going to do.
I carefully got my arms under her, lifting her and placing her onto my saddle on the back of my 16-hand gray eleia horse. She made a pained noise as I put her on the horse. I suppose that is to be expected. She didn't seem afraid to be on a strange horse. She almost visibly relaxed as she put a hand on the withers, fingertips trembling for a moment before stilling.
"You are a powerful and brave horse, aren't you, Atlas?" she spoke gently, forcing herself to be calm.
Whoever this young woman was, she looked around my age. She knew that to panic or be afraid on the back of a horse was to make them panic.
With her safely up, I climbed up behind her. I was keeping her steady between my arms while I grabbed the reins. She didn't seem afraid to be in my arms. But she doesn’t know who I am. I’m sure this wouldn't go so smoothly if she knew who I am.
"Was Atlas always his name?" she asked softly, fingertips still on the horse's withers as if she received strength from the horse.
Atlas, of course, held steady. He was bred to be a warhorse and, more importantly, a horse of Ares. Like any animal, horses can sense certain dangers. As an Ares, similar yet different from a Hades, I am seen as dangerous to animals.
I clicked once as I guided Atlas into a turn to head back to the healing tents my group had brought the members of Apollo House to. "If it wasn't, I was not told. I named him four years ago when I chose him as my horse." I explained.
"His trainers may have called him something else two years before he became my horse." I shrugged my shoulders.
Atlas easily navigated his way through the rubble. It was rare that anyone was this... relaxed around me. Then again, she couldn't see my face to know me, and I’d not given my proper name.
She rode on Atlas easily, leaning back slightly into my chest to make it easier to stay up. She had lost much blood and was rightfully tired. She needed the support, and it was easier for me to control Atlas if I had room.
"I hope the horses are okay, too.." she said. I’m not sure exactly what she meant by that. But this village is more closely related to Poseidon, and many of the residents here are tied to that House.
"I... I smell fire and hear... people," she said, her voice just as soft as before. "Is... Is it as bad as it sounds?" she asked.
"I cannot be sure about the local livestock. My unit had only just arrived to assist and replace any unable to fight.” I explained with a calmness in my voice.
War was part of me, so all this was peaceful in a strange way. I glanced casually around. The village was in ruin. It would take months to rebuild, and I’m sure many were dead.
I explained. "It is not good. I can sense the fighting moving further away as the chimera tries to escape. For now, the village is safe. The members of Apollo and Athena houses will search for survivors like yourself.”
She stiffened a little when I said ‘livestock.’ I felt she wanted to argue that definition but decided not to. To me, any hooved animal that was bred and raised to aid people either as food or in transportation, like a horse, is livestock.
"Thank you... I heard horses run by and some soldiers, some people. But...” she said, her words trailing off.
Of course. None of the soldiers stopped. And my House wonders why we have such a bad reputation.
"We have been ordered to go directly to the commander's location to be assigned where we are needed. So we are to leave the civilians to Apollo and Athena's Houses.” I explained.
Not that it thoroughly excused anyone ignoring the wounded civilians they passed. "But they are still some ways back and may not have reached you in enough time,” I added.
"Then... I doubly thank you for doing this, Andy,” she said. "I don't know where I would have ended up. The streets are so... different. I don't even know where I am right now.” she admitted. "I don't know how bad I am. But I hurt so much, and I'm cold, so...” she sighed.
"Thank you for saving me,” she said, her hand leaving the horse exploring, finding the reins, and following them up to rest on my wrist. Tears continued running down her cheeks.
"Thank you,” she repeated.
I was not sure how to react to this. I wasn't used to being thanked. And, well, crying? Shit, I didn't know what to do about that. I wasn't a guy that women cried around.
"Um... you are welcome. We aren't far now from the tents the healers have set up.” I assured her.
I could feel the cold in her hand as she touched my wrist. I shifted to reach an arm up to the red cloak hat attached to my armor’s shoulder, disconnecting it and bringing the fabric over her.
"Here, use this as a blanket,” I instructed.
She tilted her head when I moved, shivering slightly in surprise and at the sudden temperature difference as I wrapped her in the cloak. The fabric was of fine quality, I am, after all, the heir of Ares, but it smelled of armor oil, sweat, and horse. Her hand in her sling moved painfully to bring it a little tighter around her.
"I hope your commander doesn't punish you for disobeying. You are soldiers, our protectors. And you've saved at least one life. I’m sure you'll save more today.” she spoke softly, leaning more into me now that she had the warmth of my cloak. I smiled a little.
Punish me? That is laughable.
I’m heir to Ares. I am technically above the commander I was to meet. It was strange to hear her thanks and even more to listen to her imply I may save lives. I’m not someone that is supposed to save lives or at least isn't expected to.
"I am certain I'll be fine. I do not often disobey orders.” I assured her, not sure how to respond to the part of saving lives.
I could see the tents and the flags of Apollo and Athena's houses. More people came into sight, so it was louder. People were shouting instructions for things like needing more medicine or dressings and people in pain. And when they saw me, the talking seemed to stop or at least dulled.
"Lord Androkles....what's he doing here? Is that...a woman with him?" the whispers started to float around in our wake.
"I'm glad..." she said tiredly.
She was trying so hard to stay awake. But the warmth of the cloak and smells were driving her fear away. What was keeping her awake and alive was diminishing. The noise of the triage and doctors roused her before her eyes completely shut. But even if I don't save more lives today, I did save the one in my arms.
"You were kind to stop..." she whispered before I felt her go slack in my arms.
She was still breathing, just had finally lost the battle with consciousness, head laying back on my arm, body slack against me, supported only by my arms and chest.
I was used to whispering to people talking about me behind my back. I ignored them as always.
"Ismene-Eirene?" I asked, realizing she'd gone slack in my arms.
"You there... healer of Apollo." my voice took on a commanding tone as I pointed to one of the surgeons.
"This woman needs treatment. The chimera attacked her.” I explained as a healer rushed over. Something tells me he didn’t want to risk angering me by having me wait.
"She is Ismene-Eirene, daughter of Leander and Elaine. She got separated from someone named Rae and Alkaios.” I instructed as I helped get her down to the healers. “Check your tents to see if any are here.”
"Ye...yes Lord Androkles." the healer stammered.
I nodded as I knew they'd take care of her now. And without another word or asking for the cloak, I left.
I left the healing tents and returned to where I was supposed to be. As I arrived, I felt many eyes looking at me. I was late. I didn’t care. I was technically out of uniform as I didn’t have my cloak. But again, I didn’t care. I had done something that didn’t fit the ‘destroyer’ mold I was expected to fill. I had saved someone’s life.
As I brought Atlas to a stop next to the commanding officer, he looked at me. Upon taking in my appearance, he noticed my lack of cloak and the blood smears on my chest plate from where she’d leaned against me. It looked like he wanted to say something. So I carefully removed my helmet and arched an eyebrow looking the commander dead in the eyes.
"My apologies for arriving late. Circumstances arose that could not be ignored, but I'm here now. So where am I to be stationed, sir?" I stated calmly.
I doubted he would argue or speak against me. But part of me wanted him to. I wanted him to question me. Because I’ve been itching to put someone, anyone, everyone in their place about me. But as I thought, he said nothing.
“Glad you were able to make it, Lord Androkles. Riding through that town is difficult with the structural damage. I want you to take a small unit and flank the beast to the right. We may not be able to kill it, but if we can force it back into the mountains, we can stop further damage.” he instructed.
I nodded as I put my helmet back on and rode to follow orders with a hand gesture to my unit to follow me. The entire time in the back of my mind, I thought about that girl, wondering if she was okay. The wound from the chimera hadn’t looked deep, but I am no medic. I also hoped she found her family and that they were okay.
I don’t know how long I’d been out. I had restless dreams. A mixture of remembering the sounds of the chimera attacking, Rea screaming, Alkaios telling me to run, and the smell of his blood, my blood, for that matter. I relived the feeling of fear and desperation as I tried to navigate my ruined village. But then the fear faded, and I felt safe and could feel the steady rhythm of Andy’s heart beating. Andy?!I suddenly woke up, sitting up, trying to figure out where I was. I last remembered being on Atlas, supported in Andy’s arms. “Eirene...” I heard my father’s voice call out to me moments before I felt him pulling me into a hug. “Oh, my sweet daughter.” he sighed in relief, hugging me tightly. “F...father? Oh, thank the gods.” I sobbed, hugging him as tight as I could with my injured arm. He is alive. My father is alive. I felt fresh tears sliding down my cheeks, releasing my fears for him. “Is mother… is mother okay? What about Rae?” I asked, fearful of the answers. “Yo
We’d been fighting and driving the chimera back for four days before it was finally far enough into the mountains that we couldn’t go after it. Now we were marching back. Some soldiers would return to their posts while my unit and I returned to the capital. As we rode in formation, I was alongside the commanding officer at the front. I’d tried not to think about the blind girl during the fighting. Though I found my mind wandering to her in the hours, I rested. Holding the mati my elder brother had forged for me in the mortal realm.Often I’d found the mati would give me a sense of warning, of foreboding when someone had ill intentions. Often I felt this when my father or Eugenius would speak of my future. I also would feel it around town and even among the soldiers of Ares. Their fear of me differed from the evil I felt from my father and Eugenius. But with her, with Ismene-Eirene, the girl with two names, the mati didn’t give either of those reactions. It felt warm, like when I’m
Two months. That’s how long it took to get things settled in the village, and mother recovered enough to travel. We’ve begun to settle into the estate in Olympia. I’m still learning my way around the house and the property. I haven’t started to explore the city, not that my parents would let me anyways. “Eirene? Can you come and sit with us?” Father called me into the sitting room with him and Mother. Carefully finding my way with a cane, I managed to find a chair. “Yes, father?” I asked. “I know that much has changed for us. And that you are still mourning Alkaios.” Father started. “But given your age and, if anything, recent events showed us, we want to ensure you’ll be taken care of if anything happens to us.” Mother added. I frowned, knowing where this was going. “We don’t want to arrange a marriage in which you wouldn’t be happy.” Father quickly said. “Of course.” I nodded, taking a calming breath. I know they want to protect me. And to them, having a husband is
Yet another tedious session of the council. Mostly arguing about taxes and how much each House charged for its services. Poseidon argued that the fees Apollo, Athena, and Ares billed for the chimera attack on a village predominantly made up of members of his House were far too high. Zeno is still a young Poseidon, only having taken his title ten years ago. Well, young by some standards, I suppose. Diokles is the youngest council member but has the most power, literally and figuratively.“Lord Poseidon, that is enough,” Diokles stated in his rarely utilized commanding voice.The whole Parthenon went silent, from the council members to us heirs down to even the scribe that documents the meetings. Electricity was in the air making even the hairs on my
I was so happy when we returned home, and they allowed me to ride. Of course, that was dulled when I realized I would be confined to a pen on an older mare used to teaching children to ride. Father excused himself, probably not wanting to deal with my annoyance, as he headed to another enclosure to prepare horses to show a customer coming by, leaving my mother and a servant standing by the pen watching me.“Oh, I hate how he allows this...” I heard my mother sigh nervously. I know she loves me and, at her core, just wants me to be safe. But her overbearing behavior is going to drive me insane. She was always hovering over me as a child due to my condition. And it only became worse after my brother died. And now it has tripled since the chimera. I can't f
It felt strange talking to her like this. Not odd in a bad way. But I can't place the feeling. She's not afraid of me. She wants my company. Very few wanted my company, and even fewer were women. As she made a point about leaving, I looked up at the sky and realized the sun was going to set soon. Which meant it would be dinner time at Ares House. "I should. It is getting late. But I should also wait for Dio to finish his business. I did arrive with him." I sighed, looking into the distance, and saw Dio talking with a man I assumed to be her father. Dio was indeed a strange man. I'm unsure what he was playing at by introducing himself as Dio to her. Or when Dio intercepted Elaine to give us more time to speak alone. "I hate to say this, but if he loves horses half as much as my father, they'll be there until dinner is cold,” she said with a chuckle. She has a nice laugh. Wait, did I think that? "I could call someone to show you around. I wish I could show you myself if you w
It was that thought that stayed with me the rest of the week. Even as I entered my childhood home of House Zeus for my Sunday lunch with Diokles, it was one of the rare days I was given no tasks. Diokles had always insisted, even when he first came here, that we have a meal together on Sundays. He told me that in the mortal realm, his family would have Sunday meals together with whoever was able to attend. Eugenius felt this was good practice for me. He, of course, wants me to carry on the long-standing alliance between Ares and Zeus. But nothing about Sunday lunch with Diokles is business. It's just a chance to relax. Sitting in the dining area waiting for Dio, I found my mind returning to Ismene-Eirene, again. I need to stop that. But she said she wanted to see me again, to speak again. I don't know how or if I should. I am not shopping for a wife, and I know my father and Eugenius would probably not approve of her, given her blindness. Though they may be talked into considering h
It's been over three weeks since Andy, and his brother Dio visited. Three weeks hoping he may call on me. So we could talk more. But he never called on me. And I've not gotten to leave the house, so I couldn’t try to call on him. I sighed as I sat in my room, practicing my lyre, singing softly, "Oh Nymphs, daughters of the ocean. Daughters of springs and of deep caves. Beautiful virgins, wood-clad priestesses. Xothies of the woods amadryades daughters." I paused as I heard a commotion outside. Something was moving through the woods by our property. Whatever it is, it is knocking down trees. I listened to the servants as they hurried to inspect what was causing the disturbance. After the chimera back in the village, father was extra careful about wandering beasts. After a moment, I didn't hear any fighting, just the sound of whatever was out there continuing to knock down trees. The servants returned, not thinking it was a threat. "The groves resound by their songs. And their choir
I’d wanted to stay in the room with Ismene-Eirene, but Helene and Rea shooed me out to the hall. I could hear Ismene-Eirene in pain, and I hated it. I hated not being able to take the pain from her. I paced the hall, stalked like a caged animal with my eyes darting to the door at every cry from my wife. Hypatos sighed against the opposite wall as he watched me. Saea sighed and rolled her eyes, and tugged at his arm. I don’t know what the satyr whispered to my steward, but he found it amusing. I glared at them as they just smiled innocently at me. I know they are talking about me and most likely mocking my nervous energy, and to hell with them. Since the day we met, all I’ve wanted to do was protect Ismene-Eirene from pain. And when I heard a loud cry of pain, I said to hell with waiting. Screw what is normal or acceptable. I don’t give a damn if most men in Olympus don’t enter the delivery room. I couldn’t stay away. I can’t protect her from the pain of bringing our children into th
“I take it the doctor and midwife hadn’t realized that yet. Well, don’t blame them. I have the healing touch to sense the two babies.” Melanthios explained. “And I can hear their heartbeats easily.” Rosalyn nodded. I was still dealing with what the doctor and midwife had told us at our last visit. I’ve worried about my baby and my chances of surviving childbirth. And now Lord Melanthios and Lady Rosalyn have added to my distress by telling me there are TWO! Does that mean both babies are breech? Or is it just that one of them is? My mind has a million questions that I can’t form into words. “Would you like to hear your children?” Rosalyn offered. Her offer threw me off guard, completely derailing all my new fears. “I… can hear them?” I asked. “Of course. I’ll put the ear tips into your ears and then press the drum on your belly. You’ll be able to hear their heartbeats this way.” she explained, doing exactly as she explained. My eyes widened as I smiled, hearing their steady, fas
Life has mostly returned to normal or perhaps a new normal now that Eugenius and Nikos are dead. Against my better judgment, I let Bion live to be sent to the Underworld with the other traitors. He had better be grateful for every breath he takes. I only spared him because Ismene-Eirene asked that no further blood be shed. And I wouldn’t refuse her, even if she wasn’t pregnant with our first child.Today we are meeting with the doctor from Apollo and a midwife from Hera to check up on the pregnancy as Ismene-Eirene has been having a migraine that seems never to end and has complained of pains in her abdomen that aren’t the baby kicking. I’m not sure what I’m doing, but I know I want to be as involved as I’m allowed. Not to mention I don’t trust most people with my wife.
It's probably for the best that no one tried to stop us on our way to our bedroom. It’s been months since he was home. I want and need to have this time with him. And while most probably fear him more than me, I think pregnancy hormones may make me the one to fear if they did get in the way. The door had barely closed before his lips were on mine, and I felt my back pressed into the door. “Ahem…" someone cleared their throat nearby. With a groan, we both pulled back from the kiss breathlessly. “Hypatos, you better have a damn good reason to be in here,” Androkles responded, not hiding his annoyance. I blushed at the realization of finding it was Hypatos in here. If anything, I would have expected Rea or Helene. “I was trying to leave m’lord. I put some food and drinks out by the bath Rea and Helene had prepared. So, I will gladly go if you move from the door. I have better things to be doing than standing around here." Hypatos explained. Androkles took my hand and moved us away fr
It was strange, to say the least, as we marched back into Olympia. I saw people from various Houses lining the streets, and they were… cheering. I don't think I've ever heard cheering for me. There was cheering after my arena fight against Eugenius, but I think they'd have cheered if I lost too. The mob is a fickle thing, that's for sure. I gave slight nods as we passed the crowds. As we came to a stop at the gates of House Ares. Holding up a hand, I signaled the dismissal of the army. I watched as the soldiers broke ranks to find their families in the crowd. I watched as wives, children, and mothers hugged the soldier that returned home to them. Most of the women contained tears, but some couldn't. They may have married a Spartan, but it didn't make them Spartans. I could hear crying, both in joy and sorrow. As I know, some widows or parents would not find their soldiers standing here. I'll have to make my rounds tomorrow to notify the families of those that died, but that will wait
Androkles has been gone for nearly two months now. And I don’t know if it’s because of the pregnancy, but it feels like an eternity since he left. We received word that he had defeated Eugenius and Nikos and would be returning home. But that was weeks ago. But I understand that marching home takes time. Especially as they travel with the injured and dead, his letter advised a battalion would be taking the prisoners directly to the Underworld for judgment. Today I was outside, getting fresh air and exercising as my doctor recommended. Rea and Helene have been of great help in making sure everything is getting done and that my instructions are being obeyed. I also ensured that the main House and the grounds were being cleaned and readied for when Androkles and the army would return. We didn’t know how soon that would be, but I wanted to be prepared. Mitha is still here even though the rebellion has ended. She said she would not leave till my husband dismissed her as he was the one that
I’ve been away from Ismene-Eirene for over a month now. It feels much longer, which is strange. I never really missed home while gone on an assignment. But then again, I never had someone I wanted to return to. I write weekly, though my letters are updates on the war’s progress. I can’t send my wife a letter saying what I want to say. I don’t know how to write in braille, and I certainly don’t want someone reading my words to her. Only she needs to know what’s in my heart or my head. And it feels somehow like a copout if I write how much I love her instead of telling her. So, I’ll have to wait until I can return to say anything I want. We’ve at least made some headway in this war. My father and Eugenius had gathered many followers. However, not all are pledged to Ares or even any house. Rather odd for unpledged Olympians to want to side with the likes of them. It seems war tends to make strange bedfellows. Speaking of war-making strange bedfellows, Hypatos split off from my main for
“Death to….” someone started to shout, but their words turned to a cry of pain as I heard a thud. “I am sorry, but if you call for death, The House of Ares is the wrong house.” Mitha taunted as I heard bones cracking. I’m guessing she landed on my would-be attacker. Alexis growled, barking, taking a defensive stance before I heard him sink his teeth into someone who let out a cry of pain. Andy was right about Alexis. Even if the training never yielded results for him to be a reliable seeing-eye dog, he would protect me nearly as fiercely as him. “Bastard dog!” a voice shouted. “ALEXIS!” I yelled as I jumped to my feet, worried for my precious dog, as I heard him whimper in pain. “On your left, Lady Ismene!” Mitha shouted. Her warning came simultaneously when I felt the slight breeze of her wings before another thud. She must have taken down another attacker. I reacted quickly, revealing the long silver stiletto blade, and stabbed to my left. I winced as I put as much strength as
I don't think either of us realized we had fallen asleep till there was a knock at the door. "Lord Ares. Lady Ismene. The army is ready." Hypatos called. I sighed as we detached ourselves. I don't want to think about how this could be the last time we are together. I don't want to consider a future that doesn't include Andy. My stomach rolled at the mere thought. I shook my head, dismissing those negative thoughts. This is Androkles, Lord Ares, The Destroyer, the man I love even if I haven't dared say the words. He will return to me alive. Olympus is doomed if he doesn't, Olympus is doomed, and I don't mean because of Nikos and Eugenius. Because I will rain fire upon those responsible for taking him from me. I am still determining how I will do it. But so, help me, I will find a way. "We shall be there momentarily. You may wait at the front steps." Andy instructed. We dressed quickly, helping each other with our clothes. I love it when Andy helps dress me almost as much as when he