KAYLEEN
I’m once again all alone, walking the streets. I’m lost, I know that but I don’t care.
“Are you satisfied? Escaping like this?” Shaira asked suddenly popping at my side.
“I will find someone to help—“ I stopped walking realizing that Zeke could help me but I ran away from him. I’m such an idiot. Walking back to where I left, Shaira grabbed my arm.
“What do you think you are doing?” she harassingly asked gripping tightly as possible. My eyes ran from her eyes to her hands. On the next blink, it’s just me holding myself. I continued walking while she is murmuring inside my head. It’s annoying but I’m trying to endure the pain that it’s giving me.
A building of a private hospital took my attention. I stopped right there listening to my heartbeat. I stayed right there at the other side staring at the hospital until it gets dark and I’m starving again. Only few people are passing by and no one even dared to look at me.
The smell of the trash from few steps away made me walk towards it. There are lots of leftovers thrown inside when I checked. Because of too much hunger, I eat whatever I can eat inside the trash not minding people staring at me. I’m all smelly and everything and nobody wants to get nearer.
I went back to my position from outside the hospital and sleep there until the morning came. The security guard woke me up and forced me to get up and get lost. My eyes darkened but I controlled myself before I could do something. The place is now very clear to me. It’s like I’m in an infamous city with low population.
A familiar car came to the place which made my eyes follow it till it reached the parking lot. I’m not sure if it is owned by that guy I meet yesterday but I’m not checking on it. I started walking turning my back from the hospital to search for a place to stay.
“Hey!” A hand landed on my shoulder and I immediately smash the person with my bag. “Ouch!”
He covered himself when I took my bag and started aiming it to him again.
“It’s you.” I uttered putting my bag on again.
He removed his hand that’s blocking his face and stand up straight looking at me.
“Why are you here? Do you know me?” he asked furrowing his eyebrows.
“You are Zeke White,” I answered straight. Before he speaks again he studied my face for a while and gave me a weird smile. The moment he is about to touch me, I stepped backwards for like two steps away. “Don’t touch me, I’m a smelly homeless person.”
“Who cares. By the way, I can adopt you if you want,” he uttered with a grin. What’s wrong with this guy?
“You won’t like having me. That’s the worst decision you could ever make.” He doesn’t seem bothered or anything by what I just told him. He just crossed his arms on his chest making his biceps show some more muscles. He is wearing a white long sleeve paired with a black clacks and black shiny shoes.
“I actually have adopted a lot of homeless people. I build a shelter for them,” he said and it made me feel that he is like this to all homeless.
“I can’t be with them. I don’t need a shelter; I need a doctor who can help me.” I started walking away but he reached for my hand not allowing me to step further.
“I’m actually a doctor.” Hearing what he just said made my head turn back to him fast. He looks like he is telling a truth. “I know you need help,” he continued.
I don’t know what came into me. The next thing I know is that I am taken to the said shelter for the homeless people. Zeke took me to an isolated room as what I requested.
“One more thing, never allow them to go near my place, get me far from people,” I told him before he could leave. He gave me a nod and it feels like a relief.
“You really think, you won’t be able to hurt them, hmm?” There goes Shaira again talking while sitting on the bed. I ignored her and check out the whole space instead. It’s not very spacious but it’s completely fine. There is a bed and a small place to cook with a small bathroom too. What’s important here is that I’m far from people.
“You will still crave blood, you know that,” she kept bothering me while I’m trying to arrange my clothes in the small cabinet available. My bag is water resistant that’s why they are fine though I’ve been soaked with the rain.
I stayed there receiving free food three times a day. Zeke offered me a work so I will be used with life in my very young age but I hesitated. I can’t be with people.
“Why are you so afraid of people but then you let me drive you in my car?” he once asked when he visited me.
“I’m not afraid of them. I’m afraid of myself. So please, you have to stay away from me too.” He only looked at me the same way. He is an expert to my field of sickness and it’s quite a fortunate coincidence for me but I didn’t open up yet.
The next morning, he came to me again. His very serious face greeted me when I opened the door. I’m also wearing a blank expression on my face. I don’t know why he is here but I feel like it’s something important.
“So, you are afraid to be caught,” he started talking and it confused me. He stepped forward making me take my steps backwards until he is fully inside the room. On his right hand is a newspaper. He gave it to me. “You are all over the news. On television, newspapers and online. You are listed as a wanted criminal.” It’s my first time hearing him as serious as this and it’s creepy. I’m used with him wearing his positive face.
“Listen to me, I need help. It’s not me.” I can hear Shaira laughing at the background while I’m all nervous trying to explain everything to Zeke. He grabbed on my wrist with his eyes darkening telling me that he is not gonna believe whatever I say.
“Are you trying to tell me an alibi?”
“I’m sick.” I started crying and it immediately changed his expression. “Help me, I’m sick. Please save me.”
KAYLEENThe silence went deafening as he studied me by locking our eyes together.“Sick? You are a psychopathic woman.” His voice is calm yet they are like daggers straight to me, aiming my chest. They are painful as being burned in fire. He turned his back and it made me grab on his arm stopping him from whatever he is thinking.“Please, if you are going to tell the police not now. I beg you. I need to get rid of her inside of me. She’s the real demon.”“Who are you talking about?” he asked still fixed on his position no looking at my face.“Shai—ra. Shaira!” As I say her name, I saw her smirking at the corner. I think I have worsened since I’m always seeing her. I’m afraid she’ll kill him too. Since Zeke is not changing his aura, I let go of his hand and turn my head down letting all my tears flow out from me.I just thought he could help me.“I can se
KAYLEENI woke up with some knock. My heart beats faster again making me awake. I stood as fast as I could be heading to the door. Maybe it’s the guy from last night. Maybe he came back to check if he is right about what he thinks. I can’t hear a voice but I’m nervous.“It’s me,” Zeke’s voice calmed me a bit but before I unlock the last one, a thought suddenly barged inside my head.What if he is with cops? I stepped back and opened the only window I have in the room. It’s quite small but I can pass through it with my petite body. I also checked the outside, it’s not that deep to jump.“Hey. What’s taking you so long?” He used a very low voice that only us can hear. I opened the door a bit to peak on him. He is alone as I see it. I swung it a bit wider but not exposing myself. He came in fast too.“Did anyone saw you come here?” I asked.“I think no but I found another place for you
KAYLEENIt’s been a week since the last time Shaira showed up to me. The feeling of not seeing her the best even I’m still anxious about her sudden come back. Zeke took me somewhere far. It’s to that place we first saw each other; he has an old house there. It’s where his parents live when they were still alive. It is a perfect place for me to be really isolated from people and the only person who comes visit is him.His profession is fortunately paralleled my sickness and his been helping me take medications for free. I know it’s impossible for this place to have people walking by but I’m not turning the lights on during the night. I want this house to look really abandoned and empty.When it rains, the roof leaks but I didn’t care.Another week passes and still no sign of Shaira and it’s making me feel happy. I’m now wishing that she will forever not show herself up anymore.“So
SHAIRAThat b*tch, she tied herself up to avoid me from my plans. Both my hands and feet are tightly tied to the bed and it’s difficult to move. I screamed in anger releasing all air I have inside my lungs. Well, this body is mine too. She can’t just stop me from what I want.It’s dark already as I see from the window. My wrist felt swollen now after moving so much. I gave up and calm myself a bit. I am awakened again, since she needs help. She has to get rid of Garry. How pitiful. She really thinks, she can get rid of me easily.We are one. I am her deep thoughts. She can’t get rid of me that easy.I suck some air before moving again. It hurts me too but I don’t really care. I have to escape from this tie. Pulling my right hand off successfully made me laugh. The doctor didn’t tie it that tight that I’m still able to take my hand from it. I used that free hand to untie my left hand and then my feet.
KAYLEENI opened my eyes after feeling the sun’s heat on my face. Maybe I left the window open again. It’s kinda late and my body feels tired though I already slept. I stretched my arms as I stood up. Walking towards the door, I suddenly realized something. It made me cover my mouth with my eyes widening. My hand smells funny too. Like it’s been washed with blood.When I look at it, my body trembled in fear. I look at the bed once more seeing the rope gotten to the floor. My reflection on the mirror made me scream my lungs out. Blood is all over me like I showered just pure fresh blood on me. Traces of blood is messed on my room too and on the bed.I started crying dropping my knees on the floor and sit pressing my back on the wall. That strangers dead before, it’s all me. I killed them all. I started shouting angrily and stand up to throw things. I even hurt myself by smashing the door with my bare hands.I e
KAYLEENI’m all clean when he came back knocking at the door.“Kayleen?” I immediately run to the door.“Zeke please, you can’t just bring me here. She might do something to you.”“Trust me, you are safe here.” He opened my door locking it fast too. “I want to meet her too. I wanna talk to her, know her.”“That’s crazy!”“Shh! Calm down Kayleen.” His warm hand reached for both of my shoulders caressing them softly as he is looking at my eyes. “Just trust me.” I gave him a nod.The days went normal as I’m locked there. I finally have a normal day, eating normal too. I can’t think how can Zeke help me like this even he knows I’ve killed a lot already. I also murdered one of those people quite close to his heart.If he called the cops and give me to them, I will definitely accept it. I know I deserve to be inside jail than here
KAYLEEN“Shaira!” I spoke once more and it terrified her. Zeke stopped me from walking towards her. When I took another blink, I saw a different woman. They just have the same feature decryption but they have a very different face.When Zeke felt that I’m all calmed he let me go and hugged his fiancé.“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry,” I apologized showing her the sincerest eyes I have. Her bitter smile together with her terrified eyes made me feel like I became a monster for a moment. “I didn’t mean to. I just mistook you for someone else.”“It’s okay,” she said a bit calm when Zeke let go of the hug. Looking how Zeke cares for her felt weirdly like a sudden prick of pain in my heart. Maybe I’m just not used seeing him like this to a woman since I met him.“Kayleen, does she has something similar with Shaira?” Zeke asked glancing at me with his hand is around her waist.
SHAIRAYes, I am back. It’s so entertaining when she feels horrible or something. It’s calling me to wake again and here I am studying the huge room she got. That doctor is insanely rich, I say. I tried opening the door and everything that can be opened but then they are all incredibly securely locked good. Therefore, I can’t get out and hunt that bitchy Johanna.I’m enjoying myself tonight stuffing my stomach with so much food and tire this body.There are lovely sets of knifes in the cooking area making me check them out one by one. They are awesomely sharp too. Good for cutting some flesh. The thought of blood made me smile a lot and arrange the knife on the table from the largest to smallest.I look at the CCTV camera. Zeke might be watching; I should take his attention. I took one knife stand in the middle of the room to tear my own skin on the hand. Blood started dripping on the floor from my palm. The pain is
KAYLEENI’m trying to read him, if he is being serious about what he just said. He looked more than serious and is even looking at my lips like crazy and bite his own lower lip. I admit his threat is effective. Pushing him won’ help since he is too strong.“She want me to leave!” I said all fast. The strong arms holding me loosened so I went free. I inhaled a lot of air to feed my lungs with oxygen since I forgot to breath normally a while ago.“Well, this is my house. You can’t listen to her. You only listen to
KAYLEEN“Why did you stop?” he asked right away noticing that I’m no longer doing anything. My eyes are nailed to him feeling really embarrassed.“I just realized I’m not a kid anymore to act like that,” I answered turning my eyes down.“I love—like it. I’ve never seen someone who can be happy with small things like this.” He walked towards me standing at my side. With a quick hand, he caught a firefly in front of me. I was am
KAYLEENI see no changes from Zeke. He is the same man as usual, carrying his own emotions with him. The days have passed but I still couldn’t leave the house. A lot of chances are left ignored as I remember how he is wanting me to stay. My trust has grown since that day he told me about his past.The door is unlocked but I can’t open it and ran away. My body is hesitating. I ended up staying and thinking about it over and over again. His gray eyes are reminding me to be with him.It’s Saturday again and he brought me with him to the hospital. It’s another day that my feet have stepped outside the house. My heart is filled
ZEKE“What happened to your family Zeke? What’s with your past?” Her question is the same as Johanna’s.“I will tell you everything, Kayleen,” I told her as I guided her to the living room. We sat there silently. I’m composing myself as I start to remember everything while she is waiting for me to say something. She is sitting on the parallel couch with mine. Her beautiful brown eyes are sparkling with the lights.As I started talking, the memories flashed against my eyes.
KAYLEENI can’t help but cover my mouth with both of my hands. How can he just hide something like this?These are skeletons of his family sitting on separated chairs still wearing their clothes. Cob webs are all over their bodies and the room doesn’t smell that pleasant. The chairs are like thrones with the king in the center. The huge portrait of their family are plastered at the back. They look like a happy family together. Zeke has a sister with dark gray hair and sparkling gray eyes like him. She is curly too and looks like a porcelain doll.Their parents both have gray hair too. The father has the curliest while the mother has a
KAYLEENEverything’s been normal the next day. Zeke seemed like he didn’t remember what he just did. Maybe he is too drunk that night. I decided to go to him early but I can’t find him in his room. I roamed around until I found him on the kitchen drinking a glass of water still looking so messy.His surprised gray eyes meet mine when he noticed my presenc
KAYLEENZeke and I are all silent sitting face to face in the dining table. He unlocked my room and guided me to the main dining area of the house. He doesn’t look like the happy and lively person I meet. Now, I felt more horrible letting myself get in this house and mess up with his life.I will take his trust to let me go in and out of my room. Then, leave on
ZEKE“Stop this Shaira,” I told her and turned my back but she pulled he back. I was about to push her but she clings on me like a leech from the back. I can feel her breath on my ear and it’s giving me a weird feeling.“
ZEKEI took Kayleen back home by force even though she didn’t like the idea. The cops didn’t catch us but I’m sure the CCTV footage of that restaurant will lead them to my house. I have to think for an alibi. Some strong statement that will make them believe.“You don’t have to do this Zeke,” Kayleen said but I pushed her inside her room forcefully and shut the door close as fast as I could. She kept on pushing and smashing it while I’m trying to block it. I successfully locked it.My breathing is heavy for a moment and I’m trying to calm down.“Just let the police take me!” she insisted but I didn’t say another word. My decision is final.The sudden doorbell almost made my heart pop out of me. My body started shaking, thinking about the cops on my door. I walked in the front of the entrance door