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Author: C.J. Primer
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JULIET

Cold. Empty. Numb.

Last night emotionally drained me, and I woke up today still exhausted.

I haven’t left my room. Have barely left my bed. I turned my phone off to silence all communication, though Shay showed up with a sandwich this afternoon and made me tell her what happened as I forced down a few bites.

I’m still angry. Heartbroken. But more than anything, I’m just tired. Tired of trying so hard to assert my independence in a world that will never see me as anything but a weak, naïve, sheltered little girl. Tired of being made to feel like asserting myself is somehow wrong, and that I should bite my tongue and bow to the authority of the men in charge.

No more. I refuse to swallow my opinions or live my life as a mindless piece of arm candy. I’m done pretending to play the part of the perfect daughter and sister of the alpha. I want to be seen. Heard. Respected.

I really thought Cole was different. I thought he was beginning to see the real me; to treat me as an equal
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Amoii C
hurt is hurt and everyone handle hurt differently she is hurting from what happened the night before so give her time to get her feelings toghter.
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Marrie Mitipelo
that...Caused a huge lump in my throat............
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Shirea Lemons
Well it was bound to happen after last night
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