Who the fuck did he think he was anyway? God...he was completely insane.
Luna finished packing her small bag with just enough stuff for her trip to James's house. She wouldn't stay there, that was for sure. She would take refuge in some hotel and organize her time to get to her new job on time.
He had taken his ticket hours before, and by a miracle he had been able to get on that damned plane. She could have waited another day to travel, but she wasn't about to sacrifice any more days away from Portia.
It didn't take him long to get to the airport, miraculously the traffic was pretty good. When she arrived, anxiety turned her stomach. She sat waiting, reading something on her phone. She tried to distract herself with anything stupid, she tried to distract herself because she didn't want to think about James's face when he saw her on her doorstep.
He had no idea of Portia's whereabouts. He supposed then that he should ask when he got to the hotel. But to whom?
After waiting wrapped in nerves, the flight finally departed.
As she boarded the plane, other thoughts began to haunt her. She would see James again, but clearly, he didn't want to see her.
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James stood at the hospital reception desk. He was nervous, he didn't know if Portia would make it out of there or not, and by that he meant, he didn't know if she would live or not. The doctors had told him that her health had declined considerably, and questioned whether the little girl had taken her medication daily. No. The chaos of the past few months had created in Portia an absolute rejection of anyone who approached her with her medications.
On the one hand, she felt she needed Luna badly but didn't want her around. She had talked to her the day before, and had told her the truth. But, he didn't want her there.
Iris appeared through the door. She had a cup of coffee in her left hand and her purse in the other.
- I brought you this- she said kindly.
- Thank you, Portia.
- Did you talk to Luna?
- Yes, yesterday.
- What did she say? - she asked with interest.
- Nothing important.
- Are you sure? - she asked. She knew James was lying. She herself had spoken to Luna hours earlier. She was in New York.
- She was in New York. Sure.
The phone rang, James checked his. It wasn't his. Iris read the message and got up. James watched her carefully. His sister disappeared down the hallway and it didn't take much more for his suspicions to be confirmed.
Luna appeared next to her sister. James quickly startled, rising from his seat.
What was she doing there?
- Hello, James," she greeted him coolly.
- What are you doing here?
Iris looked at him angrily.
- James, don't be rude -she scolded.
- I think I said I didn't want you to come, I think I was clear.
Since when was he so mean? Oh, sure, he had always been, he had only changed a few months when Luna was in his house. Now that she was gone, he was back to his old James self.
-You have no such control over my actions, I thought it was clear. How is Portia? - I ask Iris.
- She's fine, you can go now," James explained. Luna glared at him.
- No, I won't leave until I see her in person. Even if it's from afar. I'm not asking too much.
Luna sat next to Iris, while they talked for a while. They were waiting for the doctor to show up and indicate that they could come in to see her. James was looking grumpy and angry, which was evident from a distance. Did it bother him that much that she was there?
- Mr. Bexell - Portia's doctor called.
He got up from his seat, and Luna and Iris mimicked him.
- You can go in and see her, she's in good spirits.
It didn't take much more for James to ignore the previous discussion and concentrate on seeing his daughter. Luna and Iris followed suit.
When they reached the room, Iris opened the door, and a weak, wired Portia was lying on the gurney.
- Luna? - she asked.
Portia's crying came to the fore. She didn't want Luna to leave. Entering her room, Luna quickly ran to hug her. Without realizing it, she had missed her so much.Portia had become a very important little person to her. Too important.She loved her so much and had become so used to being with her on a daily basis that it was no longer normal to wake up and be alone in her cold apartment, without any noise, everything practically gray and white with the dull illumination of the sun.James, on the other hand, had been mostly quiet. Cold, sitting in the uncomfortable chair by the door, while he had every bit of grumpiness, and seemed impatient for Luna to leave the place, so he could be with his daughter quietly.Portia was crying and Luna was looking at her sadly. Well, she didn't want to leave, but she had been there a long time, and she didn't want James to act that stupid just because of her presence. Luna hugged Portia tightly.- I'll be back tomorrow. I promise. - She said as she t
Luna wandered around New York trying to find the movie Portia wanted. Days before she left, Portia had told her that she wanted a movie called "The Prince, the Toad and Me", which was about a princess who falls in love with a prince, and believing she has turned into a toad, kisses him, even though he is a different man and falls into a love triangle. Yes, the truth is not the typical story Portia should see but the movie was for children even so and it was animated. It would be nice to take her tomorrow along with the book and chocolate.James's attitude was getting on her nerves. She hated that James Bexell guy and just wanted the other one back, but she had to accept that, on the contrary, he didn't want her around (although she still didn't understand why) and besides, she had to accept that she wasn't there for him, but for Portia.After a few minutes, he finally found the movie. She quickly bought it, and went out to find a cab. She was tired and wanted to go to sleep. The cab r
Luna had been with Portia at the hospital for almost 3 hours. She had loved her gift. She had had an excellent time with her, except for James. She had decided to stay at least a week in town, since that was Portia's limit at the hospital. They hoped to discharge her in the next few days. They had all been happy to hear that the little girl was recovering, and James...James. They hadn't talked much, but she was sure he had a lot to say. The next few days went the same way, when Luna was there, he would leave. If James was there, she was there. That behavior seemed incomprehensible, for there was no reason for them to act that way. There was no previous fight, nor anything of that nature that could suggest tension between the two of them. It had all started because of James, and Luna did not understand why. In fact, they had both been crying like brats when they said goodbye, but apparently, their pride had won out and if one yelled, the other yelled louder, and so on, until today.On
Portia and Luna were walking through the streets of Seattle, he had stayed with her for 2 days so far, and would be leaving that same day. Christmas was coming, it was only a month away, and Luna didn't feel like celebrating it at all. Not even New Year's, no.Portia had a big list of gifts she wanted to ask for, of course, she was sure to get everything.The afternoon was beautiful, and the weather was warm. They both strolled leisurely.- Luna, are you getting presents from Santa at your house?- I don't know, there are no children at my house. - He said looking at her. She smiled.- Can I leave my letter at yours too? What if Santa forgets something? I could bring it to your house.Luna laughed.- Of course you can. I'm sure if you leave your letter, he'll drop off your gifts. - She smiled. Portia jumped up and a happy smile appeared on her face.- Now, let's go home, your dad will be picking you up soon.- Good. Do you like being near me? -She asked as they walked, Luna looked aro
- What? - Luna asked. James paled.- What? - he answered. Even he seemed surprised at his sudden confession.He had a strange look on his face. I couldn't decipher what he was feeling, if he regretted saying the last thing or if he was waiting for an answer.- James...- I'm sorry. - He said upset. His look was nervous. He shoved one hand into his left pocket while the other he used to awkwardly ruffle his hair.- Why? - Luna asked confused.Why was he apologizing to her? Those words had been the most beautiful words she had heard all month.- I'm confusing you, I know. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.- Then stop doing it. - she replied firmly.- How am I supposed to do that? - he uttered in an almost inaudible whisper.- By making up your mind for once.He didn't answer. He threatened to leave, and Luna felt her heart break again. Was he going to tell her he loved her and then leave? She was about to close the door, when she saw James was about to speak.- I think I've already done it.
Luna looked at the dress lying on the bed. It was black and had a heart-shaped neckline. It came to a little above the knee. She had bought it a week ago. She wondered if Lily would go. Lily had been his friend since she started working at Domicile, plus, she had a serious problem; she was pregnant, barely 2 months. She had a partner, of course, but her boyfriend was not the father. He had kept this from her, and she didn't know what to do. He didn't know whether to tell her the truth, or keep it in the middle of his throat.He had talked to her today. Lily was totally desperate, she didn't know what to do.She took the dress and left it on the counter next to the mirror. She went into the bathroom and inwardly disowned James. She had left the towel lying in the middle of the bathroom. She turned on the shower and stepped into it. He could take some time. Dinner was starting at 10, it was barely 8:20.He didn't know how to help Lily. He had advised her as he saw fit. But he didn't kno
Luna went straight to the bathroom.-Honey, are you okay? -She asked, waiting for an answer from Lily, who had run into the bathroom to throw up.-Yes...yes..." she said coming out of the first bathroom, "I'm...fine. -She said and burst into tears.Luna looked at her sweetly.- I know you're going through something difficult, Lily. But think of the good things, he's your son, you're not going to be alone, not anymore. -She said trying to make Lily feel good.-I know, but... it's not how I would have liked it. My boyfriend... -she said sadly.-I know, but he can understand. He'll understand you, Lily. You have a right to be happy.-You're right. -Should I tell him? -She asked, looking at Luna tenderly.Luna nodded.-He'll really appreciate the fact that you're honest with him. It's worse if you keep it from him.-Do you still have the test? -she asked.Lily had taken it a week ago in a supermarket bathroom with Luna.-Sure, it's in my purse. I left it at home, but I can give it to you
She looked at James quizzically. There wasn't much light in the room, but she could make out his face perfectly. She opened her mouth to say something, but her nervousness got the better of her. She closed it quickly. James looked at her, quizzical, waiting for an answer. She opened her mouth to speak.- ...someday. - She clarified.-What?- Luna asked.-Yes...if you want to have a child, I wondered. - He answered in a whisper.Luna had heard him perfectly.-I...-Don't be nervous, no...I'm not pressuring you.-James....-No, I, actually, I did a lot of thinking today. -He said, sitting down on the bed. He turned on the candlestick to his left. He looked at Luna.-What have you been thinking about? -She answered almost trembling.-I don't know, I just remembered how nice it is to hold your son or daughter in your arms, and how happy you feel when you hear their first cry.Luna looked at him intently. James had a slight smile of happiness on his face.-Do you want to have a child, James