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Author: Emaa
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-04 06:24:28

Lilia brought me back to reality with her question. We were barely in wolf form and we were cuddling. In human form and it was... yes... just how it was between us.

So I took a step back and looked at the floor. What had I done? I immediately softened and made it easy for him. Looking down was not brave behavior, so I looked the way we had come.

Running home would be the most sensible solution. I took two steps in that direction and turned to Xavier. He must have understood my hint.

Xavier caught up with me and I started running. He walked next to me with no problem. We should get home quickly and put some distance between us again.

The worrying thing about this situation was that I had started it. It was me who had started this cuddling.

Lilia laughed and said: "Do what you want, but you can't avoid the mate band. Every day the bond gets deeper and you should know that. Every day it gets harder to refuse him." I growled at her in response. I knew all of that myself. She continued, "W
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