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“Hey there, love!” Eliana exclaimed in pure happiness and pounced on me with her arms caging me tightly,
“Ah, Hel-lo, Eliana, i-it’s tight,” I couldn’t speak a sentence properly because her strength was suffocating me. When I about to breath my last breathe she left me panting hard,
“You’re here! Thank God I finally get to meet you after so long, bubble!” Her eyes were sparkling in genuine love and my heart wished if she could’ve been a boy, I would’ve asked her to marry me right at this moment. I blinked twice to control my natural emotion back in my eyes.
She helped me with my suitcase and invited me inside her cute condominium. I won’t lie but her little apartment was frankly adorable and I took my time to admire it for minutes. She had a narrow corridor right after the entrance, then came a huge tv lounge of light-grey theme with white curtains joining an American Style kitchen adjoining corridor’s wall, going further straight after the kitchen, we got two elegant bedrooms with attached bathrooms.
Yes, she was the daughter of a rich businessman who settled in Los Angeles. She had completed her doctorate and now, up for specialization. She has a boyfriend, a good amount of dollars in her credit cards, a lash degree and a good friend like me. I smiled at this thought.
“So, have you decided where you’d sleep? Alone or with me?” She asked while displaying her milkish teeth on her face,
“You mind if I sleep alone today? I need to feel ‘single’ for a day,” I said, quoting the word single with my four fingers. She chuckled along with shooking her head.
“Oh, I forgot to congratulate you on your new life, hope you can survive with my tantrums which I used to throw at walls but now not anymore, I have you,” she threw her hands up in the air and went to the kitchen while I adjusted myself on sofa
“What’d you take in refreshments? Beer, Juice, Tea, Chris Hemsworth, Ian Somerhalder or Zayn?”
“Since when did hot guys start serving your service menu?”
“Since the day I had your three missed calls on my phone while I was fixing a heart. Now, tell me what do you want?”
“Water with Henry Cavill,” Her face snapped at me with a gotcha look, she knew how crazy I was for him back in my married-less life.
“Great man, I need to hire Ginnie to fulfil such wishes, my friend’s dreams are out of my standards,” She fetched water, handed it to me. Sighed out as she settled herself on leg resting side of sofa then looked at me,
“I have never seen someone undervaluing a golden position she has,” I continued as she turned on the huge screen of tv and started fishing N*****x.
“Then what do you want me to do, huh? Should I arrange a night with Henry Cavill for you or would you do the honour of warming Ian Somerhalder’s king-sized bed?” she winked at me with a killer smile. Ah fuck, that seducing wink! I laughed.
“Can’t be available for this till I sign my divorce papers, Eli. I can’t chance their lives in danger because of my psycho husband, You know how much I love both of them!” I ended with a bit of sigh escaping my mouth, it wasn’t natural but a hint of anxiety as I mentioned divorce and husband in the same sentence. My heart couldn’t take it seriously that I actually decided to divorce him, it once loved him with all its capacity, maybe a little piece of the place was still there which shouldn’t be.
“You don’t need to mention that idiot at least in front of me, he was your past and I’m gonna make your future. So, do not expect less this time, the last one was your choice, this would be mine and I would try my best to find someone like Henry or if you say I can even ask dad to set your blind date with him,” I felt my heart skipping a beat as she said the most-wanted to hear words, only she knew how crazy I was for a man who was way… way out of my league!
I couldn’t help but laugh at her words, she was being too sweet to capture my heart in a single go, for a good 2 minutes I continued to laugh, making her words a reality in my mind, “Thank you so giving me a good reason to feel better,” I thanked.
She got up from her spot and sat beside me, “Have my idiot all to myself now, No Liam-heads can tear us apart now. Don’t worry my soldier, I’m on your back!” she motivated,
“Yeah, left him far behind in Texas,” I said with continuous nodding in a ridiculing manner.
“So now what are the plans? What will you do with him?” She asked me, her hand was holding her hand as her complete attention was on me.
I huffed first, “Eli, I’m done with him. He is so overly-possessive and you know it hurts when you want a normal life but you can’t have. I tried so hard to change him into a better man who I thought he already was but I was an idiot. He wants to cage me in his lockup forever and I’m or won’t be ever ready for that, he wants me all to himself, if any guy looks at me at any traffic stop, he interrogates me like who is he to me or I’m having affairs with him? Sometimes I feel he needs to consult a psychiatrist though the symptoms, *Huffed aloud* if he is not planning to change himself then I’ve decided and this is it. I won’t waste my life in order to keep waiting for his mental stability,” I gave her a brief view of my life in hell.
“Maybe, he’ll change after you conceive,” she had hope in her voice even after I gave her a hint of that man never going to change.
“No, El, he doesn’t want it, I tried many times but he makes sure at every step that I don’t get impregnated by him” the tone of my answer was speaking smooth frustration, I knew she got my slip over just the way she gave me mischievous smirk. Eliana and her bright smile.
“Hey chill girl! We will get your sex life on fleek, you’re in LA now,” she said with a smile and I chuckled. “Forget him, you do-” A ring on the doorbell caught our attention, she stopped, leaving me breathing hard, Is it, Liam? Oh, he found me!
I inhaled a deep breath because I forgot to breathe, “Oh no, it’s him, he found me! Oh, what’s he gonna do with me? I tried so hard to dodge him over. Damn me! Eli, he located me, he will kill me now!” She caught my arms as my mouth was unstoppable and I was panicking in fear of Liam.
“Jen, Jen! Relax buddy, nothing will happen to you, I’m here why fear? Let me look at it, you go hide in the bedroom,” She lifted me and gestured the way toward the bedroom, I ran fast and half-shut the bedroom’s door
My ears were stuck to the door and I heard her opening the door. Her tone was normal and sounded like running with a neutral expression but I couldn’t interpret the situation. A minute later, I heard the door closing and by then Eliana shouted me to come out, I sighed as pressure flew away,
I sneaked out and saw her holding a huge box in her hand, My heart resided watching her smiling and signalling me to come out, “Ah El, thank god!” I stepped out and my heart calmed.
“It’s for you baby!” she handed the box with a grin and a touch of excitement. I frowned at her.
“For me?” I asked as I wasn’t taking the joke seriously, I blinked twice at her but she nodded with a surety look on the face, moving her shoulders to indicate me moving on. I nearly got tensed, what can this be? And from who?
I checked it before touching it further and saw a note on it,
‘Know your worth, never settle less than you deserve,’
This time my heart also smiled as I read a much-needed quote, “It’s not a bomb, Jen, brace up!” Eliana got me out of my trance, I lightly shook and glanced at her, “Yeah, yeah!”
I walked ahead and unwrapped the box, it was a box of a brand Versace.
I turned to Eliana who was smiling at me, “C’mon, open it!”
As my hands unwrapped the box and My eyes found a pure crimson long dress of premium quality, it had another note on it,
“Wear this tonight,” My heart speeded up the pace instantly. I couldn’t stand who sent it or what was the purpose behind it?
“Where is this from?” I asked Eliana with a stretched, tensed face. My hands were shivering as I touched that gorgeous dress which I could guess would be long enough to touch the floor if I wear it in case. I was just imagining.
She narrowed her eyes in unknown annoyance, “Who else it could be than me? Of course I got you this for an upcoming premiere, I ordered yesterday,” she had a touch of sarcasm in her tone but I can’t buy her jokes right now so I asked again...
“Is this really for me?” I looked at her in shock. It wasn’t like I was shocked at holding a dress this expensive, it was the priceless feeling I had when she added it was for me, but why? I had nowhere to wear this gorgeous dress nor for anyone.
She looked at me with eyes like I asked for her kidney because I took her banter way too seriously perhaps. “No, why would it be,” her annoyance was visible,
As I was about to utter another word, she put a finger on my lips and continued, “It’s obviously from me, dumbass. Who else will send a coward this sexy dress, huh? Since it’s a gift from me, you will listen to me and wear this on the coming weekend in return because we are going somewhere special to celebrate your newly independence,” she winked at me and raised her hands to wrap her arms around my neck.
My mouth left an unintentional chuckle over her behaviour, “Wait… wait! Where are we exactly going?” I asked her, frowning lightly.
She audibly sighed and sat down in her seat, “Have you heard about the new movie release? Fallen For You?” she asked, scanning my face if she could face-read my answer,
I took a good time then replied, “Yeah, I heard about it but haven’t seen the trailer,” I told her
“Oh dude, It’s starring Tyler Kidman, Stella Swanson, Brandon Grande! You know Brandon and Stella are actually dating in real life, there was a sneak peek of a smooch in the trailer, so I’m excited to see their reactions while those scenes air up,” Eliana couldn’t keep her mouth slow-paced, it was like an army of dogs were after her,
“Ahan,” was my answer with raised eyebrows and astonishing expression as I couldn’t stop admiring her,
“Yeah... we are going to the movie premiere plus guess what? We will get a chance to meet the entire cast! I will make sure you meet each of the five available handsome hunks so one of them could actually fall for you!” Eliana chuckled as she teased my cheeks while I was busy staring at her with a ‘are you serious look’ and just like I have heard a joke, “We’re gonna have a very happening night soon, babes!” she added with giggling, showing her cute dimples.
My mouth was half-opened, “Come on El! Stop it! I’m married,” I blushed red like a monkey’s ass after blurting out my relationship status,
“Consider yourself single from now on,” She scolded as all of that happiness flew away from her glowing face,
“El, ah… what made you think it’ll be fun for me to watch a movie with lots of explicit scenes in a jam-packed crowd, thousands of people would be suffering that shame which I’m genuinely not interested into an encounter,” I mocked her happening night,
She stopped for a second and replied, “You don’t have to worry about it, I’ll cover your eyes when that comes, and for your information, we are not just going to a movie. We will be clubbing after it and you’ll be the one buying us drinks,”
“Us?” Did she mean me and herself?
“Yes, Ryan, me and of course you!” FUCK WHAT? she mentioned her boyfriend between us
“Oh, come one girl! Your standard of drinking would get me penniless, you gotta be kidding me. I suggest you go with him, I don’t wanna feel like a third wheeler spoiling lovebirds' perfect date night. However also, I’m not feeling like going there,” I insisted to her.
“There’s no way in this world to reject me, you idiot! The deal is done and you’re going! End of the discussion. Plus, we both have salon appointments that day.” she said while checking out my hair, her expression clearly told me something offensive was going on her mouth,
“God, you need a fine haircut. Look at your hair like someone set them on fire,” she commented and I huffed inwardly, my expectations of her remarks were worse. What she said was actually right, my hair was half broken and thanks to Liam for pulling it savagely every time he fucked me.
“You seriously don’t have to waste money on these things, El,” I advised her, my conscience was guilty over her over expenditure action on me, where she gave me a look if I was being severely formal with her,
“You’re going with me and that’s it. I’ll make you see someone special,”
3WeekendIt’s been five days since I’m with Eliana and trust me on those first 2 days when I hadn’t lived a second for my own. I kept fearing Liam and his gang breaking our condo and assaulting both of us; especially me.Right this moment, I was sitting at a salon which was way out of my range these days; it was all lavish and for sure expensive but Eliana didn’t care and got me here. Getting my hair and makeup from some professionals for the night. Yes, I was forcefully willing to go at the Premier even though I tried to stop her with the sharpest excuse possible but resulted in fog. Eliana didn’t stop pleading with her puppy eyes and I couldn’t ignore her ‘wish’ despite how big and exhausting enough it was to me. My final touches got done and I stood up, fishing to find Eliana somewhere in other makeup sitting. My eyes followed back and stopped at the entrance by a man wearing a grey-striped suit with a hat covering his face. His broad chest, brownish exposed hair, whitish tone a
4It’s been two hours since we have stepped into Grand Atrium, everyone around me was enjoying the movie like they would go blind after it, though I was only the one realizing much bigger facts apart from the movie, I had realized what a boring and robotic life I was living back there; so loyal to my husband that I couldn’t see what I had become. Eliana told me about her friends and how they left their spouse barely after their marriage just began because they wouldn’t allow them to club alone. Here I was, serving my husband’s needs all the time and still being treated like a trash can.Throughout the movie, my main focus was to reduce this heavy feeling of getting caught, I couldn’t be able to find any excuse to lessen the growing anxiety; whenever my mind thought of Liam watching me on TV or social media, that haunted me to my deep cores. Clearly, it meant he could easily spot me in LA. I let out a huff and concentrated on the movie which I was faking to enjoy because Eliana and her
5An hour had passed away being alone while admiring others from afar. I stood somewhere in the corner and watched couples dancing adeptly, it was a pleasant sight to the eyes and throughout I started swaying around after one glass of champagne and a few shots of tequila. Yeah, it’s been a hell of a ride in quite an hour. Thanks to constant worries.I closed my eyes, my smile grew wider as lyrics registered momentarily in me, I was totally lost in the rhythm and melodies every beat was offering me. “Excuse me, Miss.” it felt like someone was calling out for me but I only responded with a snigger. But then I heard it again, “Miss…?” this time I opened my eyes to check out if someone was really looking out for me. I turned around to find a tidy waiter presenting me his warm smile, “Yes?” I frowned at him with the same potential as he was offering. “Miss. I’m sorry to disturb you but I need to inform you that Miss Eliana -your friend- is asking for you in her private cabin,” informed
6All I could hear was my deep breaths, I had darkness all around me and I couldn’t fathom how I could help myself get through it, the black and white shades were surrounding me and I was finding a way out. Suddenly a manly voice echoed, “hey hot piece,” it travelled across my mind like a bullet, “whassup huh? how’s you doing,” his voice was making me obnoxious, wanting me to get it out through some way but I was unable to throw it out, instead, It grew further. All the scene happened with me in the club replayed like a movie, making me unsteady to feel loath each time I heard that man’s voice and then out of nowhere another man’s punches him, Who was he? My eyes wide-opened, I was hugging a pillow which was trapped in between my thighs too, I turned straight, inhaled deeply to get some fresh and lessen this hateful feeling after the nightmare, I raised my head, looked to my right to find open curtains, crystal sunlight passing brightening the room all around, giving my eyes a ple
7Before I could click on the messages, the screen went black and showed no sign of life. “Shit!” I cursed in annoyance. I went to my room, fetched the charger to plug my phone in the switch, I sat on my bed and again my lower abdomen started hurting badly, I stood up and staggered towards the bathroom, I got in and the first I saw in the mirror was a bruise on my neck. “What the actual fuck!” I left shocked. It was like my eyes would come out of their sockets. I kept cursing and took off my shirt, The bruises which I didn’t want to call hickeys were all over my chest and stomach. I started panting heavily due to the horror these hickeys brought. “Oh My God,” I couldn’t control my watery eyes to flow down. And what would happen when Eliana would see it? Oh no, she wouldn’t see it, I can’t risk it. My teeth cluttered in fear. Liam, if he saw me having this, he would’ve killed me by now. After this thought, I went hysterical. I could feel terror balling up in me. I inhaled heavily
8“We’re starting with you, lovebird.” She raised her left eyebrow, plastering a smirk on her face. Don’t call me that, El! “Start what?” I counter-questioned hesitantly. I hoped she wouldn’t notice my slightly cracked voice. “How was the party for you? Banged a guy or came home sober?” she winked and started rocking me. I smiled faintly and lowered my gaze to the ground in shyness, I probably was blushing. “Look at this red mess!” she teased. She knew I became edgy from such other-guy-involved-questions. “No, nothing guys thing happened to me (or at least I don’t believe it) I… came home, sober!” I kinda tried to shoo her but she was planning to exaggerate longer -her face told me. This side of Eliana I had never liked. She always thinks pulling someone’s leg makes other people feel butterflies in the stomach but it’s totally the opposite of what I felt every time she did this with me. It was exasperating me. “Like I believe you. When did you reach home?” Okay, that’s where I lef
9 3 Days Later It had been the longest three days I had ever lived. These days were my nightmares, I cried, gave up, stood again, fell down and again held my broken pieces together from falling deeply under my eyes. I had been keenly conscious about my surroundings, more than I should’ve had. Everything that moved with me or every person as far as I could see seemed like a threat. I studied them if they meant to harm or stalking me; even if that was a disable man minding his own business. Wherever I went I felt like being chased along with getting precisely observed by some unseen force which denied to appear in front of me, Like someone’s eyes were constantly noticing my each and every movement. The first time I had this feeling was under Brandon’s penetrating gaze. That gaze which I couldn’t forget till today despite many days went.I hated this paranoia tricking on me, growing inside my head each passing day. First off, I only feared my husband, and now I started fearing everyon
10I sipped my drink and raised my eyes to check out a couple sitting in front of me and making out without breaking the climax in the private cabin. I swear it had been 15 minutes we reached down the town’s expensive restaurant - afforded by these rich brats- called, ‘The Angels’ and I hadn’t seen Eliana and Ryan detaching from each other for a split second, they looked like two horny teenagers ready to have scandalous public sex. I straightway lowered my gaze and pushed my attention to something else like my wedding ring which I hadn’t taken off yet, and now I believed I should’ve taken action regarding it. I knew everything was over by this point because I didn’t bear strange physical harm which could be executed by Liam’s side. Of course, he had connections in secrets criminal networks, if he wanted me back it would’ve been a snap of finger thing for him for locating and abducting me from the streets of LA, I felt consuming after finding nothing else to think about other than
2 Years LaterJennaI scanned every corner of the hall to make sure everything was going according to my planning. After all, it’s going to be my daughter’s first birthday, I wanted everything to be perfect. The glee I felt was beyond human comprehension, words weren’t enough to describe my life after Renai’s birth, she was, is and always will be my lucky charm. “My darling, what’s that look on your face?” I heard my husband interrupting me and my thoughts-land. “I’m observing if anything is out of line,” I replied, roaming my eyes everywhere while I could feel one pair of bluish orbs sticking at my face. “Everything is perfect as long as you’re happy with it,” replied my husband in the most romantic way possible. He surely knew how to sweep my heart away just with his words. I was already flushing like red jello. “Has cake arrived?” I asked him, gingerly. “Pretty sure, yes. Guards have made sure to put it in the refrigerator with careful hands,” He informed, “Where’s our daughte
42One Year Later I miss sleeping like a normal human being. This man who I accepted as my husband last week woke me up today by shagging himself in me while I was in a deep slumber after our long sex night session, but alas, four rounds weren’t enough for him, he was a man with an exceptional sexual appetite in comparison with me. I sometimes wondered if calling him the real-life man of steel wouldn’t be wrong as his endless stamina cost me my sleep and strength, to endure his lengthy manhood wasn’t an easy part either.Right now, his tongue was giving me the pleasure of sacred nirvana as he shoved it in and out like he promised himself to destroy me today. I held out his head for my holy soul, my shouts and moans were filling the room’s space while he succeeded in gifting me orgasm for my breakfast. I grunted at last as his tongue cleaned out the corners of my lips, “You’re fucking irresistible, my one and only,” Brandon stated, ascending towards my face. I flushed as his predato
41JennaThis was real. Everything that I had been through passed by me. I thought I would meet my grave next but I was still laying beside the man who I fell for, then hated and now again, I feared falling for him again. He never left my side or even my hand. He didn’t know that I was conscious but I couldn’t move for a while until I had gotten the power to open my eyes. Since the moment I had been awakened, he made sure to pepper me with kisses all over my face. “Dove, I can’t thank God enough to God for giving you another chance. You scared the life out of me you know?!” He spoke, hyperventilated. It was difficult for me to speak out for myself because of the oxygen mask and weakliness, so I just let him do the talking work, he didn’t miss out on any chance of proving how worried he was about me and somehow, I also started believing in him. His eyes weren’t lying this time, they had some sort of clarity and honesty. My heart said to trust him once more and grant him a chance. “D
40“Liam…” I gasped, my heart skipped a beat.“Yes, buttercup, Liam. Your own husband Liam,” He said, his tone blended in satire and venom. His aura was filled with malevolence. I inwardly flinched at his words because they were sarcastic enough to take my heart out. “Strange that you have forgotten me so easily… Tell me was that your pussy boyfriend’s cock that made you forget me? Huh, was he that good?” He kept on trudging towards me like a vampire was about to have his feed on a candy human like me. “L-Liam—stop, you can’t do—this,” I stuttered even when I tried to portray myself a little courageous. “Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Still the world hasn’t taught my girl enough all this time,” he mocked, as usual. I kept on reserving while he continued taking my life out of its place with his gait. “Actually… I was here… to talk about us,” “What is left to argue?” I lashed out, not giving up too soon. I had to fight for myself. “There are lots of things that have left unfinished between us,” he
39The wolf was coming to prey on his targeted mouse, watching him coming towards me along with his powerful aura, I had only one thing to do, pray to God that he’d disappear in the thin air or I’d lose my sight but nothing as such sort happened, instead I clearly saw him reaching near me, “Miss. Maxwell,” “Mr. Grande,” My mouth abruptly left out. “Please can you come with me to my office?” He asked, his tone was polite but his aura made it felt like otherwise, I gulped the lump of my throat when his burning heat that was emitting through his covered chest hit my skin, he was standing that close to me and I couldn’t lie I was getting under his effect. “I’m sorry, Mr. Grande but I’m not here for you,” I tried to kindly reject him in every way so he would leave my direction. I stepped away to rush outside but he blocked my way. He came closer to the extent where our chests were about to contract, his head buried near my ear and he whispered, “For the sake of my son, I ask you to lis
38Somebody kill me!Only because of Kevin I agreed on going to the place that I considered a jailhouse. Miss. Beckett promised me to ensure Brandon wouldn’t cross my path and I didn’t even want him to. It’s better he would stay the hell out of my way for his own good otherwise I didn’t know what I would do to him. He caused a never-ending formula of pain on me and I didn’t want my heart to burn into ashes again once again when he’d appear in front of me. It was ten past seven in the evening and I was travelling in the cab to that spooky mansion after my work. I promised myself never to turn back there ever but today, I had to break my ego with my own hands after a short span of keeping it. What if Brandon would come across my way? How would I react? No, he better not come in front of me otherwise I wouldn’t be able to hold back my grudge or maybe tears too. Where he had become my biggest enemy there is a soft corner in my heart that yearns for him and tells me to give him a chance
37Two Months Later I couldn’t believe I was still alive and very much stable after two months of the worst period of my life. Life was finally coming back to its track and I couldn’t be much happier. I thought I’d be dead in a day or few when I was in San Diego but I didn’t lose. I left my past back in there and got back to where I belonged; Los Angelos, leading a new stable life now. I was still in Eliana’s apartment, moving as soon as I get my first salary. But the thing was I was alone in her apartment because she moved in with her boyfriend; that poker-faced Ryan. I wished the best for her, she was the one who helped me like no other and at least I could pray for her betterment. I would never forget her favours, I was actually indebted to it with my life. Alright, enough with the emotional episode, now let’s get back to reality. I mentioned working. Yes, luckily I got a job in this month, it was hard to find but scratching every corner of newspapers and job search site, I was
36I walked out of the mansion with my suitcase packed, I didn’t care who was calling out my name and why. My goal was to pass the mansion’s gate and hop inside the booked cab. That was it. I would never trust anyone now, perhaps this was my wake-up call so I would make sure to stay away from love affairs in future.I again heard my name being called out by the man who I was loathing the most at the moment, I spun around when his callous hand pushed me his way, I was forced to glance at his face, there was a time when I wished to keep looking at him for hours and now, I just wanted nothing more than to avoid him. “Dove, you can’t leave me just like this. You’re my official girlfriend.” There was a hint of whine in his tone. “And what makes you think I would stay with you after I learnt your ugly side?! How can you be so disgusting, Brandon, you were my everything!” My eyes filled with tears but I kept them unshed. He wasn’t worth my tears. “Yes. I know I did wrong, I admit it but p
35I was shivering badly. The picture I held in my hand was of a girl lying naked and unconscious on a bed. Her body was bruised with the same purple and red marks that I had after the night of the movie premiere. I couldn’t stabilise my nerves, I held out all the stack of pictures that laid remaining in the drawer. And with each passing picture of different girls fully naked and bruised got my breath heavier. Tears were forming up in my eye sockets. A sudden hit of the emotion of running to save my life from the abuser hyperventilated me or he’d kill me for finding out all of this. My hands were unstoppable, I kept swiping the pictures to make my brain accept the fact that the man who I called my boyfriend had such stuff in his private wardrobe. He was a famous celebrity who was being adored by millions but the ugly truth about him made me instantly abhor him. Tears blurred my vision as they were flowing without my permission. Just then I saw what I prayed never to see again, I wa