In the meantime I was in bed with Xavier. Thanks to his presence, I no longer needed ice water. Dressed in one of his shirts, I was snuggled up to him.His smell alone calmed me down incredibly. The sparks were the next plus. It was a great relief that the pain was over.Lilia kept yelling at me. My wolf has reached a new level of madness. But at some point she gave up and pulled back, offended. Wait for her to come back.Xavier kept very quiet. That was probably because he was struggling after all. I don't anymore and I'm thankful for that. After all the pain, it was no wonder I was utterly drained. In addition, the hormone injection had softened it.xavierI can't remember the last time I had to show such self-control. Probably never.It was fascinating what you did for your mate. Still, the smell of the heat was driving me insane. I could understand Layla why she was hiding. That was justified.Since I had been a very bad mate in the beginning, I wanted to make it up to you now. Do
xavier♤ Flashback ♤Ever since I challenged my father to a battle for alpha post, I've been locked in the dungeons. It had all been three days.I hadn't had anything to eat for three days and a cup of water once a day. I was chained like a dog and couldn't move.So here I was on my knees and all I could do was wait. My knees hurt from this position, but I didn't show it. My father could come back at any time and he shouldn't look at me for a second that I was in pain.First, because I didn't begrudge him the sight. It would please him and I didn't want to give him that. Second, since he saw it as a weakness.At least the silver chains didn't bother me anymore. My body was immune to this, and it made all the torture methods much easier for me. However, there was a downside that it made my father angry.The madness would soon be over. I would defeat my father and this pack would finally be rid of him. I would end this horrific dictatorship.I may be weak, but years of pent up anger and
layla"Layla!"I grumbled because it annoyed me. Who yelled at me when I wanted to sleep? Actually had already slept. It was annoying and a lot."Layla! Wake up!"So that was obtrusive now. Confused and sleepy, I asked, "What is it, Lilia? I want to sleep." Did my wolf have no sense of time? It was the middle of the night and after the ordeal of the heat I needed rest.She yelled at me, "Your mate's turning the wheel, that's what's going on!" And that brought me to reality and made me wide awake. Spin the wheel? That couldn't mean anything good.Just as I was about to sit up, Xavier's grip on me tightened. As nice as it was when we cuddled, but right now he was holding me unintentionally. That probably didn't fall into the category of cuddling anymore.Upset, I asked Lilia, "What did he do? What did I miss?" "Xander's presence is pretty dominant and Xavier was getting more and more restless. Something is up and now fight back!"It's a wonder she even told me that. If his tension was t
I wanted to snatch my wrist from Xavier, but he wouldn't let me. I would soon blow up if he kept forcing me to do something against my will. The attempt to tag me earlier also belonged on this list.I snapped at him, "Let go of me!" This scenario looked damn familiar to me. Lilia couldn't help but comment: "It hasn't even been an hour since you last said that to him." "No, what you don't say. No, Lilia, I would never have noticed." It probably wasn't okay that I took my mood out on her, but that had to come out.Lilia didn't come to an answer as Xavier asked, "Why are you of all people angry now?" No, that was enough. Apparently someone had to tell him exactly where the error was."Me of all people? I have every damn right to be angry. You wanted to complete our bond when I was asleep and didn't want it. You would have done it anyway. I had to bolt through the balcony and now you're angry because I I did that. It was just to escape from you."Could that get into his head? Was that so
I don't know how long, but for a certain amount of time we just looked at each other.His gaze was incredibly angry and the black eyes underlined that twice. The vein on his forehead stood out and I was pretty sure I didn't want to know what Xavier was thinking.My gaze slowly went in the fearful direction. I didn't feel good at the sight. There was this inner need to run away. However, my feet had a different opinion and were stuck. Rather, my whole body was immobilized.Lilia chimed in, "Well, you brought that shit on yourself. You pissed him off." "Thanks, Lilia. But I realize that myself. What do we do now?"Should I say something first? Should I keep quiet? Am I supposed to run away? Or should I stop?"How about you kissing him? Let's spice things up and complete the mate band. That would be a great idea, Layla.""You know what would be a great idea too?" She gave an annoyed groan and asked, "I'm supposed to shut up, right?" "If that's your only idea, then yes. Check him out. I'm
This kiss was far from gentle and loving. This kind of kiss fell more into the stormy and passionate category. You were quickly carried away and returned these feelings.Xavier grabbed my waist and with a growl he pulled me closer. I stood on tiptoe and wanted to wrap my arms around his neck, but then realized I had only wrapped a blanket around him.In the stress I had completely forgotten about the blanket. I immediately pulled my arms back and grabbed the blanket. It had slipped off my shoulders, but I was able to hold on to it. The essentials were covered and I didn't want to reach more. As long as she didn't fall, everything was fine.Lilia interrupted the kiss by saying: "Xavier must have forgotten that himself. I would be very interested in his reaction if you just let the blanket fall on the floor." Could she think of something else for once? No, apparently not.I wanted to break the kiss since it had all distracted me. However, my mate noticed that and didn't let it happen. H
The pressure of his teeth on my neck increased until his teeth pierced my skin. It hurt at first, but the pain passed very quickly and turned into a positive feeling. I couldn't place the feeling correctly, because it felt like a hundred at the same time.Because of Xavier's bite, I was accepted into the pack and that was just as small a bomb. I felt something was different. That I belonged to a new pack and the connection to my old pack was completely severed. There was no turning back. But I couldn't really deal with it because the bite was in the foreground and my mate had my attention.My bond with Xavier had grown just as much as my feelings for him. There were far too many impressions at once and my attraction to him was greater than before and I felt the sparks stronger already. Once I bit him, Xavier would feel it just as much more.He snapped his teeth back in and gave me a kiss on that spot. A groan escaped my lips automatically, just from the sparks. Xavier pulled away from
Yesterday I fell asleep peacefully and securely in Xavier's arms. With the nice thought that we had finally completed the Mateband.In the morning I woke up to the wonderful sparks. So he stayed and didn't throw himself back into work. That put a smile on my face and my heart leapt.Yesterday evening I bought another shirt from Xavier. One of the reasons below was because I didn't expect him to be by my side in the morning. So I would have a piece of clothing on me that smelled wonderfully of him. Sure, the bed smelled like him too, but the shirt was a great bonus.My smile died as all the new sensations the completed mate band brought me hit me with a vengeance. I belonged to a new pack and the connection to my old pack was severed forever. It brought joy and sadness. It was hard to put that in a proper category.On the one hand, I was really happy to finally be in Xavier's pack. I could talk to him anytime. Even with Melody, that would no longer be a problem. Otherwise, I could con